On the other side of the door, Alexandra could hear her friends banging on the door for her to open the door. She sat on the floor, her back against the wall, and running her fingers through her hair shakily. There was glass all around her. She sobbed harder than she's ever before.
She lost her baby moon, she lost her siblings and at last she lost Adom.
"I'm a failure..." She cried. "My parents hates me, Adom hates me, my baby moon hates me ,my siblings hates me and now my friends hates me they don't need me, and I failed my son... I miss you so much, my bay." She was tired, tired of crying herself to sleep, of feeling this way and having ruined everything with Adom. She felt like she had nothing to live for. Not anymore. She picked up a piece of glass, long and sharp. She sobbed harder, gripping into a tight fist the glass. Blood poured out of her hand. There was soft banging on her door, she pressed the glass to
Win open the door with the help of his spare key . The sight made Win take a step back and Prea to let out a shriek of horror."ALEXNADRA!" She ran to Alexandra side, blood staining her jeans but she didn't care. She pulled Alexandra to her lap. In no time Win was beside her.He was shaking and for the first time Pheuk had ever seen him this nervous and unsteady. His brain is hurting when he run with Alexandra he promised himself he will protect her, Alexander destory her already, her own son choose his father and now Adom.They take her to hospital which is located on their base and tell doctor what happen."Don't tell Adom about this"Win make a request to doctor.Adom is head so whatever happen here he will know eventually, but Win don't want Adom's pity for his friend."Sure"
When Alexandra woke up the next morning, Prea was wrapped around her and Win was asleep on a chair. She tried to untangle herself from Prea, and when she finally did she got up and went to the bathroom. Before she walked in she saw her room had been cleaned, there was no glass on the floors and the furniture was put back in place. She locked the door and stared at herself in the mirror. Her skin was paler than usual, she looked more skinny, she had dark bags under her eyes, and her lips were dry and split. She looked down at her wounded wrist, which is better now. She got out of the bathroom after she took a shower. Win and Prea were awake by then and were waiting impatiently for her. She didn't want to be around them so she took her weapons to go practice. She was already in his gear so that was a bonus."Wait, Alexandra. You can't just ignore what happened." Win said. He was worried, Alexandra hated she was the reason for that."I'm not ig
Alexander.Alexandra got an gun and prepared to shoot. Alexander was smiling at her. "You know I can't die with a simple filthy gun darling." He chuckled."But I bet it will hurt like hell." Then she let go of it, but Alexander move aside."Now now Alexandra, how rude of you." He said in mock hurt. He walked up to her and look into her eyes. "See, I come in peace, take it I'm not here to hurt you, just talk." Alexandra hesitantly move her run away and decided to keep it beside her in case she needed to stick it in his throat."What do you want?!""For you to come with me." Alexander demand."...No" Alexander laughed."I want you, Alexandra. Come with me." Alexander was smirking."No I will not, not after knowing everything" She said, desperate for A
"Prea! Have you seen Alexandra?" Win asked in a rush. He had been waiting downstairs in the living room for Alexandra after he had taken a shower. They were supposed to meet there and the meeting started in 15 minutes. After waiting for Alexandra, he got impatient and decide to check her room. When he noticed she wasn't there he decided to ask Prea."No..? Why?" She asked worriedly."We were supposed to meet downstairs. She was going to take a shower then we would leave for the meeting." Prea shook her head."I haven't seen her." Prea walked out of the room, Win beside her."She's probably still in the graden...?" Win asked himself, hoping he was right."Let's go check." Prea announced. They saw Mike entering with Pheuk, despite Prea drama between her and Mike, her best friend was her priority now, so she simply ignored him."Hey." Mike said softly."How's Alexandra
"Where am I?""Home darling." Alexander laughed. "This is your new home, ." Alexandra bit her lip. She was nervous, afraid of the look Alexander was giving her."Come on, I have arranged a better room for you." The door opened again and she was lead out. There were two gaurds in front of them, and three behind. There's no way she can get away from here. As if reading her thoughts, Alexander said. "Don't even think about it, they may not be allowed to kill you, but if you try to run theywillhurt you." They stopped at a nicer looking door. When one of the gaurd opened it, she saw how much better this room is to the one she was last in. There was a king size bed, a chest drawer, a bathroom door, a small windo
Win, Prea, Mike, and Pheuk were waiting in the middle of the hall waiting for high authority along with the high commanders and some other officers in the crowd who went to the garden to see the note Alexander had left behind.Slowly, they started to walk back inside. Win could see others face as they walk in, some look thoughtful, some are unreadable, many hight officer's look horrified, and then Nora and Dean, they are Adom's parents and they love Alexandra like their own child. They are the one who always stand beside Alexndra when she need a parent.Lastly, came Adom, Win wanted to run up to him and beat him senseless, but this was not the time and he needed to stay calm, for Alexandra sake. Adom only stared at the floor, even after taking a seat at his chair, he kept staring at it as if he wanted it to open up and consume him."Okay." Nora voice came unsure and careful. She looked from Prea w
"Speak now are you with Alexander" Nora had declared the meeting over and everyone had left the Hall. Dean,Leo chair opposite Nora desk. She was sitting on her own chair, her three kids Adom, Prea and Pheuk standing beside her with Win."I really don't know anything ma'am" a guard cried. Everyone's face turned into a scowl."We don't give a damn! Tell me where Alexandra is!!" Win screamed, almost getting in his face if it weren't for Pheukwho pushed him back."Speak now, and I can promise you won't pay as harshly as the rest of your family." Dean said. Desperate for answers. In any other case Adom and Prea would've found it weird since Dean has treated everyone poorly who is engaged with Alexnder in any way but when it's come to Alexandra, Dean treat her kindly beacuse according to their parents Alexandra already lost her everything."Alexander gave me
Alexandra awoke an hour later to find Alexander gone. For a second she thought maybe she had a horrible dream, but she looked around the room and saw the same walls and furniture, and then she felt herself something on soft, touching the silk sheets on the bed. She tried to move but she felt a pain run through her head. She felt like crying again, not because of the pain, but the memories of the previous night were still fresh in her mind. She felt dirty and used. Alexander didn't do anything except kissing her but she still feel dirty. She bit into her pillow in an attempt to keep her sobs quiet.The door opened and in walked an lady. She had blond hair styled in a braid. She smiled evilly and left a tray with food on the surface of the chest drawer before she walked back out. Even if Alexandra had been hungry (which she wasn't, the thought of food made her gag) she couldn't get up to pick the tray. She ma