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2023-03-12 20:31:41Davina’s Pov:-
I stared at him not knowing what to say or do, My heart began beating faster and faster, and as a passing second he stared at me patiently waiting for an answer but I didn't have one.
Say something, he’s waiting.
“...” I blinked and opened my mouth to say something but nothing was coming out of my mouth, he shook his head while chuckling, “That’s stupid of me to ask…” he said while shaking his head.
I just stared at him not knowing how to react, he grabbed the body wash and began to wash me, I did the same. We both showered together while we kept kissing each other hun
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