Cold. It's so cold.
There's a powerful force on me right now, I don't think I can move. Is this a dream, or is this reality. The moment I start asking myself different sort of questions, I feel the force on me increase, and in fear I open my eyes, only to awaken to a scene which could be the last thing I see.I find a man right on top of me, eyes filled with anguish and despair, the moment our eyes met he looked like he was going to kill me, I really don't know what I have done to make someone despise me this much, but I can tell that he wishes for me to suffer more than death.
Still on the bed, I struggled as I couldn't move, I only stared at the man who wanted to kill me. His hand drew nearer, reaching my face and then, I could feel a real hand trying to strangle me. It felt so real that I could almost touch it but I couldn't touch it, not less make out if it was reality or a dream. The force applied to it, was so powerful that I c
A fake smile, for a fake crowd, what a twist. Even the living room is arranged nicely, well I guess they're awaiting my funeral, too bad I won't let that happen. I wonder what these people are plotting now, with that look of scorn in their faces, if it's my downfall, then they should start plotting more, because today, they're gonna get a show which they've never seen.The living room was arranged to look like a court room, seats had been prepared and seven high desk and a chairs for the judges, I almost couldn't recognize it at first. The moment I reached the newly turned court room, the room got crowded as the people gathered to pass judgment in MY HOUSE, faces I've never seen before, they're staring at me like an out cast, as if they've been awaiting this day, but come to think of it, they've always brought me up whenever there was a meeting. I guess it's because a lot of people were against Charles and I, but now that this happened, it feels like their
The air was heavy, my eyes widen with shock as our enemies matched in. How did they find us, and who let them in, why are they here, I have so many questions for them that none can understand. The now Powerful Four walked in with no sense of fear, the Alphas shook as they stared at the dominant packs, now that we had cut off ties with them, we're vulnerable to attacks from other packs, and they were the number one on the predator list, while we were on the prey list, like a delicious meal would want to hunt us down. This day just had to get worse. "It's nice to finally meet the great Diana in person." The head of the Blood moon pack, as he approaches, my body unconsciously starts to back away.I don't know what it is, but my entire body trembles just being in his presence, I don't know why but I really want to leave this placs right now and flee, his eyes has no light in them, it's like an staring into an empty soul. "When
*****"Anna, Annnnnna. Anna, wake up." A voice that is very difficult to forget. It's been at least a day since I was stuck in my dream world, to get a few of my memories, and I don't want to leave. Oh, mother. She knows how I feel about waking up before arriving at our destination but she still wakes me up whenever we have a drive to look outside, sure this is a memory but watching it again makes me fell part of it. Am still sleepy, just give minutes is all I ask for but am sure I will never get it, being in this nine year old body again makes me feel alive, even if it won't last long. "Anna, we'll be home soon okay, but, before then, I think you should at least feed you eyes a bit." She kept poking me continuously, there was simply no end this time. Ah. Finally she got what she wanted, well it's not like I could pretend I was asleep for long, my mother had her way of waking me up, and that method worked like magic. I stretched out my legs and yawned as water pou
I awoke to a familiar ceiling, a familiar scent and clothings, it didn't take me long to realise that I was back home. The feeling of waking uo felt strange, for some reason, my left hand felt like it would break in a few minutes. It was then that I realized the warmness of my palm. "Jasper." I called out. As if awake, he immediately lets go of my hand and reaches for my face. Once he feels my entire face, he leans on my shoulder. "Oh thank goodness, I was worried." He cries. It's one thing to be worried, but I don't even remember why am here in the first place. "What happened?" "Don't you remember." He askes. Somehow, his expression just now looked like he was relieved I didn't remember anything. Am more confused of his change in expressions than myself, the only answer was that he was hiding something from me. "Not si
At this very moment, I wish I could just eat my words. For the first time I said Lune look as hurt as never, did my words cause that much of an impact on him. While my tears dropped, Lune also had teary eyes, he looked like someone who had lost every reason to live. He wipes away my tears with a smile which throbs my heart filled with pain. He lifts my hand to his face and rests his face on my hand. "Am not the one who's making me you forget your past, on the contrary, I want you to remember everything." He tells me. I can't sense a single lie from his lips, I can tell he's not happy too. Thinking back, he's always been like this, like he wanted me to remember something, that day, when I told him I figured who he was and called his name, he grabbed my shoulder and asked if I remembered who he was, he doesnt want me to forget, it's quite the opposite. The relationship between us seems like it was closer than I expected.I pull away from his face, I
There was a wall, a hugh wall between Lune and I, I didn't have the courage to speak to him as freely as before, knowing Lune would object to certain issues, it was time I get real with myself that at some certain point, Lune could turn against me if he felt he was doing it to protect me.I didn't tell Lune about my dreams, and the fact that I could still remember how it went meant my memories were slowly returning to me, however am worried. Although I lived with the brothers for so many years, my memories were still fading I never once remembered a dream no matter how close I felt I was to remembering, does this mean there was a part of me that wanted to forget about everything. Lune mentioned my parents were aware but I had to had known at some point, didn't I ever object? What if am partly responsible for everything that has happened to me until today. I want to remember, but am scared, there's a part of me yelling and begging me not to push myself to r
It's still snowing.When I opened my eyes I was alone, in a strange snowy land filled with tall snowy mountains. My feets are having frostbites right now so this seems pretty much real to me. The snowflakes drop to my nose, and give me a chill, I must look like a mess covered in such a snow right now.Despreate to survive, I wonder how long I would have to wander through memories. I feel like am about to go through this endless wandering forever, it doesn't seem like there's an end to this place, not even a cave.I wrapped my arms around myself and started walking through the path of snow. Each step I take, feels like am being pierced with a stake. "You should had been dead." No, not again. Why isn't the voices shutting up. I don't know how long i've been here but these voices seem to repeat itself a lot. Lately, they've been more persistent, they become louder, and different, just like Lune's voice these voices also has a different
Ah. I can't believe it, he's right before my eyes. I didn't think I'd see him again after everything that had happened. Jasper, I feel like I should apologize to him the most. I don't even know what to say to him, I never thought apologizing could feel this hard. "Jasper I..." Gasp!!! "Diana. You're awake." Before I had the chance to say a word to him, I was interrupted by am arm flying toward me, the moment it reached me, I found myself in Jasper's arm, he was squeezing me tightly without any second thoughts. I could hear his sniffle and I could also feel his tears on my shoulders, they were cold yet they warmed my heart. How could I be angry at such a wonderful person, especially after what I saw. "Am so happy you woke up. I was wondering how long you would be asleep for. I missed you so much Diana."Ah. I've been a fool for quite a while now haven't I. I don't even know what I should say to such a nice and gentle soul, if anyth
I thought we would be separated the moment we reached the roadside, so what is he still doing walking with me, doesn't he have a wife to return to? Or oerhaps he's suspicious of me. If that's true then there won't be any chance to return to Lune, not just that but if brother finds out, i'd be in major trouble. I have to find a way out of here, should I knock his out, I can't kill him or interfere with this race. "I'll be going now, my brother must be waiting for me." I tell him. I hope he at least get the picture and leaves.I leave him behind and walk alone, trying to make it look like I at least know the way am going. "Hold on." My body subconsciously halts. No, I must have been found out. What now? I never thought they would be this smart to actually spot a god. "Would you be fine by yourself. Am not sure you know these roads by yourself, even am not sure of these roads myself, you sure you know where your way around." What? He's still caring about a stranger
I don't feel a thing except emptiness, which seemed weird coming from someone who asked her emotions to be removed. Although Lune decided not to hide the fact that I asked for my emotions and memories to be removed from me, couldn't stop me from feeling this way. I've been feeling rather empty, this feeling of emptiness was greater than the pressure of watching over the entire earth at night, which is why am seated by the moon pool, causing waves with my hand and giving light to darkness. I gotta say, the Sun god sure is doing a great job at being up all day.I don't remember much from what Lune told me, but according to earth's calendar. It's probably been three years since I left, I was told I went to earth in search of something and returned after I found it, but am not sure what it is. How could I feel so incomplete after finding it. Maybe I didn't find it, Lune didn't tell me about what it was when I woke up. No matter what I tried to do, nothing seemed to
It was supposed to be a night of memory for me, but I don't think I can make much memories with such looks on their faces. Today was supposed to be my last meal with them, but their stares are rather piercing, ugh, why the hell do I feel like am being stabbed a hundred times by them. "What?!"Hailey bangs the table so hard it almost snaps. "Cut the crab Diana, what's going on." As expected from someone as quick witted as Hailey, she guessed it in an instant. No I think they all did, is that why they have such looks on. I don't think it would be easy talking to them anymore."Haha." I laugh, it's better to avoid eye contact right now Diana, they can see right through you and emotionally blackmail you, however I still have to tell them. "Well, you see, I finally decided that am going home."The living room is awkwardly silent. It's been this way for five minuted that I could even hear the crickets outside. Ever since I tol
A loud bam filled the room, I tightly shut my eyes close at the sound of the gunshots. It's been at least thirty seconds and I haven't felt a single thing how strange. I open my eyes and find the brothers all gathered in the room with Allen who had a gun in his hand pointed at Derrick who was holding into his chest. "The hell." He screamed, at the same moment he calmed down. "Evan, Allen, Dave. You're here?" He said, he looked rather terrified after seeing them all together. Meanwhilean still panicking I felt all over my body and find nothing on me, so this isn't a dream then. I really am alive. Was it a blank, am sure I heard a gun shut, no rather two gunshots.Thank goodness they made it. The brothers who had gathered in one room gave off a tense aura. "Of course we are, the warehouse has a fucking back door and we've taken care of your friends." Allen yelled. He seems pissed off along with the others, could they had heard everything just now oh Derrick I gues
I reach the warehouse before noon and find a couple of men outside who escorts me inside, the closer I get, the angrier I feel, I wonder, just how did he fool his entire family. Finally I spot the great mastermind up ahead, he walked closer and then when we we're only a few inches apart he leaned forward and said to me, "the password." How the hell could I give him the password knowing there was a chance we might not make it out alive."You really had me fooled there Derrick, you honestly thought I would let you have the journal just like that. Let me see Jasper and Liam first." I tell him. I couldn't afford to waver or be frightened by him anymore, I had already ripped off the page before they broke in, and I discovered who he was and that was more than enough for my plan to work.He looks me in the eyes and walks closer, the closer he gets to me the more I take a step back till I reach a dead end and my back slams agains the wall. "No." He
My heart race the next instant, just what the hell do they want from me right now, I can't even keep a straight face because am mad right now. "Diana, it's me." Liam. That's unusual, Liam never visits me, not just that he never bothered to last three minutes in a conversation with me so why was he at my door right now."Come in." Whatever it's better to get this over with and fast."Good thing you weren't sleeping, we've just received news that your blood was in fact the cure. So we thought you would be having a hard time because you discovered your identity and then the virus and stuff, we would like you to know that you have our support." I stare puzzled at him, this was the first time we had a proper conversation and that was all he had to say. Well at least it's better than pretending am invisible."Thanks." Right after he walked away from my room I shut the door behind me, and certain now, I have to find out more ab
He looked paralyzed like he's seen a ghost. Does that number hold an important place in his heart, cause I just couldn't read his speechless expression. He kept mumbling something to himself, frowning and rubbing his temples, he's walked about the room three times, just what the hell is his reason. "Ah ha. Isn't that mother's birth year." Wait, his mother's birth year, and just why would father have a note with the late Alpha wife's birth year in it, could it be a coincidence that all this happened. No with all these crazy stuff going on in this family I doubt anything is just a coincidence anymore.The birth year of Derrick's mother as the password to a safe well I thought we only had one safe, could there be another one I didn't know of, a safe... A safe... "Wait a minute, there is one safe we don't know the password to, the code to the safe. The safe at the Maxwell mansion." I tell him. Quickly we get into the car and drive all the way to the mansion.
"Why did you go down." I've never seen Lune this mad. No one dared say a word to him until we were spoken to, not even me, I knew this was what would befall me yet, I was still curious about that boy and went down to help him, brother must have arrived sooner than I had expected and found out."He needed help." I tell him."Anna, Stars, Lune's, and Luna's are not meant to interfere with the mud people, it's against the rules, how many times must I tell you this." Rules, rules, rules, I've heard that so many times, am always limited by rules telling me what and what not to do."I went as a human not as a Luna, besides am yet to be a Luna so right now I hold no value, that boy needed my help.""No he didn't Anna and stop with the childish acts, do you know how old you are, you're no longer a child whereas he's only twelve, humans and Stars age differently especially beings like us." True, w
To think he was running away from the same person he tried to kill a few minutes ago, and pulling me like I was a bag of floor makes me feel annoyed. Still I could hear the growls coming from behind and people's cries, I don't even know what's going on. The next thing I know I was carried in his arms, Nicholas speed increased as he ran without looking back. I keep hearing heavy footsteps coming from the other side of the wall, in no less than three seconds after I heard the footsteps the walls came tumbling down, someone had just ran through a wall. Nicholas stopped, and handed me over to someone, "take her and run, and no matter what, don't let go." I thought he wanted us to die together a while ago. I have to do something, my legs are still numb, if I want to escape this I have to get my body to work again. Before Nicholas subordinate starts running I caught a glimpse of the terrifying being they were scared of. Jasper was in his wolf form, this was my first