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75: My responsibility
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2021-03-15 15:02:48"If you ever get a second chance in life for something, you’ve got to go all the way.
~Lance Armstrong“I hate myself for saying this, but I prefer him when he didn't have his memory. He was happier even though he didn't know much about himself and even though he was trapped in a wheelchair and woke up surrounded by people he didn't know. Maybe it's because I got used to him being happy and grateful for life, but with his memory back, he just pushes me away.
He's only responsive with Kemi and a part of me feels jealous of the fact that she can reach him in a way that I might never be able to.
I miss those days he'd be beside me holding my hand after a rough day or when he'd say a few stupid things just so I could smile. I miss him, his bright smile, his happy face and the way he held onto me. I miss his delicate touch on my skin, I miss the way he always said Alex and
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