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67: How the story goes
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2021-01-18 12:09:35“You are not the victim of the world, but rather the master of your own destiny. It is your choices and decisions that determine your destiny.”
~Roy T. Bennett(Third pov)
As soon as Alex closes the door, she locks it up and tears run down her face, finally letting her defence fall. It wasn't true, this is all just a bad dream, one she's sure she's going to wake up from, there has to be a way for her to escape this disastrous show.
She walks over to the dressing mirror where the flash drive is and she picks it up and walks over to my study desk where her laptop is and turn it on the laptop before inserting the flash into the USB port.
A very small voice in her asks if getting more proof was necessary, Alvin probably knew more than he should because someone had told him. He couldn't have guessed all that accurately, he had
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