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58: Happy Birthday
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2021-02-24 15:17:44"I wanted, desperately, not to disappoint her."
~Vanessa DiffenbaughI turn to see Rogue enjoying his small meal with delight and I walk back to him, "We need to go home now, it's almost time for your meds and Lare's will be on my ass if I don't return you."
He chuckles lightly, "Lare is a pain on everyone ass, but he's a great friend," he admits himself leaving me surprised that he would.
"Yes, he is," I walk towards his wheelchair and behind to roll it out. "He just being a good friend though."
He nods, "Wait, I've got it," he exclaims, wanting to control the wheelchair all by himself.
"Not today, captain, not today."
Just like I'd hoped, there is little to no traffic on the road and we make our way back to the house.
"Move in with me, Alex," Rogue speaks up as he drags himself into his wheelchair from the car.
"I don't believe that's what you want," I point out to him
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