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66: How do you feel?
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2021-03-04 03:21:33"When I gaze deep into your mind, I am met with the beauty of a thousand diamonds. As I let that love and beauty flood over my body, I knew that there was nothing that I would ever trade our relationship for."
~Anonymous"Do we go on a honeymoon now?" Rogue asks as we enter Rayge's room with him holding onto Rayge in his arms.
I take Rayge who is now sleeping after having his milk and places she places him in his cradle. Once nicely tucked in, I turn to Rogue who asked a question I'm yet to answer, "Do you want a honeymoon?" I ask with my brows rising.
"Yes a part of me wants a honeymoon, but we are not the conventional newlyweds; we have a very young son, I am battling and trying to regain my memory and my lower body isn't still the way it used to be." He assents to the truth although it is a bitter truth for both of us.
I bend down beside him so we
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