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2020-12-25 11:57:20"It was the wildness of it that got me going: the primal lust, the sheer needs of two people in heat, quickly finding ways to express their sacred hunger to each other in animal passion."
Fiona ThrustI walk in on Rogue adjusting his tie in front of the mirror, "Zander gave this to me, and he said it was brought here for you last night." I say, handing him a white sealed envelope, before going to my dressing mirror and putting on my necklace one that Rogue bought for me to celebrate our one month anniversary.
Rogue tears open the envelope and after glancing at it carelessly tosses it on the armchair close to him and moves to button up his navy blue long sleeve. Nevertheless, a displeased scowl appears on his face and remains on it.
Watching such change in his expression makes me wonder what the message in the envelope could
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