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32: Obsession maybe not
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2024-10-29 19:42:56"Passion has overthrown tyrants and freed prisoners and slaves. Passion has brought justice where there was savagery. Passion has created freedom where there was nothing but fear. Passion has helped souls rise from the ashes of their horrible lives and build something better, stronger, more beautiful."
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After arriving at the airport, Zander was already waiting to pick me up because when I called and told him about my arrival today, he said he would be the one to pick me up and not my driver who was initially supposed to.
I was also very excited to see him standing outside in his purple sweater and skinny black jean trouser. His hair all loose and bouncing and there are beards on his face which surprised me. Nevertheless, I couldn't be too surprised I hadn't done a video call with him for almost a week now so I didn't know how he looked all the while we only talked. I walked up to him and threw my hands around his neck and I hugged him
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