C H A P T E R 9 - Sam.

I remained seated, perfectly still as I waited for the Alpha to leave out of the front door. I kept waiting for him to say something in an attempt to get me to go to with him again. But luckily for me, he did not say anything to me. He left out the front door, and it felt like there was a heavy weight that had lifted off of my shoulders. I knew that there was no real reason for me to feel the way that I was feeling, but I couldn't help it. The feeling came naturally, like it would always be there.

For goodness sake, I did not even know his name.

I was worried about spending time with a man whose name I did not even know. Surely, that was not right. It was foolish. It was like I was degrading myself, and even though I was not, I could not help but feel like it especially because I had slept with him. It felt like the memory of that was going to be ingrained into my mind for the rest of my life, like I was going to be forced to remember it for the entirety of t