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Raelynn POV:
Homework has quickly become the bane of my existence.
An overdramatic statement that I would loudly complain about when a certain subject arrived. History was a subject that my brain could not comprehend easily. The numerous, long winded facts and at times, boring tales, was not something that could get my overworking brain to focus.
I eyed the thick textbook and scattered papers distastefully. I was barely halfway done with my essay, having long given up by firmly shutting the lid of my laptop in a desperate attempt to escape my responsibilities. Though I did enjoy the writing aspect of it, twisting the words around to make a more enjoyable tale, the research that I had to do to prove everything I was typing was factual made the whole experience much less desirable.
Digging my left hand into the available bowl of sour gummy worms, my right hand wanders around the empty space of my bed to blindly search for my remote. I knew I wasn’t going to return to my homework anytime soon. I was quickly beginning to long for some sort of entertainment.
Fingers curling around the device, I turned up the volume to the TV while stuffing a handful of gummy worms into my mouth. As my mouth worked its way to chew the sour coated worms, I flickered through my most recents before finding the TV show that I desired to watch. A comedy-drama filled series about 5 women working at a nail salon while living a life of crime, violence, and sex.
Daniella, the only person in this world I could truly call a friend, forced me to watch the show during one of our sleepovers. I was instantly hooked on the complex plot and gorgeous aesthetic. It showed a life that I could never live. A vast difference from my coddled and lonely world that I was forced to participate in day after day.
I was ignored by my mother. Her work and my older sister occupied their time while I longfully watched on. Any time wasted on me was to pick apart my “accomplishments” or to scold me from not being as amazing as my siblings. My mom especially loved to go on a tangent about how I could never live up to everything my older sister has done.
“Sex with me, so amazing
All this all work, no vacation
Stay up off my I*******m wit-”
My phone blared loudly from its spot on my bed. Depressed thoughts now scattered from the unexpected call, I quickly searched for my singing phone, knowing exactly who was behind the call. Quickly finding it underneath my scattered papers, the pad of my pointer finger gently pressed on the vibrating green icon to accept the call.
“My bestie senses are tingling! What’s wrong?! Who’s ass do I need to beat?!” Her voice bellowed into my ear in a series of threats. Thick with a familiar hispanic twange and a fiery sneer, Daniella continued her spewing. “I am so ready to mess up this manicure! Just say the name and give me the place! I’ll be there, no hesitation!”
“Nothing’s wrong-”
“Lies!”
“Not lies! I was just lost in thought, you know?”
“Oh?! So it's someone in your head that’s making you feel this way?! Which means this person affected you in reality too!”
“Well, yeah.” My lips pursed in a pout. Her assumption wasn’t wrong. “But nothing is wrong, wrong. I mean, I am a little frustrated with my homework. I have to write this huge essay for history and my brain is completely fried right now. So I’m taking a much needed break-”
“You're so stressed. I swear if you knew what it was, I would suggest that you get laid.”
“Um?”
“And since you don't, I suggest the next best thing. Well, the next best thing after burning your homework, that is.” Daniella rambled, “Go into your kitchen and take all your favorite goodies! Don’t you dare try and cheat yourself either! After that, barricade yourself in your room! You're not allowed to leave until sometime tomorrow! Preferably the late afternoon, when I come pick you up to take you on a shopping spree courtesy of moi! You also need to binge watch your favorite shows until the wee morning of like, 2am?!”
Everything she said sounded heavenly. I wanted nothing more than to comply with every word she uttered through the phone. But as I eyed the scattered papers that covered my bed, knowing that I wasn’t even close at being halfway done with it, I unhappily began to mumble out my protest. “But what about-”
“I’m going to place an order for some smoothies at your favorite smoothie place. The uber girl should be there in about 30 minutes.”
“I need at least two lemon berry flavored smoothies.”
“Too bad. You're getting three.” I giggled at her righteous hurmph, “Now what are you doing? Have you catched up on our show?”
“I was watching some of it before you called me. I’m also going to try and finish my homework.” I snatched a random piece of paper from the litter. I uncaringly eyed the boring words that were scrawled before tossing it back with a childish scowl. “Maybe I could get by without doing this?”
“What homework are you doing?”
Cradling the phone tightly to my ear, I blindly searched for the topic sheet. “I have to write an essay on the Black Harbor?”
“Do you mean, Pearl Harbor?”
“Probably.” I shrugged.
“Nuh-uh. You're barely scraping by history as it is.” My scowl wobbled to a pitiful pout as her honeyed twange deepened. Daniella scolded, “How about I help you before we go out tomorrow. I can bring us chocolate croissants and coffee and have a little study sesh. Well, it would be more like me helping you with your essay, but……..you know what I mean.”
“You're the best!” I gushed happily, “I’ll treat you to some lunch when we go to the mall! Cheesesteak?”
“Cheesesteak!”
Raelynn POV:I was back in the room again.My dark green eyes roaming over the familiar details of the room as my body sank into the comfortable bed. A heavy layer of grayish black paint coated each wall of the bedroom. Odd carvings and designs littered the walls that weren’t covered in paintings. While other paintings showed a gorgeous drawing of this man, some were detailed paintings of forests or mountains.As my gaze glides across the room, vaguely taking in everything else before eagerly snapping back to the painting of the man. This is how my time is usually spent whenever I’m trapped here. On the rare occasion that I leave the comfort of the bed to poke around and explore. My attention is usually glued to the
Raelynn POV: Having a safe place was a needed necessity when it came to keeping my mental stability stable. My mental psyche was a bit fragile. It was easy for my mother and older sister to pick apart whatever wall I had built up. Throughout the years, it tumbled down far too easily without much effort on their part. Whether they came at me separately to enjoy their own private toture or enjoying their sadistic sport of tag teaming until I was a pitiful, sobbing mess, I was at their mercy day after day. Chilling eyes would follow me gleefully as I scurried around fearfully in the house I lived in. Painful jabs and insults would be sent my way without hesitation. I could actually be having a good day. Waking up without my brain muddled with the messy vines I called negative thoughts. It wouldn’t take long for either one of them to plant the seeds to make
I could remember when I used to suck at drawing. My attempts were nothing more than a pathetic scribble. A meager scrawl that stained the pages. Despite the bad effort, my stress and anxiety still melted away as I drew whatever I could. It was practice that made me better. Long hours huddled away as I repeated the same doodle until it actually turned out into something good. Looking back on my old drawings was a weird balance between soothing and cringey. I took in the old drawings that I’ve given Daniella, a little surprised and kinda happy that she’s kept all of them. I could easily remember when and why I drew what I did. A good day that I wanted to share and show with Daniella. A bad day that I longed to escape. A boring day that I decided lightly doodling would help appease the boredom.&nbs
Raelynn POV: I yawned tiredly. I hated waking up early. I wish for nothing more than to skip this lecture, burying myself deep in blankets as I drifted back off to sleep. I could laze around in the comfort of my bed without having to worry about facing them or the new responsibilities I had to face being an adult. Or at least, push it off until the sun sunk a bit lower into the sky. “Drink your Frappuccino, Rae.” Daniella nails clicked against the screen of her phone as she gulped down her own sweetened coffee. “I even told them to add extra chocolate sauce and chocolate chips to it.” I eyed the chilled drink unhappily, “I’m so tired.” “I know y
The blend of gold and copper was bent perfectly into a tiny heart. A gorgeous coat of rose gold colored the shaped material. Tiny, smooth specks of shiny diamonds weaved around the heart in vine-like curls.I was in love with the design I created. It took days for me to perfect every last detail. Days that could have been spent towards homework or maybe taking time to assess the mental damage I’ve sustained during the past few days. It could've been better spent, I admit.I know it wasn’t anything special. I could’ve easily bought one that looked way better than what I designed. But I was proud of this. It was a bit out of my comfort zone. I’m used to drawing characters or broader items. I rarely ever attempt to draw something with su
“It’s not healthy for a young girl to only eat junk food.” A pile of pale, yellowish noodles sat heavy in a thick layer of white sauce. Freshly cooked herbs mixed well with the hearty smell of buttery garlic and cheesy cream. Slices of greasy chicken sunk deep into the creamy alfredo sauce, the fatty oil mixing into the white sauce. “You need something other than pie and icecream, sweetie. I will be more than happy to give you it for dessert if you're still hungry after my son’s homemade chicken alfredo.”“You have a son?” I twirled the fork into my pasta, “I didn’t know you had a son. Is he a chef here too?”“Of sorts.”I blinked.“He’s only just recently started to cook here. He’s usually away dealing with his own business.” She explained. I listened intently as I shoved the forkful into my mouth. “He’s only made a few things so far. The Chicken Alfredo you're eating now and the apple pie you’ve had.”“He’s really good.” The ingredients combined amazingly with each other. The grease
“It’s not healthy for a young girl to only eat junk food.” A pile of pale, yellowish noodles sat heavy in a thick layer of white sauce. Freshly cooked herbs mixed well with the hearty smell of buttery garlic and cheesy cream. Slices of greasy chicken sunk deep into the creamy alfredo sauce, the fatty oil mixing into the white sauce. “You need something other than pie and icecream, sweetie. I will be more than happy to give you it for dessert if you're still hungry after my son’s homemade chicken alfredo.”“You have a son?” I twirled the fork into my pasta, “I didn’t know you had a son. Is he a chef here too?”“Of sorts.”I blinked.“He’s only just recently started to cook here. He’s usually away dealing with his own business.” She explained. I listened intently as I shoved the forkful into my mouth. “He’s only made a few things so far. The Chicken Alfredo you're eating now and the apple pie you’ve had.”“He’s really good.” The ingredients combined amazingly with each other. The grease
The blend of gold and copper was bent perfectly into a tiny heart. A gorgeous coat of rose gold colored the shaped material. Tiny, smooth specks of shiny diamonds weaved around the heart in vine-like curls.I was in love with the design I created. It took days for me to perfect every last detail. Days that could have been spent towards homework or maybe taking time to assess the mental damage I’ve sustained during the past few days. It could've been better spent, I admit.I know it wasn’t anything special. I could’ve easily bought one that looked way better than what I designed. But I was proud of this. It was a bit out of my comfort zone. I’m used to drawing characters or broader items. I rarely ever attempt to draw something with su
Raelynn POV: I yawned tiredly. I hated waking up early. I wish for nothing more than to skip this lecture, burying myself deep in blankets as I drifted back off to sleep. I could laze around in the comfort of my bed without having to worry about facing them or the new responsibilities I had to face being an adult. Or at least, push it off until the sun sunk a bit lower into the sky. “Drink your Frappuccino, Rae.” Daniella nails clicked against the screen of her phone as she gulped down her own sweetened coffee. “I even told them to add extra chocolate sauce and chocolate chips to it.” I eyed the chilled drink unhappily, “I’m so tired.” “I know y
I could remember when I used to suck at drawing. My attempts were nothing more than a pathetic scribble. A meager scrawl that stained the pages. Despite the bad effort, my stress and anxiety still melted away as I drew whatever I could. It was practice that made me better. Long hours huddled away as I repeated the same doodle until it actually turned out into something good. Looking back on my old drawings was a weird balance between soothing and cringey. I took in the old drawings that I’ve given Daniella, a little surprised and kinda happy that she’s kept all of them. I could easily remember when and why I drew what I did. A good day that I wanted to share and show with Daniella. A bad day that I longed to escape. A boring day that I decided lightly doodling would help appease the boredom.&nbs
Raelynn POV: Having a safe place was a needed necessity when it came to keeping my mental stability stable. My mental psyche was a bit fragile. It was easy for my mother and older sister to pick apart whatever wall I had built up. Throughout the years, it tumbled down far too easily without much effort on their part. Whether they came at me separately to enjoy their own private toture or enjoying their sadistic sport of tag teaming until I was a pitiful, sobbing mess, I was at their mercy day after day. Chilling eyes would follow me gleefully as I scurried around fearfully in the house I lived in. Painful jabs and insults would be sent my way without hesitation. I could actually be having a good day. Waking up without my brain muddled with the messy vines I called negative thoughts. It wouldn’t take long for either one of them to plant the seeds to make
Raelynn POV:I was back in the room again.My dark green eyes roaming over the familiar details of the room as my body sank into the comfortable bed. A heavy layer of grayish black paint coated each wall of the bedroom. Odd carvings and designs littered the walls that weren’t covered in paintings. While other paintings showed a gorgeous drawing of this man, some were detailed paintings of forests or mountains.As my gaze glides across the room, vaguely taking in everything else before eagerly snapping back to the painting of the man. This is how my time is usually spent whenever I’m trapped here. On the rare occasion that I leave the comfort of the bed to poke around and explore. My attention is usually glued to the
Hi!Hope y'all enjoy! I'm grateful for this opportunity so if there is a chance that y'all can leave feedback about what you like or dislike about my story, please do so!---Raelynn POV:Homework has quickly become the bane of my existence.An overdramatic statement that I would loudly complain about when a certain subject arrived. History was a subject that my brain could not comprehend easily. The numerous, long winded facts and at times, boring tales, was not something that could get my overworking brain to focus.I eyed the thick textbook and scattered papers distastefully. I was barely halfway done with my essay, having long given up by firmly shutting the lid of my laptop in a desperate attempt t