I don't know why this book is taking a toll on me. Please bear with me, so busy with my other things. But I will try to update as much as possible.
I was lying on the bed and crying my heart out.I don’t know what to feel. His reaction has broken me to the core.I was scared when he caught me but there was somewhere inside my heart that hopes to grow thinking now all misunderstandings will clear out.But his words killed my every hope.I don’t know what to do as all doors were closing before me.I have nowhere to go where I can find the truth.There was nothing left in Rose’s diary, Damien now knows about my truth and the person who was sending me letters. I don’t have a clue who the person is.I just know that he wanted to tell me something.But I was not sure if should I believe the person or not, and even if I believe him, what is the chance I would get true information from him?The door of the room opened with a thud, and Damien was standing there.He was not angry like before when he left; he was calm. Too calm to my liking.I would love it if he have yelled at me, or shown his anger and in return tell me the truth.But he d
After that conversation with Rim, we completed the rituals of their pack and she came with me to my pack and her brother Peter became my beta.Rim was living on the right wing and she never complained.I was living with her as a friend and she also tried to maintain distance.Though she was here as my Luna, we were living like friends and we were happy with this.But then a situation happen where I had to mate with her.There was a rumor going on in the pack.People were saying I was making a harem in the pack mansion and Rim was one of my mistresses. Otherwise why she wasn’t yet marked when she joined the pack as my Luna?Though I don’t care what people say about me, I didn’t want to disrespect her.So I mark and announce her as the Luna of the pack after a proper Luna ceremony.The pack member was happy with my decision, and we are living happily.I didn’t want to cheat on her, so whenever I had the urge I used to have sex with her.It wasn’t because I couldn’t control my urges or I
After six months of Maria’s death, I took Rose as my chosen Luna.Her dad was too adamant to make his daughter my mate.But I couldn’t forget how my selfishness killed two innocent people, I didn’t want to repeat that.That’s why I simply denied it.Though I was reluctant to take her as my Luna, Peter persuaded me finally after lots of effort.I was almost twenty-seven then, and I couldn’t get any mates even though I didn’t let them mark me.Though I had three Luna, I was sure my bond with my fated mate was intact. And because of my pack work, I was traveling almost every surrounding pack, even though I had some business with the human world.And this thing that I was not getting my mate even at that age was frustrating me. My uncle didn’t have any children, and I was the only child of my parents. I was not ready to hand over our legacy to someone else which I worked so hard to protect.So I was desperate to have a baby.My child who would take my throne after me, who would take care
Lilia’s P.O.V.That day when Damien told me his story I was shocked.Then why does everyone call him a murderer when he had nothing to do with Luna’s death? And even if they blame him for the curse, it was the fault of the previous generation and he can’t be blamed for their mistakes.This question was killing me and I ask out thinking I would get my answer like every answer I was getting.“Then why do they call you a murderer?” I couldn’t help it.I desperately wanted to know what the reason was.When he was not involved in any of the death incidents, why do people say that? I can’t believe being an Alpha he did nothing to stop them if he is innocent.“When Maria died the words spread like fire, everyone talking about how my Lunas were dying because of the curse. They held me responsible for their death. Though I tried to explain to my people, when something is stuck in people’s hearts, you can hardly remove that. They only believe what they want to and nothing can change that even if
As Damien ordered all the staff of the pack house gathered in the meeting room. They were looking nervous as it wasn’t usual for them to get a call for any meeting unless it was a pack gathering.They were thinking if they have done something which enraged their Alpha. Though Damien never does something unfair, it won’t be surprising if they get punished.Damien was sitting on the head chair, and I was sitting beside him.But all of them were standing there though they have lots of places to seat.I took note that I would have to change all this. They should feel comfortable around us instead of feeling scared.Their respect should come from love, not from fear.“Why don’t you people take your seat?” I asked, and they look at Damien for his permission. He said nothing to interfere, but when he noticed they were waiting for his input, he took the initiative.“Your Luna is saying something. You don’t need my permission to listen to her orders.” He said, and I frown.It was not an order.
After that kiss in the meeting room, I was too embarrassed to face Damien. Though it was consensual, I couldn’t face him after that.Damien had to take care of his work, and I wanted to hide from him.So I returned to my room without giving him any chance to react.I have never been intimate with any person before this.I am not a saint, though.I know what happens between a man and a woman when they come close intimately. And what mates do to complete their bond in addition to marking each other.But thinking about what Damien wanted to do with me made me shy.All day, I kept myself locked inside my room.I didn’t even go out for lunch and dinner and when it was mealtime; I ordered the maid to bring my food here. Because I didn’t want to face him.I don’t know how I would face him when he came back.So my scared mind let me stay cooped up inside my room.My wolf had some other demand, though. She became so addicted to Damien’s closeness that she wanted to stay close to him.Moreover,
When I woke up in the morning, Damien was not in the room.I looked at the clock, and it was nine in the morning.I have overslept.And I had some meetings to attend at ten.So I quickly got up and freshen up to go downstairs. I have a lot of work to do. My pack members are looking forward to me and I couldn’t enjoy my beauty sleep when I can make their life comfortable.Today we were going to discuss the design with the designers so that we can start construction next week. I know what I have started it needed a lot of hard work.But I want to do it for them.I knew Damien has said that he would help me.But I didn’t want to burden him with more work, as he was already busy.So I decided to handle everything all alone.When I went down, Marry serve me breakfast happily, and started to gulp them hurriedly.When I finished, I decided to get into my work.“Marry, can you call everyone in the meeting room?” I asked, and she nodded, smiling, and left to do her work.I left to meet Damien,
One month later,It’s been a month since I started the project to allot a separate home for pack members living in the servant quarter.I didn’t expect things will go so smoothly.Damien’s pack members were all organized, and I didn’t have to feel worried at any moment.People have chosen the design of their choice, and we started the construction as soon as possible and the work of construction was going in full swing.I was trying to help them as much as possible and if everything goes like this; I am sure this project would finish within two weeks and they can move to their home soon.I was excited about the progress, so I was thinking of visiting the site as I couldn’t see how much the work had progressed.There were a lot of things to handle indoors. I couldn’t go site seeing.So I was excited to see it.Damien has appointed a female beta for me though I have denied it many times. She was joining temporarily until Peter get his mate she will assist me.Though it was unnecessary,
Damien opened my zipper slowly and my dress fell from my body and polled the floor.I wasn’t wearing any bra as I was wearing a dress with a fitted bra, so when he removed my dress, I was standing there only in my panties.He placed his hand over my mounds and squeezed them lightly, making me feel shy.I moaned and placed my hand over his but didn’t try to remove his hand only I placed my back over his clothed chest.Only his thin shirt was keeping us away from each other.I wanted to feel his warmth too, and maybe Damien had the same thought.Damien opened his button slowly and discard his shirt somewhere in the room.He pulled me close to him and the heat that was emitting from his chest and entering my body made me giddy.I was getting mushy in his hand, and my brain was getting hazy.He didn’t even touch me properly and my body wanted him everywhere.How could he have such an effect on my body?He caressed my mounds with his knuckle and when he touched my nipple; I moaned again.H
Lilia’s P.O.V.I had already made up my mind; I didn’t want to wait anymore for my mate.I knew a lot of hurdles would come our way when we would walk down this life, and there was this threat lurking over us.I knew the person who was giving me those letters had some ulterior motive and he would go to great lengths to achieve this.I didn’t know what was his problem with Damien, but I wouldn’t believe in hearsay and keep my mate away from me anymore.I have felt his care, his love for me.If I could believe in some rumors and end up doubting him, why I shouldn’t give him some benefit of the doubt and accept him?I wanted to believe what my heart was screaming from the first day and step ahead in this relationship.So, I arranged everything to make our night special.I also wanted to make him feel special, he should also get some benefits from how he was making me feel all these days.Maria helped me a lot with this, and when Damien entered the house and was freshening up, I arranged e
Damien’s P.O.V.I was busy all day, so I couldn’t meet Lilia. It’s not like I spend most of my time with her, but today Chaos was in a foul mood.He was going crazy to see his mate and inhale her scent.Though I also wanted to run toward her and take her in my arm and inhale her scent, I stay put to finish my work.Lilia and I have come a long way in our relationship and we are now getting comfortable with each other.Though we haven’t marked each other and sealed our bond yet, I didn’t want to rush.I can wait as long as she wants.This new project Lilia was working on was taking too much time for her.Though I wanted to help her, my work was keeping me busy.That’s why I worked all day so that I can keep myself free and help her.But I didn’t think my wolf’s anxiousness wasn’t his usual tantrum.He got a hunch, and he wanted to protect our mate.When I heard about Lilia’s accident, I was on the verge of collapsing.Every confidence in me run out of the window when I noticed her face
One month later,It’s been a month since I started the project to allot a separate home for pack members living in the servant quarter.I didn’t expect things will go so smoothly.Damien’s pack members were all organized, and I didn’t have to feel worried at any moment.People have chosen the design of their choice, and we started the construction as soon as possible and the work of construction was going in full swing.I was trying to help them as much as possible and if everything goes like this; I am sure this project would finish within two weeks and they can move to their home soon.I was excited about the progress, so I was thinking of visiting the site as I couldn’t see how much the work had progressed.There were a lot of things to handle indoors. I couldn’t go site seeing.So I was excited to see it.Damien has appointed a female beta for me though I have denied it many times. She was joining temporarily until Peter get his mate she will assist me.Though it was unnecessary,
When I woke up in the morning, Damien was not in the room.I looked at the clock, and it was nine in the morning.I have overslept.And I had some meetings to attend at ten.So I quickly got up and freshen up to go downstairs. I have a lot of work to do. My pack members are looking forward to me and I couldn’t enjoy my beauty sleep when I can make their life comfortable.Today we were going to discuss the design with the designers so that we can start construction next week. I know what I have started it needed a lot of hard work.But I want to do it for them.I knew Damien has said that he would help me.But I didn’t want to burden him with more work, as he was already busy.So I decided to handle everything all alone.When I went down, Marry serve me breakfast happily, and started to gulp them hurriedly.When I finished, I decided to get into my work.“Marry, can you call everyone in the meeting room?” I asked, and she nodded, smiling, and left to do her work.I left to meet Damien,
After that kiss in the meeting room, I was too embarrassed to face Damien. Though it was consensual, I couldn’t face him after that.Damien had to take care of his work, and I wanted to hide from him.So I returned to my room without giving him any chance to react.I have never been intimate with any person before this.I am not a saint, though.I know what happens between a man and a woman when they come close intimately. And what mates do to complete their bond in addition to marking each other.But thinking about what Damien wanted to do with me made me shy.All day, I kept myself locked inside my room.I didn’t even go out for lunch and dinner and when it was mealtime; I ordered the maid to bring my food here. Because I didn’t want to face him.I don’t know how I would face him when he came back.So my scared mind let me stay cooped up inside my room.My wolf had some other demand, though. She became so addicted to Damien’s closeness that she wanted to stay close to him.Moreover,
As Damien ordered all the staff of the pack house gathered in the meeting room. They were looking nervous as it wasn’t usual for them to get a call for any meeting unless it was a pack gathering.They were thinking if they have done something which enraged their Alpha. Though Damien never does something unfair, it won’t be surprising if they get punished.Damien was sitting on the head chair, and I was sitting beside him.But all of them were standing there though they have lots of places to seat.I took note that I would have to change all this. They should feel comfortable around us instead of feeling scared.Their respect should come from love, not from fear.“Why don’t you people take your seat?” I asked, and they look at Damien for his permission. He said nothing to interfere, but when he noticed they were waiting for his input, he took the initiative.“Your Luna is saying something. You don’t need my permission to listen to her orders.” He said, and I frown.It was not an order.
Lilia’s P.O.V.That day when Damien told me his story I was shocked.Then why does everyone call him a murderer when he had nothing to do with Luna’s death? And even if they blame him for the curse, it was the fault of the previous generation and he can’t be blamed for their mistakes.This question was killing me and I ask out thinking I would get my answer like every answer I was getting.“Then why do they call you a murderer?” I couldn’t help it.I desperately wanted to know what the reason was.When he was not involved in any of the death incidents, why do people say that? I can’t believe being an Alpha he did nothing to stop them if he is innocent.“When Maria died the words spread like fire, everyone talking about how my Lunas were dying because of the curse. They held me responsible for their death. Though I tried to explain to my people, when something is stuck in people’s hearts, you can hardly remove that. They only believe what they want to and nothing can change that even if
After six months of Maria’s death, I took Rose as my chosen Luna.Her dad was too adamant to make his daughter my mate.But I couldn’t forget how my selfishness killed two innocent people, I didn’t want to repeat that.That’s why I simply denied it.Though I was reluctant to take her as my Luna, Peter persuaded me finally after lots of effort.I was almost twenty-seven then, and I couldn’t get any mates even though I didn’t let them mark me.Though I had three Luna, I was sure my bond with my fated mate was intact. And because of my pack work, I was traveling almost every surrounding pack, even though I had some business with the human world.And this thing that I was not getting my mate even at that age was frustrating me. My uncle didn’t have any children, and I was the only child of my parents. I was not ready to hand over our legacy to someone else which I worked so hard to protect.So I was desperate to have a baby.My child who would take my throne after me, who would take care