Valarie- Battling with sexuality.
A:N} This chapter is based on the night of the prank and although every member of the 'Panthers' are at the scene, it's solely seen from Valarie's point of view.
"You have a date with Dean McCain?" Tamara asks Sasha
Sasha. Tomorrow, my mom would be back from Oklahoma and Ashlen and I would leave immediately mom comes over to pick us up. About a week ago, I would have been so happy to be going back home but right now, I felt a sad little to be leaving so soon.
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Sasha."So what do you want to do?" I asked calmly, as the sleep in my eyes begin to fade."Let's sing!" He exclaimed loudly, moving away from meandsitting up straight to face me properly. I laughloudly at his response, snorting severally as the laughter just keptcoming.
Sasha. "Sasha! Get your lazy ass down here,it's time for breakfast." Ash
Sasha.It was finally morning and I was very happy to get out of bed, which is very unlike me. After yesterday'scrazyfight with momwhich was pretty heated, I was extremely exhaustedand stressed out.
Jake. data-p-id=a43608ddf1b53c21c9ac534ee265168e,"Please tell me you're joking dad. You’re playing with me right?" I yell so loudlyover the phone
Sasha. "Honestly Valarie, I am so very proud of you for finally approaching that green eyed demon. It was about time you did." Tamara whispersquietlyto Valbut as usual, she's not very good at being quiet so I heard it all.
Sasha. data-p-id=1a5f9e891dabd0c2e801970055e00cf9, It's been a whole week since Dean and I last spoke and it's been a whole week since I last appeared at school. I really needed the time and the space to process my feelings and prepare myself for any kind of relationship.
Sasha. "So, this is how it feels to be free from guilt? Unbelievable!" Dean scoffs, as he paces around the school rooftop with a weird look on his face."I'm confused Dean. Aren't you supposed to look happier right now? Why in the world do you have that look on your face?" I ask, feeling almost disappointed."Sasha, you can't even begin to imagine how happy I am and I thankful and grateful that you trusted me enough to dig deeper into something that I've been so scared to do for the last three years. At the same time, I'm furious with myself. I let Alyson make me believe that I'm actually capable of running over someone just because I was drunk. I let her manipulate me as she pleased over something that wasn't even true and this makes me really feel like a fool." He voices out, sounding disappointed and angry with himself."You did nothing wrong Dean, you weren't a fool, you were simply human
Sasha. The amused look on his face made every fibre of my being furious to no end. Is he really enjoying this? Watching me freeze up as soon as he showed up pleased him? Is he still that same psychopath that my stupid childish self fell in love with in the past and most importantly, what exactly is he doing here of all places?"You know this brat?" Troy's mom asks an amused Nick."Yes auntie, I know who they are. So how about you just go inside and I deal with them?" He suggests and although she looked very reluctant to comply, she eventually gives in and walks back inside but not before giving me the stink eye."If it isn't Nick Mendez himself! What the hell are you doing here you sick bastard?" Amber asks furiously."Don't you think I should be the one asking you that? I mean, Troy was my best friend and it's only normal that I'm still attached to his
Sasha. "Just take a deep breath Sasha." Amber says for the umpteenth time in the last five minutes but unfortunately, it's not working."It's not as easy as it sounds." I reply nervously, staring at the house in front of me with both anticipation and fear."I'm sorry but I gat to ask, what exactly is so difficult about breathing and why in the world are you even nervous? This is the time to put on your big girl pants and go face reality. If you wanna know if truly really, Dean is in anyway responsible for Troy's death, then that house right there is your first step to confirm it. So how about you do us all a favour by getting out of the car and doing exactly what we came here for, sound good?" Valarie hisses harshly and I frown."Do you really not get why I'm nervous?" I hiss back at her and she nods negative."You do realise that if I find out that Troy's death was act
Third person. Sasha and Amber wait patiently for Valarie to arrive at the suggested location which also happens to be the most unused part of the school which is the primary library. An impatient look appears on Sasha's face when Valarie doesn't appear even after twenty minutes of her patiently waiting."If Valarie doesn't show her, I swear to God, I'll skin her alive." Sasha threatens through gritted teeth and Amber frowns."You shouldn't always be violent Sasha. I already texted her and she says she's on her way. Seems she was delayed for a bit but she'll be here for sure." Amber assures but Sasha seems to be running out of patience every second."You said the same thing ten minutes ago Amber and she still isn't here. I'm not saying she won't show up but do you have any idea how difficult it was to get Tamara to agree to meet with her? I had to beg that silly brat and I even went as far as
AMBER."Valerie Marie Anderson, get out here immediately or I swear you're not gonna like what I'm gonna do to you!" I yell furiously after being locked out of Valarie's room for the last thirty minutes.I mean, I might be a really patient person but I also have my limits and right now, I am slowly losing it out here. "Just go home already Amber. Your shouting is starting to disturb my sanity." She replies from the other side and my blood boils. Did this brat just say that I'm disturbing her sanity? Really? "Are you being serious right now Val? Suddenly I'm disturbing your sanity Valarie, really? You know what missy, I'm really starting to doubt your sanity. I mean, why would any perfectly sane person discard all her friends like they never mattered to her just because of one
Sasha. "Get out of that room immediately Tamara!" I yell furiously after Tamara had foolishly locked herself in her room when she heard I was visiting."You can forget about me doing that Sasha. I know why you're here and frankly, I'm not in the mood to let you talk shit to me. If you're not in need of anything, you may leave." She snaps back and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't surprised by how daring she was being. It's very unusual for Tamara to talk back to me especially in situations like this when she knows I'd be furious."Listen carefully to me Tamara, if you don't get your stupid self out of that bedroom in the next sixty seconds, I swear to God, I'll get security to break this stupid door down and I will not hesitate to beat the living daylight out of you." I threaten with all seriousness. "Your petty threats won't work on me Sasha. I don't care
Sasha."So, what the hell do you have to say to me?" Alyson questions almost as soon as we arrive at the old library."Calm your tits Dumbo. I'll talk when I feel like it." I hiss back at her."Then maybe I should leave. You cannot order me around Sasha. I have the power to break your heart into a trillion pieces. All I need to do is send that boyfriend of yours to jail." She boasts with a nonchalant shrug that irritated me more than anything."Wait a second Alyson, do you even love Dean like you claim? Do you actually love him and want the best for him?" I ask, knowing well that I wasn't going to get a reasonable reply."Love him? Of course I do. In my own, crazy way, I love him and I want to be with him but you just had to get in our way and for that I will not let him go. I don't mind going as far as keeping him in jail just to get him away from you
Sasha. "Walk up to him, you fool!" Amber grunts in frustration after many failed attempts to get me to talk to Dean."I really want to but I have no idea what to say." I repeat myself for the thousandth time."Tell him you're willing to investigate what really happened. You said it yourself that Alyson's story doesn't add up, so how about you walk up to him and tell him you want him to help you with your investigation." She says but just like her previous ideas, this one sounds equally just as foolish."Are you listening to yourself? You sound absolutely ridiculous. I can't walk to him and tell him about things I'm unsure of. What if at the end of it all, Alyson didn't lie? What if he really caused Troy's death? I really don't want to get his hopes up." I explain to her and she sighs."Okay, I get that part. So how about you talk to Alyson instead. If anyon
SASHA. “You did what!” Amber yells loudly, attracting the attention of everyone in class.“Look away, you morons!” She yells angrily at the dummies still staring at us.