"I said what are you doing here, Niscia?! You are supposed to hide Sander from Desmond!" I raised my voice, not minding the people who were here to see me.Niscia did not answer. Her eyes were glued to the ground, not reacting that I had been yelling and humiliating myself in front of the pack members of Desmond."Niscia!" I felt betrayed right now. I didn't even know what I must do. I want to claw her out right now."Mama."I lowered my gaze and felt the tugging in my dress. I immediately hugged Sander, who I longed for. "I missed you, Sander..." I murmured.He started sobbing and buried his face in the crook of my neck. "I missed you, too, Mama... Auntie Niscia brought me here from the orphanage five days ago. She said that I will be safe here."I stiffened. Five days ago? The only thing I remember asking a favor from her was three days ago. How was it five days ago?Then it hit me.I looked up at Niscia whose eyes were still glued to the ground. I stood up and approached her before
"Mama, I wish to leave here..." Sander said when we were in the tub to take a bath. "It's been three days..."I combed his wet golden wavy hair. "I told you we can't, Sander. This place is heavily guarded," I said softly."But I do not want to see Papa..." He hugged me. "He hurt you... I did not know that sire is my father. Now, I know why he said that he was guarding his son while his Mama was at work... I am sorry, Mama."I released a sigh. "It is fine. You did not know. He was in disguise and wanted to get close to you by that time." That was the plausible reason I could think of.I should have known that Desmond was already here trying to get along with our son. I did not know that he already knew about the existence of our son. It was a good thing that Sander did not like his father now because he already witnessed how we argued.It would be a hard time for Desmond to get along with us."Let's get you out." I decided to say. "You might catch a cold."As soon as the north hall was
Desmond's words he said by that time kept ringing inside my head.Of course, Sander deserved to have a complete family. With a mother and a father that was getting along and had a communication with their feelings.While watching Sander right now holding a book as I brought him to the library of the manor, I imagined him giggling when he got to be with his father. Perhaps, I was really a selfish mother that I did not want us to get completed.Desmond was right.He might have ruined our marriage. But how about his fatherly figure? Should I trust that he would be a good father to Sander?Should I take the risk and give Desmond a chance?"Do you like what you are reading, sweetheart?" I asked, approaching Sander as I sat beside him. I almost had a heart attack as I saw that he was reading war tactics. "You sure like reading that kind of stuff..." I smiled wryly.His face brightened up before he nodded. "It catches my interest, Mama." He glanced at the book he was reading. "But I do not k
"Mama. Mama. The maid said breakfast is ready."I groaned before I slowly opened my eyes to see the cute face of my son. Then I looked at the wall clock to see that it was already six in the morning. "I see..." I yawned before I got up."Mama, can we stroll around the pack today?" Sander asked."Let's see..." I paused and rubbed my eyes, yawning one more time. I sniffed in the air when I smelled the rice porridge prepared for this morning. I smiled and went to the sink to wash my face before I approached Sander who was already eating his meal. "We can do that after we take a bath and have our meal. I forgot to tell you that there is a nearby river here. Do you wish to see it, too?"Sander gasped. "There is?"I nodded. "Yes." "I would love to go there, Mama!" he beamed.Chuckling, I nodded. "Alright, alright. Finish your meal and take a bath. Then, we can go out." I winked at him."Hmm!"It has been a week since we were here at the manor and until now, we hadn't gone out to stroll aro
"Wow!" Sander exclaimed. His eyes were growing big as soon as we arrived at the cotton field."These cotton are about to be harvested soon," I said when I touched one of the cotton flowers and saw that they could be ready to be harvested soon."Mama, can I run through the fields in my wolf form?" Sander asked excitedly.I chuckled. "Yes, little man. You may do that. But be careful since you might sneeze when you smell them," I said softly."I will!" Sander transformed into his wolf form and started running through the fields.I immediately distanced myself from Desmond when I was left alone with him again. But I felt ticklish as soon as I found out that he was following me."Desmond." I halted, glaring at him when I turned around."What?" He looked at me, feigning ignorance."Leave me alone," I said and glanced at Sander who was barking and howling in joy before I returned the gaze to him. My wolf quickly squirmed when our gazes met before I averted my gaze."I want us to talk, seraph
"Dine with Papa from now on?"Sander raised his voice as soon as I was dressing him in his indoor clothes. I told him that this supper, we would dine in the dining hall, not here in the north hall."Yes. Your Papa and I already talked," I answered softly."But Mama..." I could tell that he wanted to stomp his foot on the mattress but he didn't.I exhaled slowly before I cupped his cheeks with my hands. "Just one meal with him, Sander. If after this you still don't like to dine with us together, then I shall respect your decision." Even if I said that I was silently praying that he would not change his mind after this night. "Alright?"Hesitant, Sander nodded. But there was a slight frown sitting on his face."Tonight, let yourself the experience of having us together as a family, sweetheart," I convinced him."A-Alright..." he finally spoke.Smiling, I held his chin. "Good. Shall I expect pleasant manners tonight?" I asked softly.His eyes stirred before he nodded. "Yes, Mama."I sigh
"Mama! Mama! Wake up!""What..." I groaned in annoyance when Sander was waking me up. "Sander... I am still sleepy..." I said, not wanting to open my eyes."But Papa and I prepared you for breakfast."I groaned and laid on my stomach to bury my face in the pillow. "Later..." I didn't get enough sleep last night so I really wanted to sleep more."Papa...""We can wake her up later.""But how about the food we cooked for this morning?""Hmm... I'll try to wake her up then."I felt my bed sinking beside me. Then a large hand caressed my hair causing me to have shivers. "Wake up, seraphim. Or do you wish for me to wake up in a different way?"I immediately opened my eyes when I heard Desmond's voice whispering to me. I turned my head beside me and saw that it was really Desmond and I was not dreaming."W-What are you doing here?" My eyes widened when his eyes glowed in lust as they raked them through my body.Desmond smiled sheepishly. Then he reached the strap of my night dress and pulle
Now that I was left alone in the manor having maidservants and butlers going around, I decided to tour myself around. I went to the south hall and west hall seeing that nothing had changed. Lastly, I decided to go to the east hall where Desmond's chamber was located.I felt nostalgic all of a sudden. I suddenly remembered how Desmond and I made love here in every corner of his manor. I castigated myself. Of all things, I could think of, why those freaking memories?"Unbelievable, Seraphina..." I shook my head.I halted when I came to see the chamber of Desmond and me which was now his own chamber. I approached it and halted in front of the closed door. I kept fluttering my eyes when my eyes were getting misty for some reason. I also felt a pang of pain as well because this place brought so many memories to me.I exhaled sharply, wanting to open it to see what it looked like inside. I wonder if Desmond had renovated the chamber since the master's bedroom was quite vast.I wondered if t