Chapter 4 - Rowen

Fuck!  I can’t believe this is actually happening.  I’ve felt some kind of way about Jared since I had figured out that I’m attracted to men.  Coming out in our community isn’t really a big deal anymore.  It’s something that our parents and many of the other members of our packs being parts of trios have normalized.

And, somehow, my parents knew before I did.  They said that it was the way that I not only talked about the other boys in my class, but the way that I talked about Jared specifically.

Being near him always had me tied up in knots.  Whenever we went to visit Pop’s old pack lands to see Uncle Zak, Uncle Brandon, Gramma Lauren, Grampa Richard, and Pop Carl, I would be drawn to him.  As a child, it was because he was witty, always coming up with the best games, knowing the best places to find wild raspberries and blackberries.  He was funny and an amazing secret keeper.  As we grew older and started our training, I watched with fascination as his body started to fill out.  That first night that I jacked off to his image when we stayed in the Artemis pack while we were 13 was the night I realized my feelings for him.

And now, I’m straddling his lap in a dark booth at The Claw.  My brothers could be back at any minute.  Shit, anyone could come to the booth.  The waitress.  A random patron.  Anyone.

And neither of us seem to care.

“Fuck, Ro,” Jared says against my lips.  “You feel so good.”

“Less talking.  More kissing,” I whisper, diving in for another kiss.  He moans against my lips and I answer him with one of my own.  His hands dip under my shirt and around my back, pulling me against him.  I can’t help the growl that rumbles through my chest and my hips grind against his without thinking.  

My hands move in his hair, holding him tight to me.  I am drowning in his scent, in the feel of him against me.  Goddess, he feels so fucking good.

He pulls away from me and I whimper at the loss of his lips on mine only to moan when his lips wrap around where my matemark will go someday.  His tongue moves back and forth over it, softening it up before he starts to suck.

“Oh, Goddess!  Jared!”  I feel myself hardening against him and there is an answering growing thickness against my ass.  Fuck, he’s as big as I am.  Makes sense, we’re both alpha blooded.  Damn, I want to have it up my ass.  I want him to fuck me so badly.

But that might be moving a little too fast.

I’m lost in the feeling of his hands and lips on me.  It feels so fucking good.  His hands move up to my chest, teasing and pinching my nipples.  “Fuck!  Jared…” I whine out.

“Ro.  I want you.” He whispers in my ear.

I’ve longed to hear those words from him for so long.  But I also know that if I give into temporary pleasure, this could end up in heartbreak.  He could find his mate in two days time and then where will I be.

“Jared, I want you too, but…” I start.

I don’t pull away from him, but I do still in his arms.  And it makes him stop.  He pulls back and looks up at me, his beautiful summer storm gray eyes starting to bleed into the whites of his eyes.  But he’s stopping because I even hinted at it.  Goddess, it makes me want him even more.

“What is it, Ro?  If you aren’t into it, just tell me to stop.  I don’t want to force you into doing anything,” he says, though his husky voice is turning me on even more.

Fuck it.  I want him.  He wants me.  It doesn’t have to be about more than sex.  It can just be a treasured memory.

“Nothing.  I just want to make sure that you want this as much as I do,” I say.

He grins at me, a sly, sexy smile, as he unzips his pants and takes his cock out.  It’s huge, leaking precum, and thick enough that I don’t know if my hand will go around it.  “Does it look like I want it as much as you do?”

“Fuck, that’s a gorgeous cock!” I moan.  I look up at his smug looking face and make up my mind.

The table behind me has a table cloth around it that goes all the way to the floor and it gives me an idea.  I give him my own smug smile.  “I have a birthday gift for you, Jared.”  I pull the table a bit closer and then crawl underneath.

“What are you doing - “ Jared starts to talk, but by then I’m between his legs and licking the underside of his cock.  “Oh, shit!  Ro!” he moans out.

I watch the ecstasy move over his face as I lick the precum from the tip of his cock.  I keep eye contact with him as I swirl my tongue around his tip before sucking it slowly into my mouth.  His moans fall from his mouth, loud even over the beat of the music in the club.  His hands fist at his sides and grip at the fabric of the couch he sits on.  And his eyes are the light gray of a summer rain cloud as he watches me move up and down on his cock.  It just feels so fucking amazing to be giving him this pleasure.

I slowly take more and more of him into my mouth with each bob on his cock.  By the end, my eyes are watering, my mouth and chin are wet from drool, and I’m gagging on the length of him as his hands fist in my hair and push me further down.  Sucking cock isn’t glamorous, but it sure is fucking hot to see Jared come undone because of me.  He’s always so calm, cool, and collected.  It’s turning me the fuck on to hear his pants and moans, especially as my name comes from his lips.

So turned on that I can’t hold back.  I pull up and look at him as tears and drool flow down my face.  “Fuck my mouth,” I tell Jared and immediately take him back into my mouth.

“Fucking hell!  Are you trying to kill me?” he moans as he moves my head up and down on his cock, his hips moving up to meet my mouth with each downward thrust.

While he fucks my mouth, I pull out my own cock.  I can’t hold back.  I have to jerk myself off.

He looks down at me and sees what I’m doing.  “Fuck that’s so hot!  Ro!  I’m not going to last much longer.  Your mouth just feels so fucking good.”

Through the pack link that we share, I say, “Cum for me, Jared.  I want to taste you.”

“Shit, Ro.  Get ready.  I’m…fuck, I’m cumming!” Jared slams me all the way down on his cock, his cum spilling down my throat and his body curling around my head.  I immediately follow him, moaning on his cock as I cum and him writhing at the sensitivity that he still feels from having just cum.

I pull off of him, but he stays curled forward and pulls my face up for a kiss.  “That was the best fucking blowjob I’ve ever had,” he says as he pulls back.  “Something I’ll have to pay you back for later.”

His mischievous grin goes right to my cock.  I had been softening after just cumming, but that seems to have been a temporary state as his lust filled eyes stare into mine.

We pull away from each other as we tuck ourselves back into our pants.

I’m about to stand up from the table when I hear Jared say, very loudly, “Jacob!  Alexander!  I thought you got lost!”

Shit, my brothers are back.  Probably wouldn’t be a good idea for me to pop up from under the table.  They’ll immediately know what happened and they’ll get pissed.  They know how I feel about Jared and they also know that I’ve never admitted it to him.  They would be really upset if I 1: just did this because I was horny was using him or b: told him how I was feeling and he was using me.  In their opinion, it would be too little too late for me to say anything to him, especially since he could possibly find his mate in two days. 

But I can’t help it.  He’s everything that I’ve ever wanted in a male mate.  I know that I’ll have a female mate as well, and I’m good with that.  I like she-wolves just as much as I like males.  But Jared is the one that I’ve wanted since I was 13 years old.  And I’m gonna take whatever he’s willing to give me.

“Sorry, the line was forever long,” Jacob groans.

“Where’s Ro?” Alexander asks.

“Oh, he went to the bathroom just a second ago.  Actually I’m surprised that you didn’t see him on the way up here,” Jared lies.

I’m trying hard not to laugh my ass off as he tries to cover for the fact that I’m under the table.  And then, I get a very wicked thought.  I unzip his pants and pull his cock out, massive even when it’s limp.  I hear him try to cover up his surprised grunt with a cough when I touch him and I hold his hands down as I take him into my mouth once again.  Lets just see if Jared can keep his calm demeanor in front of my brothers as I suck his cock again.