“Come on in!” I call from the dining room when I hear a knock on the door.
I hear the door open followed by my best friends, Jai Vlk and Rowen, Alexander, and Jacob Vegter, arguing with each other.
“No way, man. I bet that one of you trio kids are going to be Chris’s mate. There’s no way that it won’t happen. Same with Jared. There’s too much mystical mumbo jumbo mixed up with you guys. The Moon Goddess isn’t going to let any of you get out of this,” Jacob says.
Though Jacob carries my Aunt Arya and Uncle Dev’s last name, he isn’t their biological child. His actual parents both died in the war between the wolves: his father, Isaac, as a spy, and his mother, Lacey, in childbirth. Aunt Arya and Uncle Dev took him in because Isaac had meant so much to Aunt Arya. They had been in the same pack before their leader, Matthias, turned into a giant asshat and started the war with my parents because of them being gay. I mean, honestly, didn’t he have anything better to do than to worry about who was sleeping with who?
Jacob has always known that he was different from his brothers and Aunt Arya and Uncle Dev have been very upfront with him about who he is to them and who his real parents are. I think that the hardest part for him is that his entire family can go to the Goddess Realm and he can't. Aunt Arya and Uncle Dev got that gift bestowed on them after their third mate, Xander, died and Alexander and Rowen were born there. They were able to visit his parents, but he couldn’t. It was something that he, Chris, and I shared.
For a while there, it was something that we three held against them. It just wasn’t fair. We had lost family members, too. Why couldn’t we see them?
That was when Aunt Meredith came to talk to us. She is a major conduit for the Goddess. Selene's oracle, but like, the main one. She explained to us that it wasn’t a punishment from the Goddess that our friends were able to go to her realm. The twins were born there, making them not fully a part of either world. Aunt Meredith even shared some of the exploits that the twins went through as infants and toddlers, suddenly just not being there. Aunt Meredith had been on the phone with Aunt Arya and Uncle Dev a lot in the twins' early days, making sure that they knew that the twins were safe in the Goddess’s realm and not abducted or something.
Aunt Meredith also explained the Goddess’s consultation for Xander dying so early was to allow Aunt Arya and Uncle Dev to go to her realm every full moon. And that Dad and Papa wouldn’t have been able to handle seeing Mom just that one time each month. Selene had been worried that it would have made them stuck in between realms, not fully taking care of themselves or us and living for the next time that they saw Mom. Her reason for Aunt Arya and Uncle Dev to see Xander was the same reason she had for not allowing my dads to do the same: it made them stronger and better able to move on with life.
Jacob…well, his parents died doing what they could for him and for all of wolfkind. Their deaths were honorable and they deserved to be remembered for their sacrifice. But Jacob deserved to have a full family here on earth. He didn’t need two sets of parents with two very possible different sets of rules trying to tell him what to do. The Goddess foresaw that it would only lead to pain, heartache, and strife for their family and decided that he wouldn’t be able to come to her realm. It was all very logical and I fully understand it. It just took a bit for us to get passed it.
“I don’t know, man. I think that Selene’s going to bring in some new blood. Maybe some of these new paranormals that have been popping up lately,” Alexander says.
“Dude, I heard that those selkies are able to partially transform at will and can grow gills so they don’t have to breathe through their mouths. Can you imagine what that means for a blow job?” Jai asks.
“Awww, come on, man! Seriously?” I say, tossing a pillow at him as they come through the hallway into the living room where I am.
He catches it, like I knew he would. “I’m just saying - “
“I’m just saying that you need to get laid. How long has it been since you and Sadie broke up, man?” Rowen interrupts him and gives me a wink as he comes in. I’m thankful that he changed the subject.
The guys start ragging on Jai, who broke up with his long time girlfriend about two months ago and has been dying of blue balls ever since. We drink a little, have some steak that the omegas send up, and then head out to the club.
The Claw is a shifter only club on the outskirts of the Artemis area and a very popular place for unmated wolves and other shifters. It’s not unusual to find couples, threesomes, or more in the hidden alcoves, red rooms, and balconies in various states of undress and sex.
Not something that any of us can do as alphas and betas to be, but it’s always fun to watch, isn’t it?
The second that we walk into the club, we’re recognized by the manager, who was probably alerted by the bouncer that we were there.
“Welcome to The Claw, future alphas and betas. To what do we owe the pleasure?” the tall, chocolate-skinned beauty says to us.
Rowen puts an arm around my shoulder, hugging me close to him. “Jared is turning 21 in two days and we want to celebrate his last bit of independence.”
Her eyes light up and she smiles brightly. “Future beta, I’m so pleased that you chose to come spend your evening with us! Allow me to escort you to a private balcony and set up a bottle service for you?”
I’m about to answer when Jai loudly proclaims, “We’ll take anything that you would like to offer, gorgeous.”
The manager’s eyes widen and she flashes him a bright smile before biting her lower lip. I get the feeling that this isn’t only for her to get tips. She ever so slightly and artfully pushes out her chest, causing the already tight and low cut shirt to reveal even more of her mountainous cleavage. “Of course, future beta. I’d be happy to show you…all we have to offer as soon as I have you settled in the private balcony.”
She reaches out her hand, which Jai happily takes and she leads us to the upper floor and a large balcony, easily big enough for three times the size of our group which overlooks the dance floor. She shows us how to have food and drinks sent up and says that she’ll have a bottle sent up right away before stepping out of the balcony, Jai’s hand still in hers.
“We won’t be seeing him for the rest of the night,” Rowen mutters in my ear, his arm still around my shoulders.
“Hey! Isn’t that Roxie down there,” Jacob says to Alexander.
“Where?” He immediately searches the dance floor before spotting whoever Roxie is. “Holy shit, it is!” Turning to us, he says, “Guys, this chick is wild! She does things with her mouth that defy explanation.” Turning back to Jacob, he continues, “She’s got friends. Let’s see if we can get them up here.”
And then they’re gone.
Rowen and I look at each other and bust out laughing. “Well, shit. Happy Birthday to me.” I chuckle, plopping down on the plush sofa with Rowen beside me. “You want something from the bar?”
“Yeah, let’s order some shots!” Rowen answers.
I turn to try and call down to the bar to order, but I’ve already forgotten which buttons to push.
“Here, let me,” Rowen says and he leans over me. I get a lungful of his scent, feeling his chiseled chest and stomach rubbing across me.
Here’s the thing about me: I have absolutely no issue with my partner being male or female. I mean, I’m born from a freaking trio with two males in it. And my dads are very affectionate with each other no matter where they are. I’ve had girlfriends, boyfriends, and was even in a polyamorous relationship for a bit.
So, when Rowen’s sending me clear signals like this, I am picking up what he is laying down.
Rowen and I have flirted a bit in the past, but nothing has ever really come from it. But tonight? Tonight there’s something different about him. Almost as if I need to touch him. As if I don’t touch him, it will physically hurt.
So when he pulls back from the intercom and his face passes mine, I don’t miss the look on his face or the answering response within me. I stop him cold, cupping his face in my hand.
His eyes flit all over my face, not sure where to land between my eyes and my lips. I’m doing the same thing he is and I hope he’s feeling the sweet anticipation I am.
I lean closer, moving slowly so that he can stop me if he wants. I offer, “Tell me to stop, Rowen. Tell me that you don’t want me and I’ll back off.”
He lets out a moan and I feel my pants starting to get tighter. “Don’t stop,” he whispers.
Goddess, who could resist that? Not me, that’s for sure.
I close the distance between us, pressing my lips to his, pushing with my tongue to open his mouth. I want to devour him, the urge to taste him is so strong. His answering moan eggs me on and I pull him into me, my body responding in kind. His hands entangle in my hair, my hands on his back and ass.
It’s only as he straddles me, pulling back slightly and both of us breathing heavily that I realize that I’m making out with one of my best friends.
Jared and I have been living in our capital city, Arcadia, named after the city where Selene’s werewolf son, Lycaon, settled. The first of us. We named our city in honor of our forefather. It’s where we have our governmental seat and the academy where we train with the witches to learn how to be warriors and to wield our Goddess gifts. From the ages of 18 until we find our mate, we spend almost all of our time at the academy learning how to be the wolves the Goddess meant for us to be. And, because there are so many unmated wolves here, the nightlife is popping. It was modeled after Paris, Rome, New York, and Berlin. Our parents, because this was all constructed by them, understood how much unmated wolves needed to blow off steam, especially after all of the studying and training we do. So they made sure to give us something to help with that. Clubs of every kind: BDSM, dance, strip, comedy, etc. Food from all over the world. Skateparks, basketball courts, pools. You na
Fuck! I can’t believe this is actually happening. I’ve felt some kind of way about Jared since I had figured out that I’m attracted to men. Coming out in our community isn’t really a big deal anymore. It’s something that our parents and many of the other members of our packs being parts of trios have normalized. And, somehow, my parents knew before I did. They said that it was the way that I not only talked about the other boys in my class, but the way that I talked about Jared specifically. Being near him always had me tied up in knots. Whenever we went to visit Pop’s old pack lands to see Uncle Zak, Uncle Brandon, Gramma Lauren, Grampa Richard, and Pop Carl, I would be drawn to him. As a child, it was because he was witty, always coming up with the best games, knowing the best places to find wild raspberries and blackberries. He was funny and an amazing secret keeper. As we grew older and started our training, I watched with fascination as his body started to fill out.
I mindlink the girls, letting them know that the booth is occupied and not to come in for a while. JoJo seems completely occupied by both her males and just hums in response to me. Fati and Summer are dancing on the stage next to DJ Tag who seems pretty enamored by both of them. Poor guy is going to have to pick one because those girls don’t share with other she-wolves. He’ll find out soon enough. Esteban’s hands are all over me, though not in a sexual way. No, it’s more reverent, like he can’t believe that he’s touching me. His arm is around my waist, keeping me close. His other hand trails down my arm in featherlight touches, plays with the hair that has fallen around my face, or toys with my fingers when we have to walk with him behind me. These little touches have my heart melting a bit, even as we’re on our way to fuck in a private booth. I honestly don’t know what it is about this male, but I can’t seem to think straight with him around. When we get to the booth, Ki
I have no idea how long we stay at the club. I don’t even know how we get to my place, but that’s were Esteban and I end up. All I really remember are his hands all over me, causing so many waves of pleasure to flow throughout my body. We had to have taken a taxi or an Uber or something, but all I remember is being in his lap, feeling him touching me. He kept whispering to me through the mindlink, not wanting the driver to hear. You’re so beautiful, Chris. It’s like you were made for me. You feel so good when I’m inside of you. I can’t wait to bury myself in that tight pussy again. Did you like the feel of me inside of you? Did my cock please you? I’m going to make you cum over and over and over again. I’m going to make you scream my name until you’re hoarse and your body can’t take the pleasure anymore. His hands roamed my body, but never touched me where I wanted him to. Never played with my nipples or plunged into my core. Just teased me the whole time. And th
That night turned into a complete and utter blur. We all drank. We danced. Rowen and I spent a lot of time in the VIP, telling the guys that we were people watching, but really, we were making out and exploring each other. Rowen has a very real talent for blowjobs, but he seemed to enjoy my abilities as well. It was really all that we could do to keep our hands off one another, especially when his brothers were around and Jai returned. I really don’t remember the trip back home or much of anything after last call. I really don’t know what happened at all. What I do know is the feeling of a hard body wrapped around mine when I wake up. And the erection pressed into my ass. The scent that envelopes me tells me exactly who it is and I roll in Rowen’s arms, pressing him into the mattress beneath my body. My mouth immediately seeks out the juncture of his neck and shoulder, playing over the spot where his matemark will go. I suck hard on the spot, only stopping to allow my te
I wake to the scent of cedar and smoke and warm arms wrapped around me. I’m the little spoon to a hunky, muscled, amazing smelling big spoon. I smile at the pleasantly sore feeling between my legs, reminding me how thoroughly Esteban used me last night. I give a little moan as I stretch in his arms only to feel his arms tighten around me. “Goddess, baby. You make sounds like that and move that perfect ass on me and I’m not gonna be able to stop myself from taking you again.” To make his point, he begins to rub his growing erection on my ass. I moan again, unable to stop with the feel of him against me, the memories of the pleasure that he gave me running rampant through my mind. “Fuuuck!” Esteban’s voice turns husky as his hand dips around to feel between my legs. “You’re already wet for me. Look at how much you’re dripping and I haven’t even done anything. I love it.” “Esteban! So good,” I moan, feeling two of his fingers dipping into my wet warmth. I move agains
Esteban and I finally make it out of bed around noon and I quickly text my dads that I need a bit more time to recover before I start the drive back to the pack. They immediately text me back saying that they don’t want me on the road too late and that they will send their private jet to pick me up. It’ll be here around 7 so that I have plenty of time to sleep and hydrate. I love my dads so much. They want me home, but they understand what it is to be a young wolf, remembering what they were like themselves. They don’t hold anything that we do against us unless it hurts others, the pack, or could potentially really hurt us. Everything is done with love, understanding, and patience. They love their teachable moments and it has made Jared and I some of the most sought out wolves for helping solve arguments, make compromises, and negotiate deals. It’s something that we’ve inherited that from Papa, who’s Goddess gift is for negotiation. So, Esteban and I decide to spend the day
Jared is fucking insatiable. He’s fucked me in his bed at least three times, on the couch, against the wall, and tackled me to the floor when I came out of the bathroom. We’ve finally made it to the shower and the look in his eye is telling me where his thoughts are headed. His hands are soaping my chest and starting to circle around my nipples. I moan at the feeling, though I don’t know that I’ll be able to stand if he fucks me again. “Jar, I don’t think I’ll be able to take it if you fuck me again. My ass needs a break.” I whimper. “Then fuck me,” he moans against my skin, taking my nipple into his mouth and sucking hard. That is my weak spot and one that Jared found quickly and exploited to his benefit. I love having my nipples played with. Twisted, pinched, flicked, bitten, or sucked, it doesn’t matter. Anything will almost instantly get me hard. Which is definitely the case now. I suck in a breath, lust clouding my vision. But uncertainty creeps into my voice.
I have no idea where we are or how long we’ve been here. Loviatar, the scary ass bitch, has us tucked away in between words. We can interact with objects in the real world, but are more wraiths than anything. It has the benefit of not being hungry, tired, or thirsty, but it’s a rather lonely existence. The only time since Loviatar has ‘saved’ us that we’ve had interaction from the outside world is when Nyx contacted me through the coin. Her words still haunt me. “I was the one that set up the ambush on the witches in the fae realm. I was the one that killed all the witches that you left behind.” “We’re coming for you.” “I’ll be the one that finally puts you down.”I have no idea where I went wrong with her. I treated her the exact way that my mother treated me and her mother treated her. It inspired unending devotion and a need to please in both me and my mother. I had no idea how much Nyx hated me. She always showed such deference. Like she revered me, as she should.
I’ve been hanging out with some of the acolytes from the Crone, Maiden, and Mother covens since we came Arcadia. It’s been great to be around all of these witches again. I’ve missed the sisterhood that comes with it. Many of the witches were weary about interacting with me. But after calls from Nora, Citra, and Bella, they relaxed. With their leaders believing me, they were willing to give me a chance. Though my powers are far and above the acolytes, they are the closest to my age and I’d rather find some friends than a magical peer. Not that’d I would have find one anyway. When I told Kayla that my powers are far above behind and beyond any other witch’s, I was telling the truth. The unfortunate part is that I don’t have a lot of the same experiences as they do. Being stuck in underground tunnels with old hags my whole life and very little interaction with the outside world, I don’t have a lot in common with them. My accent and the fact that I’m still seen as a Riding H
“So, what are we thinking?” Roman asks the second that he sits down. “About what, Roman? There’s a lot of stuff we have to go through,” Zak says amused. “Geez, man. At least wait until we all sit down. I haven’t even had my coffee yet,” Erick grouses. He and Roman are close enough to be brothers, so they give each other shit all the time. “Shit. I have no idea how Justine puts up with your impatience. I’d have you bound and gagged before coffee every morning.” Waggling his eyebrows at his best friend, Roman says, “How do you know she doesn’t?” Justine comes over and smacks Roman on the back of the head. “What did I tell you about telling secrets outside of the bedroom.” Erick glares at him. “TMI, dude. Too fucking much TMI.” I can’t help but laugh at them. They remind me of how Charlie, Zak, Brandon, and I used to be with each other. Zak, Brandon, and I are still like that, but I do miss Charlie’s part in it. My childhood best friend. Even though I get to see h
Alexander and Jared ask to talk to me in the alpha suite after the ceremony is finished. I wait until the party is over and allow Mémé Clara to take Lily to our rooms. Esteban and I take the elevator to the fifth floor of the large packhouse. “Why do you think they want to talk to you?” Esteban asks, though I’m pretty sure he knows. “Tehre’s only one reason they would call me on the night that they have figured out that they are mates,” I say, drily. “Same reason they didn’t have Jacob take over his role as lune tonight?” His face mirrors the anxiety that I’m trying hard not to let consume me. Because this is not going to be a fun conversation. I nod. “JoJo.” Jacob lets us into the room, having changed already. I hug him. “Hey, cuz. How you doing?” He hugs me tightly before gesturing me to come in. “Reaping the consequences of my rash actions,” he says sorrowfully. He turns to my mate, hugging him as well. “Hey, Jacob. Congratulations on finding your mate,” Esteban say
I stand in front of a large group of wolves, fresh matemarks on my neck. A stark difference to my twin who stands beside me, a bittersweet air of excitement and sadness. I feel so bad for Alexander and Jacob. They are my brothers. I love them, care about them and seeing them in this pain hurts me. For now, I can’t do anything about it. For now, I have to stand here during this ceremony and then I have to go through the mating time. But after that, I’ll help them find their mate. I’ll help them at least talk to her. And if I have to, I’ll help them deal with their rejection. “Brothers and sisters!” Declan cries out and my attention is drawn back to the ceremony at hand. “We are here today to welcome another alpha and beta into the Moon Goddess Pack!” The entire room erupts in cheers, stomping of feet, wolf whistles, and pounding on tables. Declan holds up his hands and the crowd quiets. “When our goddess created wolves similar to her son Lycaon, she wanted to give h
All of us fall forward, bodies in tangles in the sheets. But the rest doesn’t last long. Because Rowen’s wolf is the one that is always closest to the surface, he tends to incite Summer and my wolves into even more of a frenzy, especially when we are in bed. And now? When we still have one more mate to mark? They are rubbing themselves around in our minds, urging us to complete the bond. They want their final mate marked and mated. And I, for one, am very happy to oblige. I manuver in the bed so that I’m behind Rowen. I pull on his hips until he’s on his knees. “Mmmm, what are you doing back there, Jare?” he asks, his voice full of desire. “Fucking my mate,” I growl out, slamming into his hole, bottoming out in one thrust. “Holy shit!” he nearly screams, pain and pleasure mixed. I know that his wolf loves the savageness with which I’m taking him. And I know that Rowen himself loves it when we dominate him. It doesn’t happen often, because he’s just so damn good at it.
Rowen has to carry me to the bedroom. I’m not kidding you when I say that the orgasm I just had was the most intense in my entire life. It was like pleasure not only took over my pussy, but infused through every fiber, every neuron, every cell of my body. I’m pretty sure that I blacked out. My wolf was so satisfied, I think she actually purred like a goddess-damned cat! But the satisfaction didn’t last long. I have two mates to mark. Jared has a bottle of lube in his hand, crawling towards us on his knees across the bed. Rowen sets me down and I immediately start crawling over to Jared. “Lay down,” I tell both of them. They are both going to be getting fucked tonight. Might as well make sure they are both loosened, lubed, and ready. Because the way that my arousal is still flowing down my thighs, I’m not going to need it. When they are in position, I pour lube on both of their holes. “Closer together,” I tell them. “I want to suck on both of your cocks while I fing
We stayed with Dad throughout the night, laughing about old times, talking about the responsibilities that will come with our new positions, and talking about the matebond. I can’t wait until I get back to wake up and find my mates. The fact that I know exactly who my mates are, that they are the ones that I’ve wanted my entire life, takes away all of the anxious energy that I’ve been feeling leading up until my birthday. Now, I’m just filled with excitement and impatience. “Am I allowed to tell Summer?” I ask Dad as we’re getting ready to leave. “Yes,” he smiles wide. “You can even mark her if you want. She’ll feel the sparks.” Dad’s face suddenly takes on a worried expression. “Selene was supposed to be here to tell you that. She swore me to secrecy a long time ago. Hell, before Jared’s birthday. She said that she made it work out like this because of the fact that the three of you are Elite warriors and will be needed in the war to come. She wants you at your stronge
I had a feeling that I would be seeing my boys tonight. The night before they were born. Their 21st birthday. It’s so hard to believe that the babes that I held in my arms when they were born, the pups that I have watched grow, both with me and on Earth, are going to be fully fledged wolves. I’m so proud of the males that they have turned out to be. They are strong, brave, kind, loving, and, above all, happy. I love them so much and I am the proudest papa wolf in the entire would because of them. Right now, Alexander has been dealt a shit hand. A really shit hand. I feel awful for him. Jacob really screwed the pooch on that one. I legitimately don’t get it. I mean, I wanted to have my mates more than anything in this world. The only thing that made me even think about rejecting Arya was to help save her pain. But I always, always, always wanted them. I mean, I know who all of our pups are mated to. Jacob, Rowen, and Alexander. I also know who all six, well seven