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2024-10-29 19:42:56I'm surrounded by an endless sea of opaque stillness. It is quiet, warm and calming. All the pain and worries I felt before entering this realm have disappeared like they were only fragments of my imagination.
I don't want to leave.
I like the thought of being stuck here for eternity, but I know better than to believe that I can remain here without any consequences leading ten times a fold.
Dreams and wishes don't exist for someone like me who is cursed, damaged and condemned to walk in the shadows of my past.
They also say that being stuck in your own mind can drive someone mentally insane. But how can that be?
The thoughts you have are usually questions to answers you are forbidden to seek.
This is where the phrase "Curiosity killed the cat" comes into play. I've always been a curious kitten and it seems that it may have been my downfall.
A gurgly giggle reaches me through the darkness, pulling me
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I can hear Aydems sweet accented voice through my reigns of terror and feel his soft lips trying to bring me back to him. But it's not enough.... I don't know if it ever will be... I feel like something is holding me here, like, I'm meant to find some sort of peace within myself. The sound of Aydems voice quickly fades and his touch is no more. I let out a scream, yanking on the roots of my hair in pure frustration. But I know he can not hear or save me. I am stuck in my paralysed body that is nothing but a sleeping vessel to those on the outside. "What am I meant to do?!" I cry out. My voice echoes through the darkness and unexpectedly I feel a hand land on my shoulder, shoving me against a hard, unwelcoming wall. "What..who are you and what do you want?" 'I am your conscious and I am here to tell you that your life is about to get a whole lot harder.' A v
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The potent smell of strong herbs burning, begin to sting my nostrils.I've been stuck in the darkness for far too long and I'm starting to worry that I'm beginning to lose myself in between the blankets that resemble the midnight skies.The scent of the burning herbs gets severely acute with each breath I take and within seconds, my windpipes feel like they are collapsing and I stumble into a choking fit.Clawing at my neck, with tears gliding down my cheeks, I quickly lose consciousness and I fear that this is my undoing.The end.***Silence*** Tranquillity *** Serenity***---"CLEAR!!"A surge of energy enters my body while it creates an excruciating pain that spreads across my chest. The agony lingers over my heart and my eyes spring open as my back arches off the bed.Sucking in a sharp breath, my eyes bulge out of their sockets, waiting for the pain to fade."Onu öld&u
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He doesn't say anything, instead, he closes his eyes shutting me out as he tries to deal with my outburst of anguish.I watch as he inhales and exhales deeply a few times before he finally peels back his eyelashes to look me in the eyes as he emotionally destroys me."I want you to come with us too, askim." [My love.] He finally says and I close my eyes saying a silent prayer of thanks."You do?" I ask, double-checking that I heard him right.[Yes.] "Evet." He looks at me like I've lost my damn mind. "You are my fiance, soon to be wife. Why would I dream of leaving you behind when it is dangerous?" His nostrils flare with displeasure. "Is that how little you think of me?"Swallowing the built-up saliva as I frantically shake my head, "No! Gods no!" I sob. "I trust you with my life, shit. You saved my life and you were at my side slitting Trent's throat with me." I sniffle, wiping the corners of my eyes. "I guess, it's
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I cast Aydem a sidelong glance with Sandro in his arms as we stand at the top of the staircase, facing the influx of reporters who are armed with cameras and microphones. They have arrived early, waiting to get the inside scoop of Aydems sudden return. "Burada ne halt ediyorlar?" Neriman hisses from behind us. [What are they doing here?] "I don't know, but it is too dangerous for Mila and Sandro to be seen. If the photos end up in the wrong hands our cover is blown." Aydem snarls, looking over his shoulder. I follow his gaze and it lands on the air hostess who is cleaning. She must sense that she is being watched because she slowly raises her gaze and when her eyes collide with Aydems, she scurries into the back of the cabin. [Shit!] "Bok! Give Sandro to Mila and deal with the media hungry vultures. I'll deal with this orospu [bitch] and we will meet you at Sedars." Neriman says in a thick accent as she removes her stilettos. "No matter wh
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As the car draws to a standstill, Aydem exits the mansion with a bounce to his step and a few people following close behind him. I look at Neriman with my nerves thrumming wildly and my stomach twisting into knots."Who is Aydem accompanied by?" I ask her in a hushed tone as I look at Sandro still fast asleep in his car seat."That man with the phone pressed to his ear, is Sandro and the woman waddling with her hand on her belly is his wife, Mercedes. She's also from New Zealand so you'll both have a lot to talk about." She doesn't bother waiting for one of the guards to open her door as she pushes it wide open herself and walks straight over to her brother embracing him.Aydem opens my door as I unbuckle Sandro and pick him up. "Askim." [My love.] He greets me with a dotting smile and holds his arms out for his son.I carefully place Sandro in his arms and slide out of the car with his help. Standing by Aydem, I nervously meet Mercedes gaze. "Hi,"
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I walk out of the ensuite after taking a quick shower to start the day. Last night I slept in the bed by myself as Aydem and Sedar had some urgent business that they needed to take care of. Truth be told, I thought he would have been back by now or at least slept in the same bed as me. Picking up my phone off the bedside table, I swipe my finger across the screen to unlock it and check to see if he at least messaged or called me. Nothing. Not a message, missed call, or voicemail notification pops up across my screen and the hairs on the back of my neck stick up. I gnaw on my inner cheek and I decide to flick him a quick message to be sure that he is okay and nothing major has happened on his first night back on his home soil. Mila: Just messaging to check that you're okay. I haven't heard from you since you left and I think it's safe to say I'm a tad bit worried. My thumb hovers over the send icon. Do I soun
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"Will you just calm down so I can explain myself?" He has the audacity to growl. Shaking my head, "No. I don't want to hear it. Anything that comes out of your mouth is a lie! Everything between us is a big fat lie!" I cry out hysterically as I throw my arms up in the air. "You didn't last longer than twenty-four hours before you cheated on me!" I rush past him and I start pulling my clothes out of the closet, tossing them onto the bed. After a brief period of consideration, he approaches me and stands in front of me. His body is a whisper away from mine as he prevents me from pulling any more of my clothes out of the closet. [Stop!] "Dur!" He says in an ordering tone. "Move." I challenge him. [Nope.] "Yok. You will listen to me one way or another." Folding my arms across my chest, I give him a challenging look. "You're the big affair I'll forget, Aydem. Shit," I snort. "You'll be the only man I'll think of with regret." I
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My body slides up and down the cool painted wall with every brutal, yet, delicious thrust he pounds into me. "Aydem.." I moan his name. "Please...don't stop.." I beg of him. I manage to free my wrists from the vice-like grip he has them in, sliding them down the wall to the sides of my chest, I try to push back, but, he is too strong and he pins me against the wall once again. "Agghh!!" I cry out when he unexpectedly, shamelessly and savagely slaps my ass cheek. His touch leaves a slight burning sensation that disperses across my burning flesh. "Don't move." He orders with a grunt. "I can feel your first orgasm coming." He grunts again as the hand he has around my delicate throat slides down my body and begins to caress my clit through the slick folds of my sex. "Come for me, askim." [my love] He demands in a hoarse tone. I grind my teeth, fighting the gnawing orgasm that threatens to consume me as I refuse to giv
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TWENTY-ONE YEARS LATER... "Where is Sandro?" I turn at the firm sound of my husband's voice, my nerves flutter in my stomach as I bite on my lower lip. "I believe he's in his room, dear," I state nervously. "Is he ready?" Aydem asks as he flicks out his hand and looks at his expensive gold watch. "He's still just a kid." "He's the heir to the throne of our family empire, and it's time for him to take his place." I look past his shoulder, shaking my head at our youngest daughter, Asli as she attempts to enter the living room. "I know. He was born for this and you have spent most of his life preparing him for it... But-" "But, you're his mother, and naturally you can't help but worry about his wellbeing." Aydem crosses the room, devouring the distance between us in no time and pulls me into his comforting arms. Twenty glorious years with this man hasn't diminished the power o
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I lay motionless in our bed as I hear Aydem softly enter our room; he turns on the ensuite light, filling the room with a yellow glow before quietly closing the door behind him.The sound of cascading water sweeps through the room, I roll over and look at the time, it's six in the morning, and he's just stumbling through the door now.I throw back the duvet, swing my legs over the side of the bed and I open the door, leaning against the threshold as mists of condensation gather in the room."Good morning, dear," I utter, watching him through the glass screen as he lathers his body with soapHe comes to a halt for a split second, casting a glimpse over his shoulder before resuming his washing. "Günaydın, askim." [Goodmorning, my love.] He replies gruffly, placing the soap back onto the dish, he places his hands on the wall and bows his head as he lets the water wash away the sins he has committed.Sins on my behalf.
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AYDEMs POV... I watch as my sassy wife exits the barn with a bounce to her step, and her perky ass swaying side to side. Gods! She has no idea of the internal frustration and hunger I battle with on the inside for her on a daily. Releasing a sigh that is heavy with animosity, I turn around to look at the work of art she's left behind on Castello's chest. I can't help but scrunch my nose, rubbing a hand over my own chest, as I can presently feel his agony. His head lulls side to side, and I step forward, kicking his leg with the tip of my shoe. "Oh, no you piece of bok! [shit!]. You can not pass out before the party has begun." I sneer, drawing my arm back, I drive it forward and slap him across the face with my open hand. The beautiful sound of flesh, hitting flesh, sweeps throughout the brightly lit barn. Internally, I grimace at the realisation that it is weirdly more gratifying to listen to, rather than the
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Aydem and I walk hand in hand into the barn.Upon our arrival, we are greeted by Neriman who has Castello tied to a wooden chair. Blood spills from his fresh bullet wounds, as crimson liquid stains the hay that is randomly scattered across the ground.Castello grunts as he raises his head, new bruises in the shades of blue, purple and black as well as a cut lip mar his features. In my opinion, he deserves far worse and I have the perfect method that will have him screaming like a little bitch that hides beneath his cool, calm and collected demeanour.Neriman approaches us, and she begins to communicate with Aydem in their mother tongue. In the meantime, I take the pleasure to allow my eyes to continue observing the Italian scum in the vicinity. His usually pristine iron pressed attire is covered in filth and he is missing one of his extremely overpriced shoes.He still looks like a smug son of a bitch who would be a joy to break.
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He pulls back, gazing down at me. "When you play with fire, askim. [my love] You are bound to get burned, scorched or fried. If you ever pull this bok [shit] again. I will bind you to our bed, and you will never be allowed to leave the room again." He growls, and I know he means every word."I know you mean well and I'm sorry," I say as I search his eyes. "But this was the only option we had. I had to use myself as bait."[No.] "Hayir, you didnt." He says coldly and I don't like the sound of his tone."I did." I snap, stepping out of his embrace. "If I didn't see him, Aydem. Who is to say he would not have followed us back to the villa where our son is sleeping and your cousins live with their children?" Placing my hands on my hips, I run the tip of my tongue over my top teeth. "He could have returned and figured out the layout of the villa as well as everyone's schedule," I explain trying to justify my actions.His eyes narrow as he blows air out of his
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Slowly sipping on my glass of red wine as I look at Aydem over the rim, a small smile curves on the corners of my mouth.Setting his utensils down on his plate, he picks up his crystal glass with whiskey on the rocks and takes a sip from it, his eyes never leaving mine."You keep looking at me like that askim [my love], I'll have no choice but to take you right here, on this table, in front of all these people." He says roughly, setting his glass back down on the table.I place my glass of wine back down on the table too, "Is that a promise?" I ask seductively, leaning over the table.A lopsided smirk stains his gorgeous face, "You'd like that wouldn't you?" He chuckles, rubbing the side of his jaw.I get up from my seat and walk over to him, running my fingers through his hair as I settle on his lap. "Yes and No." I state honestly, leaning in, "I'd rather you take me in the bathroom where there won't be an audience." I whisper in
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AYDEMS POV...THREE DAYs LATER...This time, I am aware of her presence even before I open the curtains to reveal my emerald green eyes. The very eyes she has the tendency to tell me how much she admires.I let out a little grunt, aware that my wife is watching as I gradually emerge from the darkness that refuses to release me.My wife...Ah, Gods, that sounds so fucking refreshing.Scrubbing a hand over my face, "Afternoon, askim." [my love.] I mutter into my pillow.Yes, you heard me right. I said afternoon, not, good morning. We are still on our inhouse honeymoon and the only thing we've been doing is fucking, snacking, napping and fucking some more.No, that's an outright lie.We have been fucking a whole lot more. And honestly, I don't know if I'll ever get tired of filling her and listening to her scream out my name as she climaxes beneath me. On top of me, or hunched over the bed with her ass up.
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"That's right baby, take all of me." He growls.My eyes water, as I gasp, gag and moan.Struggling to breathe as he fills my mouth, undoubtedly giving every inch of himself to me. I take it all like a good wife that I desperately crave to be for him.I want him, I need every delicious inch he has to offer me.We mark each other in our most intimate places, claiming one another as my nude lipstick smears across the base of his cock. A statement that I deliberately make by showing him that I have put a ring on it and it is exclusively mine from this point forward. Saliva infused with premium precum slides down the side of my mouth, my chin and it drips onto my breasts.I swirl the tip of my tongue over the mushroom of his cock, slowly gliding my flat, moist tongue along his shaft and over his throbbing vein. Taking him in my mouth, inch by inch, I hollow my cheeks, sucking him off harder."Fuck, askim." [my love.] His
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"Oh, just six teeny, tiny, minutes." I sing out in an airy tone. "Do you think you can control yourself for a full seven minutes, husband?" I breathe out, liking how it sounds as it rolls off the tip of my tongue"Are you trying to unman me?" His jaw ticks."Would it only take six minutes?" I raise an eyebrow, running my hand down my torso between my breasts."Fuck.." He breathes out, "Are you sure you want this tonight? Do you want me to fill you with my hands caressing every inch of your tempting body after-""I'll be yours to use for your enjoyment. My body is yours to use however you please." I breathe with excitement.His jaw locks, his eyes don't leave my breasts and every muscle in his delicious body tenses. I straddle him, "Your six minutes start now."I place my hands on his shoulders and I slowly start to grind against his swelling cock. "That didn't take long, dear," I whisper into the shell of his ea
