Just one more class and I'm done for the day. I rushed to my last class which was English. I took my seat by the window and I dropped my bag on the seat beside me since nobody sat with me,fear of being bullied.
The class became filled up in minutes. This was one of my worst classes not because I hate English, I love it. It's because this is one of the classes I have with Reece. Our teacher Mrs Williams, walked in and began teaching. Hmm....it seems like he isn't in class today. Thank God.
My thoughts were disrupted when he walked into the class with Kenzie clutching his arm tightly. " Where have you two been? " Mrs Williams asked them. " We were taking care of something" Reece said with a smirk. Mrs Williams sighed and told them to go to their seats. Miss clingy finally let go of him, I rolled my eyes at their patheticness. He started walking down the row I sat and made eye contact with me. He had this glint in his eyes that made me frown and look away.
Halfway through the class, a paper ball hit the back of my head, I ignored it and continued doodling in my book. Another one hit my cheek, I ignored it again.
Just like that paper balls were thrown at me from behind but I ignored them. It's not the first time they're doing this, there's nothing written on the papers, they do this every time they're bored and by they I mean, Jason, Severn and Reece.
Soon classes were over. Finally. I left the class and went to drop my books in my locker. Then I left the building heading for my car but I stopped in my track when I saw the state of my car. The windshield and windows were covered in pink and black spray paint. The Tyres were flats and sticky notes were littered all over the boot and bonnet.
I walked to the car and read the notes
Slut
Bitch
Pig
Twat
Coward
Useless
Nothing
Whore
Tears welled up in my eyes but I held them back. Some people took pictures of the car, some just continued calling me names, others just laughed. Kenzie suddenly emerged from the crowd with her barbies, a smug smile playing on her lips. " This is just the beginning" she said.
I stared at her then the car, I did my breathing exercise to control my anger. " Jenny let's go" Amaya called from the other side of the parking lot. I gave Kenzie one last look before walking towards Amaya's car. She drove out of the school environment in silence. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and called a tow truck to get the car from the school to their mechanic workshop.
Amaya dropped me in front of my house. Her silence was killing me, " Amaya-"" Don't say anything or I'll be forced to march in there and tell your mom" she said. I got out of the car, " bye " she said and drove off. I exhaled and walked to the front porch. I opened the door.
" Mom?" I called out but no one responded. I walked into the kitchen and found a sticky note on the fridge
'I'm sorry honey an emergency came up, had to go, there is pasta in the fridge' -mom
I ripped the note off the fridge and threw it in the trash can. I went up to my room and threw myself on the bed, I let all my tears pour. I'm alone, my parents don't care about me. I wiped the tears and sat up on my bed, I went into my closet and took my shirt off, turned a bit to see if I had a bruise on my back where I was slammed into my locker. The faint purple and black bruise made it's presence known.
I slipped on a loose grey long sleeved t-shirt and some sweatpants. I decided to do my assignment to pass time. After that I went down to the living room to watch TV but there was nothing to watch. I groaned loudly and switched off the TV.
How about a walk. I asked myself and decided to go for a walk to the park. I went upstairs and changed my sweat pants to jeans then I grabbed my phone and made sure the door was properly closed before heading down the street.
The cool air of the evening helped me relax a bit. I smiled to myself as I watched some kids playing in front of a house. My smile faltered when I remembered that I didn't have a normal childhood. My parents weren't always home, I was always with my baby sitter. I didn't have friends to play with, no one to talk to, it was awful back then.
Then I got to middle school. I had three friends, Amaya, Tracy and Paige. We were very close and inseparable that is until Tracy left for England and Paige moved to another house and school. So that left me and Amaya but we had other friends.
Then Reece came to our school as a new student everybody wanted to be his friend. Every girl had a crush on him including me, unfortunately.
Then oneday during recess, I was chasing Amaya. I didn't see him standing there and bumped into him. I tried to apologise but he just pushed and started calling me names. I remember crying my eyes out while the other kids laughed at me. He hated me from that day and has made it his mission to make my life a living hell.
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My tummy rumbled as I passed by the pizza palace " shit seriously?" I checked if I had some money on me, luckily I did.
I did an about turn and entered into the Pizza shop. I made my way towards the counter, the guy behind the counter turned out to be a class mate of mine.He raised his eyebrows at me then looked at something behind me. " Um what do you want?" He asked ," a box of pepperoni pizza please" I said quietly. H e nodded and looked behind me again before going to get my order.
My phone vibrated in my pocket, I pulled it out. A message from Amaya.
A: are you home?Me: where are you?
A: in front of your house.
Me: okay am in my way home just grabbing a box of pizza.
A: okay am waiting.
I put my phone back into my pocket, he came back with my pizza, I paid for it and thanked him. I turned around to leave restaurant but stopped when I locked eyes with him. He was sitting in a booth with some guys from the football team. My heart beat accelerated a bit, I looked away and headed for the door but he was quicker and grabbed my arm tightly then pulled me out of the restaurant. Once we were outside I yanked my arm away from his grip. "What do you want?" I asked quietly, he glared at me " that little stunt your friend pulled today has only gotten you into a bigger mess sweetheart" he said.
" Am not your sweetheart" I said , " you don't get to decide that sweetheart, and I'd warn Clayton if I were you" he said and grabbed my arm again. I whimpered " tell her to stay away or she'll be next" he said.
My eyes widened, " what?" " Tell her to back off" he said again.I yanked my arm away again. " Why are you doing this?" " Because I can" he said and pushed me back " aren't you tired?" I asked the tears welling up in my eyes, " I can never be tired and I will never be tired I f ruining your life" he snarled. A slipped from my eye, " why?" I cried " why do you hate me so much?" I asked. He just stared at me.
" You have no reason" I said " I have my reasons" he said with a dangerous look in his eyes, I moved backwards a bit. He grabbed my pizza box and threw it away. I watched the content pour out of the box. He dragged me to himself, our bodies almost touching. " You haven't seen anything yet Jennifer Greene" he said in a low voice. " I'll break you to nothing, I'll break in ways you can't be fixed I promise you that" he said. We stared at each other for a while before he pushed me away. I fell and hit my elbow on the ground.
His eyes softened or I thought it did but he quickly walked away. I got off the floor and cradled my elbow in my good arm.
His words played in my head as I walked home. I got to my front porch and met Amaya typing away on her phone. She looked up when she heard my footsteps. She got up and smiled but stopped smiling when she saw my face. "What happened?"she asked , I broke into tears. She wrapped her arms around me, " hey it's okay" she said but I just shook my head.
She collected the house key from me and opened the door then we walked in.
knock. knock. I groaned and rubbed my eyes but winced when I lifted my left elbow. " Jennifer wake up baby" my mom said from the other side of the door. I sighed and got out of the bed," I'm not feeling well" I said and opened the door a little. "What's wrong?" She asked " just cold" I said quietly. " Okay if you need anything call me, okay?" She said. "Yeah sure" I replied and closed the door. I took a warm bath and wore my sweatpants and a large sweater. I picked up my phone and dialled Amaya's number. She picked up on the second ring. "Hey are you okay?"she asked, " yeah but am not coming to school today" I said " okay I'll get your assignments for you" she said. " Thanks love you" " love you too" then I hung up and took some pain killers. Then I laid down to sleep.***
The next day came in a flash, I woke up with slight headache. It must be from crying till I blacked out. I walked into my bathroom and looked at my reflection. I looked horrible, my cheeks were puffy, my nose was pink and my eyes were dull and swollen. I felt disgusted by my self, they were right , I am ugly. I brushed,bathed and dressed up in some washed ripped jeans and a loose black turtle neck sweater. I didn't bother to pack my hair and I slipped on my shoes. I grabbed my phone and bag then went down stairs. " Jennifer you're late for school and where the hell is your car?" Mom asked. I shrugged and headed for the front door. " Jennifer I'm talking to you" she raised her voice, I stopped and turned " it's broken" I said. " What d'you mean it's broken?" She asked. " It's broken" I said in annoyance, she looke
Reece Morgan" Reece help me!" I heard her scream. My eyes snapped open and I found myself lying beside the crushed car, her voice was so close. I crawled to the broken window and looked in, all I could see was their dead bodies. I screamed and cried," no! no! don't leave me! I'm sorry I'm so sorry!" I yelled but they were already gone. I felt as if my heart was being ripped out if my chest.I felt myself being pulled away from the window, I looked up and met my father's cold eyes. " This is all your fault" he said coldly, I shook my head," no I didn't know, I'm sorry ,I'm so sorry" I whispered but he just turned and walked away leaving me to drown in the pain....."Reece...Reece wake up" I felt someone shaking me to conciousness. I opened my eyes quickly and sat up. I looked around,
Mumbling, that's the only thing I could here as I slowly gained conciousness. Am I dead?, I asked myself and moved my hand to touch my head, my hearing became clearer, I opened my eyes. " She's waking up" some one announced, I looked around and met my mother's worried eyes.She rushed to my side and helped me sit up. I looked around and realized I was in the nurse's office. " Mom what are you doing here?"I asked tiredly, she frowned a bit " I was called from the hospital,the nurse said that two guys found you unconcious in the hallway" she explained, " Oh" I muttered and looked down at my fingers." Honey are you okay?" Mom asked, I stared into her dull blue eyes contemplating if I should tell her or not. " Jenni-oh I'm so sorry ma'am" Severn said as he saw my Mom. I frowned in confusion, " it's okay um- are you a friend of hers?" Mom asked with a confused expression. He was about to
"Princess? " I quickly threw on a black shirt and pants before opening the door and jumping into my dad's arms. He stumbled a little but was quick to steady himself. " I missed you so much dad" I said, he chuckled and put me down " I missed you too" he said and ruffled my hair.Being happy was an understatement of how I was feeling right now. Finally dad returned after a week from Paris where he went for some work.We went downstairs together, " morning mom" I greeted as I went into the kitchen. " Morning honey, are you feeling better?" She asked and I nodded. She smiled and continued pouring the pancake batter into the pan.Dad came into the kitchen and gave mom a light kiss on the lips, "yuck" I grimaced they both laughed at me. " Guess what I got for you"dad said with his hand behind his back. " I'm not a guesser" I stated flatly, his smile dropped, " you j
I walked down the half empty hallway to the cafeteria, I opened the door and went in, as usual I drew the attention of some students. I kept my head down until I got to the lunch line. " I'll have a sandwich and a bottle of water " I said to the lunch lady. I got my food and went to the far end of the cafeteria, where I usually sat with Amaya.I had just taking a bite out of my sandwich, when something suddenly hit my table with a loud thud, I jerked and fell off my seat. The whole cafeteria burst into fits of laughter, just great. " Oh my God I'm so sorry" I looked up and saw that guy from this morning standing in front of me with a worried expression and a hand stretched out to me.The cafeteria went silent, I just stared at his hand. My eyes wandered to where Reece sat, he was already daring me with his eyes. I looked back at Jordan's hand, I'm so going to regret this later. I placed my hand in hi
I rushed out of the house cause I was running late for school. I got into my car, and put the key in the ignition but it didn't start. I tried again but nothing. I got out and raised the hood. I froze when I realized the battery of my car was missing."What?" I ran my fingers through my hair in fustration. "How did this-" realisation hit me hard. Reece must have done this, but how? The car was working fine when he gave me my keys." How am I supposed to get to school now?" I was on the verge of crying. The bus must have already left. I did some breathing exercises so I wouldn't cry.When I was calm, I decided to walk to school. Which would take me forty minutes to do that. By the time I got to school, it was already second period. I grabbed the books I needed for class and went for class.The teacher was already halfway through the lesson when I walked in, " and where were you miss Greene
I skipped across the field of flowers happily. I hadn't felt so alive like I did right now. The cool breeze blew around me. It felt like the perfect moment to sing.Altogether I felt like Belle from beauty and the beast. I opened my mouth to start singing but I was cut short by someone calling my name. Turningg around I met the blazing eyes of my calcus teacher, Mr Whyte. What is he doing in my dream? "Jennifer Greene!" He practically yelled in my face."Why are you here?" I asked him angrily," Jennifer!" He yelled again. " Geez stop shouting, you spitting on my face, you annoying old hag" I muttered. "Ms. Greene, get up this instant!" My eyes flew open and my ears were greeted by the laughter of my classmates. I sat up straight when I noticed, the teacher fuming in front of me. I gulped," I said that out loud, didn't I?" I muttered half hoping I didn't. But by the way they were all laughing I knew I did.I didn't need to be told to
Eight years later... Amaya's eyes followed me back and forth as I paced around my office nervously, " Your pacing is starting to get on my nerves" she said and crossed her legs on top of my desk. I stopped moving and faced her, " I'm so nervous. My heart feels like it's about to jump out of my chest. My palms are sweaty and I have butterflies in my tummy" I told her "oh I didn't notice" she said and rolled her eyes. Then she sighed and dropped her feet, " I know you're nervous but you need to calm down" " The easier said than done. Amy, it's been eight years since I last saw him, you can't expect me to be calm. I'm super worried. * Gasp* What if he doesn't recognize me?" I asked with wide eyes. Amaya scoffed, " I highly doubt it. Just because you lost contact with him two four years ago doesn't mean he'd forget you" I paused " You're right. I should just be calm. Yeah I can do that" I reassured myself. A slight kno
The news of Reece apologizing to our teacher was the new topic of gossips by the end of third period. I rolled my eyes once again at the over exaggerated story. It was merely an apology, why do teenagers always make things seem dramatic.I understand that it's surprising since he was always rebelling against the teachers, but that doesn't mean he's incapable of apologizing. I sighed as I passed yet another group of gossips who were leaning against my locker. I recognized some of them as those bratty rich kids in my class, " I couldn't believe it! I swear it sounded foreign coming from his mouth"" He apologized, what's the big deal?" I voiced out. The group of five turned to me, the girl who was speaking crossed her arms, " What?" She asked " What's the surprise there? Reece is human, is he not? Why are you guys talking as if he's a god or something?" I asked.She raised her eyebrows at me, " Who are you even?--oh wait! You're that girl he us
That same evening...JenniferAfter hours of unnecessary shopping, I was finally back in my warm cozy space. A sigh of content escaped my lips as I was finally able to get all my homework done. I smiled to myself and strolled over to my bed to sleep. Mid jump, I was interrupted by two knocks on my window.Already knowing who the intruder was, I opened the window and let him crawl in, " This is getting old" I told him. He took off his shoes and jacket and dove under my covers, " Ah...warm" he murmured. I rolled my eyes and joined him, " So what's up?" I asked.He fell silent for a second, " Well...my dad...he wants me to come home.." he said " Do you want to?" I asked. He shrugged, " I don't know.. I feel like I want to and also don't want to..." He paused and spoke again " I want to forgive him...but...okay I got nothing..I really want to forgive him" he said.I smile
Jennifer " Is it just me or has Reece been on the low recently?" My ears perked up at the mention of his name. I know eavesdropping is bad, but they're talking about Reece. I pretended to write while I listened to the girls behind me. The other hummed, " Yeah...I've noticed it too...the school's been quiet...it's like he doesn't even exist anymore. Super weird" she said. I frowned in thought, ' that's true. He really has been off the radar and I hardly see him around school'. Just then, he walked into the class nodding at whatever Severn was telling him. As he walked closer, the girls behind me stopped talking. He looked at me and smiled a little then went to seat at the back. " OMG...did you see that? He smiled at me!" One of the girls silently squealed and the other joined her. I rolled my eyes at their delusion and returned to doodling. My phone vibrated, I looked at the text and smi
Jennifer" Ah~" I sighed as my bum touched the hard, yet comfortable seat. I'd been dancing for a while so my feet hurt, I needed a break. I looked at the sea of dancing bodies, sipping my drink and chuckled when I spotted Amaya as she was trying to escape from Jason. Young love, so innocent.Suddenly, the chair beside me was pulled back and Reece sat down on it. He smiled a little, " Hey..." He mouthed over the loud music. I smiled back and looked at his fireman costume, " Nice costume" I leaned over and said " Thanks, you too. You look hot" he replied with a wink. I rolled my eyes and sipped from my drink.Reece grabbed my hand gently, " Can we go outside...please?" He asked, wearing a serious look. I nodded after a little hesitation and followed him out of the hall into the now bright hallway.The music faded as we went farther away from the gym. Honestly, I felt so scared as I followed him.
JenniferUgh! This week has been so hectic, from annoying tests to enormous amounts of homework and projects. But thank God it's all over, " hahaha..."" The hell..? Are you crazy or sum?" Amaya asked when she heard me laugh. I smiled at her, " I'm so happy" I said " What? Did Reece ask you to be his girlfriend?" She asked and sipped from her drink.I scowled at her but still blushed, " Of course not"" Why not?" She asked again. I sighed, " We don't think it's a good idea at the moment. I know it's just forgave him and all, but it's too fast" I told her. She nodded in agreement, " You're right. It would be too soon" she said." Hello ladies" a familiar figure sat beside Amaya. I raised my eyebrows and smiled when I noticed the blush on Amaya's cheeks. " Hi" I greeted him, he smiled at me and then faced Amaya, " Aren't you tired of running away?" He asked her, " Who's running away from what?" She asked back.I
JenniferAmaya sighed for the nth time as she looked at the costume I had put on, "Ugh...this one doesn't fit either"" I told you it wouldn't" I said. She scoffed, " You look like a freaking giraffe"" You picked it for me!" I snapped at her.I was frustrated to say the least, " This is getting tiring" I grumbled as I went to change into the next costume. I slipped on the pirate costume, with the hat, eye patch and everything. I came out of the dressing room to show Amaya this one, but guess what? She wasn't there!" That little wench" I gritted out and was about to stomp back into the changing room when a familiar face appeared in front of me, "...Jason?" I called. His searching eyes landed on me and then he smirked, " Ah just when I thought I was seeing things....where is you bestie? Is she still running away?" He asked. I frowned and asked, " Running from what?""From me, of course. I guess you already kno
JenniferAfter leaving Reece, I locked myself in a stall in the bathroom and face palmed myself till my forehead was bright red and stinging. To say I was embarrassed was an understatement. I felt like begging the ground to open and swallow me up.I wondered why I said all those things to him. I'm sure he thought I was weird, but then again I felt extremely relieved. I was able to tell him all the things I've always wanted to tell him.But still, I think I sounded a bit too cliche and mushy. Did I over do it? Though his expression seemed off. I sighed and leaned against the wall, " All that's left is to wait and see how he responds" I mumbled.The bell for the third period rang, almost scaring the shit out of me. I quickly washed my hands and face and ran off to my class.*****"I can't believe he'd really do such a thing! What a jerk! And t
JordanI packed around the empty cafeteria as I waited for Jenny to arrive. I knew this wasn't going to end well right from the beginning, but I still did it. I'm such a fool. By now I'm sure Jenny already knows the truth, but it can't hurt to try and talk to her, right?A groan escaped my lips and I ran my hands the my hair. I had never thought that I would do such a thing like this in my life. Honestly, I have no idea what made made me do it.Maybe it was the way she always looked at him, her eyes would have a little twinkle in them. What annoyed me the most was the fact that he liked her back. I couldn't stand it.He bullied her yet she still wanted him, even though she'd deny it if you asked her. It boiled my blood that someone like him still had her heart in his hands. I wanted it, so I did what I thought was right. Who knew that asshole was smart enough to record everything.