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Her Secret Desire. Chapter 10.
Knowing nothing, being told nothing, was worse than any kind of bad news Celeste could have given me on the day of the shooting. All I had was memories and uncertainty, other times I'd feel sure he was dead and tell myself I had to accept this before it was confirmed to me because if I held on to any kind of hope it would only make the pain worse when I knew the truth.I would never know another man like Jonny, nor would I ever love anyone else the way I loved him. Sometimes I was angry because he had chosen to live a life that had led to this, other times I thought about the brave man who had lived with so much danger and adversity and I felt proud of him. Either way, I loved him with all of my heart, I had loved him from the day we met and even though I was grateful for the time we had spent together, I had my regrets: Life was short, I wished we had got together sooner. Right now, as I moved, as I walked, my widened hole rubbed together as if my arse had turned into a second vagina
Last Updated : 2023-10-21Her Secret Desire. Chapter 11
I was on the verge of bursting into a fit of laughter as I carefully placed my case in the back of her car. She said little as we drove and kept her eyes on the road. She was trying to hide her embarrassment - I was very surprised a woman like Celeste would be shocked at sex toys but everyone was different, not every woman owned a vibrator - or many as I did. But all the same, I could just picture Jonny's face when I told him. He would find the whole thing hilarious. By the time we reached our destination the case incident had stopped being funny. All I could think about was holding him in my arms again.We had parked outside a rather nice house on the better side of my town."I asked him where he wanted to go and he said he wanted to be close to you.” She told me.Celeste left me to take my case from the car. I dragged it up the path as she was unlocking the front door and as she went inside, I followed and left it in the hallway.The house was quiet."Where is he?"Celeste lowered h
Last Updated : 2023-10-21Her Secret Desire. Chapter 12
The sun had set gently into a burnt amber sky slashed with pink silken shades. The fading light threw its colours into the bedroom and it seemed to cover everything with its brilliance, the rainbow of warmth that lit up the room emphasised the peacefulness of the world we now found ourselves in. Jonny was sleeping in bed, lying naked beneath soft covers that smelled of fresh laundry and the scent of his skin. I smiled as I thought back to me as a girl, that teenager who used to dream of him - What I would have given to see him sleeping like this just once! Even up until we had met again all those years later, I had dreamed of seeing him lying in bed, picturing him naked beneath the sheets, me creeping up so quietly to wake him with a kiss as my hands strayed over his body... Now I knew what he looked like, and he was as handsome as I had imagined. Just looking at him lying there filled me with such desire I was instantly wet and aching to run my hands over him, feel his tongue in my m
Last Updated : 2023-10-21Her Secret Desire. Chapter 13.
I packed him a bag for the hospital and even as I helped him get dressed I felt as if I should be on my knees apologising for disrespecting his wishes. It was in me to obey, I felt at home and in my rightful place obeying the man I loved. And although common sense was screaming at me that I had done the right thing, when he told me to stay at home and wait for his return I felt like I was already being punished. He kissed me goodbye and said he would call me soon. Then the woman who I had felt so jealous of drove him away and I was left alone with guilt that only a submissive could understand. Yes, I had helped him. But I had also failed him because he had said, do not call that number. I knew deep down that he understood and in the end would probably have called her himself, but it was in me totally to obey and I had broken that. It was simmering away like an ache and only Jonny could make that pain go away with his forgiveness. We subs do not like making decisions when they question
Last Updated : 2023-10-21Her Secret Desire. Chapter 14.
Jonny called me later that day."Hello my darling, I'm really bored in here.” He said, "I've been thinking about you and I've decided when I come home I'm going to get some lube and see how stretchy you really are. You're all mine and I want to use your holes properly - especially your tight arse, which is also mine, by the way.”Those words sent a thrill running through me. I loved the way Jonny owned me!"As you wish Master."Jonny's voice lowered."I have to warn you that I'm getting very frustrated in here, Eve. I'm very tired and very sore and the last thing I feel like is a wank at the moment. But when I get home it will be a different matter. I may decide to force myself on you and take you hard. I might ravish you very roughly.""If it pleases you.""Yes, it will please me very much." Jonny told me, "Now I'm going to sleep for a while. Be a good girl and don't play with yourself tonight. I've decided when I come home I want to find you waiting for me looking sweet and pure, li
Last Updated : 2023-10-21Her Secret Desire. Chapter 15.
To say that our reunion was perfect was to be an understatement. The next morning he woke up and said he felt sore, that healing scar was hurting again, he had overdone it last night and now he needed to spend the day in bed. No problem, I thought, at least he wouldn't be bothered by unwanted visitors like Dominic... I had so many plans for filling his recovery with wonderful erotic games and pleasures.I watched my Jonny sleeping, safe in our bed, healing and resting and it was so hard to resist the urge to wake him with a kiss, to run my hands over his perfect body. I needed to worship him. I longed to tell him how I adored him, how amazing he was, all powerful and supreme, and how wonderful I felt to be knelt at his feet in worship. Jonny owned several pairs of leather shoes, black and polished to a high shine. Whenever he wore a pair of shoes like that the reaction from me was automatic; I would fall to my knees so hard sometimes I got bruises if I was not on soft carpet, such was
Last Updated : 2023-10-21Her Secret Desire. Chapter 16.
Jonny was recovering fast. The day after the incident with Celeste he woke me with a gentle kiss, feeling my Master show such tenderness to me while I was sleeping put an instant smile on my face."Get up." He told me, "I'm taking you out for a little walk, Eve. It's a nice warm day so make sure you wear something short."While Jonny showered I searched through my wardrobe to find something extra special to make Master very happy with me - I knew he would be happy when I pulled out a sheer, thigh-kissing summer dress that was almost translucent in a good light. I laid it out on the bed and then walked naked into the bathroom.Jonny was still in the shower, steam rising and the familiar scent of his shower gel filling the room. Through the glass I could make out his perfect body, beneath the jet of water while the soap rinsed away. It would have made a perfect portrait, my beautiful Master in his shower. I wondered if he really understood that when I worshipped him I meant every word
Last Updated : 2023-10-25Her Secret Desire. chapter 17.
Later on that day after a couple of hour's rest Jonny told me he was going out again, this time I was to stay home and cook the dinner while he took a look around the town and used the exercise to get rid of the last of the nagging ache that was tugging at his healing scar.He had been gone for half an hour and while I set a pan of water to cook the vegetables I kept thinking about the ache that still nagged him, although it was only mild now I could not help but feel concern. I knew he was more than capable of taking care of himself and I wasn't going to call him because I didn't want to look as if I doubted him. I was worrying because I loved him; but he was everything to me and if he wanted me to leave him be for a short while, his wish was my command. The house was filling with the smell of roasting beef from the oven and I was about to chop the vegetables. I decided to turn my attention to Master's dinner instead of worrying about him when I knew I did not need to be concerned.A
Last Updated : 2023-10-25
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Her Secret Desire. Chapter 42.
I drove to the hotel lazily, a smile fixed on my face that I just couldnt get rid of. Even when the traffic was terrible, I kept smiling as memories played in my head. Mr. Dark wanted me for two more weeks, in a private place, twenty-four hours a day.That sounded like heaven on earth to me, and I would make sure Trent understood when I saw him that I wasnt to be disturbed, for anything other than a true emergency during that time. I parked and headed into the hotel and up to the offices. I waved at the secretary who waved back as I knocked on the door to the main office.Im here, Trent, I said as I entered and sat on the couch. I felt more confident than I ever had before as I stared at my brother. He was on the phone and hadnt even acknowledged I was there yet.I waited, impatiently, and didnt make myself stop when my foot began to tap. Always so fucking important, always so dismissive, my brothers could be real assholes sometimes. My smile turned to a glare, and I watched him. He
Her Secret Desire. Chapter 41.
The next morning, I got out of bed, had a shower, and ordered some breakfast for us both. I slid into the bed in fresh pajamas and pulledStephanie into my arms. I smiled as she protested and knew Id made the right decision.Wake up, pet. I want to talk to you. I have coffee for you and food. She turned in my arms, warm from her sleep, and protested again.But I want to sleep, she mewled, and I laughed again.No, enough sleep. Come on, come join me. Her face was against my neck, and her lips felt really nice there, but I had an offer to make, and she needed to be awake for it.Fine, she said, a little petulant, but softened it with a smile. I let it pass and went to the table with her.It was only a small table with two white chairs, and we each took a seat. What do you want in your coffee?Just cream. The words were garbled on a yawn as she scrubbed at her face with her hands. Nothing else.There you go. I set it in front of her and began to eat the breakfast Id ordered. Hash browns
Her Secret Desire. Chapter 40
Would a bath be in order? he asked from behind me. I still shook from the things hed done, from the things hed made me feel.It hadnt taken long, but then I was primed. I hadnt seen him in days, and my body wanted his touch more than anything else in the world. I hadnt known suction cups could provoke so much pleasure. When hed placed the first one on my nipple, Id fought not to squirm. The second one had nearly done me in. When the third one was applied, a battle began.Then, the rest. Id been pushed beyond arousal and straight into a new world of pleasure so quickly, with a speed I didnt understand, and when hed invaded me back there. A shiver shook me all over again, and I turned around. Yes, I think a bath is just what I need, sir.He nodded and went to the bathroom. I heard the taps come on, and the bathtub began to fill. I thought about what Id said, the way sir came off of my tongue so easily. Readily, even. Was it because I didnt know his name? Was that what made it so easy?Y
Her Secret Desire. Chapter 39.
I woke up before Stephanie and looked in the fridge for some orange juice but didnt see any. I dressed and went out to the bar to get some.I came back in quietly, saw she was still asleep in bed, and poured two glasses of the cold drink before going back to the bed.I undressed, pulled back the covers, and slid into the sheets with her. This bed was much better than the one at my apartment, I thought as my muscles began to relax. Id have to find out what it was and buy one for myself.I turned in the bed and brushed Stephanies hair back from her face. I wanted to ask her for a longer contract; Id given up on trying to talk myself out of it. This woman was more than just a fuck I could forget about. She had class, and she made me think. She also made me hard as fuck, and I wanted her. I just wanted to know how far I could push her before shed break first. I needed to find out tonight, so I brushed at her cheek until she woke up.Hi, I said softly once she woke up and smiled at me. He
Her Secret Desire. Chapter 38.
I walked up to him, my hips swinging seductively, and knelt in front of his chair, mask in place. Im home, sir.I made sure my lips smiled prettily, and that my eyes were down, a sweet pose of submission Id spent the day practicing; only he wouldnt know that.Mason had found a nanny for the kids now that Laura was out of the woods, and Id come home early this afternoon. Id spent the hours preparing myself for him, for the man Id dreamed about every night since Id left him. Id wanted this to be perfect. Id talked to Roxie and when Id arrived at the club Id gone in to change my clothes and do my hair.My hair was easy, it fell in straight, golden sheets down my back. The dress was the hard part. Shed put a pure white satin gown out for me, and a red one, with a strapless top that would fit my form exactly because the fabric was stretchy. I chose the white one because of the shimmer and the purity the white symbolized.I decided then that Id only wear white when I was with him. Until I w
Her Secret Desire. Chapter 37.
Shed been gone for three days. I sat in a chair and glared at the dancer on the stage. It wasnt Roxie, and she was terrible. I knew she wouldnt last long. From the listless way she danced, it was obvious she had a drug problem. Miss Maples would pull the woman aside, have her treated, and then offer her a job somewhere else. Id heard a lot about how fantastic Miss Maples was from Roxie over the last few days as I waited for Stephanie to come home.A family illness had cropped up, and shed had to go home. That had put the damper on things, but I couldnt complain. She had family. I had two adoptive parents and no siblings. I didnt know what it was like to have to take care of nieces and nephews while your family member was sick.It gave me time to come up with a new contract, and to think about whether I actually wanted to give it to her. I was alright, really, the first few days. I did the contract, I worked, unpacked my apartment, and settled into it. Roxie said it would be a couple o
Her Secret Desire. Chapter 36.
It wasnt any surprise that when I turned my phone on around five that evening it vibrated for a full five minutes. Mason had blown my phone up. I thought it would burst into flames before it finally came to a rest. I stared at it for a few seconds once it finally stopped, not sure it was done.I opened the cover on it and pressed the button so the screen would come on. Mason had called, stalked my Facebook, Instagram; hed even been on my Snapchat and sent me texts. He needed me; Laura was ill. I felt bad that Id ignored my phone all day, when hed truly needed me this time, but I hadnt been there.Mason, hows it going? I asked once hed picked up my call. Id dialed him back as soon as I saw the message that Laura was in the hospital.Not so good, sis. We have the plane at the airport. Can you make it back here tonight? Mason sounded tired, even over the phone, and a pang of guilt pierced my heart.Of course, Mason. I thought about Mr. Dark, but I knew that could wait. What have they sai
Her Secret Desire. Chapter 35.
I woke up before Stephanie and looked in the fridge for some orange juice but didnt see any. I dressed and went out to the bar to get some.I came back in quietly, saw she was still asleep in bed, and poured two glasses of the cold drink before going back to the bed.I undressed, pulled back the covers, and slid into the sheets with her. This bed was much better than the one at my apartment, I thought as my muscles began to relax. Id have to find out what it was and buy one for myself.I turned in the bed and brushed Stephanies hair back from her face. I wanted to ask her for a longer contract; Id given up on trying to talk myself out of it. This woman was more than just a fuck I could forget about. She had class, and she made me think. She also made me hard as fuck, and I wanted her. I just wanted to know how far I could push her before shed break first. I needed to find out tonight, so I brushed at her cheek until she woke up.Hi, I said softly once she woke up and smiled at me. He
Her Secret Desire. Chapter 34
I walked up to him, my hips swinging seductively, and knelt in front of his chair, mask in place. Im home, sir.I made sure my lips smiled prettily, and that my eyes were down, a sweet pose of submission Id spent the day practicing; only he wouldnt know that.Mason had found a nanny for the kids now that Laura was out of the woods, and Id come home early this afternoon. Id spent the hours preparing myself for him, for the man Id dreamed about every night since Id left him. Id wanted this to be perfect. Id talked to Roxie and when Id arrived at the club Id gone in to change my clothes and do my hair.My hair was easy, it fell in straight, golden sheets down my back. The dress was the hard part. Shed put a pure white satin gown out for me, and a red one, with a strapless top that would fit my form exactly because the fabric was stretchy. I chose the white one because of the shimmer and the purity the white symbolized.I decided then that Id only wear white when I was with him. Until I w
