Samarah's Pov
The next morning, I woke up before the alarm rang to prevent Thalia from kicking her again just the way she did to me yesterday.
I went to the kitchen and started to prepare breakfast while humming.
I couldn't wait for my mate to appear and for my transformation later! I'm looking forward to it!
The corner of my lips raised as I continued to hum while frying a ham. Part of me hoped that Alpha Havoc would be my mate.
After all, there is no one in this world who is gentle and kind towards me other than him.
"What are you humming about? Hah! You must be dreaming that you will be paired with an Alpha."
I paused and glanced at Thalia who had just woken up, and her eyes were looking at me with disgust while leaning on the wall.
"T-Thalia... the breakfast isn't prepared yet..." I softly said, ignoring her contempt remarks.
However, I thought that it would divert her attention, yet instead, she insulted me even more.
Thalia looked at me from up to down and let out a mocking laugh. "Whoever was chosen to be your mate would be their diminished. What an unlucky guy to be chosen as your mate."
I froze and couldn't help biting my lower lip. How could she be so horrible!
'Don't listen to her. Anyway, you will find out who's your mate later and that is worth rejoicing in enjoying. After all, mates are supposed to love, respect, and protect each other.' My wolf consoled, enlightening me.
I took a deep breath and ignored her insults. My wolf is right, I will find my mate later, so there's no point in me listening to her mocks.
I gave her a polite smile and put all the dishes on the table. "I'm done, you can eat now."
Thalia sneered and sat on the chair as she started eating, but before she ate, she uttered, "Well, anyway, I'm guessing that your mate is an omega. It would be shocking if you got chosen by an Alpha. After all, you aren't suited to be with an Alpha."
After she said that, she started eating.
I couldn't help but secretly roll my eyes after hearing her words and choose to ignore it anyway.
I went upstairs and did my morning routine with a lightened heart and filled with anticipation for what would happen later.
After I took my bag, I went downstairs and saw that Thalia had finished her breakfast. I also ate before I cleaned the kitchen, washed the dishes and left the house with excitement.
This time, I wasn't late for class since I woke up early and went to school before the class started, so I wasn't that unlucky to be subjected to such humiliation.
Am I getting lucky today?
Everything was going smoothly when I woke up and my heart beat fast from excitement. It seemed that all my luck had been consumed to be used today.
This will be the day that I will find my mate. The mate that I will spend my lifetime with and the mate that might save me from my hellish so-called 'family'.
"Take a look at that ugly freak. She had been smiling the whole time. Is she sick in the head?" I heard one of my classmates loudly say, making everyone look at me.
However, I didn't mind their petty tricks in trying to humiliate me. Nothing can ruin my mood for today.
"I'm guessing that it might be because Thalia isn't here." One of my classmates had answered.
Well, partly that's the reason why I'm smiling right now. After all, Thalia was the only one who would make my day ruined and would love to see me embarrass myself, so after seeing that she didn't show up in the same class, I felt relieved.
Relieved enough to not care about their insults and ignore their mockery.
I waited for the class to end before I went to the restroom, since nature had been calling me.
However, when I stepped on my foot in the restroom, I felt my heart race and my cheeks felt hot.
'Mate! Our mate is near!' I heard my wolf exclaim in excitement.
I couldn't help but feel excited.
I happily entered the room and tried to scent my mate when suddenly I heard a familiar voice that made me pause.
"Ahh... Havoc... hmm... faster..."
My heart fell. I could hardly even breathe when I saw the two people who were embracing each other, kissing wildly while the person in charge was thrusting in and out.
I felt a strong pain penetrate my heart that almost made me breathless.
However, I saw the person who was making love with Thalia abruptly stop, and our eyes happened to meet.
I staggered and moved backwards while looking at them.
I watched as Havoc immediately dressed up and coldly glanced at me. "What are you doing here?"
"You are my mate, Havoc. Our bond led me here..." I softly said with blurry eyes as I felt a strong rejection in my heart.
I thought that Havoc would accept me after knowing that I was her mate, but, he didn't.
He uttered the next word that made me crumble into pieces.
"I, Havoc Wilsey from the Wilsey Pack, reject you, Samarah Colleen, as my mate. Don't let me see your face ever again." He coldly uttered, making my breath hitch.
With tears had blurred my vision and my whole body was trembling, I looked at Havoc, who was clearly different from the Havoc that I fell for.
I bit my lower lip really so hard that I could taste the metallic. I don't know where I got the courage to ask him, but I know that if I didn't ask him, I wouldn't know.
"Why? Why did you reject me as your mate, Alpha Havoc?"
I gazed at Havoc, who coldly looked at me and answered nonchalantly. "You're weak. I wouldn't want a weak mate.*
Suddenly, Thalia, my stepsister, interrupted with a mocking laugh while looking at me as she finished dressing up.
"Why are you surprised? I told you, there is no one who would accept you as their mate. You're just too delusional to think that Havoc would accept you as his mate." Thalia snickered as she leaned her body onto Havoc while looking at me with a provocative smile.
I gritted my teeth and looked at Havoc, who was coldly looking at me with no other expression on his face. I couldn't help but feel ridiculous.
With a bleeding heart, I uttered the words that I know, words I might regret later, but since it is what he wished for, I'll do it.
"I, Samarah Colleen, accepted Alpha Havoc's rejection and swear to never appear in front of him."
With tears that kept on falling from my eyes as I made my oath, I turned my back and left with a throbbing sensation around my heart.
I could even hear my stepsister's taunting laugh and was happy upon seeing me devastated.
Since there is no mate that can save me from this hell, I'll save myself instead.
I went back to the home that serves as my cage that clips my wings, and took my mother's keepsake as well as my savings jar.
Since my father had long-lost his love for me, I doubt that he would care even if he found my corpse one day.
After getting my things, I left with no turning back.
'Are we going to return here one day?' I could hear the low energy of my wolf as she asked.
I pursed my lips and ran as fast as I could. "There's no one who is waiting for our return. In fact, they are in a hurry to get rid of us."
I won't return to this pack ever again.
As I reached the border, I heard the cracking sound of my bones that made me pause as I screamed from pain when all of my bones had been cracked.
Despite the pain, a broad smile flashed on my lips as I watched my reflection on the bright lake that had been hit by the moonlight.
I watched myself transformed into a pure white wolf.
"Arghh—Awoo!"
Soon, the scream I uttered had changed to a loud howl.
I couldn't help but admire my new form and howled again.
It felt like I'd been rebirthed. I can't wait to try out my new form.
When I was about to move, my eyes happened to meet with the three Alpha wolves. The smile on my lips had disappeared as I bared my teeth while raising my guard, looking at them with caution.
Samarah's PovI bared my teeth at them and looked at them warily. If they dared to pull off something right now, I would bite them back.However, they didn't. They shifted back to their human form and swiftly changed their clothes, making me close my eyes."We meant no harm." I heard them say.I looked up and saw the man who said those words. He had blonde hair and blue eyes. He showed me such a gentle smile and those smiles almost reminded me of my ex-mate, making me frown.But compared to my ex-mate, he seemed more harmless and my gut was telling me that they really meant no harm.Still, I can't easily lower my guard.I heard one of them say again. "Shift back to your human form, and we'll talk."After he said that, the three of them turned their backs and were waiting for me to shift back.Although I was hesitant, I changed back and took the clothes from my bag. Just like them, I swiftly put it on.I hoarsely asked, "what do you want from me?"They turned back and looked at me."We
Samarah's PovBoth Zack and I sat as we drank our coffee while waiting to hear Owen's wail, but we didn't hear it."Is he dead?" I asked while I crunched the cookie in my mouth.Zack smiled and shrugged his shoulders while looking refreshed. "Who knows? I'd be the first person to rejoice if he died."I laughed after hearing his words. After all, Owen was the most talkative, loud, mischievous, and prankster of the three of us.If he is with us, there's no way that there is peace. That's why this moment was a rare tranquility."You traitors! What did you say?!"I heard Owen's loud voice, who rushed towards our direction. I immediately stood up and avoided him, while Zack, who was too late to move, had his head locked in Owen's arm.I couldn't help but laugh while looking at the two of them.Zack slapped his arms and escaped from him. "Damn you! I almost got choked!""That's the purpose! How could you be so cruel and let me die?!" Owen's loud voice had echoed the villa.I rolled my eyes
Samarah's PovWhen I came out of Ash's room, I saw Zack and Owen, who were standing in front of the door while looking at me with those gossipy looks."What did he say?" Zack asked with a gentle and soothing voice, probably guessing that my emotions were turmoil.I let out a heavy sigh and massaged my temples. "Didn't the two of you hear it?"For sure, these two were eavesdropping but were trying to act like they didn't.Owen rolled his eyes. "We couldn't hear it. After all, Ash's room is soundproof. Even if the two of you would fuck each other like you did back then, we wouldn't hear it."Embarrassment creeped into my cheeks and at the two of them who were laughing. "Shut up! If you said that Ash's room is soundproof, why did you know?!""We guessed it, but who would have thought that you would bait the trap?" Zack said while chuckling, making me glare at them again from embarrassment.I suddenly forgot my anger from earlier because of them.It seemed that they were deliberately doin
Samarah's PovEven though I said that I would rest, after Ash left, I stayed in bed for a few minutes before I climbed down and went to the bathroom to take a bath, trying to use the cold water to cool off my head.After half an hour of letting the cold water drip down into my body, I went out of the bathroom naked and went to my closet to rummage about what kind of dress I would wear today.In the end, I decided to wear high waist black fitted shorts and a white fitted crop top.I walked towards the large mirror which I had ordered online and looked at my body with satisfaction.Unlike before, I had no butt nor boobs, I was like a walking plywood. But due to excessive exercise and building up muscles, I gained weight, gained muscles, gained strength and, well, it was shocking that I also gained boobs as well.The hourglass-shaped body of mine had been defined even more because I was wearing fitted shorts and a fitted crop top.After that, I put on red lipstick, put on sunglasses and
Samarah's Pov"Are you okay?" I heard Zack ask as he grasped my wrist.I paused and looked at the three of them who were currently looking at me right now, waiting for my answer.I let out a heavy sigh and gave them a reassuring smile while nodding my head. "Don't worry about me, I'm really okay. Their presence doesn't really bother me anymore."Owen sighed in relief and patted my head. "Of course, look at how far you've come. Remember all the rigorous training that you've experienced, that bloody training that made you want to die. Those aren't worthy of your emotions."I chuckled and nodded my head. "I know. But letting them off the hook is too easy. I want to give back all the things they have done for me."Ash nodded his head. "Yes, but for now let's get our money."I chuckled and nodded my head as we went to the west side of the park where a few of the trees had turned to ashes while the others were still burning.When we got there, we stumbled upon the corpses of the Wilsey Pack
Samarah's Pov"Are you going back now? Stay for a while and let us serve you. I still have something I would like to discuss with you." Roel said, trying to stop us from leaving, and his gaze landed on me.Beside him was the good scumbag mate of mine who had been clung to by his favorite leech."Dad, she doesn't want us anymore now that she has three men with her," Thalia coquettishly said while pouting as she put her hand on Havoc's arms while looking at me with those smug looks and her left hand was gently caressing her large belly.I heard her mutt. "She said that I am a slut, but look at her, who knows they had already fucked her..."Upon hearing this, Roel's face turned green, and he glared at his daughter. "Stop talking!"Thalia flinched and the corners of her eyes reddened. She looked pitiful and could easily gain sympathy, but in my eyes, she looked like a clown.I crossed my arms and watched her act. It was quite interesting to see her drama.Havoc frowned and defended her. "
Samarah's PovJust like what we had proposed, we decided to stay for a week in the Wilsey Pack, and we were also given an apartment to stay for a while.It happened that I heard their argument earlier, especially being led by Thalia, who clearly doesn't like me and kept saying that I should go back to my pack and let those three Alphas stay there instead.She argued with her father and Havoc, until, in the end, she was forced to agree. I could feel her hatred towards me had swelled up even more, but who cares about it?I would love to anger her to the point that she would cough blood from anger, but I can't do that yet. She's pregnant and that child is innocent.However, if she dares to have fun with me, I wouldn't mind engaging with her.After I finished my shower and wore my pajamas, I went downstairs and sat on the sofa while putting the large junk food on the table, tearing it open and started eating it while watching the TV."Eating junk food is bad for your health." Ash suddenly
Samarah's Pov"Where did you just go?" Owen asked while he was still wearing a pink apron that Zack had brought as he put the dishes on the table.I looked at him and couldn't help but tease. "The apron quite suits you."Zack also nodded his head and gave a thumbs up. "Thanks for my aesthetic in choosing it."Owen paused, and his cheeks reddened from anger. He took out the apron and threw it towards Zack. "Suit my ass! You wear it!"Zack and I laughed upon seeing his reddened face."As expected from our homemaker. Thank you for the food." Zack teasingly said while sitting on the table along with me and Ash— Ash was just listening to us.He was the boring one who didn't know how to tease someone.Owen rolled his eyes. "Shut up you pig eater.""Whatever you pink enthusiast." Zack retorted, making Owen's face reden from anger."I'm not! You two-faced, pretending to be an angel!" Owen angrily said, and when I saw that if I didn't stop them, they wouldn't definitely keep dissing each other
SAMARAH'S POVSeven months had already passed ever since Ash had proposed to me. After several months, ever since that day, I started to recall my memories that were being kept by my wolf.I lit up the six candles near my mother's tomb and sat on the grass with the help of Ash, who made sure that our baby and I were safe.I stared at my mother's smile and couldn't help but smile as well."Hi mom, I'm already married." I showed her the second ring on my ring finger that was glittering and I chuckled. "Also, I'm pregnant as well. You're expecting a grandson now and my due date will be tomorrow.""By the way, I have already met my mother-in-law on the day Ash proposed to me. I already told you about this, but I want to say it again since it's funny." Thinking about that day, I couldn't help but chuckle. "It was quite chaotic that time because Ash thought that his mother wanted to break us apart by letting him marry another woman whom she kept on talking about. He was even going to break
THIRD PERSON'S POVThree days had already passed ever since Samarah had been found and, up until now, her memories hadn't come back. Each of them tried different methods to make her remember the past, but it was still the same. Samarah couldn't recall any."Do you really not remember anything?" Athena asked while looking straight at her.Samarah stared back at her with her usual demeanor and shook her head. "I find things familiar, but I can't recall any. Do you all not like me without memories?"All of them shook their heads vigorously while making an 'x' sign with their arms. "No, no, we like you even without your memories! Besides, we can create new memories with you."Owen looked at Athena and clicked his tongue. "Right, you're now the newly recognized Alpha of the Wilsey Pack. What are your plans for the future?"Athena looked at him and remembered that Ash and the others were just temporarily staying in this pack and, sooner or later, they would go back."When are you going back
THIRD PERSON'S POV"This would be the last route. Be careful of the traps and also, take note that we haven't killed Thalia's mother, the final boss." Zack calmly said while instructing them, kicking his feet and kicking the metallic door open.Travis clicked his tongue. "That witch must be overly confident with her skills, given that she doesn't even take subordinates to work for her."Athena coldly answered. "That's probably because she doesn't want to have more competition for the silver wolf's heart."Travis' gaze darkened upon hearing this.Zack helplessly sighed and walked in between them. "It's probably because they have become the witch's meal. Remember the corpses that we encountered on our path?"The three of them fell silent and couldn't help but show disgust towards this hateful witch."Let's go. I'm afraid that if we're a second time late, something might happen to Samarah," Owen calmly said, while urging the three of them who had paused and feeling silent upon Zack's wor
THIRD PERSON'S POVBACK TO PRESENTWhen Ash arrived in a certain direction where his legs and instincts had guided him, he saw his beloved whom they kept on saying had died, who had currently been choking a middle-aged woman in her hands and raised her up.He could even see the veins on her arms as she exerted force to lift her up while strangling her tightly and the middle-aged woman's face had turned purple while struggling to get out of Samarah's grip."Samarah!" Ash didn't care about it and was overjoyed to see that Samarah was alive.However, no matter how much he called her, it was as if she couldn't hear him.When he got there, he paused when he got to see her chest.His eyes shrunk, and his heart felt like it had been pierced.He looked at the middle-aged woman, Sheila, with killing intent.However, before he could fight with the witch, Samarah, who had a cold expression, had snapped the middle-aged woman's neck, making her scream from the pain.Her scream was so piercing that
THIRD PERSON'S POVFLASHBACKOn the third day after Samarah's body had been taken away by Thalia, she placed her body in the inner place of the underground that their mother had built. She placed her body inside a huge body that was filled with ice to preserve her body while waiting for her mother to come back.Thalia got impatient while waiting for her mother on the fourth day. She glanced at Samarah's 'corpse' and then her gaze fell onto Samarah's chest, which had three holes which she had made, and the blood had already stopped.She took out her dagger and made a decision to dig out her heart for her own use.Just when she was about to do it, a cold voice spoke behind her, stopping her from her thoughts."What do you think you're doing?"Thalia froze and stiffly looked behind her. It was her mother. But what surprised her the most was that her mother seemed to have aged five times her age."M-Mother!" Thalia's eyes widened as she hurriedly went towards her and helped her.However,
THIRD PERSON'S POVAthena took a deep breath and didn't bother to rest for a while and dragged her battered body with her arms trembling from an itchy sensation and her whole arm was covered with her own blood, towards the unconscious Travis.She first checked whether he was still alive or not. Sensing his pulse, she breathed a sigh of relief and nudged Travis with her right leg, which was uninjured."Travis, wake up! Samarah's dead!" Athena kept on saying those words and when she was about to say those words for the third time, she heard his groan and his eyelashes fluttered."Wh... Where am I...? I?" His voice was hoarse, making him take back, and his eyes look at his surroundings, trying to discern where he was right now.When he saw a familiar yet unfamiliar face... he seemed to have seen her before. Where was it?It wasn't until Athena spoke again that he remembered. This woman is her sister's only female friend."What happened?" Travis frowned as he tried to move his arms that w
Third Person's PovAsh had searched all those caves all over the forest, but he hadn't found them yet. His eyes darkened and those wild rogues who would come to make trouble him, would end up bathing in their own blood.When the others saw that he couldn't be provoked, they stepped back and didn't bother him for fear that they would end up becoming a minced meat like their companion who provoked Ash, whose whole body was already emitting negative energy and filled with a murderous aura that one couldn't help but shiver under his gaze.Ash still hadn't found Samarah and their mind link had been cut off, preventing him from calling him, which made him frustrated that he wanted to kill someone.When he saw those wild rogues who were looking at him cautiously and didn't dare to provoke him, he coldly commanded them."Help me find Samarah."The leader of the wild rogues was about to say that they wouldn't do anything that wouldn't bring them benefits, but when Ash's eyes swept at them, the
Third Person's Pov"You're lying... you're lying!" Ash took a step back, shaking his head and tried to calm down the beating of his heart. He tried to deny it, he didn't want to believe it, nor did he want to believe her."Samarah! Come out now!" Ash shouted as he kept running inside the apartment, trying to find her, but there was no Samarah who appeared in front of her."It's useless. She's already dead. Now we're trying to take back her corpse that had been taken away by Thalia—"Athena didn't finish her words when a sharp dagger had slid past her cheeks and stabbed the wall behind her."Shut up!"She stared at Ash, whose eyes were glowing and were filled with murderous intent. She doubted that he would kill her right now if she dared to utter more words regarding Samarah's death."Samarah! Come out! I'll kill everyone here if you don't come to see me!" Ash's emotions were already all over his place.The veins on his n
Third Person's Pov"He still hasn't woken up, Madame." The dean said while looking at Ash who was still lying on the hospital bed.Although his wounds had already healed, there were no signs of him waking up and even the doctor couldn't fathom the reason why."What? It's been eight days, five hours and twenty seconds already!" Ash's mother paced with her brows furrowed, and her eyes were filled with anxiety. She stumped her foot and stopped moving. "That's it! I'm going there to visit him! Just what on earth happened to him?!"The dean helplessly sighed. "I don't know either, but this is partly my fault for approving the masquerade party. I had just received a message that there was something going on with the masquerade, so I went there as much as possible and saw that there were students who were running for their lives, and some of them got injured, so I sent them to the hospital and dealt with their parents who were angry about the matter. When I got there again, I was already too