Flashbacks from yesterday haunt me. Every time I close my eyes, even just a blink of the eye brings back the blood, the terror, the screams. Everything happened too fast for me to process, but somehow every detail is engraved on my mind.One moment and I see Axel jump towards the rogue. The next one comes and I see myself between them, trying to protect the stranger instead of my own mate. A third one and Axel falls down so he can avoid hurting me. Forth and another rogue jumps at the opportunity and bites Axel. The blood starts spilling as Axel's eyes lose their shine. Fifth blink and I am thrown to the side by Caroline, desperately trying to push him off Axel.The Alpha comes after that and the rogues run away. The warriors take their human forms and circle us as I crawl towards Axel. But Caroline stops me. She didn't care to grab something to cover herself, she doesn't care that half the pack is around us, she cares for nothing as her eyes get red with anger."Traitor!" She screame
Secrets... secrets... secrets...I feel there is no better word to describe my relationship with Axel. And from now on, it's in writing too.Alpha was looking over at the paper in front of him. "The deal" as he called it. Satisfied, he looks up at us and clears his voice."The conditions of the agreement are the following:-I, Alpha Cameron, will not force either of you to reject the bond, nor will I try to break it by other means. In exchange, you will do everything in your power to keep it a secret from anyone that doesn't already know, at least until Axel's Alpha ceremony.-I, Alpha Cameron, will forgive Rose for the recklessness that endangered my son and will clear her name as a member of the pack that has no affiliation with rogues. In exchange, you will not say or imply in any way that Caroline attacked Rose or endangered her life intentionally."With a smile, he puts a small knife in front of Axel."Are you serious?" Axel asks, obviously taken back."You will sign in blood to
"What's the deal between you and that filthy rogue?" He jumps straight at it with an expression far from the loving one from earlier."Wha... Axel, you were there when I explained it to your father. I felt like I owed it to him for saving me twice... I'm so sorry for hurting you. If I knew you would get hurt I wouldn't...""Of course you didn't know I would get hurt. That would require you to have any knowledge or training in combat." He spits furiously as he gets up and starts pacing around the room.I stare at him in disbelief. What happened since I left the Alpha's office? Did the Alpha already break his part of the deal?"Axel? I... I'm really sorry... For everything. I know I messed up, but...""Oh mess up does not even begin to describe it! Yeah, sure, my dad will say it was a misunderstanding, but that won't clear your name completely. You... if they didn't like you before... now, I don’t even know. And it's only four months before the Alpha ceremony. Should I announce you as L
"Why didn't you tell me about the self-defense classes?" Is the first question he asks me after we sat down on the small bed. There is nothing left of the anger from earlier, just pure regret."I didn't think it mattered. It's not like they helped me in any way. I'm still useless." I say, playing with the strings of my hoodie.Silence takes over as I feel Axel tensing up next to me."I didn't... earlier... It's not what I meant." He stumbles over his words awkwardly trying to touch my hand but changing his mind at the last second."It's the truth. I could train for a lifetime and still, nothing would change. I don't have a wolf. Combat is in wolf shape. It's not like I could ask the rogues to fight in human form so I can stand a chance. And I wasn't good at it anyway. Worse than even an average human." It's hard to say it out loud, but... hiding it doesn't make it less real. "I am finally able to admit that. I am good at other things... I am great at math, I am a good cook. I used to w
"I don't know about this Axel..." I whisper as he picks the lock of his father's office."Don't worry, I've been doing it since I was ten." He brushes off my concern with a wink and gets back to business."I thought you could just tell him you want to look over them, not that we have to break in!""All the reports are in his office and they can't leave his office. Pack safety. So if you don't want to spend some quality time with my dad, let me focus.""I was standing accused of treason yesterday and now I am breaking into the Alpha's office. This can't end up well." I complain, terrified of returning to that dark and moldy dungeon."Only if we get caught!"Judging by my luck, the Alpha will have a nightmare about not watering his plants and will come to check up on them the second we get in. I point this out to Axel, but he rolls his eyes saying his dad has plastic plants.Finally, a click from the door almost gives me a heart attack, but Axel turns around, proud of his work.The offi
"Honey, I'm hooome!" Axel shouts as he comes in, with a satisfied grin on his face. "Damn, that's fun to say!""Glad you are living your patriarchal dreams, but I must warn you there is no after-work snack waiting for you in the kitchen. And the house is full of those damn pages everywhere." I answered, pointing at the mess around me."What do you mean there is no snack for me? I am looking at her right now!" His cheeky joke actually makes me laugh. "How are those reports looking?""I don't have great news..." I answered, looking down at my notebook."Rogue attacks are very chaotical. People spent years trying to figure out patterns, but there are simply none. Don't get too upset.""Oh no, I found the patterns, but they are... not good news."This gets his attention fast and his demeanor changes as he takes a look over my notes. I move some of the pages so he can sit down and discuss them together."What's this?" He asks after a few seconds of confused silence."I suck at taking notes
"Alpha!" Both me and Axel greet him as he puts his phone down."If it isn't the heroic couple." I believe he tried to sound genuine, but god damn did that come out sarcastic. And exactly because he attempted to be nice, I am so much more convinced it won't be a good discussion. "Take a seat. Rose, Axel told me you were the one that figured that the rogues would attack yesterday.""I just thought of looking for a pattern when Axel mentioned the attacks can't be predicted." That and the moon Goddess appears in my dreams and gives me advice lately like a fairy godmother, but I'm not going to say that out loud. Not that they would believe me anyway."Yes. In the reports that you too stole from my office the other day."All the blood drains from my face as I sneak a look towards Axel, but my mate seems quite pleased with himself."I see that old age didn't make you senile, father." he says, and I almost choke with my own breath. I expect the Alpha to be outraged, but instead, he bursts out
"Did you just lie to your Alpha?" Axel asks as we come out of the Alpha's office the next morning."Alpha is for werewolves. If he is acting like a peacock, I can treat him like one, right?""What have you become?" Axel asks, amused, and I return a smirk.Truth be told, I was shitting myself, but the old bastard was questioning what else I found in the reports so he could take credit himself for the ideas when he would meet with the Alphas in the north. The Whiteclaws are a very influential pack, one of the oldest in the country, so once they took the situation seriously, many others followed their lead. Now a meeting is in order, something that hasn't happened in hundreds of years."I told you, I don't mind you taking credit, but him... I'd rather go back to the dungeon." I explain as we get into the car to drive back to the little house. I caught a glimpse of Caroline when we drive by the training grounds, but she turns around fast when she sees Axel. I throw him a questioning look,