The rush of power that I felt earlier, when I confronted that rogue... It felt like a drop in the ocean compared to the feeling that drowns my mind now. Time starts to move slower like the universe itself listened to my order. The wind stops, the sounds of the forest are silenced and an entire battlefield full of warriors that have seen more blood then I ever will seems to freeze in front of my eyes.I walk. Not run to avoiding the carnage or go to around the heart of the fight. I simply walk forwards, with friends and enemies alike stepping aside. But I don't look at them, I don't see them. I don't see the surprised looks of all those who took their human form as the fight suddenly stopped. My eyes are locked with only one person.Damon's father, the so called king, took his human form and is now standing tall, holding my gaze. But I can see behind his arrogance, his confidence. I can see the slight treamor of his soul when we are only a few feet apart. I despise him. I despise every
#Axel's perspective#My mother asked me once, when I was eight, what would I like to be when I grow up. She was only half paying attention to me as she watched a show on tv while my father was away on a diplomatic trip."The Alpha..." I answered, quite confused. Was she asking it as a trap, to see if I had devotion to my purpose? Or was it that she didn't even realize what she asked? After all, I was the only child of the Alpha and I knew for sure she refused to produce another, so what choice did I have?My mother turned to me with a sad smile and for the first time that day or maybe even that week, she looked at me like she was actually seeing me."You really are you father's son, aren't you?"I thought about that simple conversation a lot over the years. At first, because it confused me and then, after she died, just to spite her trying to become exactly like my father wanted me to be. I knew she would have hated that just like she hated him. But after I met Rose... I started looki
When the pack warriors started to attack the rogues that were still standing, I rushed towards the edge of the battle. I didn't get to say anything else to Damon, as I didn't want to distract him from his father's attack, but I brushed my hand against his arm before he transformed. So many promises and pleas for him to be safe spoken without any words. I want us to go dancing, I want us to talk about all those things that we pushed to the side because of the war. I want us to build a relationship. A real one. Not one based of the maddenineg attraction I feel towards him or on the common purpose that brought us togheter. I want to get to know every part of him, even the flaws he hates about himself and I want to learn how to love all of it. I want to love without being pushed by a greater power, but because I choose to.Luna Karina, Axel's aunt, is in her human form, dressed so pretty you'd say she's going to a party, not a war. But she smiles when she sees me and invites me to sit wit
"Sorry for disappointing..." I say as I see the moon Goddess taking shape in front of me after the darkness that surrounded me after my death starts to vanish."You can not disappoint me, Rose. You did more than many others in your position would have done. You did more than many others that I sent to try and solve this problem." She gets closer and as the shimmering light aura that surrounds her touches my soul, I feel at peace, like I'm home and I can finally rest."Maybe the next one will succed." I sigh, but in the unnatural calmness that took over me, I can't seem to care much about that."I hope they do. Third time is the charm, they say, right?" She smiles, not a trace of worry or sadness on her beautiful face."Third time?""The first time was a test, if you want to call it as such. I had never tried such a thing before so I needed to see if it was possible. Second time was, well, almost successful. If your Beta wouldn't have had the pack intervene, the king would have died an
"You talked with the Moon Goddess moments before waking up. Why were you so surprised?" Nala asks and I find it exasperating to have someone else in my head with me at all times. Is this how everyone is feeling all the time? No wonder they hated me. They were freaking jealous of my peace and quiet."I expected to just... Go back in time? I don't know. But to just wake up in my bed like I was jus sleeping before that was... a bit weird. It was weird." I answer, trying to be polite. We're roommates now... Roomates? Headmates? Thoughtmates? I wonder if she's feeling the headache too."I don't. The headache is all yours." She answers and I wonder if it would be fine to curse in front of the Moon Goddess' wolf.But I don't have time to answer that existential question as I find myself in front of a house that even though I technically see for the first time in this lifetime, I came to think about as a home. And I don't know why I can't gather the courage to open the door."Is it a good ide
And tomorrow comes a little too fast. I sent my mom a message that I'd stay out for the night, and I'll explain it to her later. She dropped all the questions when I said the word mate. And technically, that's not a lie, as I do plan to meet with my mate today. Just... later.Until then, I enjoy the blissful peace that I feel with Damon's arms wrapped around my body and his hand lazily playing with my hair."I really hate that I have to do this, but..." He starts and I sigh. It's for the best though. I wouldn't have taken the first step to end this. "How did you find me?"I look at him a bit confused. Maybe I didn't go out of the house a lot, but I lived here for months. And as I explain this to him, his eyes widened in shock."When?" he asks, getting up and staring intently at me."In the other lifetime? Past? No idea how it works, you can ask the Moon Goddess.""The other lifetime? Rose, I have no idea what you're talking about. And maybe my abilities in bed gave you the wrong idea,
"Hi mom!""Rose, when you became an adult, I swore to myself I will give you freedom and trust you. And I kept my promise so far, but could you not make it so hard?" My mom is angry whispering as she's still at work and I doubt the other lawyers in her office see her rebellious daughter as an actual emergency."I'm exercising for when I become an unruly rogue. Building your resiance to it." I answer, trying my hardest not to laugh at my own stupid joke. Only if she knew..."Rose...No, you can't. Good God, I was going to ask if your mate is a rogue, but it can't be. Right?" She asks and I can hear her telling someone that she has an important call and she will use the conference room."No quite. It's complicated.""Rose...""If I promise, promise to explain everything to you in one year? But I can not now under any circumstances?" A year and a half, but she already sounds enraged enough."You really are playing with my nerves. Should we have the talk again? Condoms? STDs? I am too youn
"I feel like shit." I sigh and allow myself to fall on the couch while Diana brings some tea over."It's been two months, you should be over it by now and I should be over hearing about it. But here we are..." She smiles, ready to hear some more drama.Damon didn't explain to Diana much about the past life and the time reverse stuff, but did tell her that I'll be working with them in secret, trying to get the packs to work together against his father. And just like before, she was a bit wary about me for two weeks while I went to visit their house, but warmed up after one night when Damon made the mistake of leaving us alone and found us drunk, watching Temptation Island."At least I have an excuse... Why aren't you over this drama?" I shoot back, but Diana just dismisses me by a flick of the wrist."I'm just trying to be a good friend.""Then tell me what to do!""Just sleep with him!" She throws that idea in the air every time and I can't quite explain why I really don't want to sle