Chapter 4.3

"Okay my loving cousin gusto mong marinig ang thread na nakita ko?", nakangiti niyang sabi para siyang witch omiii

"Okay as long na matutulungan ako ng thread na nakita mo", nabuburyo kong sabi

"Of course matutulungan ka talaga nito, anyways sis kain ka muna ha", baling niya sa kapatid na parang pasan ang problema ng sanlibutan

"Signs that you're falling in love

A thread by I can't read the name eh, it's hangul", she awkwardly smiled that made her sister burst into laughter

"You can't stop staring at them 👉 It's a classic sign of infatuation: losing yourself in the eyes of the one you love", >check, kagabi okay?

"You abandon your usual activities 👉 You may start thinking of ways to be near them, too, which can include taking up their interests in the hope it could help strengthen the fledgling bond between you.", okay first sentence lang naintindihan ko pero check huhu nalilimutan ko nang magpunta sa orphanage at mas nakakalimutan ko ng mag-jogging at mag-gym wahhh

"Wait!", pagpapahinto ko sa kanyang akmang sasabihin

"Ano yun?", napa-angat naman ng tingin si Yuniza si Alexa naman ay nagulat

"Hindi na tayo pumupunta sa orphanage", nababahala na talaga ako baka hinahanap na kami ng mga bata doon

"No need to worry may pinadala akong tauhan doon for the meantime dahil masyado ka atang busy", naningkit pa ang kanyang mata kakatingin sakin tsk siya rin naman eh

"Okay pupunta nalang ako doon mamaya hindi ako mapakali ilang weeks na akong hindi pumupunta doon"

"Proceed na mga ate", nagmamadali naman ata ang isang ito?

"You don't mind when they do something unattractive 👉This means that when someone you're falling in love with does something you might perceive as unattractive, whether it's being untidy or leaving the toilet seat up, you won't mind. In fact, you might not even notice it.", d ako sure dito hehe

"Time flies when you're together 👉If you are falling in love with someone, chances are, your time with them will go by very quickly, explains chartered psychologist Daria Kuss.", okay check, yung kagabi rin hindi ko nga namalayang ang tagal na namin doon sa water or wishing well at yung kagabi matagal na pala akong hinahanap nila dad 

"They can do no wrong 👉So whilst, you might be inclined to be critical of someone else doing or saying something, if your partner does or says them, you might love them for it, because in your eyes they can do no wrong.", hindi ako sure dito kaya walang answer hehe

"You feel unusually optimistic 👉When you're falling in love, anything in your life might feel weirdly wonderful, says Mason Roantree. "You might also feel a little energetic for no apparent reason", she adds", hindi ko rin masasagot toh dahil hindi ako sure ʘ‿ʘ

"You want to touch and kiss them 👉Again, this might seen very obvious. But the reason why you want to touch or kiss someone you're falling in love with is far more deeply rooted than you might think", hala ekis toh ano, kahit ganoon kami kalapit ni Dom kagabi hindi ko naman na-feel ang ganyan promise talaga, bahala kayo kung ayaw nyu maniwala basta hindi talaga oo nga ah basta

"You always think about them, 👉"Falling in love involves a surrender of our feelings to another person", says Hekster. In that surrender, Hekster explains that we merge with that person in a way and become completely preoccupied with them to the point where they dominate our thoughts", okay check, na explain ko na kanina yan sa sinabi ni Alexa sa number 8

"You want them to be happy 👉When you start to fall in love with someone, you might find yourself even more altruistic than usual, says Hekster. "You don't only want happiness for yourself, but you want it in equal measure for the other person." okay hindi ko din alam anong isasagot ko kaya pabayaan na natin yan sa ngayon 

"Okay ilan nakuha mo?"

"Four out of nine", napatawa naman ng malakas si Alexa 

"Okay my thread was much better than yours ate", nakangisi niyang baling dito

"Whatever at least I've share what I've found, and I was able to help her", nakangisi ring sabi nito 

"That's the question now, are we able to lessen what makes you confused ate?", sabay na baling nila sakin at pagkausap sa akin ni Alexa

"Somehow? But I need to confirm my feelings if it's really true, you know sometimes feelings can be deceiving"

"So how would you confirm it?", nagtatakang sabi ni Yuniza

"Yes how?", pagsang-ayon ni Alexa sabay kuha ng menu na nakapatong sa table at takip sa mukha niya, para siyang may pinagtataguan, hindi naman ganyan kanina

"I don't know", natatawang sabi ko ni hindi ko nga malaman na in love ako, pag confirm pa kaya?

"So who's this guy?", chismosa nga talaga si Yuniza san ba ito nagmana? Sobrang lapit na ng mukha niya sakin, atat maka kalap ng chika girl?

"Dominic?", naguguluhan kong sabi

"What akala ko naman si dean!", sabi ni Yuniza aba kagabi sinabing love birds kami ni Dom ngayon naman ay ipinagtulakan na ako sa iba, siguro ay gusto niya rin si Dom, noh?

"Me too, dun ka kasi baliw na baliw, how come na ang kababata mo pa ate ang nagustuhan mo?", mahinang sabi ni Alexa, nakatakip parin ang menu sa mukha

"Ewan, sa mga sinabi niyo si Dom ang naiisip ko pero naiisip ko rin naman si dean eh", napasapo ng mukha si Yuniza, namo-mroblema 

"So you're in love with Dom? That's awkward" -Yuniza

"Tama kajan ate, you know being in love with your bestfriend is so awkward and most of all it's stupidity" -Alexa

"Hindi naman ata katangahan yun Alex, you just love him it's not your fault if you feel that way", hindi naman kase kasalanang magmahal at mas lalong hindi kasalanang magmahal ng kaibigan

"I get your point, kasi you know him already for how many years at saka sabay na kayong lumaki, maybe you feel in love with him kasi you know him well na tapos basta ewan ko ikaw naman nakakaramdam ng ganyan eh, don't worry susuportahan ka namin jan", nakangiting sabi ni Yuniza sabay hawak sa kamay ko

"Count me in", sabi ni Alexa sabay patong rin ng kamay niya sa kamay namin ni Yuniza para kaming maglalaro ng maiba taya nito eh, natawa kaming tatlo ngunit natigil iyon ng tumunog ang phone ko

1 Message from Dom

"Let's meet tomorrow, after class may pupuntahan tayo", pagbabasa ko sa text

"Galing ba yan kay-", napatango nalang ako bilang sagot

"Okay yan na ang confirmation na iniintay mo", natatawang sabi ni Yuniza

"Hope you'll find out your real feelings ate", nakangiting sabi ni Alexa

Hopefully....