Carena:
Hours had passed since the argument. His mother had finally left the room with him to calm him down while I had to calm myself down all by myself. It didn't matter what the doctor said. I was determined to make it work.
But when Jack returned, I realized things were getting complicated now. He stood before me and then uttered,
"Abort the baby!"
"Our baby!" I corrected him immediately, "You want me to abort our baby?" It was so difficult to even look him in the eye now.
"Don't look at me with those big teary eyes. I'm not asking you to abort the baby because I don't want this baby," he instantly turned to hold me by my arms and spoke softly.
"Then why? Why do you want me to abort your heir, Jack?" My words came out in a hopeless murmur.
"Carena! The doctor said there are complications," he uttered with a sad look on his face.
"What complications?" I couldn't stop my tears from spilling anymore. It was devastating news to me. This pregnancy gave me so much hope, and now I had to terminate it?
"There are not only one but too many complications. Dr. Kelly is the best one in our pack. She is suggesting we terminate this pregnancy. The baby is not going to survive, and that puts you at risk too," his eyes carried tears too.
My heart was breaking, and I could hear the noise of the storm inside me. It was not possible for me to think about it as a solution.
"It was so difficult for us to get pregnant—what if—what if after the termination, I never get the chance to get pregnant again?" I sobbed and pulled myself onto his chest. However, he didn't immediately hug me.
"We will have plenty of chances ahead. This pregnancy proved there is nothing wrong with you or me, so we should be fine, Corena! I cannot lose you," he broke the hug and cupped my face in his hands. "I got the appointment for the termination. Please, just don't object. There is no gain in keeping this child inside you as it's not surviving."
His words stung, but he was not wrong. If the baby was not even surviving, keeping him inside would mean so much hassle and heartbreak. My life would also be at risk.
I nodded my head and grabbed a gray sweater to leave with him reluctantly. I couldn't fathom how the Moon Goddess only gave me this happiness just so that she could snatch it back and hurt me more.
"Sister!" Tabitha came rushing to me, hugging me and crying.
"You are terminating the pregnancy?" she asked as she broke the hug.
"There is no other way," Jack replied to her, and she stared at him silently before looking over to me and nodding her head.
"You will get many chances. You are a special Luna Queen; I know very soon you will get the good news again," Tabitha pouted, cleaning my tears with the back of her hand before letting me go.
His mother was so upset with me that she didn't even want to come see me again.
"Come, let’s go," Jack wrapped his arm around me and insisted that we leave now. He told me that with every passing second, the risk of me losing my life was also growing.
"Where is Markiel and Riona? I want to see them before I go," I stopped in my tracks next to their rooms and insisted.
"They are inside," Tabitha replied and opened the door to Markiel’s room. Thankfully, Riona was also there.
"My sweet siblings," I pouted in tears, approaching them to hug them.
"What is going on?" Riona asked, fixing her hair once she broke the hug from me.
"I have to go to the hospital. I might stay there for a few hours," I sat down on the bed. Jack left us siblings to have a moment. Tabitha stood with her arms folded, watching us interact.
"Huh? Why though? Who is going to do my hair for my friend’s birthday then?" Riona scoffed, folding her arms as she seemed annoyed.
"And what about the promise you made to get me a phone to gift it to the birthday girl?" Markiel stared at me, looking displeased.
"Guys! I will do that. You need to understand what Carena is talking about. She is going under a procedure, and you two are focused on yourselves?" Tabitha shook her head at them.
"We don't even know why she has to go today? Couldn't she wait till this birthday had passed?" Riona spoke directly to Tabitha.
Lately, they have been growing closer with Tabitha. I was happy for them because usually Tabitha ignored them. But now she was taking the role of a responsible big sister.
"I wish I didn't have to go. How about you guys visit me once I wake up?" I smiled at them, but they didn't seem as happy about the idea as I was.
"We will be at our friend’s birthday today though," Riona whispered, lowering her eyes to hide them from me.
"It is fine. They can enjoy themselves. I will come see you when you wake up," Tabitha held my hand to comfort me. I couldn't blame the young twins. Kids hate hospitals anyway. After meeting with them, I left with Tabitha and sat in Jack’s car to start my journey to losing what I got after so much difficulty.
The car ride was filled with silence. I bet Jack was as upset too. After we reached the hospital and I was shifted to the emergency room, I couldn't help but feel anxious.
"Will you stay here with me?" I pouted, holding his hand and not letting it go.
"I can't. It will only take a few minutes, and then you will be sleeping for hours. I don't think me staying here would benefit anyone," Jack excused, almost scratching me when he unwrapped my fingers from around his hand.
"It will be all fine. You will feel better after you rest," Dr. Kelly arrived with some files in her hands.
"Please take care of her for me. She is very nervous," Jack said to the doctor.
"Don't worry. She is our Luna Queen; we will take good care of her," Kelly uttered before Jack started to walk out of the room.
The least I expected from him was to kiss me before they injected the sedatives in me. My eyes were stuck at the door as he disappeared.
I was two months pregnant, but since it had happened before where I didn't get my periods and I was not even pregnant, I didn't really think too much into it until the morning sickness kicked in.
That's when I took the test.
"Now just close your eyes and leave all the worries behind," the doctor stated, watching me wince as her nurse inserted the needle into my arm.
I began to doze off soon afterwards and like she said to leave the worries behind, well, I couldn't do that.
By the time I woke up again, I was alone in the hospital room. Hours seemed to have passed.
"Great, you are awake. How are you feeling now?" Dr. Kelly stepped into the room with a weak smile on her lips.
"I am dizzy," I replied, watching her check my blood pressure.
"Is it—am I no longer pregnant?" I felt like a fool asking the obvious question.
"You should try to relax, Carena!" she pouted at me.
"Why didn't you tell me directly when we met in the morning? Why tell Jack yesterday in a hotel room?" I was still a little bit under sedation, so I was saying random things. However, that question was in the back of my mind, so it just slipped from my lips.
"Huh? I was never with Alpha King. And why would I ask him to meet me at a hotel to talk about his mate and the pregnancy?" The way she frowned made my heart start to shake. If she wasn't in the private room with him, then who was?
Carena:"What happened?" Dr. Kelly inquired, concern etched across her face."Nothing. Has my family arrived yet?"Feeling down after losing my baby, I hoped my family would cheer me up. Besides, her confession had really messed up my already messed up brain."Oh no! Nobody has come to visit you." Dr. Kelly offered a comforting smile as she ran her hand through my hair. "I'll see you in the morning," she assured me."I want to go home. Can you please discharge me?" I pleaded, no longer wishing to remain alone."Okay, but it's too late, and no one has come to pick you up." She sounded somewhat conflicted as she agreed to discharge me."It is alright. I will call Jack right now. Just please discharge me," I requested and she gave me a head nod.After she left the room, I grabbed my phone and called Jack. The empty walls of the room seemed to swallow me whole."Hey?" Jack's voice sounded distant at first, then he cleared his throat and asked, "Did you wake up?""I did. Jack! Can you plea
Carena:Seeing me standing in the doorway with tear-filled eyes made Tabitha snatch up a silk purple gown from the ground and quickly slip into it. I was in utter disbelief. My little sister was in my bedroom, wearing my silk gown and having an intimate session with my mate."How dare you!" Without wasting a single minute, I lunged at the bastard alpha who had no decency to lower his eyes after being caught in a situation like this. But before I could slap him, he grabbed my wrist and twisted my arm, kneeing me in the back and causing me to fall to the ground."Ahhhhhhh!" A loud cry escaped my lips as I hit the floor. My body felt utterly weak from the procedure. The doctor had even warned me not to walk too fast for now. I was supposed to be resting, not getting kicked in my back."How could you—" With a hand on my back and my head up, I asked Jack. He was trying to cover Tabitha behind him so she could change peacefully."I'm not the one she needs to be shielded from. How could you
Carena:I had nothing on me except my phone and some money in my bag. I traveled for hours on the bus and then hopped on a train to the largest pack up north-The North Comet Pack.After getting off the train, I wrapped my arms around myself while navigating through the rain as I made my way towards the pack's border. There stood a massive black door obstructing my view ahead.“I don't recall there being a gate,” I murmured, pondering why the security had been beefed up. It had been years, so many changes had occurred. The last time I left was when the alpha kings of North and South were not on good terms, and things only deteriorated after that.My ex always boasted about how he would have handled being an alpha king of the North as well. I didn't say it to his face back then, but I could definitely say he wasn't even doing a great job in the South.“Stop right there,” a guard's loud and commanding voice halted me in my tracks, causing me to quickly backtrack my steps.“Who are you?”
Carena:Lady Mary Jane departed with her guards, leaving me behind with a mind in disarray. I felt utterly clueless, as no one had bothered to fill me in. My father had actually stepped out to follow Lady Jane to inquire about the details, while Maanya hadn't uttered a word to me."What debt have you guys received?" I couldn't bear it any longer and followed her into the kitchen, where she was stowing away all the food they had prepared to serve the queen mother, who hadn't even bothered to taste a single thing.The power dynamics within our pack had deteriorated significantly. Imagine being in debt, yet wasting so much money without receiving any appreciation for it."Why the sudden return, Carena? Didn't you depart with your family to live a life of luxury with the enemy of our pack?" She tossed the sponge into the sink and turned to face me."Sis, I am no longer his mate," I responded, averting my gaze. I couldn't discern what angered my sister and father more: my decision not to p
Carena: I stood before the imposing black mansion, scanning my surroundings as the security guard phoned the lady inside to inform her of my arrival. He assessed me while conversing with her.“Feel free to enter,” he ended the call and gestured for me to step inside. I had chosen a simple white dress paired with old boots from my highschool days.Inside the pack, numerous changes had taken place. The atmosphere was different, charged with an air of mystery and uncertainty. Neighbors were not very keen on meeting each other anymore. Everybody kept to themselves but the gossips would circle the entire pack in seconds.I leisurely made my way into the foyer, greeted by an aura of darkness reminiscent of a haunted mansion. The foyer offered a gloomy welcome, with shadows dancing around the dimly lit space. The big chandelier hanging down the ceiling gave me ick. It was huge, making me wonder if it would fall on me.Guided by a maid, I followed her to a living room tucked away beside the
Carena:"Alright, so you should begin with fixing up his sheets," the maid kept rambling on while I felt frozen in place. I couldn't even sense my heartbeat at that moment. It wasn't that I was upset because he was disabled, but rather due to the lack of transparency."Wait a moment!" I shut my eyes and took a deep breath, trying to calm my nerves and grasp the reality."Yes?" The maid rolled her eyes, crossing her arms over her chest."What's going on? I mean—I need to go home. I'm not feeling well," I stammered, feeling like a fool. But at that moment, I couldn't even respond like a decent person. All I could think about was my family deceiving me, just like the other half of my family had."You're supposed to start working today. He has another maid, but she isn't coming today, so you have to stay," she pouted, though in reality, she was trying to appear cute. She seemed annoyed that it was taking so much time to get to work."Then I need a break," I couldn't stay put. I had this u
Carena: "Just one last bite," I held the spoon up to his lips and fed him the liquid food with much difficulty. He could barely open his mouth and would tremble miserably when he did."Now the medicine," I muttered, holding up the liquid in a syringe and then making him swallow it. His mouth would only open an inch, and whenever it did, his face would contort to one side."Are you aware of what's going on?" I asked as I stayed seated beside his bed."Okay! Blink twice if yes and once if no," I leaned in closer, engaging in a tense stare into his eyes. "Do you know I am going to be your wife in a week?" I asked, noticing that he blinked twice."There you go! That's not bad. See, we can communicate like that," I smiled until a sudden memory struck me. It was an odd thought, but it reminded me of my ex falling sick. He would become so grumpy, and I remember having to stay awake beside him. Even if he caught me blinking from sleep, he would groan and get upset with me.He used to find it
Carena:I returned home after finishing my shift and pressed my uniform for the next day. Heading downstairs to join my family, even though I wasn't planning to eat dinner. I simply craved their company, longing not to feel alone.The words spoken by Lord Rennick had left me deeply unsettled. I didn't know how I would fulfill his wishes."So, how was your first day?" my dad inquired, happily munching on his food. Tonight, my sister had prepared lasagna, and it looked mouthwatering. I couldn't resist grabbing a plate and digging in. Due to the royal protocols, I couldn't eat as freely as I usually do. I had to restrict myself to small portions, taking tiny bites, and leaving most of it untouched, mimicking their eating habits."It was strange," I sighed, taking a bite and savoring the taste. Even their food lacked flavor, no spices whatsoever."Strange? You must have been puzzled by their luxurious lifestyle," Maanya chimed in."No! It's just... they're peculiar," I struggled to find t
Carena: “I have put them to bed; we’re all set,” Sawyer announced, his shirt disheveled before he quickly straightened it, though he didn’t roll down his sleeves.I gave him a smile and got up from my seat to welcome him. He took the main chair, and I sat down beside him, wearing a beautiful red dress.“You are the best father and husband,” I whispered, leaning over to kiss his cheek while the maid served us food.“You two need to get a room,” Ronan joked, making us smile and turn to him. He looked so happy with Yamin. The two had welcomed twins--a baby girl and a baby boy--last year.“And my brother is truly proving himself to be a good role model too,” Payton added proudly.Lady Jane smiled at her sons, delighted with their perfect lives.“And Payton is taking good care of business,” Louis grinned at her, giving her a wink. I knew something was brewing between the two, and they had recently opened up about it. They were set to get married in two months.I didn’t think there could b
Carena:“What do you mean?” My heart revived even more, my grip tightening around my child.“Kelly, don’t fucking make up stories,” Jack yelled, his fists clenched.“I am not. You fool. You really bought my lie about Carena being so powerful to get pregnant already and then giving birth in seven months. Carena didn’t have a proper sense of date and time because there were days she would sleep without waking up for two days. But you, you knew everything. Yet you didn’t question anything?” Kelly smirked at Jack, who was finally hit with the realization.That’s when my baby let out a little cry and opened his eyes. He had the same eyes as Sawyer.“He is my baby?” Sawyer rushed toward me, taking him from my hands and then smiling, “No wonder I felt such a strong connection.”“No! You did not betray me like that,” Jack yelled, rushing to wrap his hands around Kelly’s neck, but Martin raised his legs and kicked him, making Jack drop back like a pathetic weakling.“How dare you--,” it was as
Carena: After I beat him up, Sawyer handed me my baby while he tied the couple to a tree. I was curious about what he was planning to do.“I am so sorry I got you into this mess,” Kelly cried to Martin, the two tied side by side.“No! If I have to do that again, I will do it. All for you,” the guy was hopelessly in love with her but also an idiot for partaking in her crazy schemes.She was a doctor; if she had remained committed to her job, the two would be living a very good life by now.While the two cried and talked, I held my son and smiled with teary eyes. My baby was perfect. There was no way he was Jack’s child. How could such a beautiful baby belong to that monster?“My perfect child,” I cried happily, rocking my baby in my arms. All these months, not once did I hate my child. I had grown so much in love with my baby that I didn’t understand why and how."Why would you want us dead? You already have your baby and your mate by your side now. Don't you have everything already?"
Carena:He was watching me with so many emotions in his eyes. In that moment, Jack and the others decided to flee because they knew they couldn't fight Sawyer.Jack was so frightened that he didn't even wait to grab me. Instead, he just started running after seizing Kelly.“My son--!” I yelled, but before I could get up, I saw Sawyer gesture for me not to go after them.“They cannot escape the woods.”His confidence made me sit back. But what about my son? What if they hurt him?"Sawyer!" I uttered his name as he deepened his stare into my eyes, filled with nothing but love for me."My love!" He knelt down and instantly pulled me into a warm and comforting embrace."No! Don't touch me before you know my truth." It broke my heart that even after our reunion, I had to keep my distance from him.He needed to understand that I had given birth to Jack's child so he could decide whether he still wanted to be with me. It would shatter my heart if he didn't want to stay with me, but I could n
Sawyer:“Ronan, keep your eyes peeled at the border. Make sure your men remain hidden in dugouts around the portal,” I advised him as we marched away from the entrance. Tonight was the Wolf Moon, and after midnight, I knew Jack would arrive with Carena. Certainly, Jack would use Carena to try to lure us away so that he could cross the portal, but I would jump right in with them. That was the plan.“I have informed my guards not to stop them from enticing the bridge, but do let us know when they arrive,” Ronan confirmed. I didn't want to provoke Jack into attacking Carena out of anger. Of course, he would threaten us with her life when he was surrounded by the warriors.“Yamin is taking care of the roads--” Suddenly, Ronan's voice began to fade. My mind started to wander off, and I knew it wasn’t the first time this had happened. I had felt this before, only when someone stepped into my woods--the woods of which I was king.“They are here.”I closed my eyes, focusing on the whispers of
Carena:“AHHHHH!” My screams had deafened me at this point. The pain was unbearable, and being out in the wild was not helping at all. I was worried for my baby and how giving birth in the wilderness would negatively impact everything. Dr. Kelly had asked Jack and Martin to grab some supplies while she assisted me with the delivery.“Just keep going. I know you can do it,” she said, rubbing a damp cloth over my forehead in an attempt to comfort me, but I was far from comfortable. The open air and sky, combined with the fact that my mate was not with me, broke my heart.“Why can’t we go to a hospital?” I asked, letting out heavy breaths, but the pain kept intensifying.“Because Sawyer must have informed all the hospitals and packs about you and Jack,” she replied. “Besides, we are passing through Sawyer’s pack, so--” The minute she said that, goosebumps covered my body. I looked around and noticed the woods. What the hell!We were in the terrifying part of the woods? The crazy and poss
Carena: Jack was shocked to see the old man confronting him. It seemed like Jack had run out of words.“I don’t know what you are--talking about,” Jack tried to sound normal, but none of the words he uttered came out in a confident tone.His hesitation alone gave him a guilty appearance.I had stepped way back from them while Dr. Kelly ensured she stayed with me."I heard it all. You played me only so you could use my kin to escape the werewolf world--the world where you have messed up so much that you can’t even remain in it anymore,” Vincent finally seemed to have caught on to Jack’s scheme.It took him months and many wasted attempts to open his eyes. But what struck me as odd was that Jack steadily fixed his posture and approached him.For someone who had been caught in a lie by his only support, he was remarkably calm.“I think you’re taking this way too seriously. It’s not that grave of a matter,” he placed his hand on Vincent’s shoulder, but Vincent shrugged it off aggressivel
Carena:"What did you just say?" he asked, a harshness in his voice warning me not to say the wrong thing."Jack lied to you. He told me that if he told you the truth, you would kill me and my baby." I gulped, realizing it could be true. I was taking a risk here. If I wasn’t pregnant, I would have found a way to escape the chains and transition. But that was no longer an option."Huh!" He looked rightfully confused. "You are the reason my poor daughter is dead. Sawyer killed her because of you." Now that we were talking, he started revealing what he truly thought of me.The fact that he claimed Sawyer had killed Tabitha proved that Jack had lied to him about many things."That’s not true. Listen--" I took a deep breath, knowing I was about to admit who was really responsible for Tabitha’s death and the deaths of his other children.His expression grew even harsher as he continued to watch me, waiting for an explanation as to why I believed Jack had been lying."Tabitha did cheat on Ja
Carena:I was heavily pregnant and miserable, but I kept going for the sake of my baby and the hope of seeing Sawyer again one day. I just didn’t know how he would react to the fact that my child belonged to someone else.“You shouldn’t starve yourself,” the maid they had hired for me said, causing me to roll my eyes.I didn’t get along with any of these people.They were all enemies of both me and Sawyer, working for that despicable man.“I’m full,” I sighed. “Before you start lecturing me, I had breakfast less than two hours ago,” I scoffed, irritated.She rolled her eyes and left the hut. We had been on the run—or rather, they had kept me on the run—for months.Every time Sawyer got close, they would pack up and flee again. They’d managed to evade him many times by threatening my life, and of course, Sawyer always relented.“Hey,” Jack entered, having taken care of the food and other necessities for the night. He smiled at me.The mattress I sat on was uncomfortable, lacking the fa