Carena:
Hours had passed since the argument. His mother had finally left the room with him to calm him down while I had to calm myself down all by myself. It didn't matter what the doctor said. I was determined to make it work.
But when Jack returned, I realized things were getting complicated now. He stood before me and then uttered,
"Abort the baby!"
"Our baby!" I corrected him immediately, "You want me to abort our baby?" It was so difficult to even look him in the eye now.
"Don't look at me with those big teary eyes. I'm not asking you to abort the baby because I don't want this baby," he instantly turned to hold me by my arms and spoke softly.
"Then why? Why do you want me to abort your heir, Jack?" My words came out in a hopeless murmur.
"Carena! The doctor said there are complications," he uttered with a sad look on his face.
"What complications?" I couldn't stop my tears from spilling anymore. It was devastating news to me. This pregnancy gave me so much hope, and now I had to terminate it?
"There are not only one but too many complications. Dr. Kelly is the best one in our pack. She is suggesting we terminate this pregnancy. The baby is not going to survive, and that puts you at risk too," his eyes carried tears too.
My heart was breaking, and I could hear the noise of the storm inside me. It was not possible for me to think about it as a solution.
"It was so difficult for us to get pregnant—what if—what if after the termination, I never get the chance to get pregnant again?" I sobbed and pulled myself onto his chest. However, he didn't immediately hug me.
"We will have plenty of chances ahead. This pregnancy proved there is nothing wrong with you or me, so we should be fine, Corena! I cannot lose you," he broke the hug and cupped my face in his hands. "I got the appointment for the termination. Please, just don't object. There is no gain in keeping this child inside you as it's not surviving."
His words stung, but he was not wrong. If the baby was not even surviving, keeping him inside would mean so much hassle and heartbreak. My life would also be at risk.
I nodded my head and grabbed a gray sweater to leave with him reluctantly. I couldn't fathom how the Moon Goddess only gave me this happiness just so that she could snatch it back and hurt me more.
"Sister!" Tabitha came rushing to me, hugging me and crying.
"You are terminating the pregnancy?" she asked as she broke the hug.
"There is no other way," Jack replied to her, and she stared at him silently before looking over to me and nodding her head.
"You will get many chances. You are a special Luna Queen; I know very soon you will get the good news again," Tabitha pouted, cleaning my tears with the back of her hand before letting me go.
His mother was so upset with me that she didn't even want to come see me again.
"Come, let’s go," Jack wrapped his arm around me and insisted that we leave now. He told me that with every passing second, the risk of me losing my life was also growing.
"Where is Markiel and Riona? I want to see them before I go," I stopped in my tracks next to their rooms and insisted.
"They are inside," Tabitha replied and opened the door to Markiel’s room. Thankfully, Riona was also there.
"My sweet siblings," I pouted in tears, approaching them to hug them.
"What is going on?" Riona asked, fixing her hair once she broke the hug from me.
"I have to go to the hospital. I might stay there for a few hours," I sat down on the bed. Jack left us siblings to have a moment. Tabitha stood with her arms folded, watching us interact.
"Huh? Why though? Who is going to do my hair for my friend’s birthday then?" Riona scoffed, folding her arms as she seemed annoyed.
"And what about the promise you made to get me a phone to gift it to the birthday girl?" Markiel stared at me, looking displeased.
"Guys! I will do that. You need to understand what Carena is talking about. She is going under a procedure, and you two are focused on yourselves?" Tabitha shook her head at them.
"We don't even know why she has to go today? Couldn't she wait till this birthday had passed?" Riona spoke directly to Tabitha.
Lately, they have been growing closer with Tabitha. I was happy for them because usually Tabitha ignored them. But now she was taking the role of a responsible big sister.
"I wish I didn't have to go. How about you guys visit me once I wake up?" I smiled at them, but they didn't seem as happy about the idea as I was.
"We will be at our friend’s birthday today though," Riona whispered, lowering her eyes to hide them from me.
"It is fine. They can enjoy themselves. I will come see you when you wake up," Tabitha held my hand to comfort me. I couldn't blame the young twins. Kids hate hospitals anyway. After meeting with them, I left with Tabitha and sat in Jack’s car to start my journey to losing what I got after so much difficulty.
The car ride was filled with silence. I bet Jack was as upset too. After we reached the hospital and I was shifted to the emergency room, I couldn't help but feel anxious.
"Will you stay here with me?" I pouted, holding his hand and not letting it go.
"I can't. It will only take a few minutes, and then you will be sleeping for hours. I don't think me staying here would benefit anyone," Jack excused, almost scratching me when he unwrapped my fingers from around his hand.
"It will be all fine. You will feel better after you rest," Dr. Kelly arrived with some files in her hands.
"Please take care of her for me. She is very nervous," Jack said to the doctor.
"Don't worry. She is our Luna Queen; we will take good care of her," Kelly uttered before Jack started to walk out of the room.
The least I expected from him was to kiss me before they injected the sedatives in me. My eyes were stuck at the door as he disappeared.
I was two months pregnant, but since it had happened before where I didn't get my periods and I was not even pregnant, I didn't really think too much into it until the morning sickness kicked in.
That's when I took the test.
"Now just close your eyes and leave all the worries behind," the doctor stated, watching me wince as her nurse inserted the needle into my arm.
I began to doze off soon afterwards and like she said to leave the worries behind, well, I couldn't do that.
By the time I woke up again, I was alone in the hospital room. Hours seemed to have passed.
"Great, you are awake. How are you feeling now?" Dr. Kelly stepped into the room with a weak smile on her lips.
"I am dizzy," I replied, watching her check my blood pressure.
"Is it—am I no longer pregnant?" I felt like a fool asking the obvious question.
"You should try to relax, Carena!" she pouted at me.
"Why didn't you tell me directly when we met in the morning? Why tell Jack yesterday in a hotel room?" I was still a little bit under sedation, so I was saying random things. However, that question was in the back of my mind, so it just slipped from my lips.
"Huh? I was never with Alpha King. And why would I ask him to meet me at a hotel to talk about his mate and the pregnancy?" The way she frowned made my heart start to shake. If she wasn't in the private room with him, then who was?
Carena:"What happened?" Dr. Kelly inquired, concern etched across her face."Nothing. Has my family arrived yet?"Feeling down after losing my baby, I hoped my family would cheer me up. Besides, her confession had really messed up my already messed up brain."Oh no! Nobody has come to visit you." Dr. Kelly offered a comforting smile as she ran her hand through my hair. "I'll see you in the morning," she assured me."I want to go home. Can you please discharge me?" I pleaded, no longer wishing to remain alone."Okay, but it's too late, and no one has come to pick you up." She sounded somewhat conflicted as she agreed to discharge me."It is alright. I will call Jack right now. Just please discharge me," I requested and she gave me a head nod.After she left the room, I grabbed my phone and called Jack. The empty walls of the room seemed to swallow me whole."Hey?" Jack's voice sounded distant at first, then he cleared his throat and asked, "Did you wake up?""I did. Jack! Can you plea
Carena:Seeing me standing in the doorway with tear-filled eyes made Tabitha snatch up a silk purple gown from the ground and quickly slip into it. I was in utter disbelief. My little sister was in my bedroom, wearing my silk gown and having an intimate session with my mate."How dare you!" Without wasting a single minute, I lunged at the bastard alpha who had no decency to lower his eyes after being caught in a situation like this. But before I could slap him, he grabbed my wrist and twisted my arm, kneeing me in the back and causing me to fall to the ground."Ahhhhhhh!" A loud cry escaped my lips as I hit the floor. My body felt utterly weak from the procedure. The doctor had even warned me not to walk too fast for now. I was supposed to be resting, not getting kicked in my back."How could you—" With a hand on my back and my head up, I asked Jack. He was trying to cover Tabitha behind him so she could change peacefully."I'm not the one she needs to be shielded from. How could you
Carena:I had nothing on me except my phone and some money in my bag. I traveled for hours on the bus and then hopped on a train to the largest pack up north-The North Comet Pack.After getting off the train, I wrapped my arms around myself while navigating through the rain as I made my way towards the pack's border. There stood a massive black door obstructing my view ahead.“I don't recall there being a gate,” I murmured, pondering why the security had been beefed up. It had been years, so many changes had occurred. The last time I left was when the alpha kings of North and South were not on good terms, and things only deteriorated after that.My ex always boasted about how he would have handled being an alpha king of the North as well. I didn't say it to his face back then, but I could definitely say he wasn't even doing a great job in the South.“Stop right there,” a guard's loud and commanding voice halted me in my tracks, causing me to quickly backtrack my steps.“Who are you?”
Carena:Lady Mary Jane departed with her guards, leaving me behind with a mind in disarray. I felt utterly clueless, as no one had bothered to fill me in. My father had actually stepped out to follow Lady Jane to inquire about the details, while Maanya hadn't uttered a word to me."What debt have you guys received?" I couldn't bear it any longer and followed her into the kitchen, where she was stowing away all the food they had prepared to serve the queen mother, who hadn't even bothered to taste a single thing.The power dynamics within our pack had deteriorated significantly. Imagine being in debt, yet wasting so much money without receiving any appreciation for it."Why the sudden return, Carena? Didn't you depart with your family to live a life of luxury with the enemy of our pack?" She tossed the sponge into the sink and turned to face me."Sis, I am no longer his mate," I responded, averting my gaze. I couldn't discern what angered my sister and father more: my decision not to p
Carena: I stood before the imposing black mansion, scanning my surroundings as the security guard phoned the lady inside to inform her of my arrival. He assessed me while conversing with her.“Feel free to enter,” he ended the call and gestured for me to step inside. I had chosen a simple white dress paired with old boots from my highschool days.Inside the pack, numerous changes had taken place. The atmosphere was different, charged with an air of mystery and uncertainty. Neighbors were not very keen on meeting each other anymore. Everybody kept to themselves but the gossips would circle the entire pack in seconds.I leisurely made my way into the foyer, greeted by an aura of darkness reminiscent of a haunted mansion. The foyer offered a gloomy welcome, with shadows dancing around the dimly lit space. The big chandelier hanging down the ceiling gave me ick. It was huge, making me wonder if it would fall on me.Guided by a maid, I followed her to a living room tucked away beside the
Carena:"Alright, so you should begin with fixing up his sheets," the maid kept rambling on while I felt frozen in place. I couldn't even sense my heartbeat at that moment. It wasn't that I was upset because he was disabled, but rather due to the lack of transparency."Wait a moment!" I shut my eyes and took a deep breath, trying to calm my nerves and grasp the reality."Yes?" The maid rolled her eyes, crossing her arms over her chest."What's going on? I mean—I need to go home. I'm not feeling well," I stammered, feeling like a fool. But at that moment, I couldn't even respond like a decent person. All I could think about was my family deceiving me, just like the other half of my family had."You're supposed to start working today. He has another maid, but she isn't coming today, so you have to stay," she pouted, though in reality, she was trying to appear cute. She seemed annoyed that it was taking so much time to get to work."Then I need a break," I couldn't stay put. I had this u
Carena: "Just one last bite," I held the spoon up to his lips and fed him the liquid food with much difficulty. He could barely open his mouth and would tremble miserably when he did."Now the medicine," I muttered, holding up the liquid in a syringe and then making him swallow it. His mouth would only open an inch, and whenever it did, his face would contort to one side."Are you aware of what's going on?" I asked as I stayed seated beside his bed."Okay! Blink twice if yes and once if no," I leaned in closer, engaging in a tense stare into his eyes. "Do you know I am going to be your wife in a week?" I asked, noticing that he blinked twice."There you go! That's not bad. See, we can communicate like that," I smiled until a sudden memory struck me. It was an odd thought, but it reminded me of my ex falling sick. He would become so grumpy, and I remember having to stay awake beside him. Even if he caught me blinking from sleep, he would groan and get upset with me.He used to find it
Carena:I returned home after finishing my shift and pressed my uniform for the next day. Heading downstairs to join my family, even though I wasn't planning to eat dinner. I simply craved their company, longing not to feel alone.The words spoken by Lord Rennick had left me deeply unsettled. I didn't know how I would fulfill his wishes."So, how was your first day?" my dad inquired, happily munching on his food. Tonight, my sister had prepared lasagna, and it looked mouthwatering. I couldn't resist grabbing a plate and digging in. Due to the royal protocols, I couldn't eat as freely as I usually do. I had to restrict myself to small portions, taking tiny bites, and leaving most of it untouched, mimicking their eating habits."It was strange," I sighed, taking a bite and savoring the taste. Even their food lacked flavor, no spices whatsoever."Strange? You must have been puzzled by their luxurious lifestyle," Maanya chimed in."No! It's just... they're peculiar," I struggled to find t