Carena:He had me everywhere—from up against the window to the bed, with the headset, tossed on the ground, on all fours, doggy style. I was shocked that we didn’t get tired or give up. After the eighth time, he finally realized I was done. He let me sleep on top of him while he dozed off too. However, I stayed awake.I had been sleepy before, but after he had me so recklessly, I couldn’t sleep. I couldn’t stop replaying those positions in my head while resting my chin on the back of my hands and watching his face. He seemed so peaceful and cute.“Maybe you’re forgetting something,” Arena reminded me. It was true that he was incredibly charming, but he was a devil in disguise. That made me turn my head away and avoid looking at him. I now waited for him to wake up so that I could put the diary back.“We can still go and get it done. I don’t think he’ll wake up. Besides, it’s early morning—” she began to yammer, and I rolled my eyes, which she noticed.“What’s all this attitude about?”
Carena:My heart flipped in my chest, and panic consumed me. What if Sawyer had woken up and decided to look for me? What would I say if he asked why I was in his office? I turned around and gulped but couldn’t see anyone in sight outside the door. Still, I could tell there was someone on the second floor because I could hear murmuring.Taking slow and cautious steps, I walked out of the office and locked it, but the eeriness persisted. I wanted to sprint downstairs because it appeared I wasn’t in the view of whoever was there. But then curiosity got the better of me, and I wanted to see who it was.It was Ronan, wandering on the terrace of the second floor, his back to me, with a phone pressed to his ear.“There will be no problem,” he was saying, his tone low, as if he was talking to someone important but didn’t want to be overheard.“What are you afraid of when I’m with you?” he continued, scoffing but subtly pulling the phone away as if to conceal it.I had a very bad feeling abou
Carena: “Go ahead and tell him. I’ll be scared if I did anything wrong.” Oh no, I didn’t want him to actually go ahead and tell him anything. But now that I showed confidence, he withered. Of course, he just wanted to see me shiver before him. His threats were hopefully just a threat.“Anyway, I don’t want to argue with you. I’m just happy that I found my mate. It’ll be so interesting to see the dynamic change,” he said as he clasped his hands together and rubbed them excitedly. I couldn’t help but frown in bewilderment. “Oh, come on. Remember the previous tension between Matt, Payton, and Yamin? This time, Yamin is at the mercy of her mate, just like Payton was at hers,” his voice suddenly turned serious, and his eyes darkened. I barely managed to hold in a gasp. “Before you leave, just ask your sister if she wants this too,” I watched him walk past me, so I quickly stepped into his view and stopped him. “You think I didn’t? My sister wants revenge, and I’ll get it for her
Carena:"But Sawyer, it's not just that. He’s definitely playing her. I saw the smirk on his face when he was talking to her today. He even told me—" I shut up when Sawyer raised his finger toward the ceiling, almost as if interrupting me with his gesture."Yamin is fine with it. She’s probably okay with being mated to him. Carena, if she doesn't want to open her eyes, we can't force her. They’re mates. I’m not going to tell my brother not to pursue his mate, especially when I’ve played so many games just to have you. It’s not easy for us brothers to lose our mates." He grabbed the shirt and put it on, leaving the buttons open, and then suddenly dropped the towel, making me gulp at the sight of his manhood.Even at rest, it looked wide and large. No wonder he would leave me sore for days. He steadily put on his pants while I didn’t even blink, staring at him until it was tucked away.“You sure you don’t want a bite?” The moment he said that, I raised my head and noticed a playful smir
Carena:“Have a good day,” I said to Sawyer as I walked him to the outside. It would have been wonderful to live in a world like this, minus his crazy, murderous side.“I will be back. Don’t forget about the date,” he kissed my cheek, gently slapped my ass, and then slipped into his car and drove away.While I stayed and waited for his car to disappear, the driver I had sent out returned.“Ma’am, here is what you asked for,” he handed me the brown package with some tests inside, and I smiled at him.Deep down, I was so nervous. I wasn’t sure if I would be disappointed or happy. Knowing that the child’s father would be away, what would I do?“I would be more than happy to have a positive test,” I muttered under my breath, quickly walking back inside when I bumped into Lady Jane.I expected her to say something about me, but instead, she said, “I will send some fruit charts to your bedroom later. We are making fruit charts for the orphan kids today,” and without waiting for my response,
Carena:Now, it was sad to say we didn’t have anything left to add. Payton was crying, so I was comforting her. I did want to speak to her about Yamin and how this situation would be unfair to her, and how they needed to break this cycle when she felt better. However, I wasn’t really sure when I could do that.I left for my bedroom to let her rest, but at the same time, I was worried about my own issues. I had taken the test to my room and placed it on the bathroom shelf, staring at it.“Do it,” Arena urged.“What if it comes out negative?” Tears started to form in my eyes at the reminder of the past. The way everyone used to call me barren and would bully me for it, and then Jack and my sister forced an abortion and told me I could never get pregnant again, was still fresh in my memory.I took a deep breath and grabbed the test. I peed on it and now was pacing around the bathroom anxiously.The fact that I didn’t have any other friends except for my wolf made me feel vulnerable. She
Carena:“I’m thinking of making Ronan the alpha of a deserted pack in the south,” he said, sipping his wine and swallowing with difficulty. I kind of agreed with Sawyer for putting Ronan to work. It might help him stop thinking about revenge and stupid games.The dinner went well. It was a beautiful, starry night in the mountains, where they had arranged a gazebo for us. The red lanterns and curtains made it look even more magical. “In the south? What pack is that?” I asked him, wondering which pack Sawyer must have picked for him.“It’s a pack with roots connected to the other side of the world,” he replied. The moment he said that, I frowned.“What do you mean by that?” I asked, unsure of what he was planning, but certain it couldn’t be good. And what did he mean by roots connected to the other side of the world? What world, what side?“Carena, there’s another side--a world just like ours, but without us. Those people are called humans, and they don’t have wolves. I mean, they have
Carena:“Sawyer!” I called his name in frustration, taking steps away from him and trying to create as much distance between us as possible.“Why are you stepping away from me?” He looked down suddenly and then cleared his throat.“I don’t know what happened to you. You were acting strange and not even responding to me,” I laughed along with him, trying to downplay the seriousness of the situation. But it was truly very serious as he had scared me.“Oh! I must have just been coming for a hug,” he was back to his usual self. I didn’t know if I could trust him, but I stayed where I was as he came closer and wrapped his arms around me for a hug.I stayed sniffing his scent, and then my wolf answered for me. ‘His scent! I can smell him again,’ she was being helpful, but I wasn’t sure for how long.Soon, we would be heavily pregnant, and then obviously she would be gone. She would sleep because wolves go into hibernation when someone is pregnant to avoid the sudden transition and the poten