Niall's pov
"Niall wake up!" A voice I knew too well shouted from the door.
"I'm up mom! And you know it" I chuckled as I pulled up from the floor and used a towel to wipe my sweat.
I took a swing of my water as I pulled the door open to see the wonderful woman I called my mom beaming at me.
"Still doing morning workouts in your room son? There's a gym for a reason you know?" She had a teasing glint in her eye, since she already knew what my answer was.
"I only -"
"Yea yea I know" She cut me off, and I secretly rolled my eyes at her as she barged into my room.
"What are you even doing here this early?"
It was seven in the morning and I knew my mom wasn't a morning person. So for her to be here this early, I knew it was something.
She faked a hurt expression and threw her hand over her heart. "My own son doesn't want me in the Alpha house anymore? This has been my home for nineteen years you know?"
I chuckled lightly and placed a kiss on her cheek. "I know mom, and I'm glad you're here. I just don't believe you came all the way from your house to wake me up"
She didn't say anything for a while; she just smirked at me. I knew it couldn't have been anything horrible since she obviously wasn't upset, but the silence was giving me anxiety.
"Mom are you pregnant?"
Her eyes widened at my question before she burst out into laughter. I mean, it's not like it was impossible. She held onto my shoulders as she caught her breath, shaking her head rapidly.
"No no sweetheart. That's not it. Far from it actually"
"So what is it?" I asked impatiently, but still calm enough so she didn't assume I was being rude. Alpha or not, I still respected the people who raised me.
"Okay okay. There's this thing later"
"Mom...." I dragged in frustration. "Just say it."
"Roxy, why are you taunting the boy?"
My head snapped to the door at the sound of my dad's voice. Him being here too made me even more curious about what was happening. He had his signature smirk on his lips as he joined us, and I suddenly felt like 12 years old again getting the sex talk.
"I'm sorry Ace. But he's just so cute when he's impatient" She laughed.
"Even when I'm forty you'll think I'm cute" I mumbled, but I wasn't complaining. My mom always treated me like a prince, like I was the best possession that life ever gave to her.
"But-" I interrupted before she started another conversation. "Can someone please tell me what's happening? Is something wrong in the pack?"
I suddenly felt protective at the thought. But if something happened, I would've been the first to know.
"The pack is fine. But I got a call from Luka from Brightwater Pack"
My ears perked up at this, and I was suddenly very interested in whatever conversation he had with Alpha Luka. But it wasn't him who I was interested in.
"They're having a birthday party for a certain someone this evening. And you, my son, have a special invitation" He told me, and my mind could only think of only one person whose party I would've been invited to.
"Is it?" I asked a little too excited, and they both nodded with knowing smiles on their faces.
"Yep Zoey turned eighteen today. And strangely, she just shifted for the first time today" He continued, but my mind wasn't focused. All I could think about was the fact that I could finally see her again.
I'll finally know if she's mine.
The first time I saw her four years ago, was the first time I ever felt connected to a complete stranger. I was only 15, so my wolf wasn't actively living in me as yet, so I didn't know if she was my mate or not. But how could she not be? There's no way I could've been crushing on someone I only saw once for four whole years.
I tried to steal her sweater that day, thinking that when I turned 16 and shifted, the first thing I would've done was get a good whiff of her scent. But then I figured that it was kinda creepy so I let it slide.
When I actually shifted, I begged my dad to take me to Brightwater Pack so that I could know if she was mine, but they suggested that I waited until she shifted since she would've been too young to even come back home with me.
But even after I waited a year and I learnt that she still hadn't shifted, I was too impatient. I wanted her. Wolf or not.
Strangely, I don't know why we never contacted each other. Maybe because none of us were completely sure. I never actually knew the exact date of her birthday, but the fact that she has shifted and will be able to identify me as her mate too was exhilarating.
If she actually is my mate.
"The party starts at six, so you have approximately five hours to do whatever work you have here. The drive to Brightwater territory is six hours, so better get to work" My mom said, snapping me out of my daze.
"You guys aren't coming?" I asked, confused.
"Oh dear heavens no. You're big enough to go on your own"
I gave her a pointed look, since she knew quite well that's not why I asked. "I just thought that since you are such good friends with Luka and his Luna"
Dad shrugged as they got up to leave. "We've talked, and I've already informed him that I won't be there. He just wanted you to be there most of all"
I chuckled at the thought. Dad and Luka have always been playing matchmaker from the first time they saw Zoey’s and I first encounter. Luka kept tabs on me through dad, and dad kept tabs on Zoey through him.
"For now you know what to do. Decide who you'll take if you won't travel alone, and since you'll have to stay overnight-"
"I know. Thanks dad." He gave me a curt nod as he and mom turned to leave.
"Oh and Niall?" My eyes found the doorways again where he returned. "I really hope she's yours"
I gave him a genuine smile as I thought about the whole possibility again. "Me too"
As soon as he left, I dove into work and sorting out everything. I was never the person to feel nervous, but this was killing me. I wanted the clock to move faster and the possibility of something going wrong would make my head hurt.
<"I'm going to Brightwater Pack later today. I'll need you guys to take over until I come back"> I said in the mindlink to my Beta and Gamma, Asia and Jared.
<"Noted">
<"Got that"> They replied immediately, and I smiled at having such wonderful people to work side by side with me.
People thought that we were too young to be running a pack, and the fact that my Beta is a female made them think we were weak. Little do they know that Asia was more than capable and strong. If anybody thought that they could just walk over her, they had another thing coming.
Though Jared was a year younger than me, he too was a very good Gamma. He's been trained to be just that, and he never failed his dad. Overall, we were a strong team, and anybody who feels like they can mess with us has another thing coming.
<"Finally gonna get your girl huh?"> Jared asked after a while, and I couldn't help but smirk.
"You know it"
***
"You know what would be funny? If she's actually my mate and not yours"
My jaw clenched for the hundredth time since I've been in the car, and my grip tightened on the steering wheel.
"Shut up Valero. You already made me late. No need to be pushing it" I gritted out, already having enough of my cousin's taunting.
"How many times do I have to tell you? I had a pack emergency. As an Alpha you should understand. You're the one who gave me short notice."
"I called you at eight in the morning. You seemed fine then" I argued back.
He was quiet for a while, until he dared to speak again. "You could've just gone without me. But you love me too much to leave me."
I scoffed at his assumption. "Just shut up and don't piss me off anymore. I'm already four hours late"
He did a zip impression with his hand over his mouth before leaning back against the seat. Deep down I understood why he made us late, but it was eating me alive to think I might not see her tonight.
Valero is my uncle's son, that is, my mom's twin brother's son. We grew up like brother's mostly, and since our packs are side by side, we were never more than thirty minutes away. Uncle Aiden was the Alpha, but he gave the pack to Valero the same time dad stepped down to give our pack to me. He was only a year younger than me, so we were mostly in this thing together.
I can call on him for anything, and the same with me. When I called him today, I knew he wouldn't have denied since for one, he knew how much finding my mate meant to me, and we just had that kinda reliability towards each other.
"Slow down Niall you're gonna kill a squirrel or something!"
"The squirrel won't be the only thing I'll be killing tonight if I miss that party." I snapped back. "What time is it anyways?"
"Uh-... " He hesitated, making me know that it was actually late.
"What time is it?" I asked again with a little more urgency and edge.
"10:02"
"F**k," I cursed under my breath as I raced through the trees. I knew I was close, but instead of being calmer I was getting more and more antsy.
In a few minutes I realized that I was nearing the Alpha house, and I was there in a split minute. I gently picked up the rose I got her, and ensured everything was off before I exited the car. I did my best to put on a calm demeanour, but my chest felt heavy with every step I took.
I could hear that the party was going on in the back, but I spotted Luka standing near the entrance when I arrived.
"You've made it" He smiled as I shook his hand.
"Yea. Really sorry for being late but-"
"I know. Ace called me when he got your message earlier tonight" I nodded once as he turned to Valero who was standing next to me.
"Alpha Valero. Welcome to my pack" Luka greeted.
They curtly shook hands and exchanged greetings, and I respected how much he treated us with respect, despite our age difference. Shortly after we walked through the house, where I saw Luna Victoria heading towards the back. She turned abruptly when she heard us, then smiled brightly as she embraced me warmly.
"I'm so glad you made it! Zoey was so bummed when she thought you weren't coming. They are singing to her now but come on; she'll still be glad to see you"
She started to pull me to the backdoor as my mind wandered over what she just said.
"She knew I was coming?" I asked, just to be sure.
"Yes of course" She replied, never slowing her pace.
I couldn't help but smile at the thought. She knew I was coming and she wanted me here. Maybe I wasn't the only one with these feelings. Maybe she wanted me too. The wonderful scent in the house didn't go unnoticed by me either, and I knew from then that it only meant one thing.
"Who would like to cut the cake with Zoey?" The woman I recognized as the Gamma female asked once I stepped onto the backdoor porch, and that's when I saw her.
She was still so damn beautiful, just like I remembered. And to think, I was only seeing her profile. My wolf got restless in my head as I took another step towards her.
"I would like to cut the cake with the birthday queen" I said loud enough for her to hear. She whipped around quickly at the sound of my voice, and the moment we met eyes my legs got weak.
She looked both shocked and delighted as I took slow steps towards her. I wasn't trying to taunt her or put on a show, but I really couldn't have moved any faster on weak legs. She watched me expectantly as I got closer to her, and I could see that she had just the same reaction to everything as me.
I wanted to hug her so badly, just to have my arms around her. I wanted to stare into those mesmerising eyes all day and night. I wanted to run my hands over those alluring smooth shoulders that she had exposed, and trace them down to every perfect curve of her body.
Damn, her body was so perfect. Her hips curved in the right places at the right angles, and her legs were long and smooth; perfect for all the caressing they'll receive from yours truly. Her hair was still as luxurious as the first time I saw her, except now it was a little longer, and my fingers itched to run through those perfect curls. And her neck, God her neck looked so welcoming, and I had to fight hard not to claim her right there and then.
My mate. Zoey is my mate. I freaking knew it.
"Hi again beautiful" I whispered, once I was only inches away from her. Neither of us even care about the hundreds of pack members who were watching, because in that moment it was just us.
She opened her mouth to say something, but nothing came out. I smiled sweetly at her as I moved a curl behind her ear.
"I knew you were mine from the moment I saw you four years ago" I told her as I placed the rose in her hand.
She peered at me before looking at the flower, and the most beautiful smile I had ever seen sketched its way on her plump lips.
"A white rose " She uttered, her smile never faltering "White roses symbolizes-"
"New beginnings" I finished for her, as she met my eyes again.
"Thank you" She said in the sweetest voice, and I knew right then that I was whipped.
"Shall we?" I asked as calmly. I picked up the knife and held her hand under mine without breaking eye contact.
The immediate rush of fire that rippled through my body made me want to do more than just hold her hand, and the almost inaudible moan that I heard escape her lips made me know that it wasn't me alone who felt it.
I lifted both our hands and placed the knife into the cake, then slowly guided it down until it hit the bottom. It was then that I heard a series of cheers erupting through the crowd, and that was when we broke eye contact to look at them.
I could see that they weren't just cheering for another birthday for Zoey, since it wasn't hard to guess what obviously just happened.
"Happy birthday Zoey" I said, this time I made the bold move by wrapping my arms around her waist. She fitted so perfectly in my arms.
"You made it happy" She answered with an equally genuine smile. I pulled her even closer so she could see the truth in my eyes as I uttered my next words.
"And I'll always make you happy. I promise."
I woke up on top of the comfiest pillow I've ever felt, with a strong arm draped around my waist.A smile made its way to my lips as I remembered how perfectly my night turned out to be. Niall's cousin was sleeping in what seemed like a very uncomfortable position on the couch across from us, and Emily was curled up in a single arm chair beside him.We must've all fallen asleep in the living room last night--or should I say this morning.So far Niall was perfect. After my initial stage of shock and silence, we spent hours talking, laughing and just enjoying each other's company. I don't wanna talk too soon, but he's everything I dreamt about, and more.The only uncomfortable conversation we had last night was when he suggested that I had to go back home with him, or eventually go back home with him.Somewhere in the back of my mind I knew this, but leaving my family felt kinda heart wrenching. I haven't even talked to Victoria about it yet, though
"You’re to be a good girl now Zoey. And please come and visit sometime"I nodded frantically as I hugged my sister for the millionth time. She has been taking my departure the hardest, and I knew this would've happened. She's been quite edgy for the past three days after Niall suggested taking me back to his pack with him.They already knew this, but I guess the confirmation was too much for her. And I understand.It was hard for me to part from them too. They have been my family all my life, and now I'm going to a strange land with new people. It was tearing me apart that I would be six hours away from them.I also felt bad that I was the only female in the house that hadn't shed a tear since. My heart ached greatly and I wanted to cry, but I was never the emotional type.My heart had a contradicting war going on. No way was I gonna stay away from my mate, but I also didn't want to leave my home."We can visit sometime," Naill h
He said yes.Yes for crying out loud!Gosh I never thought one word could've caused such turmoil within me. Normally the word 'yes' is associated with good news or requests, but right now it just made my stomach churn.I knew it was probably unnecessary that I was upset about it, given that it was before we even knew we were mates. But the thought of it happening just made me sick.And to make it all worse, that bitc- I mean girl felt like she had the right to be jealous. He's MY mate.I felt anger build up in me even more by the second, and as much as I wanted to walk out and find somewhere else to go, I had an urge to know more. God knows why."What did you guys do?" I muttered through clenched teeth as I balled my fists tightly.He looked utterly petrified at the situation, and I knew he wished he hadn't let that one slip."I promise you, I've never slept with her" He rushed out, and I visibly relaxed. "We did....other thing
"Oww Niall! " I screamed in pain as I pulled my head away from him.The look of terror crossed his features as his eyes darted from me to the comb in his hand."Wh-what did I do?" He asked, sounding confused but it was undeniably cute."If you haven't noticed, my hair is curly" I retorted in a sarcastic tone and he gave me a 'duh' look. "So, my dear mate, you cannot attack my hair from the roots first. You have to start from the ends and make your way up. Everyone knows that""Well I didn't" He mumbled as he pulled me back to him and kissed my forehead. "So I'm sorry""It's okay. You were just trying to help and it's my fault that it's so tangled. I hadn't brought a comb to it in five days" I laughed at how lazy I am with my own hair.It's just like what Victoria said, I had to take care of myself now and she's not here to comb my hair for me. And everyone knows I'm useless with it."Yet you still managed to look great throughout all
"Niall, you don't have to look so nervous" I chuckled and ran my thumb across his cheek. "You're my mate, I already knew this " I reassured him and I received a charming smile from him in return."I just wasn't sure if you were ready for all this. I didn't want to unsettle you" he said shyly."You're too careful with me Niall" I laughed. "It's like you think I'm gonna break if you frown at me"He playfully glared at me, causing me to laugh harder. "All I want is for you to be happy Zoey. Nothing else.""And what about your happiness?""It stems from yours" He whispered, pecking my cheek.Instead of letting him pull away like he always did, I pulled him closer to me. I stared intently in his eyes with a smile still lingering on my lips."I'm happy, " I told him softly before resting my forehead against his.I could smell the sweet, masculine irresistible scent of him from this close, and it made me feel even more relaxed than I
"Something smells off."I rolled my eyes without turning to face her and continued to search for the pancake syrup.From the moment I stepped into the kitchen, Asia tensed and has been giving me the stink eye ever since.Of course every wolf knows that when a female wolf is marked, her scent mixes with her mate's. But it was a majestic scent; not 'off' like she presumed. She was just jealous that MY mate marked me.I finally found the syrup and squirted a large amount onto my mountain of pancakes. I was extremely moody this morning since I woke up without Niall, but I knew that it was the post-mark pre-heat effects.The fact that I was marked would throw my emotions off a whole lot for the first couple days, especially if I wasn't with my mate. But the fact that my heat was this close too, I was like a deadly ball of emotions walking around.I was really considering completing the mating process before the full moon, that way I wouldn't have
⚠️This chapter contains mature content. If you are not a person who appreciates smut, you can skip it when you see it starting ⚠️...It was almost eight in the evening when I checked my phone and jumped up in bed.I woke up in the comfy blankets of me and Niall's bed, and that's when I remembered when I fell asleep on the way back home as he carried me. His comforting scent and straight stride knocked me right to sleep. But I was astonished to see that I slept all morning AND day.This heat thing was already exhausting me, and it wasn't even coming that soon. This got me even more curious as to who I really am. I knew that highly ranked wolves were said to have the worst heats, since the dominance in a Alpha, Beta or Gamma wolf was more prominent. Hence, the wolf's need to be fully mated is always greater.The room was already dark, indicating that the sun was almost gone, if not gone already. Niall was nowhere to be seen
I didn't hear anything after that."Zoey I don't think she's gonna make it"It rang in my ears like a mocking song. I couldn't process anything around me. I couldn't listen to Niall asking me what's wrong, I didn't see the dim of the light as it slightly flickered- I only saw red.I felt my feet moving, and I was down the stairs in what felt like a second. I didn't care what happened after I shifted, but once I hit the outside air I knew I was in wolf form.I ran as soon as I was certain all fours were on solid ground. The cool wind whipped past me in a fast mocking song, reminding me of the distance I had to go.I could hear Niall behind me, calling after me in desperation. I didn't even know how he managed to keep a close distance to me while I was in wolf form and he was in human form, but I guess it was the worry that boosted his adrenaline.Deep down I knew running all the way back to Brightwater Pack would be a challenge, but who am I
Song for final chapter:Love Someone by Lukas Graham***The day had finally come. I was finally home and being introduced to Niall's Pack officially. I'd finally become the Luna I was always destined to be, and lead with my mate.After everything was settled in England, I promised not to be a stranger, but I knew I had to return home. The minute we were home, Niall and I started getting ready for the Pack meeting. It wasn’t just me who was being introduced, but our new Beta as well, Asia's mate.It was a very exciting day, and though I'll surely miss my link with Brightwater Pack, I was more than happy that I'd finally be free to live happily with Niall, now that everything was out and had been resolved.My heart felt like it was soaring on the clouds on its way to a bright future, and I couldn’t wait to see what that future was."All ready?" a voice from the door called, and I immediately smiled up at Ni
"This is Kavan Conley. I was the rightful heir of the Beta position at Emerald Pack, but my younger brother stole it from me. No one believed me when I tried to tell the truth, they thought I was crazy. Maybe my running away will confirm their beliefs even more. But you, whoever you are, the fact that you found this letter meant you were supposed to. I need you to set it straight. Even if it's generations later, I ask this of you: Tell my story, bring truth to the wolves of Emerald Pack, even if they don't know me. Because that will bring justice for my Julia."I took a deep breath as I glanced over the words scribbled on the paper for the hundredth time, before I lifted my head to the wolves of Emerald Pack who were looking at me expectantly.I was finally able to do it. I finally learnt everything about myself, my bloodline and my dad. Even though the man who clarified most of my heritage turned out to be a back-stabbing, power hungry murderer, it was good to know ev
"I knew it!""Incoming..." I squealed as I braced for impact as Jody launched herself at me. I had to gasp for air as she squeezed the life from me."I knew you were a Conley! I just knew it!" She beamed as she pulled away to gaze at me.The smile that lit her face had me so excited. I was as happy as her to know that we were related. If only we could've been sisters. But cousins were close enough."It's Boysen and always will be. But I am proud to be a part of this family" I admitted. I knew I'd never disregard my birth-name. I didn't want to. If my dad saw that he needed to take that name, then I wont change it. I'm his daughter after all.All the questions were still hanging over my head about what happened to him, and I really really wanted to learn what it was because I wanted to go home. I missed my mate too much. I called him again and filled him in about what I learnt. I couldn't wait until I was home to tell him more.As expected, h
Kavan? My dad's real name is Kavan Conley?If my dad was the first born of a descendant of the very first Beta wolf, then why on earth was a rogue in the first place? Wasn't he supposed to be here? Being Beta of the Emerald Pack?"It makes so much sense now!" He practically screamed. "Since the very first time I saw you when you were six, there was something about you that I just couldn't understand. The more you grew and the more you came to Emerald Pack, I knew it! I just knew you were my blood!"I shook my head as I jumped from the seat. "So let me get this straight. My dad, who I know as Reagan, is actually Kavan and is your older brother?""Yes""When was the last time you saw him?""Years ago. After his mate died, he lost it and ran away from home" Edward sighed, but something about that didn't add up."My dad didn't run away from home." I stated firmly.I didn't know my dad, but I knew he wouldn't run away from his respo
This chapter and the following chapter are very important guys! We're finally learning about who Zoey really is! Yay.Happy reading and Enjoy!***The next day rolled around quite quickly, but to say I had a good night's sleep would be a lie. I could always sleep on my own growing up, even after my mom died. But I had gotten so used to sleeping with Niall, that I didn't even remember how to sleep alone.I knew I'd have a challenge sleeping without him. I learnt that from the day when he left. But it seemed like the extra distance away from him made it even worse. The minute I woke up twenty minutes ago, my phone was already ringing with a call from him. Turns out, he was even awake before me.We spoke a while, but then he had to leave to do some early work. Everyone here was still asleep. It was five thirty in the morning after all. I didn’t want to wake anyone, and I knew I couldn’t go back to bed. So,
England.The land of Queens and perfect pinkies, also known as the country that I've come to love over all my years visiting.For some odd reason, I wasn't even surprised when Clarissa told me that my answers were here, simply because since I was a child and was coming here, I've always acknowledged how much like home it felt. And it wasn't about how hospitable the wolves here were. It was more of an inner peace that made me feel at home.What are the odds that ten years later, I'm here searching for answers that may lie in the very walls of Emerald Pack's Alpha house?Still, I should've known that my sense of belonging at Emerald Pack wasn't just because I liked it there. Even though at that time, my wolf wasn't awake in me as yet, she knew this was where our blood lies.If I was being honest, I was really eager yet anxious about what I'd learn. Will it be good? What if Vampires really do exist, and I'm part Vampire? Yuck. The thought alone gave m
I beamed at Niall as he watched me in disbelief. I knew I was a hard mate to keep up with. One minute I'm saying this, then the other I'm saying that.But Niall's features then softened, and he looked content with my words. "Really. You changed your mind?"I nodded. "I had an eye opener. Vic told me something about my dad, and I realised that the truth didn't hurt me like I thought it would. It actually made me feel better."He pecked my lips as he wrapped his arms around my waist tighter. I could see that this was a part of his plan. He knew Victoria was the only one who could've gotten through to me. And even though at first it annoyed me, I'm glad he did."Besides, she reminded me that whatever I find out, however hard it will be, I have a mate that will stick by me throughout it all.""That's what I've been trying to tell you," he pointed out with a small smirk. I quickly kissed the stupid smirk away from his face."I know. I know. But s
~The Human Reference~I pulled away from her. The hurt in her eyes was evident after my actions, but it wasn't because of her, it was because of what she said."What?" I questioned out loud.Victoria told me she never knew her dad, and she only knew mom when she was an adult. She also said she didn't know anything about our dads. So I was just confused as to what she actually knows from what she doesn't know.This was big. This was a huge part of my questions from the moment I was old enough to understand that my dad was dead. Nobody ever cared to tell me how he died, so why now?"If you will just listen please," she pleaded softly, and I simply nodded as I settled beside her again. My heart raced in anticipation. Victoria's dad killed mine? For what? For mom maybe?The million of questions in my mind seemed endless as I waited for Victoria to start, and I could already feel myself getting a headache."Remember when I
Three days had passed, and everything was going back to normal.Niall arranged a special section in the pack cemetery for headstones of my dad and Clarissa, so that I could visit them anytime I wanted to. I loved it.Even though I visited my mom's grave countless times back in Brightwater Pack, I never really had a talk with my dad like I had with her. Even though his physical body wouldn't be there, it was sweet, and I loved him even more for doing it for me.We were scheduling a pack meeting, where Niall will officially introduce me to his pack and make me a member.With everything that had been going on, we never got the chance to do it, but now we can since everything is settled. And even though almost every pack member already knew me, I still had to be officially introduced as Luna. I was more than happy and ready to be just that.This is all I need."Hey beautiful."I beamed at the very voice of the man I loved so much, and I t