-MILA-The hospital finally released me and I sat in the passenger seat of Lowell's car."Are you going to speak to me, or are you still giving me the silent treatment?" Lowell hadn't said much since picking me up."I don't know what to say, Mila. You could have been killed."I sighed, "I know. It was stupid and I don't know what came over me, but I had this pull, like an urge fuelling me. It's been happening a lot lately, actually. I get these urges to do things I know I shouldn't do."Lowell frowned, "So you're saying that you're being pulled towards things?""Yes. That's exactly it. I don't understand it. Selene suggested that maybe it has something to do with the moon.""I've never heard of that before. I know the mate bond has that pull, but I've never heard of it being for anything else. Do you feel it toward me?"I looked out the window, "No." I had to be honest with him, but I knew I couldn't quite bring myself to tell him I felt it toward Lobo either.I just couldn't hurt hi
-MILA-"Why are you bringing me to your place?" I asked him."Well, again, you have to trust me. But you'll get it eventually. Right now, make yourself at home because it's better than a motel room.""You've got a point. But are you sure you're not just doing this so Lowell doesn't know where I am?"Lobo chuckled, "That might be part of it. But I do have something to show you, I just can't show it to you right now.""Alright." I decided not to pry as I followed him inside. Somehow, it was exactly what I would have pictured for Lobo. It was dark but cozy."How long have you lived here?""Since I came back to town. It used to be a place the family would come to. Obviously, it was a lot less overgrown back then."I glanced around the living room, frowning when my eyes found a snow-white rabbit sitting on one of the sofas."Uh, Lobo? Why is there a bunny sitting on your sofa?" I was genuinely confused by this, it seemed a little out of place and for a moment I worried that Lobo may have
-MILA-"Lobo?!" I knelt down beside him, "God. Lobo, I really need you to get up right now." I shook him but he was still unconscious.Getting to my feet I took hold of his wrists and dragged him over to the grassy sidewalk."Lobo?" I was still getting no response, so I dragged him a few steps before stopping to catch my breath.I smacked him on the chest with an open hand, but there was still no sign of him waking up."Fucking wake up!" I shouted before dragging him for a few more steps. "Are you kidding me?!" I screamed, looking up towards the sky as raindrops began to fall down on me."I just can't get a break, can I?"Leaning down I grasped his wrists again and dragged him three steps before my sneaker slipped on the wet and muddy grass sending me down onto my back.Angrily, I punched the ground. After a slew of swearing, I got back to my feet, but I was still angry so I kicked the ground in a fit of rage too. Not that it was helping anything."Okay, get yourself together, Mila,
-MILA-"Lowell knows? Why was he hiding it from me if he knew I wasn't his mate?" I couldn't understand why Lowell would do something like that if he didn't want to be with me.Lobo sighed, "He was trying to protect you."I frowned, "From you?"Suddenly his face changed, and I could tell his mood had darkened, "Yeah. When he introduced us, he could tell by the look in my eyes that you were my mate. He took me aside and told me what type of person you are. He said you were kind and sweet. That you were too soft," he scoffed, "He reminded me that I'm a piece of shit and that you deserved better. He swore to me that he would give you a good life and no matter what, he would never desert you," he looked away and I could tell that he was having a hard time telling me this, "At first, I refused to go along with it. I wanted you. I felt I had to have you. But then I saw how you smiled at him and I realized that he was right. I had no business forcing you into my life," he shook his head sadl
-MILA-After Selene had left, Lobo seemed to avoid me as much as possible. Not that I could blame him considering the bombshell he had dropped.It was getting dark by the time I went outside to call Lowell.I needed to hear his side of the story.I half expected for him to ignore my call, but he answered it."Hey, Mila. How are you?""I'm fine. But I need to speak to you about something important.""What is it?""Lobo... He told me the truth about me being his mate. And he also told me that it was your idea not to tell me.""Mila, I would much rather have this conversation in person.""I just need to know if it's true. Why would you hide this from me?""Mila, I had a lot of good reasons. Again, I would rather we have this conversation in person and not over the phone. Can you come to see me tomorrow?""I guess. I need answers." "I know. Come see me and we'll talk. I will tell you everything.""Thank you." I hung up and went back inside, Lobo was standing in the hallway staring at me.
-MILA-I was thinking about the look Lowell had given me. There was something off about it.Something threatening."Lobo, do you think Lowell is dangerous?" I asked suddenly.He frowned, almost as if he was thinking about the possibility for the first time, "I don't know. I suppose anyone could become dangerous under the correct circumstances.""The way he looked at me was weird. It gives me the creeps.""You don't have anything to worry about," he leaned over to kiss my cheek, "I will never let anything happen to you.""I know. It's just weird, up until a few days ago I would have trusted him with my life. But now, I'm not so sure,""I get that. But I don't think Lowell would do anything to hurt you. He cares about you, that's the whole reason he wanted to keep us apart.""I guess. I just have a weird feeling about all of this." He put an arm around my shoulders, "Everything you thought you knew turned out to be a lie. It's going to take some time to process everything."I leaned ag
-MILA-Selene was waiting outside the Packhouse for us when we arrived, and she seemed a little too excited to be joining us if the shriek was anything to go on."Can she tone it down?" Lobo whispered in my ear as we walked in.I shot him an amused look, "Be nice."He put a hand on the small of my back as he guided me through the unknown people."Are these all werewolves?""Yes. Remember, don't wander off.""Relax, I remember," I turned to Selene, but she was staring at one of the wolves, "Selene, behave."Lobo caught her line of sight, "That's Merrick. The Alpha.""He's hot," Selene commented."Selene," I warned."Come on." We followed Lobo over to Merrick."Merrick, this is Mila and Selene."Merrick barely acknowledged me, his eyes on Selene, "It's lovely to meet you."Selene seemed a bit smitten as she grinned at him.Lobo cleared his throat, "You had something to speak to me about?"Merrick turned to him, but then turned back to me with a frown, "Mila," he turned back to Lobo, "Y
-MILA-"See, the way you so casually admit to killing people, that isn't a good thing, Lobo.""Well, you asked and I'm not going to lie to you.""But my point is, you admit to killing. But when I ask if you have something to do with these murders, you get offended."Lobo sighed, "That's because I've already told you I have nothing to do with it. I have no reason to lie to you. I don't go around killing random people for no reason."I sat down on the sand, "Why do they think it's you?""I don't know. I guess that the killer knows I'm looking into him and now he's trying to frame me to get rid of me."I nodded, "Okay, that would make sense. I'm sorry for doubting you.""No need to apologize," he sat down beside me, staring out at the ocean, "This is a mess. As you pointed out before, you don't know much about me. I can't expect you to blindly trust me."I leaned my head on his shoulder, "We do have a long way to go. It's going to be a lot of work. But we can do this."He turned, frownin