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2024-10-29 19:42:56I can’t even imagine how weird I am looking at Knight right now. He likes me. He just told me he likes me and my heart is beating crazy. He’s too close for Christ’s sake!
I chuckled awkwardly. “You’re kidding.” I told him and he narrowed his eyes on me. I cleared my throat. “I mean, yeah, sure. You like me as a friend.” I re-organized my sentence because I think he felt a bit burdened.
“Of course,” he said as he looked away.
Oh, Knight. I like you, too. But more than how you like me. I like you to be mine. I like you to date me. More than just a friend. It will be a shock if I told you about it, right now, so I’d rather not.
I shut my eyes to regain my cool. Damn it, Ashejan! Get your shit together or else!
“Serena…” My voice trailed because he stiffened. “…does she like you back?” I asked him.
Damn it. He’s too innocent and naï
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