Chapter 61
“We can move next week to my condo,” Lily mentioned while we are on our way to our businesses. I was the one driving with my head flying elsewhere. I just have to drop her off at the mall before I go to my company. “Okay,” I shortly replied, having no energy in my voice. The weather was gloomy, it makes me feel lazy to move and work today. “Are you sure you don't want to come with me and go shopping? You need this. Take time to unwind,” she has been asking me to come since last night. This is our usual way of decreasing stress, by spending our wealth in luxury things that we love. “How can I go there? I can't even visit my shop in the mall because of the issue,” I can't blame anyone. I was the one behind that exposure of the truth from our past. In my state right now, shopping wouldn't fix everything. “Well, you have a point,” she nodded and shook her head at the same time. I stopped the car in front of the mall for her. She could have used her car but she's being lazy again, so here I am, driving her. “I'll buy some for you. Bye!” She exclaimed, filled with excitement. I would guess she would probably spend a million today and go home with uncountable paper bags again. I drove immediately to my company. I wasn't surprised to see tons of reporters still waiting outside. I shook my head as I parked in the parking lot until I saw a very familiar car beside where I parked my car. “Hi,” I froze when I came out of my car and Elijah greeted me first. I glanced at the car behind him and I realized that it was his car. What is he doing here? He gave me that soft smile as if nothing happened yesterday. I ignored his presence as I began to march. “I brought you breakfast. Have you eaten?” I heard him ask, following me. I chose the way inside in the parking lot instead of the entrance where the reporters are waiting. “I also brought iced coffee,” he added, trying to walk beside me. I remained silent as if he was a fucking ghost mumbling around. No matter how huge my steps and no matter how fast I walk, he can easily chase me because of his long legs. That fact annoys me while walking with him. “Look, I'm sorry about yesterday. I don't care if you trample on my image though,” my feet glued on the floor as I stopped from walking. I finally faced him with my cold stares while he was wearing those soft eyes of his. “Will you really follow me inside amidst the exposure of your cheating issue?” I smirked unbelievably. Where is he getting the audacity to still do this? “I don't do this for people, Faith. I'm doing this to win you back,” he said with his firm voice. If I heard those words from him a long time ago, would we end up in this situation? “I disgust you,” that's the only thing I said before I turned my back at him. That would probably make him stop from following me inside. Everytime I remember him fucking different women each night, I couldn't help but be disgusted of his lust in having sex. Thinking that we also did that twice and we were able to conceive a child, I feel disgusted to know that I was not the only one his penis fucked. “Are you staying in your office? We can eat together,” my lips parted when I still saw him following me, wearing that broad smile that irritates me so much. “Seriously?” “I'm not gonna stop,” he said and winked at me. I rolled my eyes at her as we both rode the elevator. I saw how the employees’ eyes widened when we both came inside the elevator. I see their reflections behind us looking at each other with those looks that carry a lot of context. They are already communicating non-verbally. “I brought a sandwich, too.” Elijah whispered. I shut my eyes in distress when he did that. Because of that, they all gave meaning upon seeing us together in the middle of the hottest issue about us. “Do you want something? I can go and buy—” before he could even finish his words, I grabbed the food that belonged to me and threw it in the bin when we came out of the elevator. I felt all the eyes of my employees watching the both of us but I don't give a damn. “You can eat mine,” he still wears that protruded smile. Wearing my stern look, I threw that sandwich in the bin again while sticking my eyes at him. “You still have something to drink, perfect this mor—” I grabbed the iced coffee and threw it all in the trash bin. He watched me pour everything there with his lips parted. “I can buy another one,” he said and retained his wide smile earlier. “I don't want to eat,” I said coldly and headed to my office. “Good morning, Ms. Faith—” my secretary paused when she saw Elijah behind me. “G-Good morning, Architect Luciero!” She exclaimed. “Do I have a meeting?” I asked. “Yes, Ms. Faith. It's scheduled right now. I think they are already there,” I nodded before I turned to Elijah, thinking of a bright idea to make him suffer in my hands. “I'm starving now, can you buy me food?” His mood brightened as soon as I talked to him. I can't believe a simple act can fool him easily. “Of course! What do you like to have? I'll buy it for you,” “You decide, just bring it in the meeting room.” “Alright! I'll be quick,” I watched him run so fast to buy me food and found myself wearing that sly smirk. “I actually prepared your breakfast,” my secretary uttered, befuddled. “I'll eat that,” I replied. “What about the food you asked him to buy for you?” “I'll throw it away or maybe you can have it,” I shrugged before I went inside the meeting room. The meeting started and Elijah was still not there. I got busy with the meeting, too, which made me forget about him. “If we work with them, our sales can expand.” My brow raised at him when he suggested that during the meeting. The entire room turned silent as if they all felt the ice that this man created. “Stupid,” I commented. He couldn't look at me anymore. “Do I have to repeat myself that we are not going to work with any companies?! I've told you a million times that it will never be a choice!” I crumpled his proposal and threw it towards him. “I built this company by myself without collaborating with the others, so I will die working with myself only. Do you fucking understand that?!” “Y-Yes, Ms. Faith.” “Mention that again and I will fire you,” I stood up from my seat, frustrated with them. I paused when I found Elijah standing beside my secretary, holding two paper bags of food in his hand. Judging his look at me, I could tell that he didn't like how I acted out. I ignored him once again as I came out of the meeting room and came back to my office. “Don't you think it was too much?” He blurted out as soon as I sat on my chair. “What do you mean?” “Your words, and the way you treated him? You used to tell them that you won't be right here without them because you have them all along your journey as a fashion desig—” “Did I ask for your opinion?” It made him pause. “I don't fucking care whatever you think of my actions. Didn't I tell you? This is not the old Faith you once knew,” he didn't say anything anymore as I shut him up. Can you believe that? Elijah Luciero couldn't win an argument with me when he used to dominate me in every argument, making me feel like I am always wrong and he's always right. The tables indeed turned. He left me alone as well when I was near to go home. Someone called him and he had to go. I didn't ask him about it as I don't give a damn to whatever he's doing. I decided to stop by a coffee shop to grab something to drink and some snacks I can bring home that I can share with Lily as well. “Anything else?” The lady asked. “That's all,” I replied. “Faith Flamera?” My eyes shifted to the man who was checking out the displayed pastries. My brows crossed, trying to remember him. Do I know him? “Do I know you?” I know I sounded a bit rude, but I do not remember his face. “Oh, I'm one of the policemen who told you about the case of your sister who died? The accident that is not actually an accident?” My lips circled when I finally remembered him. It's been four years since the last time I saw him. “Shit, I'm sorry! I didn't recognize you, maybe because you're not wearing your uniform, my bad.” “That's fine. We have been looking for you because you said you want to dig up the case. We ended up closing it since you suddenly vanished,” he shrugged but I saw that he was a bit disappointed. “Yeah, I was abroad. Anyway, have you found something?” He tilted his head while trying to recall their investigation. “Well, we checked the car you used that day and I remember finding a piece of earring there,” my brows met again. Earring? “What earring?” “Hold on, I think that picture is still on my phone.” He quickly grabbed his phone and began to find it there. My heart was racing while I was waiting. That piece of earring can determine the culprit behind the planned accident. “Here,” my lips parted after seeing it. In one glance, I was able to identify the owner of the earring. “The culprit could be a woman if this doesn't belong to you and to your sister. She might have dropped this while destroying the brake of the car. Do you remember someone you know wearing this?” He asked and eyed me. I was already shaking right there with my hands crumpled like a piece of paper. “I know who owns that earring.” itsclarixassChapter 62I was in awe. The image of my mother wearing that earring before was flashing back in my head. How can I forget her favorite earring to wear in every grand event that she attended in the past? My entire world was crumbling again and I couldn't pull myself back together. My palm was already filled with bruises because of my nails that bury everytime I clench my hands, just like right now. I was shivering right there and it felt like I'm going mad. “What do you want me to do?” The detective asked in front of me. I couldn't even touch the food that I bought. He was only eating in front of me comfortably, waiting for whatever I wanted to do. “The case is not closed right?” “Yeah. I can open it again and continue what I started if you want me to do that,” he shrugged; he's now giving me the authority to decide whether to continue the digging or not. “Do it, investigate the case. This time, I want it done.” A smirk played beside his lips. “I've been wanting to dig this up, y
Chapter 63“Where have you been last night? Sorry, I slept early. I didn't see you coming home,” Lily said while I was the one cooking our breakfast. I only stared at her for a moment. Just like what the detective said, I should not trust anyone until the culprit is caught. As of now, my mother is the biggest suspect that we have. But knowing that the culprit is around me, I felt like I cannot trust any of them. Who knows? The person behind this might be just playing under my nose for a long time. “Work? I work overtime,” I avoided her eyes and acted normal right in front of her. If it is not my mother, would it be Lily? Would she plan something cruel like that? I don't know. She has been my one and only best friend in my entire life. If it is her, I don't know what I can do, but I am sure that it would break me into a million pieces. Inside me, I was hoping that she is not the culprit. I hope she's innocent. “What else do you want? I really don't understand why you want triple sa
Chapter 64“I still fucking love you, Faith.” I felt betrayed. The worst is, I was fighting with myself. The moment Elijah said that, my heart began to race, which I didn't feel a long time ago. As far as I remember, the last time I felt the same was also because of him. I hate myself for feeling this strange feeling again. I could not move in my position as if my feet were glued on the floor. Our eyes were both stuck towards each other. His eyes were filled with sincerity. They were soft as before, which reminds me of how I was captivated by those eyes before—when everything was still fine, when our souls were not ripped yet. He was begging with those eyes. They were speaking to me, trying to make me believe how pure she is. “Trust me, I regret everything. Every day that you were away in four years, I couldn't stop thinking of you that I felt like going mad,” it was the first time that I listened. I have heard all those reasons from him ever since I arrived here. But right that m
Chapter 65I closed my eyes, trying to feel the same feeling I've felt towards Elijah. My lips were on his lips, and my hand even traveled on his neck. I moved my lips, still eager to make myself feel those strange feelings I used to have. But then, no matter how I tried, I felt nothing. It was not the same when I remember myself kissing Elijah. It was totally different. It was always strange, but I loved it. The soft kiss that would make my eyes close without me noticing. The silence, as if no one was around us. Our breaths hit each other's face. Our eyes together were filled with delight and unbeatable romance. His hands on my waist felt warm. It has always been like that. A very short kiss that feels like the longest one. I didn't feel any of that when I kissed Brian. We eyed each other and his eyes were satiated with delight, love and sincerity. I wore the same eyes before. But right now, my blank eyes remain—or perhaps, disappointed. I crumpled my hands as I faced Elijah who
Chapter 66“It's really them,” Elijah uttered while reviewing the documents that the detective brought. I was in awe, or perhaps in despair. My eyes were stuck in nowhere. I couldn't say a single word after he told us the new suspects. Lily and Lucas. They were both close in my heart. I have been with them my entire life and they have witnessed everything that I have been through. It's not just that, Freya is also their friend. We are all damn friends and yet one of them might be the culprit. “Now we have three suspects: your mother, Lily and Lucas.” The detective said while my entire world is already colliding. I wanted to prepare myself, but I couldn't. No matter who it is, it would surely shatter me to the point that I might not know how to stand up again. All my life, I thought we were not just friends but a family that I never had. “Only one of them is the suspect,” Elijah uttered, trying to crack the puzzle. “As of now, all I can do is to watch them closely. You should do t
Chapter 67 “Then I wouldn't mind killing people,” his eyes were glued to me the moment he said that. We exchanged tough stares together, and he was reading me like a damn book. I didn't back down as I was trying to examine every reaction from him. He wouldn't mind killing people? I suddenly remember how I found out that he has feelings for me. It was the day Elijah and Lucas fought that they almost killed each other. He had feelings for me and Lucas knew all my life that my parents didn't treat me right as they always had their eyes on Freya. “Really?” I asked, trying to catch him. The side of his lips moved and nodded. “Yeah, of course. I mean, that's how I love. I don't want my woman getting hurt,” Tension—that was what filled the entire room. It felt like there were only the two of us and Lily and Brian were not there at all. He remained looking at me and I didn't back down. But inside me, I was terrified. Not with the fact that he might hurt me, but the fact that if he's rea
Chapter 68“You have to leave today and come back tomorrow?” Lily asked while I was packing all my things. My secretary called me and just told me that I have an important meeting with an important client. The place would be just next to the city where we are, but it would still be a long trip. “Yup. I gotta go, that's a huge client.” I replied. I think this is better than staying with her. “It's our last day here in the hotel. Would you just like to head straight to my condo tomorrow?” I paused from packing my things when she mentioned that. I almost forgot about that already. I agreed to live with her before finding out about Freya's death. Lily has been with me all my life and I would always want to be with her eternally. “I don't think I can live there,” I was able to capture her eyes when I said that. She looks surprised and a bit confused. Well, we already agreed to live together in her condo. However, the situation is different now. I am in an extreme peril and she is one
Prologue Do you hear it? I hear it. The deafening ambulance’s sound that shatters my eardrums. I can hear voices from different people but I don't understand a word. Have you ever been under the water and you cannot hear everything vividly? That's exactly how it feels. It feels like I am under the water and my ears are filled with water that I don't understand what they were saying. The sky, I see the sky. It was bright—too bright that it blinds my eyes. I see unfamiliar faces staring at me, but I couldn't identify any of them. They were too blurred for me. My body. I couldn't feel a thing; I can't feel my own body like I was numb. What's happening? Where am I? “FREYA!” Perhaps, I went out under the water. That's the only thing I heard clearly. Slowly, my eyes landed on a very familiar woman crying over someone. Along with the loud sound of the ambulance, her shattering voice and cry invaded my ears as if she was mourning. I couldn't move, not even my fingers. The next th
Chapter 68“You have to leave today and come back tomorrow?” Lily asked while I was packing all my things. My secretary called me and just told me that I have an important meeting with an important client. The place would be just next to the city where we are, but it would still be a long trip. “Yup. I gotta go, that's a huge client.” I replied. I think this is better than staying with her. “It's our last day here in the hotel. Would you just like to head straight to my condo tomorrow?” I paused from packing my things when she mentioned that. I almost forgot about that already. I agreed to live with her before finding out about Freya's death. Lily has been with me all my life and I would always want to be with her eternally. “I don't think I can live there,” I was able to capture her eyes when I said that. She looks surprised and a bit confused. Well, we already agreed to live together in her condo. However, the situation is different now. I am in an extreme peril and she is one
Chapter 67 “Then I wouldn't mind killing people,” his eyes were glued to me the moment he said that. We exchanged tough stares together, and he was reading me like a damn book. I didn't back down as I was trying to examine every reaction from him. He wouldn't mind killing people? I suddenly remember how I found out that he has feelings for me. It was the day Elijah and Lucas fought that they almost killed each other. He had feelings for me and Lucas knew all my life that my parents didn't treat me right as they always had their eyes on Freya. “Really?” I asked, trying to catch him. The side of his lips moved and nodded. “Yeah, of course. I mean, that's how I love. I don't want my woman getting hurt,” Tension—that was what filled the entire room. It felt like there were only the two of us and Lily and Brian were not there at all. He remained looking at me and I didn't back down. But inside me, I was terrified. Not with the fact that he might hurt me, but the fact that if he's rea
Chapter 66“It's really them,” Elijah uttered while reviewing the documents that the detective brought. I was in awe, or perhaps in despair. My eyes were stuck in nowhere. I couldn't say a single word after he told us the new suspects. Lily and Lucas. They were both close in my heart. I have been with them my entire life and they have witnessed everything that I have been through. It's not just that, Freya is also their friend. We are all damn friends and yet one of them might be the culprit. “Now we have three suspects: your mother, Lily and Lucas.” The detective said while my entire world is already colliding. I wanted to prepare myself, but I couldn't. No matter who it is, it would surely shatter me to the point that I might not know how to stand up again. All my life, I thought we were not just friends but a family that I never had. “Only one of them is the suspect,” Elijah uttered, trying to crack the puzzle. “As of now, all I can do is to watch them closely. You should do t
Chapter 65I closed my eyes, trying to feel the same feeling I've felt towards Elijah. My lips were on his lips, and my hand even traveled on his neck. I moved my lips, still eager to make myself feel those strange feelings I used to have. But then, no matter how I tried, I felt nothing. It was not the same when I remember myself kissing Elijah. It was totally different. It was always strange, but I loved it. The soft kiss that would make my eyes close without me noticing. The silence, as if no one was around us. Our breaths hit each other's face. Our eyes together were filled with delight and unbeatable romance. His hands on my waist felt warm. It has always been like that. A very short kiss that feels like the longest one. I didn't feel any of that when I kissed Brian. We eyed each other and his eyes were satiated with delight, love and sincerity. I wore the same eyes before. But right now, my blank eyes remain—or perhaps, disappointed. I crumpled my hands as I faced Elijah who
Chapter 64“I still fucking love you, Faith.” I felt betrayed. The worst is, I was fighting with myself. The moment Elijah said that, my heart began to race, which I didn't feel a long time ago. As far as I remember, the last time I felt the same was also because of him. I hate myself for feeling this strange feeling again. I could not move in my position as if my feet were glued on the floor. Our eyes were both stuck towards each other. His eyes were filled with sincerity. They were soft as before, which reminds me of how I was captivated by those eyes before—when everything was still fine, when our souls were not ripped yet. He was begging with those eyes. They were speaking to me, trying to make me believe how pure she is. “Trust me, I regret everything. Every day that you were away in four years, I couldn't stop thinking of you that I felt like going mad,” it was the first time that I listened. I have heard all those reasons from him ever since I arrived here. But right that m
Chapter 63“Where have you been last night? Sorry, I slept early. I didn't see you coming home,” Lily said while I was the one cooking our breakfast. I only stared at her for a moment. Just like what the detective said, I should not trust anyone until the culprit is caught. As of now, my mother is the biggest suspect that we have. But knowing that the culprit is around me, I felt like I cannot trust any of them. Who knows? The person behind this might be just playing under my nose for a long time. “Work? I work overtime,” I avoided her eyes and acted normal right in front of her. If it is not my mother, would it be Lily? Would she plan something cruel like that? I don't know. She has been my one and only best friend in my entire life. If it is her, I don't know what I can do, but I am sure that it would break me into a million pieces. Inside me, I was hoping that she is not the culprit. I hope she's innocent. “What else do you want? I really don't understand why you want triple sa
Chapter 62I was in awe. The image of my mother wearing that earring before was flashing back in my head. How can I forget her favorite earring to wear in every grand event that she attended in the past? My entire world was crumbling again and I couldn't pull myself back together. My palm was already filled with bruises because of my nails that bury everytime I clench my hands, just like right now. I was shivering right there and it felt like I'm going mad. “What do you want me to do?” The detective asked in front of me. I couldn't even touch the food that I bought. He was only eating in front of me comfortably, waiting for whatever I wanted to do. “The case is not closed right?” “Yeah. I can open it again and continue what I started if you want me to do that,” he shrugged; he's now giving me the authority to decide whether to continue the digging or not. “Do it, investigate the case. This time, I want it done.” A smirk played beside his lips. “I've been wanting to dig this up, y
Chapter 61“We can move next week to my condo,” Lily mentioned while we are on our way to our businesses. I was the one driving with my head flying elsewhere. I just have to drop her off at the mall before I go to my company. “Okay,” I shortly replied, having no energy in my voice. The weather was gloomy, it makes me feel lazy to move and work today. “Are you sure you don't want to come with me and go shopping? You need this. Take time to unwind,” she has been asking me to come since last night. This is our usual way of decreasing stress, by spending our wealth in luxury things that we love. “How can I go there? I can't even visit my shop in the mall because of the issue,” I can't blame anyone. I was the one behind that exposure of the truth from our past. In my state right now, shopping wouldn't fix everything. “Well, you have a point,” she nodded and shook her head at the same time. I stopped the car in front of the mall for her. She could have used her car but she's being lazy
Chapter 60“My name is Melinda Ching, I don't even know if Elijah Luciero remembers my name,” she chuckled and smirked thinly. “Yeah, I was one of Elijah Luciero's women before. We used to fuck each other anywhere, until he one day brought me to his home and I found out that he's actually married to Faith Flamera, the famous fashion designer,” I crumpled both of my hands while the woman was now revealing everything to the people. I do not remember her anymore. How can I? Elijah brought ton of women in our house and they were fucking each other each night. “I asked my friends, and it turned out that some of them were one of her chicks as well. They told me that Elijah brought them home, too, and they met his wife. He was a cheater—yeah, you heard it right. I think it's the reason why his wife divorced her. Before, I was asking myself, ‘why the hell is she not dumping him when he's cheating right in front of her?’ She was the most martyr woman that I ever met in my life,” I was shiv