What if they do background checks and discover this girl is a slut and decide I can't be around their kids!
I groaned in frustration, reviewing how the world was a judgmental place. I muffled my screams with my pillow and went to bed. Days later, much to my surprise, the headmistress of Princeton Nursery School contacted me.
I got the job after an interview, much to my delight. I was ecstatic about my new future and vowed nothing would stop me.Dudu town was precisely what Father had described. On my arrival, I cried at the lovely scenery. The hills formed a picturesque view that made me cry even harder. I wished my father, and I had been able to make this trip. Swim in the river, explore the hills, and befriend the locals. On days like this, I wish I had the magical powers to see my parents one last time. I imagined how disappointment would be written on their faces. My mother would have clucked before admonishing me, “Nina!!! How could you?” while my father would be beside her, peering at me through his glasses.I humped. I’d do anything to remain anonymous in this town and start over. Finally, I’ll make them proud.Looking down at my unpacked boxes and suitcase, I remembered Anika and her message. If she had been here, she would have helped me unpack; she has been my ace since I arrived in Lagos. We’d been on many adventures together, but I needed to do this alone, and I hoped she’d understand. The small room quickly became too stuffy, so I went outside for a drink.“Welcome to Dudu Town,” the bartender said as I approached the bar. I felt like ducking because I could feel other patrons’ curious eyes on me.I nodded. “Thank you.” I bit my lower lip to keep from saying anything else that would pique anyone’s interest in me. “Obscurity, remember?” I cautioned myself as I sat in the part of the bar with less lighting and a great view of the bar. I could easily read the patrons with one sweep of my eyes, and I could tell they usually come here to watch football and sling a beer or two after a long day at work.“How small is this town that you know everyone here?” The words came out of my mouth despite how hard I tried to keep my mouth shut and enjoy my drink; I needed to speak lest the thoughts in my head drown me and drive me to drink more than my fair share.I’ve lived here my whole life and been on this job for seven years, so yes, I know faces,” the bartender shrugged. “This one is on the house,” he said as he poured my drink.“Thank you so much,” I smiled, taking a sip.“My name is Bolu.”“Nina,” I responded, reaching out my hand, and he took it.“So, where are you from?”I took another sip from my beer to maintain my composure. “Abuja.”“Oh! Wow, capital city girl, huh?”I nodded and chuckled at my lie. “What exactly did you do there?”Sensing my discomfort, Bolu quickly switched. “I am sorry for the barrage. I like interacting with my customers because they come to the bar for two reasons. They are either too sad or too happy, and I am always interested in a good story.“It’s fine.” I chimed in. “I used to be a teacher in Abuja.” The lies tasted like bile on my tongue.Bolu nodded in a “dad” manner, and I felt terrible for deceiving such a nice man.“I begin as a teacher at Princeton Elementary School tomorrow. So maybe I shouldn’t drink so much.”Both of us burst out laughing. It was a lovely sound, and I was grateful for it. However, we were interrupted when the bar door opened, and all of the customers stood to greet this person with cheers.I returned my gaze to Bolu, perplexed as to why everyone was on their feet, but he, like the others, was also filled with admiration.“Who is the handsome man that walked in, and why is everyone treating him like royalty?”Bolu responded enthusiastically, “He comes from an old line of kings that ruled this area. The monarchy might be history now, but the royal family still has much influence. They are the richest in town.”“So ass kissing then.” I dismissed, visibly irritated by this rich guy now. Bolu chuckled. “Something like that.”I nodded and returned to my drink.Bolu moved from one foot to the next. “I had no idea Mr. Mario was coming today. Please take the next stool, dear. He enjoys the dark corner of the bar. He is the reason I never changed the bulb.”I chuckled. “Are you serious?”I scolded myself; it's just a seat. But I refused to budge because I wouldn't say I liked how the wealthy treat the poor.The rich man stood beside me, and poor Bolu looked uncomfortable now.“It’s fine, Bolu. Allow me to sit in the sun today.”I kept sipping my drink as if he was not there.Nonetheless, he kept staring at me.“You’re pretty,” he said flatly. His outburst shocked me, but I managed to keep my cool. He probably says this to every newcomer in town.“Okay?” I responded curtly.“My name is Mario.”“Yeah, Bolu already gave me a rundown of your majesty.”Bolu’s gaze moved from one person to the next as the bar fell silent.Mario burst out laughing, breaking the semi-silence, and I couldn’t help but laugh with him. Bolu moved to the opposite side of the bar, relieved that everything was fine in this corner.“What is your name, or should I call you pretty lady?”I made a vomiting sound to emphasize how stupid his line was, and we giggled like teenagers.“I’m just a girl at the bar.” I shrugged, this question jolting me back to reality.Mario’s beautiful brown eyes widened. “You’re a delight.” I was not new to the male gaze and receiving compliments like this at a whim, so I shrugged in response.” But you’re mean.”“I apologize; I had a difficult day.” I sipped my beverage.Mario’s eyes widened further in excitement. He shifted on his stool conspiratorially and whispered, “Me too, and know what we need to do to ease the stress.”Mario had a sly grin, and I had a feeling I knew where this was going, but I asked anyway, “What is it?”“We should fuck it out.”His voice had lost its wit. It’s turned sultry.Five minutes ago, I was a girl who moved to this town to live a quiet life, obsessed with starting over, and one look at this guy made me want to throw it all away. I didn’t like him and thought he was pompous a few seconds ago.I paused and followed the count-to-ten rule before saying. “We should go do that right now.”"We should have gone to the bar bathroom. "I'm afraid this walk to your house will zap the joy from our systems."Mario was right. Leaving the warmth of the bar and feeling the cool evening breeze caressing my hair has brought me back to my senses. But not completely. I was still lusting after this man who towered over me, and I could not get over the scent of his perfume, which smelled far too good for my liking. I could tell he was a very tidy person. I winced at the thought of my apartment, which was still in disarray."In any case, it's probably filthy." His deep voice pierced my thoughts and drew me back to him.“Huh?”"The bar's restroom."I responded by nodding. It's a good thing none of us thought to go to the bathroom because things would have turned out differently. Mario paused to exchange pleasantries with a man halfway on his knees in reverence. "Why do you let these people worship you like that?""I did not ask for it.""You're basking in the glory."We walked silently,
Kayla pointed at me, her little mouth gushing about how I took her to poop, and now her father has to thank me. It was a good thing I had a smile handy because I wanted to storm out, but on second thought, that would be unnecessary. Mario does not owe me any loyalty. I stayed put and thanked the stars for giving me the intuition not to sleep with Mario. I tsked. Men are users.The headmistress intervened, ending the awkward exchange that was about to take place."Mr. Princeton, I see you've met Miss Nina. Kayla's new teacher."Even headmistress Oke had feelings for this man. She kept nudging her glasses up the bridge of her nose with her sweetest smile, which she never gave to anyone, not even her pupils. I was perplexed as I observed the exchange. I wonder what her husband would do if he saw this schoolgirl blush she had on for another man. And to think that people say nothing ever happens in small towns."Yes, Nina and I have met," Mario said with a quick smile."Kayla seems already
It’s been a week, and I’m still avoiding Mario Princeton like the plague. I kept telling myself that it was for my good. I couldn’t bear the thought of a fad ruining my new life in this town. Yes, I’d describe my feelings for him as mere infatuation. Keep saying it until you believe it, right?I can’t pretend that avoiding him isn’t a chore, but I’ve tried to distract myself by reading and journaling. My mother kept a journal, and I always thought the whole “Dear Diary” thing was a waste of time, but now that I had the opportunity for a fresh start, I decided to indulge my mother, who always tried to make me write as well, and it turns out it isn’t so bad. Especially since I spend my evenings writing under a tree near the stream. I tell my journal about everyone in town who has yet to warm up to me.“It is difficult for these people to accept someone new. Especially with your involvement with everyone’s sweetheart.” By ‘sweetheart,’ Bolu was referring to Princeton. I gasped when he me
I had never worn my dress so quickly in my entire life.“Kayla!” Mario exclaimed, quickly putting on his shirt, boxers, and jeans.When Kayla arrived, she paused and looked at both of us as if she sensed something, and I held my breath, hoping she didn’t see through us.Kayla flew into Mario’s arms, and I breathed a sigh of relief.“Hello, Miss Nina.”I managed a small smile. Kayla was not alone. “This is Kemi, Kayla’s mother,” Mario explained.I was right. Kayla had to be born by a very attractive woman. Her smooth skin glistened in the sunlight. She was simply radiant. I couldn’t stop grinning. “Kayla and Mario have told me so much about you that I’ve been meaning to meet you personally,” Kemi said airily.Beautiful, but I already detect a diva-like attitude. By her demeanour, I could tell she didn’t like me. I couldn’t blame her because I understood how this had to appear. Penniless teacher warmed her way into the arms of the wealthy father/uncle. We saw your car out there, and k
“Nina, are you picking a fight right now so you don’t have to attend my mother’s birthday dinner?” Mario was upset, and I was glad he was not in front of me. I can’t resist that sweet face even if I tried. I wanted to be good. Dress up like the lovely nursery school teacher I was and impress all the fine people who will be interested in knowing me since I will be poised beside Mario as his “friend.” laugh at their not-so-funny jokes and maybe come up with a project or talk about real estate or some business stuff because rich people like to be sure that you are not a predator. I know how the evening would go because I have been the arm candy countless times at events like this. Even though this might be a bit different, I can tell Mario likes me. But being there did not seem right to me, so I picked a fight. It was easy. I told him my being at his mother’s birthday would “complicate things.” It started as a witty remark about me being the perfect wife material, and his family would h
“You have been quiet this whole time. You are still mad at me.” Mario weighed my expression and then went on to move closer to me. “I panicked, okay? My insecurities about love made me say I did not want to play Meet the Parents. I want you.” The car’s air conditioner was becoming too cold for comfort, so I could only manage a small smile for Mario. The words replaying in my head were “whore amongst us.” Someone knew about my past and was going to expose me. I opened my mouth to speak, tell Mario about my dirty past, and get it over with before things got out of proportion, but the words were stuck in my throat. I am afraid of how he would take my revelation, afraid of the look of disgust that would replace his affectionate gaze.From all indications, Mario did not read the letter, or did he? My heart was beating so fast.His words, “I want you, replayed in my head.” I looked at him and croaked, “You want to be with me?”Mario looked into my eyes, and then his eyes travelled to my li
My eyes fluttered open to a strange room, and I started to heave. The panic doubled, and the room went completely dark. I could not recall how I ended up in this unfamiliar bed or whose bed it was. My head pounded as I tried to remember how I ended up here. “How are you doing, Nina?” I heard a deep voice say. It was Mario calling, and I was relieved to recognise his voice even though it sounded like he was calling from a distance. I was breathing more rapidly because I had trouble controlling my breathing and responding to Mario’s call. “Nina?” Mario touched me, and I flinched. He kissed my sweaty cheeks tenderly and asked, “What’s wrong?” “You seem uneasy? I nodded and muttered, “I need to get ready for work.” Mario pulled the incredibly plush sheets over me. “I’ll head to the doctor. It looks like you’re having a panic attack. I’ll be back soon. I needed Mario’s kindness and figured there was no point in protesting. I could hear the birds singing freely in the trees while I w
I never really bought into fairy tales; those stories seemed too good to be true. After losing my parents, I realized everything has its expiration date. The impending end of my relationship with Mario is almost palpable. Despite the chaos brewing, my feet stay firmly planted on the ground.Now, about that mysterious note – being at the Princetons’, I figure they’ve probably left one at my house. The thought makes my heart skip a beat. “Who’s trying to blackmail me?” I type on my notes app with determination.Mr. Princeton was the first on my list of suspects, but I quickly deleted his name, scolding myself. How could I think the busy Mr. Princeton had time to blackmail me? Come on now, I berate myself. Instead, I jot down: “1- The people of Dudu town (except Bolu).”Speaking of Bolu, I must inform him that Mario knows about the kiss. I exhaled and scratched my head lightly, and continued pondering my list.“Are you coming?” Mario’s voice startled me. I had forgotten about our lunch p
I never really bought into fairy tales; those stories seemed too good to be true. After losing my parents, I realized everything has its expiration date. The impending end of my relationship with Mario is almost palpable. Despite the chaos brewing, my feet stay firmly planted on the ground.Now, about that mysterious note – being at the Princetons’, I figure they’ve probably left one at my house. The thought makes my heart skip a beat. “Who’s trying to blackmail me?” I type on my notes app with determination.Mr. Princeton was the first on my list of suspects, but I quickly deleted his name, scolding myself. How could I think the busy Mr. Princeton had time to blackmail me? Come on now, I berate myself. Instead, I jot down: “1- The people of Dudu town (except Bolu).”Speaking of Bolu, I must inform him that Mario knows about the kiss. I exhaled and scratched my head lightly, and continued pondering my list.“Are you coming?” Mario’s voice startled me. I had forgotten about our lunch p
My eyes fluttered open to a strange room, and I started to heave. The panic doubled, and the room went completely dark. I could not recall how I ended up in this unfamiliar bed or whose bed it was. My head pounded as I tried to remember how I ended up here. “How are you doing, Nina?” I heard a deep voice say. It was Mario calling, and I was relieved to recognise his voice even though it sounded like he was calling from a distance. I was breathing more rapidly because I had trouble controlling my breathing and responding to Mario’s call. “Nina?” Mario touched me, and I flinched. He kissed my sweaty cheeks tenderly and asked, “What’s wrong?” “You seem uneasy? I nodded and muttered, “I need to get ready for work.” Mario pulled the incredibly plush sheets over me. “I’ll head to the doctor. It looks like you’re having a panic attack. I’ll be back soon. I needed Mario’s kindness and figured there was no point in protesting. I could hear the birds singing freely in the trees while I w
“You have been quiet this whole time. You are still mad at me.” Mario weighed my expression and then went on to move closer to me. “I panicked, okay? My insecurities about love made me say I did not want to play Meet the Parents. I want you.” The car’s air conditioner was becoming too cold for comfort, so I could only manage a small smile for Mario. The words replaying in my head were “whore amongst us.” Someone knew about my past and was going to expose me. I opened my mouth to speak, tell Mario about my dirty past, and get it over with before things got out of proportion, but the words were stuck in my throat. I am afraid of how he would take my revelation, afraid of the look of disgust that would replace his affectionate gaze.From all indications, Mario did not read the letter, or did he? My heart was beating so fast.His words, “I want you, replayed in my head.” I looked at him and croaked, “You want to be with me?”Mario looked into my eyes, and then his eyes travelled to my li
“Nina, are you picking a fight right now so you don’t have to attend my mother’s birthday dinner?” Mario was upset, and I was glad he was not in front of me. I can’t resist that sweet face even if I tried. I wanted to be good. Dress up like the lovely nursery school teacher I was and impress all the fine people who will be interested in knowing me since I will be poised beside Mario as his “friend.” laugh at their not-so-funny jokes and maybe come up with a project or talk about real estate or some business stuff because rich people like to be sure that you are not a predator. I know how the evening would go because I have been the arm candy countless times at events like this. Even though this might be a bit different, I can tell Mario likes me. But being there did not seem right to me, so I picked a fight. It was easy. I told him my being at his mother’s birthday would “complicate things.” It started as a witty remark about me being the perfect wife material, and his family would h
I had never worn my dress so quickly in my entire life.“Kayla!” Mario exclaimed, quickly putting on his shirt, boxers, and jeans.When Kayla arrived, she paused and looked at both of us as if she sensed something, and I held my breath, hoping she didn’t see through us.Kayla flew into Mario’s arms, and I breathed a sigh of relief.“Hello, Miss Nina.”I managed a small smile. Kayla was not alone. “This is Kemi, Kayla’s mother,” Mario explained.I was right. Kayla had to be born by a very attractive woman. Her smooth skin glistened in the sunlight. She was simply radiant. I couldn’t stop grinning. “Kayla and Mario have told me so much about you that I’ve been meaning to meet you personally,” Kemi said airily.Beautiful, but I already detect a diva-like attitude. By her demeanour, I could tell she didn’t like me. I couldn’t blame her because I understood how this had to appear. Penniless teacher warmed her way into the arms of the wealthy father/uncle. We saw your car out there, and k
It’s been a week, and I’m still avoiding Mario Princeton like the plague. I kept telling myself that it was for my good. I couldn’t bear the thought of a fad ruining my new life in this town. Yes, I’d describe my feelings for him as mere infatuation. Keep saying it until you believe it, right?I can’t pretend that avoiding him isn’t a chore, but I’ve tried to distract myself by reading and journaling. My mother kept a journal, and I always thought the whole “Dear Diary” thing was a waste of time, but now that I had the opportunity for a fresh start, I decided to indulge my mother, who always tried to make me write as well, and it turns out it isn’t so bad. Especially since I spend my evenings writing under a tree near the stream. I tell my journal about everyone in town who has yet to warm up to me.“It is difficult for these people to accept someone new. Especially with your involvement with everyone’s sweetheart.” By ‘sweetheart,’ Bolu was referring to Princeton. I gasped when he me
Kayla pointed at me, her little mouth gushing about how I took her to poop, and now her father has to thank me. It was a good thing I had a smile handy because I wanted to storm out, but on second thought, that would be unnecessary. Mario does not owe me any loyalty. I stayed put and thanked the stars for giving me the intuition not to sleep with Mario. I tsked. Men are users.The headmistress intervened, ending the awkward exchange that was about to take place."Mr. Princeton, I see you've met Miss Nina. Kayla's new teacher."Even headmistress Oke had feelings for this man. She kept nudging her glasses up the bridge of her nose with her sweetest smile, which she never gave to anyone, not even her pupils. I was perplexed as I observed the exchange. I wonder what her husband would do if he saw this schoolgirl blush she had on for another man. And to think that people say nothing ever happens in small towns."Yes, Nina and I have met," Mario said with a quick smile."Kayla seems already
"We should have gone to the bar bathroom. "I'm afraid this walk to your house will zap the joy from our systems."Mario was right. Leaving the warmth of the bar and feeling the cool evening breeze caressing my hair has brought me back to my senses. But not completely. I was still lusting after this man who towered over me, and I could not get over the scent of his perfume, which smelled far too good for my liking. I could tell he was a very tidy person. I winced at the thought of my apartment, which was still in disarray."In any case, it's probably filthy." His deep voice pierced my thoughts and drew me back to him.“Huh?”"The bar's restroom."I responded by nodding. It's a good thing none of us thought to go to the bathroom because things would have turned out differently. Mario paused to exchange pleasantries with a man halfway on his knees in reverence. "Why do you let these people worship you like that?""I did not ask for it.""You're basking in the glory."We walked silently,
“Nina, I just got to your flat, and it’s empty; where are you?”My chest tightened. “I’m sorry, Anika,” I said quietly before deleting and blocking her number. Then I sat in my car, parked along the roadside with the few belongings I had left in the booth, and cried for thirty minutes.My decision to leave the city and start over in a new place where no one knew me was unprecedented. I had awoken that morning next to a man who disgusted me. When I saw this chubby man snoring with his mouth agape, I quickly considered my life and decided that I was done prostituting myself. “You can always restart, Nina,” my father once told me, and that’s precisely what I did.I contacted a garage sale company, and they whisked away everything I pointed out in no time. I packed my belongings into a suitcase and said goodbye to the hectic Lagos city life and hello to a new life in a small town. Because Nigeria is such a large country, only a few people knew about Dudu town, but I knew about it because m