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45. Suppressing Me

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KIARA

I had heard a few warriors panicking that the Alpha had snapped in the training grounds and I was curious what had happened. I hurried over to see what they meant. After all, Raven’s description of his anger and seeing Rayhan’s state worried me. As I got closer, a feeling of foreboding filled me and my wolf was screaming at me to run.

‘Calm down girl’ I said in my head as I broke into a run, trying my best not to let the pain in my ankle get to me.

I reached the training grounds, I saw the blood that covered Alejandro’s hands. It wasn’t his. It took me a split second to realise the situation - Alejandro was ready to kill Carmen... Because of me.

"…Don’t forget to say hi to Selene for me."

Alejandro’s words and the darkness that loomed around him sent me into a state of panic. He couldn't do this.

"Stop!" I shouted, rushing over towards them.

I stumbled slightly before I lunged myself at the dangerous Alpha, knocking him a

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Marrie Mitipelo
Oh my Gosh......... Well Mister no ears... She's Warned him. he'd an arse!! The One Person who Could be his Mate, is the One who can get near enough to do this!! ......
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Kathleen Slattery
so sad that she couldn't heal herself
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sanzu
I think his Dad knows that alejandro is his mate..
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