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49. Staying Stubborn
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2024-10-29 19:42:56ALEJANDRO
I had locked myself in my office all day, drinking bottle after bottle. I don’t even know how many fucking cigarettes I have consumed. Her innocent pleas to stop hurting her fucking destroyed me. I should never have used her…
I was strong enough to protect her… right? But that would only make sense if there was someone to protect her from me… I was a monster, she was someone with so much concern and love that it sure made up for my lack of it.
I often snapped, and if I ever hurt her… She couldn't even heal herself. Hell even if she could, I didn’t want to hurt her. Yeah, I was already fucking doing that without trying… I stared at the ceiling; my feet crossed on my desk as I leaned back in my seat, feeling like a fucking train-wreck inside.
I knew what I needed to do. Keep myself so fucking busy that I didn’t have time to think about her.
It was now dark outside. I had just sat here in the dark, not even bothering to m
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