I saw a lady sitting on a dark-colored high stool at the counter. A pair of brown hazel eyes scrutinize me from head to foot as my red heels touch the zigzag marble flooring that completes the French-themed aura of this fancy bar called French 75. She wears a big smile as our eyes meet. She flaunts her long legs by wearing a pair of black slacks.
She stands up as I approach her. The golden big buckle of her belt emphasizes her outfit and compliments well with her bell-bottom slacks. She wears an old rose lace crop top allowing her to expose her sexy flat stomach. Her wool black coat that completes her FBI agent look is hanging at the stool next to her. A few more steps away from her, she sends me a skeptical look while leaning her weight on her right foot and crossing her arms in front of her big chest.
“Kendra Higgins,” I uttered, amused by her sexy stance. I sent her a killer look,
“Well, well, K. You look as fabulous as always.”
She flips her black silky shoulder-level hair confidently, “I know I do. I always do, A.” Then she motioned me to sit at the stool where her coat is. She removes it and sits down first. Then I sit down and put my golden pouch on the counter of the bar.
She ordered immediately as soon as we sat down,
“Thirsty, aren’t we?” I said.
“Of course, I am. Thirsty for alcohol and hungry for your stories. Now speak up bitch, I’ve been dying to hear about your early honeymoon in Prague.” she giggled excitedly.
“You do know how to ruin the mood, Ms. Higgins,” I said sarcastically while sending her a daggering look. Silence took over, then a few seconds later, we burst out in laughter like crazy teenage girls. This is how we behave when we are together. She has been my best friend since forever, a best friend of a lifetime I might say. She is a fashion guru.
Their company is in contract with ours – an advertising company, so it requires us to meet a lot, almost on a daily basis. She is also my business partner and the co-owner of Events for Keeps, a company which I built from the scratch – my pride and my wealth.
She began to tap her fingers on the counter waiting for me to proceed with my tragic story which for sure will be hilarious. I let out a deep sigh, “Nothing!”
She frowns, “What do you mean by nothing?” she asked impatiently.
“Don’t tell me we are keeping secret now, bitch?” she added with an obvious accusation in her voice. I shrug and shake my head, “Of course not, K. It’s just that nothing happened. Just like before! Just like forever!” I continued with disappointment shown on my face.
“Cheers to that, Hail Mary full of grace!” she said obnoxiously, then grabbed the shot glass and devoured the liquor in it. I took the other glass and raised it mid-air, “To that virgin priest Siegfried, and to my failing relationship, and to my ever boring sex life, and to my every fading charisma. Hell yeah!”
I took the shot and put the shot glass back to the counter a little violently. Then Kendra ordered another round of drinks, and another round of drinks, and another round, and another round until she’s totally wasted. We drank to the fullest while reminiscing about that ugly argument I had with my boyfriend. The so-called anniversary celebration became a memory that I want to forget. I sighed and just continued listening to Kendra’s rant about my boyfriend and my boring love life.
I don’t understand her weakness towards alcohol. She loves drinking but she never builds tolerance towards it. Unlike me, who can’t be drunk, even if I want to get drunk, it is just too hard for me. Give me a barrel of sake, then maybe, like I said, maybe, I’ll be tipsy.
Even though she is my best friend, I know that I am not the one she wants to be with at this time, so I took out her smartphone and scanned it for a contact number. Then I dialed the number to my smartphone and put back hers in her bag. The number rang so I waited for this person to pick up the call. To tell you honestly, I should have saved his number a long time ago, since she is Kendra’s lover for more than a year now, but unfortunately, I just couldn’t bring myself to save it, you’ll know why soon.
After seven times of non-stop calls, he finally answered. I explained the situation like I always do. He said she will pick her up after an hour. So here I am, taking care of my wasted best friend in a bar. Do I complain about it? No! Definitely not! I love taking care of her because this is the only time I could show her how much she means to me. Kendra has a very strong personality. Sometimes, I feel that she doesn’t need me at all. Another thing is, she has always taken care of me since childhood. The reason why I am strong now is because of her.
I tidy up her appearance while waiting for her lover. I tied her hair and covered her with her coat. I put on my coat as well because it is starting to get chilly here. I ordered a few more drinks to enjoy the moment. I need to enjoy this because tomorrow will be working again. For sure, I won’t be able to meet my boyfriend again. He is a very busy man. He works like a CEO, when in fact he is an accountant, a very essential one for his company, for their firm, I might say.
Just thinking about him made me sad. We never had a chance to talk again after the argument at the restaurant. The morning after that, he asked another hotel employee to give me one of his shimmering notes. He had to go back to Seattle early that morning while I stayed for a few more days scouting new places to feature in my writings.
I took a sip and roamed my eyes around this bar. This is what I love about this bar, people try to be discreet as possible as they can. They never make a noise and let the peaceful ambiance of this French-themed bar continue. They are high profile, by the looks of it. I continue to admire the place.
Lost in my thoughts, I heard a man clear his throat beside me, “Ava”, his voice is as cold as ice and crazy deep. I look at him. He nods and smiles at me, “How’s your vacation? I hope you enjoyed it a lot.” He is as friendly as ever. His mood is so bright.
“It was good for work. But not for a vacation, I guess,” I answered distantly. He chuckled, “Well I guess nothing’s working out with you and that boy.” His statement froze me a bit. He is one hell of a gossipmonger. I twisted my upper body facing him.
“Well somebody’s nitpicking,” I said with a little bit of sarcasm in my voice.
He puts his arms up in surrender, “Or more like a friendly chit-chat, Ms. Anderson.”
I raised my eyebrows, “You don’t need to befriend me, Mr. Murrow. At least not now, not yet. Kendra is head over heels for you and I won’t do anything that would make her hate me. I will treat you, well. I guarantee that, but probably, not as a friend.”
He smiled at me without any sign of annoyance in his face, “And I won’t do anything to her for you to hate me even more.”
“I don’t hate you. I hate the situation you are in, but not you.” I clarified. I saw a change of mood in his face but he tried to hide it. This is Nikolai Murrow, Kendra’s lover. Tall, handsome, smart-ass, and a hard-fucker as she describes him.
With our chit-chatting, Kendra awakens from dreamland, still trying to sober up, “I can smell you, Nik. What are you doing here?” she said. That’s what she always says every time Nikolai is to pick her up. I pinch her cheek, “Wake up princess, your knight is here to snatch you away from me again!” She smiled at me while her face is still buried on the counter, “Why don’t you tell that little priest to come and get you!” she suggested, “Or else, I’m going to give you away…” she paused sobbing up, “to other beast fuckers who will feast in that perfect body of yours!”Nikolai laughed his ass out as I felt a little bit of embarrassment, “Yes, your honor, find me a prince immediately”. I shook my head left to right and let out a smile as I looked at her still tipsy. “Okay, chitchat is over ladies, I will now reclaim my princess and punish her for drinking too much. Again!”, with an emphasis at the end of his statement. He then dips his lips towards her forehead down to her lips then giv
It took time before I realize that the man inside my room is my boyfriend, Sied. My heart stopped momentarily. “Goodness, Sied! What were you thinking?” I exclaimed, still catching my breath. He walked towards me then wrapped his coat around me, “I am sorry I didn’t mean to startle you,” he kissed me on the forehead.“I wanted to surprise you but I fell asleep while waiting for you,” he smiled at me.Oh god! That beautiful smile melts me every time. Now I can feel how intoxicated I am, all I could see is his lips and this thought is asking me to devour it. Alright, I am feeling horny!“Well, congratulations! You did!” I said sarcastically. “I’m sorry, love. I intentionally responded to your message that way because I really wanted to surprise you. But I didn’t know it would take you long to get home,” he said while looking at me. “Where have you been?” he asked with curiosity in his voice. “I was out. I felt bad after receiving your message so I stayed out for some fresh air,” I e
I’ve been staring at the lights flashing from the tail light of this car in front of me for half an hour now. I am now stuck in this heavy stressful carmageddon under this stupid rain. I buried my head into the steering wheel, “Why now?” I exclaimed to myself while imagining Sied’s furious face and his parents’ mocking stare. I sighed as my mobile phone vibrated from the passenger’s seat. Now what? Do I have to listen to his scary voice, too? The car in front of me began to move so I wore my Bluetooth earpiece and answered the call with my breathy voice, “Hey! I’m sorry Sied, I was stuck in this stupi-”But before I could finish my sentence, “Hey, Ava. The dinner’s canceled. My parents have to go to a council meeting in Parish Church,” he said in a hurry as if he’s running the race. His voice is unstable. My heart leaped with the good news he shared, my smile widened and suddenly the heavy feeling was lifted. “Oh really?” I said trying to cover up the happiness in my voice. “That’s
Surprised and stunned by Kendra’s glaring prowess, I hurriedly folded my laptop and secured it with my left hand, stepped my chair backward, and forced a smile at her as if like a criminal caught in action. My sweat couldn’t escape Kendra’s scrutiny. I gulped and continued to stare at her without saying anything.Our staring duel continued. She broke it when she returned her stare at my laptop. My left hand automatically tightened my grip and Kendra took notice of it. She crossed her arms and then went back to me, “So? What have you been doing?” she said with her voice full of accusations.“You were so into it, you didn’t even notice I hardly knocked on your door!”Finally, my voice caught up, “Ah… I-I was doing-” I startled, finding the right words, looking back and forth at Kendra and my laptop, “-I was searching.”Disbelief is seen in her face, “Cut the crap! What is it?”“Really, I was searching for what I will feature next in my article!” I blurted out.Hmm, I guess that was a g
It’s a miracle Seid does not mention anything about my reckless driving resulting in my arrest. “In fact, he hasn’t even called me or sent me any message at all for the past three days. Can you imagine being in a relationship and not communicating at all?” I talk to myself while I insert a capsule into my coffee machine.I lean on the counter and look at the window across from me. It is one sunny afternoon and I am here at my office alone catching up on all the requests and demands of our clients. It always feels busy here but I like spending my time here rather than working at my company’s office,“If only I could quit my job and just focus here, I would without hesitation”, the thought brushes my mind. The sound of the coffee machine interrupts me from my daydreaming. I get my coffee and start working on my business projects.I sit down in my receiving area and stare at all the folders, notes, and files scattered in front of me, “Let’s see which one we should do first,” I say. I rea
Right then and there, our bonding time ends. Now, I have to face this man’s wrath. Seid begins to walk towards me as Art makes his way out of the room. They both stop momentarily in front of the coffee table. The situation gets even more awkward.“Damn it, Seid!” I think.With a weak but stern voice, “The second you’re back Arthur, look where I found you. You must have missed my girlfriend very much,” I can see Art’s facial expression change.“Damn it, Seid! What the fuck are you implying? Art’s my best friend!” I explode and stand up from where I am sitting.But Art gestures me to stay put so I calm myself up, “It’s not nice to see you, too Seigfried, or should I say, our highness, Cohen?” he sarcastically responds while facing my boyfriend. “Look, I know that you are gay, but I still don’t like you touching my girlfriend or being around her especially alone!” his remarks are already out of line.“Seigfried!” I shout with a shaky voice. Once again, Art looks at me and sends the sign
"All passengers for flight 69B bound for Vienna International Airport may now proceed to the boarding area at Gate 5A. Please have your boarding pass and identification ready. Any passenger in need of special assistance may proceed to Gate 5B."I hug K tight, not wanting to let go. Nikolai smiles at me while letting us have our moment. I sigh and am having doubts about whether to board or not. I must have gone crazy when I bought this ticket last night. I massage my furrowed forehead."What are you waiting for, A? You should go," Kendra pushes me away. I look at her with pleading eyes waiting for her to stop me from all this craziness. But instead of doing that, she called someone. In just a few seconds, the news about my cowardness traveled halfway across the world. Kendra face her phone screen at me, and I immediately saw Art's irritated face.He yells at me, "Cut the crap, Ava, will ya? I'm pretty sure I already showed you how impotent that boyfriend of yours is, right? So butt out
"Are you ready?" he sternly asks. My heart jumps at his question and I begin to question myself if I am truly ready for this. I question whether I will regret this decision or not. I debate whether giving my virginity up to someone I know is something worth doing or not. While confused and doubtful of the situation I am in right now, the luminous figure on the other hand seems impatient. He asks me a question but he's not gentleman enough to wait for my response. He immediately claims my lips. Our lips touch, wet and soft. His breath smells like menthol and his lips taste like eucalyptus, cool like citrus, and sweet like honey.Right there and then, my doubts disappear. He pulls me closer to him, rubbing his arm against my sleeping gown. "Oh, god, it feels good to be touched," I savor the moment.As he pulls me closer, the more his perfume scent becomes familiar, I am pretty sure I have smelled this before, but I can't point it out.Distracted from my invited thoughts disconnects my l
(Avery’s Thoughts) (Two Years After The Divorce)I am standing backstage at one of the famous morning talk shows here in NY.I don’t know why I feel so nervous, well, it is my first TV appearance nationwide.Then I look at the mirror and fix myself, “Well, I am not yet ready to reveal my personality so I think of a way to hide my identity, and that is to use a pen name and a sophisticated mask, like the ones you wear in a masquerade ball.”A staff finally reaches out to me and says, “Miss Sparks, in a minute they are going to call you on stage. And your cue is the dimming light, okay?”“Uh-huh,” I hesitantly answer.But she is there to boost and cheer me up, “Take a deep breath, relax, and remember, you are good, and you definitely got this!”The sound from the crowd suddenly dies down and the voice of the host is heard. I look up at their gigantic spotlight and wait for the cue.I take a deep breath and say to myself, “You got this, Avery. You got this!”“Let us all welcome with a ro
(Avery’s Thoughts) “Dear Avery - My Loyal Wife, When you came into my life and agreed to be my wife, that was the best day of my life. That day, on our sudden wedding day, I promised that I would cherish you more than anyone else.I swore to protect the smile on your face, a smile so genuine when I first met you at that hotel five years ago. Avery, I know you’ve been trying so hard, and you never once failed to fulfill your duty as my loving wife, even if it means putting your heart aside. You’ve been so good to me, and you’ve been faithful to me like you promised me. But sometimes kindness and compassion aren’t enough when love is forced. Eventually, the true feelings will immerse.With so much regret, I’ve seen you fell right in front of my eyes. I’ve witnessed how your bright spark faded when you married me. I’ve become the reason why you lost yourself.I let it happen. And I can’t forgive myself for that ever again. You were forced to love me. I forced you to love me. And
(Avery’s Thoughts)“Babe, did it come out now?” Jeff yells behind the door. While I am damn nervous to even peek at it. “It is only a minute, it needs another minute, babe. Please, don’t stress me out,” I yell back at him. “I’m sorry. I just feel so excited about the news. I can’t wait to tell mom and dad about our baby!” he says exhilaratingly. “Don’t jinx it!” I scream angrily. “Okay, okay, I’ll wait here patiently,” answers Jeff. I am here sitting on the bathroom floor, waiting for the result to come out from the pregnancy test kit. It has been almost three years since we got married and there was never a time that we didn’t try having a baby. But until now, there’s still nothing. I hug my knees and start crying silently, “What if it fails again? Am I infertile?” I ask myself. The kit finally ticks and now I have to face the truth. God knows we’ve been trying so hard that’s why I even ask Kendra to take full charge of the business for now. I stop all my physical activities
(Avery’s Thoughts) Our El Nido, Palawan experience was splendid. And of course, I still can’t believe it. I came there single, “And now, I am officially Avery Tales. I am now married,” I murmur as I stare at both my and his wedding ring while he’s holding my hand in his sleep. It’s been a week since we came back here to America. Of course, the honeymoon stage has just begun and Jeff wants to make love to me almost every time. And me, being a good wife, always give him what he wants. Although, right now, I think I am still a little swollen down there. I go to the bathroom to clean myself up and wash my face as I promised Kendra I’ll be meeting her so we can talk about our new business venture. After brushing my teeth, I wake Jeff up, “Hey, babe. Didn’t you say you have an interview at Kirkland’s Best?”He groans and instead of getting up, he pulls me into the bed and showers me with morning kisses. I giggle as his kisses tickle me, “Babe, stop it. We have a lot of things to do tod
(Avery's Thoughts)Even though the wedding is sudden, Jeff managed to pull it off, and he has planned it all along. So after the wedding ceremony, we stayed for a little bit, I got to finally meet his parents. And for the longest of times, I once again felt the warm embrace of a parent. It made me cry because I knew that I am no longer alone, and no longer an orphan. Because now that we are married, his parents became my parents, too. And I can’t deny, my heart is full. After that, we stayed to talk to our guests for some time, and then we ate and enjoy the party, too. And now I am here standing on the balcony staring at the moonlight, while Jeff is still cleaning. I don’t know why. It isn’t the first time we are going to have sex, but for some reason, now that we are married, there’s this tension inside me, a feeling of hesitation, a feeling that I am officially owned by him. And unexplainably, I feel afraid. And now, my heart almost stops as I hear the gushing of the water fina
(Avery’s Thoughts) Later this evening, all four of us will meet Jeff’s parents. And because of it, I am so dead worried and I can’t get this nervousness out of my system. So while Jeff is away meeting his parents ahead of time, I rush downstairs and go to our neighboring villa. I knock ceaselessly, but Kendra and Nik aren’t coming out. I move back to look up, and I see that the light is on, it means they are there, so I continue to rampage on their door. “Kendra, Kendra,” I knock nonstop, “Open up, please!” I scream a little loud. Then after five minutes of almost breaking their door down, someone finally opens the door for me. “Thank God you finally come out, what took you so l–” I am about to complain but when I see her glaring at me with her hair a little bit frizzy and wrap in a blanket, I know that I should be more careful with my next words. Then later on Nik comes down with a little sweat on his forehead. “Uh-oh, definitely bad timing, Avery,” I say to myself. Then Kend
(Avery’s Thoughts) “Hey, we are going to be late for our flight!” I yell when I notice Kendra still struggling with how to put all her stuff in one big luggage. “Wait up! This stupid luggage just won’t listen to me!” she frustratedly yells back at me. Kendra is not a patient and she hates dealing with this kind of stuff. So I go to her room to check up on her. And there I see her leg wrestling with her luggage just so she can close it up. “Stupid-little-luggage!” she yells and kicks before she pounds it hard in the end. And then she sits beside it looking at me with so much energy wasted. “Help me out, A?” she begs. I smile at her and then gently hit her on her forehead. “That’s why I’ve been telling you to pack a week ago,” I nag at her a little and she sticks her tongue out for a moment. “Hmm, let’s see what unnecessary things you put in here,” I tease her. Then I begin to take out some clothes and things she can’t wear to our destination. “Nope!” “–But I need it.” “–It’
(Kendra’s Thoughts)Then a slight touch on my shoulder and a breathy apology are enough to get hold of the situation, “I am sorry, Kendra. Let me fix this,” is all he says. And even without looking, I know this one is definitely Dmitri’s voice since it triggers the hatred hidden deep within my bones.And as he passed by me, he steps up and grabs the arms of that tallest guy, “Let go, Luke, please,” he calmly says.Then the man who fell suddenly stands up continuing his tantrums like a child, “Why are you siding with them, Dee? He punches me first, you should get mad at that bitchy Heather’s husband” then scowls at Dmitri. But Dmitri is true to his words for the first time in his fucking life, he is trying to fix the situation. He glares at him and Luke, “I said Let go, Luke. Don’t make me say it for the third time, and you, I told you to be more careful with your words, this is my city, they know me here as a businessman, you should have thought of me more before creating a scene. T
(Kendra’s Thoughts)Avery finally got discharged from the hospital and in the meantime, I invite them over to stay in my apartment instead of wasting all their money paying for a hotel room. I have two more spare rooms in my apartment so I guess it is fine. Kervin is still here, so they will look after him while I go out with Nik and enjoy our anniversary. I am about to finish dolling up when A enters my room. “Hey there, gorgeous,” she says while leaning on the side of the door. I am currently wearing my earrings when my side zipper comes undone. So she goes to me and says, “Here, I got this,” she says and helps me out. I can’t stop smiling. I am just happy to know she’s here. I am happy we get to do this again. I hear the zip sound finishes, “Okay, you are good to go, sexy K. Are you going to bring the house down tonight with your fiery red velvet bodycon dress?” she pokes my side. “Oh god, no. We will just eat and then go home since that bitchy wife already knew our annivers