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Losing My Virginity

Author: Lolitha Sparks
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

"Are you ready?" he sternly asks. My heart jumps at his question and I begin to question myself if I am truly ready for this. I question whether I will regret this decision or not. I debate whether giving my virginity up to someone I know is something worth doing or not. While confused and doubtful of the situation I am in right now, the luminous figure on the other hand seems impatient. He asks me a question but he's not gentleman enough to wait for my response. He immediately claims my lips. Our lips touch, wet and soft. His breath smells like menthol and his lips taste like eucalyptus, cool like citrus, and sweet like honey.

Right there and then, my doubts disappear. He pulls me closer to him, rubbing his arm against my sleeping gown. "Oh, god, it feels good to be touched," I savor the moment.

As he pulls me closer, the more his perfume scent becomes familiar, I am pretty sure I have smelled this before, but I can't point it out.

Distracted from my invited thoughts disconnects my lips from his. But he claims it right away, this time, his motion is much more aggressive, but I am liking it. He bites my lower lip and sucks it, and I keep my mouth open. Then he reaches for my tongue, and we intertwined. His grip on my waist becomes even tighter and then his other arms brush my hair away from my neck.

This is only the second time in more than three decades of my life that I have experienced this kind of kiss, lustful, desirable, and definitely steaming hot.

I am so over the clouds that I let out a soft moan, "Uh,".

As I moan he whispers to my ear, "Moan for me, love," and his breath tickles me. I bend my head away from his mouth to escape his tickling breath, leaving my neck exposed. His big hand then traced my long neck and gently grabs it, then he starts pecking me.

He then carries me to the couch. He sits down on the couch and puts me atop of him. Then he continues with pecking my neck.

"Uh," I moan uncontrollably as a response to his smooches. "This feels so good," I blurt out unconsciously. He pauses then answers my statement, "This is only the beginning, wait until I give you more pleasure than you can ever imagine," and then he blows my ears down to my neck.

My lower part muscle tightens as I heard his seductive remarks. Everything is now wet under. I hate to admit but he is so damn good. Even Seid has never made me wet this easily.

Then he sucks my neck and it feels like a sting, but that is only the initial feeling, as he sucks more, the greater it feels. He repeats it to both sides of my neck and then in the middle of my collar bone. He traces my collar bone and exclaims, "Perfect, these are perfect, love."

Then his left hand begins to travel while his right hand supports my back. Our bodies are facing each other giving him easier access to it. Now both his hands travel to my side and reach to the bottom of my sleeping gown.

"Raise your hands," he commands with his deep cold voice, a command that you want to follow right away. Unlike Seid's irritating voice.

My muscle down there tightens again in excitement.

Then his hands slide the fabric upward, slowly and sensually. Both his thumbs rub against my side, starting friction that makes me arch my back.

"Lovely," again with his short response.

The sleeping gown now passes my fingers and he throws it far away. He rubs my shoulders and starts sniffing my breasts.

A lick follows.

Then a peck.

Until he consumes one of my breasts and grabs the other.

I let out a loud moan, "Ahh, please," my moan gets stronger and stronger as his tongue plays with my nipples. His hands grab and squeeze my breasts tighter as if there's no tomorrow but it doesn't hurt at all.

I guess sex makes you feel pleasure more than anything else in the world.

"Oh, yes, keep going, please don't stop," I beg him like a child.

He caresses me, consumes me, devours me, nothing like Seid has ever done before.

I grab the back of his head and pull it closer to my breasts, burying him while he's playing me. Then a hard sensation suddenly surprises me down under.

"Oh, god, will I be able to take this," sweat drops my cheek with my discovery. It gets even bigger the more he touches me. This really makes me nervous.

He once again claims for my lips, we kiss more passionately and more aggressively.

After setting the mood, his manhood has finally awakened. With the looks of it, it is now fully awakened.

"Oh, dear, help me with his," I gulp and take a deep breath.

He positions himself to enter me, but as soon as reach my entrance, I stop him.

Being a gentleman, he heeds my call, "What's wrong?"

"Nothing, I-I j-just," feeling nervous forbids me to talk properly.

"You signed up for this, didn't you?", he asks in a calm manner.

"Yes, b-but, c-can we please not do it like this?", unsure of how to say it, I stutter even more.

He keeps his cool and asks me what I want, "Do you prefer any position? We can start with that," though I couldn't see his face, I am sure that he is smiling right now. The way he speaks really reminds me of someone.

"Uhm, bed, please," without any delay, he stands up carrying me like a feather, I link my legs around his torso. Then he gently lays me to bed,

"Do you want it like this?" he checks on me.

"Y-yes please, and be gentle because I-I," I want to tell him that I'm a virgin but would it be a good decision? What if he doesn't like a virgin like me?

"Do you have another request before I enter," keeping his cool manner, he queries again.

"No, just go," I bravely accept my chosen path. I wanted this so I better man up.

Then, at last, I can feel his hardness to my opening. With just a bit of friction, I cry myself, "Ugh," but I try to hide my squeal.

Suddenly he stops and kneels on the edge of the bed, "Are you still a virgin?"

Dumbfounded I couldn't answer and just stay still. "Oh no, I knew it, he probably doesn't like a virgin with no experience at all."

So I directly ask him, "D-don't you like a virgin? I know I have no experience but just teach me what to do and who knows maybe I can satisfy you."

I heard him sigh, "Are you kidding? You don't have to do anything. Being a virgin before me brings me more than any satisfaction I could ever have. Are you sure you want this?"

"Yes, very much, please take me."

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And there, I lost myself to a stranger who made me feel whole even for a moment.

 

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