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MOI This was bad. This was bad. This was so bad. I couldn't keep my mind from conjuring up the ways this situation was horrible. The timing, the fact that I had no idea the f***ing where I was going or what I'd run into. Or maybe the fact that once Rider got wind of Halie's complete disregard for his instructions, he'd have our head. Mine first, not so preferably. Everything was just horribly, horribly wrong. Gunshots rang out and I ducked, covering my head, not even sure of the direction it was coming from. The smoke was horrendously, smelly and just like a little hairball clogging my throat. My heart broke as I glanced around. Wolves laid on the ground dead and dying, guts spilled all over the place, silver embedded into their bodies poisoning them slowly. Others, crying for help. Humans, hunters torn to pieces. Everything was just horrendous. My feet paused, reaching a band of wolves fighting, fur flying all over the place as the animals wrestled each other? My eyes followed
Last Updated : 2021-12-12Her Beta Mate   Our own Ragnarok
Rider "Berserker?" Veron looks at me from the sides of his eyes disbelieving. "Aren't you the only one who's able to do that?" "No" I glance away remembering a very dark time in my life while training with my father. "When you're an Alpha you protect everyone, even the ones that you'd least expect" It was something I wouldn't forget-ever. When we were pups, Jax always knew he'd be the next Alpha, that was the tradition. But it wasn't the same for Beta's and Gamma's. We could either choose to follow in the footsteps of our parents or become fighters or omega's. Either way, we'd have to have a sparring match to determine who would have the title once a different wolf showed interest. Since Jax would be the new Alpha for our generation, he made it clear that he didn't want anyone else being his Beta, which was fine. Him being my best friend didn't seem like a tall order to ask for. Except maybe to my father I might have underestimated the task. Trainings we're brutal, irrespective of
Last Updated : 2021-12-20Her Beta Mate   A grim tale
RIDER I watched as he walked around zealous in his steps as I was. Only as much as we never reveled in blood, tonight for the sake of our pack I was going to enjoy taking him apart limb by limb. I crouched, shifting, my white fur glowing in the moonlight, watching him prowl around with weapon in hand. The moment he walked away from me, I sprung, tackling him into the ground. We rolled, him attempting to turn the weapon to pull the trigger, while I clawed at his face. His gun went off, the bullet grazing my skin and I lost it then; tossing my entire body weight against him, crushing him beneath me. Blood pouring from his mouth, arm twisted, still he persisted until I ripped the arm holding it from his shoulder, snarling. They all deserved death and everyone would find it at my paws. His screams filled the open air, and I could hear the cries of others as the second half of the war ensued. I dismembered his head from his body, then his only arm before grabbing his feet and tossing it
Last Updated : 2021-12-27Her Beta Mate   Two can play the game
RIDER My mother's neck and Luna Elaine's necks snap in record time, each woman staring intently at Sam, who's even more anxious at this point. "What?!" My mother screeches. "Sam? Is this true, are you pregnant?" "Um..." "Have you lost your mind?!" Luna Elaine chastises hardly. "Do you not want to have this pup?!" "I couldn't leave you all to protect me, " Sam says defensively. "I fight for myself. " "There won't be a -self, if you don't know the difference with being submissive and being subjected to. " "I can take care of myself," Sam counters. "Always have. " Funny how she was saying this now before everyone, when she was acting like a petulant child just days before hijacking my house, my space, my life. "I think you're missing the point," mother says. "Look all around Sam. There's barely a pack left standing. What's inside of you we can't even call the next generation? It's the only generation that's left. " "You're all worrying too much. I'm fine. Really, " she shoots me
Last Updated : 2022-01-06Her Beta Mate   Announcement
My arms were tired from being wrapped around my person so long, acting as a shield from everything. My feet were raw and sore from all that walking, as if we'd traversed the entire world and back. My thoughts plagued me, all in all it's been a horrible, horrible day. It had been a while since I heard the dying cries of the flames behind us, an indication of how sure my doom was. My helplessness was palpable as I thought about what I was heading into. I didn't want to be a Luna. I didn't want to be or become pregnant either. Especially not for a psychopath like Ragna. If I had one wish it would be to be back with Rider and everyone else. I'd take our arguments, hell even bunking with Sam wouldn't be such an impossible situation as opposed to this. The sun had long since set and we were still walking. I was starving, my menstrual cycle was still reigning triumphantly which only added to my depression. "Can we stop for a while?" "No. " "My feet are aching. " "We're almost there. "
Last Updated : 2022-01-10Her Beta Mate   Farce Luna
"Off with her head, " someone says behind me. What?! The crowd stills before me, all celebrations falling into hushed tones, while I swallow thickly. "There's no need to be mischievous Celene, " Ragna says without turning to regard the person. Soft patters echo towards me, before fingers thread through my hair. "Oh but she's so gullible" the woman whispers against my ear and my blood chills at her voice. "Let's give the new Luna a proper welcome. " her eyes do an appraisal of my body, before a small grimace lifts to her lips, as she turns back to her audience. "After all she's going to need a lot of help, to please our dear Alpha. " "Enough, " Ragna says and his voice travels over the large crowd, returning back their attention to him. "We will have a feast tonight. " He spins on his heels pulling me along while Celene walks alongside him dressed in the grim reaper's garb. I watch their interaction with mild interest. The way her fingers subtly cascade his arms, how she leans i
Last Updated : 2022-01-15Her Beta Mate   Poisoned
I attempt my best not to seem disturbed by Gale's announcement, but I'm fooling no one. I can't eat or sleep and even though my insides are being ripped to shreds, I can hardly care. I have no friends here, no allies, and the rightful heir to Ragna's side didn't like me as far as she can throw me, and the sham is even more violent. Moi pops into my mind and I pray to whatever deity, listening that she's safe. I know Jax will keep her protected, but only if they make it out alive. I shook my head berating myself. Of course, they'd make it out alive. They had a pack to protect and unlike this one, were close-knitted like an enormous extended family. Anxiety settles in once again, forcing my sinking fear to bubble to the top. I pace around the room wringing my hands, striving to think of a plan. Plan A would be rescuing myself and plan B would be to wait until Rider gets here. If he gets here, especially on time. Would he know where to look for me exactly? This was a terrible twist o
Last Updated : 2022-01-22Her Beta Mate   A step in the right direction
The wrecked packhouse is where we'll have the meeting, it's the only place that's left with a little privacy and right now that's what this meeting required, I suppose. Not that more secrecy would be helping our cause. The sight startles me to find Jax outside just a couple meters before me. Perhaps he wanted to spend as much time away from our parents as usual. With Oliver indisposed, it would just be us two. Like old time sakes. Yeah, maybe a few minutes of not getting our ears boxed about was good thinking after all. His head lifts when I come to stand next to him, releasing an exasperated sigh. "Doesn't look promising asshole. " His eyes lift once more to survey the area, giving out a light chuckle. "No it doesn't, but at least the women and pups are safe and we still have a camp. " "True, " I concede. "Mom wants them to return, but I think it's a horrible idea right now. " "Meaning, she wants to see Allison and know if her grandchild is okay. " "Yeah, " he nods. Jaxon go
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Her Beta Mate   Love always wins
RIDER I hurried home, running through the living area and headed for my room grabbing my travel bag. I hadn't seen Halie since she left, haven't heard from her, wouldn't even know who to ask. But I had promised that we'd only be apart temporarily and I meant it. 'You're leaving!!' Quinn's voice screams in my head. 'When were you planning on telling me this?' 'Hopefully before you had the chance of screaming my ear off' I responded in the link. 'I give up my position too' Oliver says joining the conversation. I pause, grabbing a shirt and then two more. I wasn't sure how long I'd get to stay with her- not that I was hurrying, but I couldn't put off going to find Jax either. The asshole hadn't left a clue about his whereabouts and I pray to Selene that he hasn't gone Berserker either, but I'm almost sure he might have said something to Moi about where he might be. And that's what I'm counting on. 'No you can't' I reply to Oliver. 'What? You just walked away from yours'. 'I'm thi
Her Beta Mate   I quit
RIDER I watched as Halie left, feeling the longing in her heart to stay. I wanted her to stay but she couldn't. With Jax gone, my father and the new Alpha would try to keep both her and Moi in holding. It had to be something special why an Alpha of all ranks chose a human for a mate. I haven't even divulged that she was my mate. But I wasn't gonna wait around for either secs to accept it. I only stayed to ensure there was no abuse of the Red Devil pack members. I was standing behind Halie's oath to give them safe passage. Which is what the argument between us is. "We rebuilt most of the destroyed buildings, men are working on the fences to get them up again. " Oliver explains. He is just as exhausted as I am at our Alpha's stubbornness. He might have been his father-in-law, but I swear Oliver rolls his eyes and mutters beneath his breath 'If it wasn't for Allison and the pup'. No one wants to deal with either of them. Neither my father or the current Alpha and the fact that I was
Her Beta Mate   Home
I was still pissed that Rider took his ex along but I knew he didn't do it on purpose. It's not like he could send her back. Besides the whole fact that I can't even think straight, Moi is dead and in the heat of things, Rider decides to admit that he loves me. Now, his pregnant ex tags along. I've been avoiding him for days now ever since we started the journey back to his pack. It's not that I dont love him, I do, but I'm confused as to where we go from here. If Gale hadn't rotted me out, I had agreed to leave Rider be. The guilt still gnaws at me, especially after what we shared last night and some part of me thinks it would be the right thing to do. Especially with a baby on the way. Sam would only continue to be petty and would likely require Rider for everything, even lifting a cup of water. I walk around checking on the pack members, smiling at the little kids. They were all so terrified. I had eavesdropped on some of their conversation a little earlier, hearing someone ment
Her Beta Mate   Conviction
RIDER I can't move. I think I might have broken every bone in my body, plus the additional ones that were broken prior to embarking on this adventure. Now that I had the time, I felt every radiation of f**king pain soaring through my body. "Hey, " Halie whispers, her face contorted in concern as he held onto me. "You're going to be okay. There's so much blood" She chuckles nervously. "So much blood but you're going to be okay, I promise. " 'Okay' I told her, even if she couldn't hear me. But I trusted her. I can hear Veron, thank goddess he was still breathing, Quinn still in enough shape to make jokes. I can almost smile at the thought. I can't believe we actually won a f**king war, killed Ragna. I killed a Red Devil. Yeah I was never going to live this one down. Something cold slips into my veins, my eyes opening momentarily finding Halie still beside me. She glances up with a smile, her eyes moving back to whatever she was doing. Her small hands skim my fur, chest relaxing as sh
Her Beta Mate   No Greater Sacrifice
RIDER It's a small jerk, then another and then the sound of sputtering that pulls me from my reverie and to her side. I lift my mate, helping her to sit forward as she coughs up water swallowed from having gone under. Halie immediately wraps her arms around my neck, shivering, pressing her mouth to mine and I return her kiss in fervor. Maybe she didn't think I'd make it while I was losing hope that she'll remain alive. Halie pulled back, staring into my face for a while, tears streamed down her cheeks, lips trembling and I pulled her closer, squeezing her against my chest. She didn't need to say anything. I already knew and understood. "You actually came," she whispers. "For me. " "I promised I'll always find you, didn't I?" "That's so corny. " Halie chuckles against me and I soak everything up, determined not to let these memories slip. I decided here and then that I was going to do better, be better for her. Believe in her. "Erhem, " Someone coughs from behind me, and Halie pe
Her Beta Mate   Hell hound
RIDER Ragna was dead. I wanted him dead and unidentifiable beneath me. Halie was mine and now she was his. He stole her from me, ripped her from my arms and now from my soul. Apart of me doesn't feel any different, I don't feel as if the bond I have with Halie has broken, but I'm so apprehensive at the thought that it makes me giddy and irrational. Ragna roars with anguish as he rips me from his hand that I had latched unto, taking a chunk of flesh with me as I roll, before hurrying back to my four paws. That molten feeling spreads through me once more, shoulders tense and pain radiates through every limb. Soon I wouldn't be able to control my actions anymore, but I don't want to. Not with this bastard. He walks around me going in circles and I watch him, my tail wagging excitedly. I've never felt this excited over a prey, not since the last time I had training with my father. The alarm that registered in his eyes when I tackled him to the ground, when I had only missed his main v
Her Beta Mate   Solstice
My body feels heavy, like lead, my mouth dry and when I open my eyes, everything is suddenly too bright. I lifted my hand to my eyes, feeling my body suddenly spilling over and I fought to catch myself, hands pulling me backwards instead. When I finally open my eyes, it's almost noon, and I'm strapped to a chair, a cream-colored lace grown attached to my person while women placed the remaining decorations in my hair. My feet are bare, my shoes confiscated and if I run away by some weird chance, I wouldn't be able to get far. Flower petals and blossoms line the way to some final destination, children running around happily as if sealing my fate with a monster was a royal decree. Eventually someone releases the bands that keep my body and feet hostage and I hold onto the chair, standing up. "How was your sleep?" Ragna asks, his unexpected presence making me jump. "What did you do to me?" "Nothing that you didn't cause on yourself, " He says looking me over. His eyes slid down my body
Her Beta Mate   Betrayed
I glance up and down the hall ensuring that no one sees me before slipping into the room, hearing a groaning wolf toss and turn in her bed. Gale had given me monkshood a few days ago and I've managed to get a little of it into the she-wolf's water. I know it poisons, but just enough will render her powerless for me to do what I need. The door slips shut with a click and I hurry over when she moves to sit up groaning and clutching his stomach. "What the hell are you doing in my room?!" Celene hisses at me. "Careful, you're already in a bad state, don't want to worsen your situation do you?" Celene grits her teeth at me from her position against her bed, glaring at me. "You're the runt that poisoned my water?!" "I'm the runt that could potentially cure you should you heed my instructions. " Celene laughs, throwing her head back against the headboard. "Oh you've got some balls on you, waltzing into my bedroom with ultimatums. Who says I can't just rip your head off and do the ceremo
Her Beta Mate   Bro code
RIDER "Are we gonna talk about last night?" "No", I brushed Oliver's question to the side and kept walking, a scowl on my face. "Wait, " he grips my upper arm but I yank it away refusing to stand and talk. I already said no, he should just let it go. "Hey! " Oliver runs up blocking my path. "I get it okay. You don't know what to do about your mate, you don't know if you'll be able to save her. I get that. " "Really?" "Yeah, " he answers, either oblivious to the sarcasm in my voice or he chose to ignore it "No, no you don't get it. " "I'm a brother too, you know. I'm a part of the family. I get it. I'm the outsider between you and Jax. We all know you both grew up together. The only other reason I'm here is because Allison is my mate. So I get how you feel. It's the same way I felt when Jax took his sister away without even consulting me first. It made me feel insufficient, makes me question my role as the pack's Gamma. I wondered if he didn't trust me enough. But most of all, I
