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Lillys POV My mates fear and pain radiate through the bond to me. I haven't felt Violets for a while, so she's either numb, or has cut us off, and I am not sure which pisses me off more. I slammed her with my aura mainly to get her to stop hurting us. Hurting me. Oakley and Leo were boiling with pain, and I couldn’t take it. My Alpha blood responded to any one of my mates being in pain and even Willow is snarling at her. ‘Shes cut off Aspen’ Willow growls in anger. Shes slammed her wolf shut? Is she kidding? What right does she think she has to make decisions like this without her? “I always knew you could be fearful Violet, but I never knew you could be so selfish and cruel.” I growl out at her. I hear Leo and Oakley take a collective gasp, which would be funny if it weren't for the circumstances. “I... I'm not” she gasps out around her pain, and I don't let up. If I need to put her in her place, then I fucking will. “Yeah... then why are you hurting your mates? Why have you
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Violets POV I can't help it. When he gets all Alpha asshole on me it's fucking hilarious. This whole situation is hilarious. I feel like I woke up this morning down the rabbit hole and I am the only sane person left on the planet. But I am cracking. I can feel the splintering of it in my soul. I haven't been able to connect to my mates properly since I fled the office. I think my acceptance of this being temporary has allowed me to cut them off. They are letting each other's emotions rule how they feel. If they took a second to think rationally, and not with their damn hormones, they would know I am right. I can't breathe for laughing and my lungs start to ache. I place my hand on my chest and realise, I am still naked thanks to my shift earlier on. Sitting here on Lilly's leather sofa, stark naked, laughing my ass off while my mates glare at me, and all I can think is ‘They are staring at me sat here in my birthday suit... on my birthday’. Tears start leaking out of my eyes at that,
Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet Violet... STOP
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Violets POV Every step he took jolted my stomach, and the closer we got to the pack house, the more anxiety I felt. I know running wasn’t ideal. I know I hurt my mates. My wolf Aspen wouldn’t let me forget it. It was hurting me too. The pain was slicing through my chest the entire time. It was worse for me, as I was the one causing the pain. I just needed to run. To think. To breath. To exist without their decisions and emotions playing with my mind. Today has taken everything out of me. My whole family was a lie. My mate bond could risk my pack. My parents and their mates have denied themselves their full bond because they did not want to face what was to come. The destiny that has been put upon me. If they were this scared, then how the hell would I deal with this? I couldn’t. I know I couldn’t. My mates are going to hate me, but I just don’t think I am strong enough. I am not even strong enough to stand as Lillys Beta. It should have always been Ce. ‘Would you shut the hell up
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Oakley's POV I knew I had to be the one to go after Violet. The moment she fled, I had to do the maths. If Lilly goes... She was too mad to be able to chase her. That would have been a damn nightmare. Leo was needed for Lilly. She was emotionally spent, and I know she needed him right now. So, I chased after her, with my Wolf River barking at me to move faster. I bolt out of the office after her, hearing her sobbing as she flees. I know shes horrified by what's happening. It's hard on all of us. But she doesn’t get to bolt on us. The three of us have been seared with pain since she stood up and bolted, the pain still ripping through my chest as I try to chase her without falling three flights of stairs. Whoever put that damn office so high up in this building, did not think it all the way through. As I hit the bottom step, I see her. Shes stood outside the packhouse front door. Hesitating. Her tight leggings hugging her perfectly round ass, and her shoulders heaving from the run do
