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Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet Collision
Lilly’s POV As unimpressed as I am that my newfound mate whipped me behind him like a damsel in distress, I can appreciate that his instinct took over. He found us less than five minutes ago, and although I know he has seen me train, that doesn't mean his wolf likes the idea of losing me before we have even had a chance to be together. The apologetic look he gave me as he glanced over his shoulder was enough to make me realise that he understood that he fucked up. Hopefully, that won't be an argument we continue to have in the future, because I will be nobody’s Luna. He will need to learn that I am his Alpha, and he cannot push me around, mate or not. I know I already love him. His broad shoulders and rippling muscles are… everything. He has trained with us for years, and Oakley is a beast. I worry that Violet will not be content with such a quiet and level-headed mate. She can be quite volatile and needs talking down from the edge more times than I can count. Although we are best f
Last Updated : 2022-10-26Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet Finding Each other... Really
Leo’s POVAs I grew closer, I could instantly recognise the future Alpha and Beta. Once Oakley reached me, I could instantly feel our bond snap, and although I am overjoyed to have my mate in my arms, I can't forget that he had his hands on them seconds ago. Now I have staked my claim, those damn she-wolves thought they could come back to him? No. He is mine and they will fucking learn their damn place. Alpha or not… I will not let her touch my mate again. After my growl, they both froze. But Lilly’s returning growl was clearly full of warning. Oakley places his hands on my shoulders, releasing a tingling all over my body. Clearly, he is trying to calm me, which, although it is working, I am slightly pissed off. Is he really trying to protect them? I am his fucking mate! I don't care what his damn problem is with me going toe-to-toe with these two, other than the prospect of them handing me my ass. I know they could… but I would go down swinging for my mate! Why won't he let me stak
Last Updated : 2022-10-26Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet Calming Violet
Violets POVWith my pinkie finger locked around Lillies, and Leo’s arm around my waist, we walk back towards the packhouse. If we stayed out there much longer the whole pack would be witnessing much more than just a steamy kissing scene. All of my mates have me weak at the knees. Now, we have to inform our parents. As the current Alpha and Beta couples, they need to know we found our mates as soon as possible. The fear pumping through me is a result of our unusual mating situation. As long as I have been alive, there have never been more than three in a mate bond. To say that I am worried this will go badly is an understatement. Although my mates are happy and appear relatively calm, I can feel their apprehension through our bond. Knowing they can feel my consuming fear adds a hint of shame to our shared connection. How can I ever stand as Beta… or stand beside these amazing mates of mine… knowing that I will never equal their fearlessness? They are all prepared to face whatever is t
Last Updated : 2022-10-26Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet Out of the fryer
Lilly’s POVWe walked calmly to my mother's office, and I could feel my mate's anxiety. I know my mother better than anyone… other than my father I suppose. She is just going to be happy that the goddess has blessed me with my mates. Clearly, we will have some discussions about positions, as we have never had an alpha trio… not alone an Alpha Quad. I would be happy for Vi to continue to ascend to the Beta position, as long as they understand we will be sharing a home and a life together. Knowing that knocking before entering an office that would be mine in less than 9 hours would only incite a rant from my mother, I grab the door handle and stride in. Oakley keeps his hands on my hips as I enter first, trailed by my mates. My mother is sitting behind her glass desk, in her office chair, chatting on the phone. As we enter, her face lights up, as she turns to take in the view. I knew I could count on my mother to be understanding. Vi’s worries were all for nothing, for none of the elde
Last Updated : 2022-11-28Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet The Alpha's decision
Violets POV I couldn’t help but tremble. I let Lilly take the lead, as I knew she would be able to communicate this to our parents. It went downhill faster than I expected, and Lillys grip never weakened from either me or Leo. She was a force. When Willow took over, I assumed this would end up bad, but she appears to have made the Alpha resigned to our fate. Once the Alpha barks out a curse to the Goddess, I can see the visible disappointment on my parents faces. Even the Luna looks horrified in his mate. Lilly sinks back into Leo, exhausted by the prolonged control of her wolf form, and the power of her aura during the argument. I almost wanted to submit to her, but as she is my mate, my wolf stood proud of her mate. “Daisy. I have had enough of this. Now. You either stop this, or you can leave. Either way, we are telling the pups the truth. Like it or not.” the Luna barks at his mate. The shock in the room is almost tangible. He never over rules the Alpha. He always submits to hi
Last Updated : 2023-05-04Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet Luna's Truths
Luna Norths POV Standing against my mate was one of the hardest decisions of my life. It was easy to be her Luna. Some packs think less of us... well, me specifically, because she is a female Alpha, with a male Luna. The kids have no idea the prejudice of what we have endured all these years. I don’t care. I never did. The truth would finally be out now, and honestly, it felt like the crushing, painful weight is about to lift from my shoulders. It has been burdening all of us for such a long time. I only have one regret about the last twenty years or so... and I was about to put it all out there for my daughter and her mates. We move to the sofa, each taking a seat. Marigold, my mates Beta sits to my right, and takes my hand in hers. Her mate Reed sits to my left, leaning back into the cushions. I sigh. This is not going to be easy. I take my hand from Marigold’s and lean forward. The kids have all taken a seat across from us. My pup, Lilly, is sitting in one of her mates' laps. She
Last Updated : 2023-05-04Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet Beta's Honesty
Beta Mate Reed’s POV I knew this had to be hard for the pups. I watched them all take in my words, and the shock was almost comical on their faces. Being this close to my mates had me feeling a sense of comfort in this otherwise uncomfortable situation. I have never stopped loving them all. I never allowed myself to let them go, not really. We were just kids, who were forced into this situation, not knowing how hard it would still be twenty years later. I still felt the tingles and desire when I touched North. Daisy avoided our touch at every chance. Even Marigolds, which hurt her more than she would say. They remained best friends, but I know it hurt that she was kept at an arm's length from her. They grew up as best friends, just like Lilly and Violet. The pressure of their future roles in this pack was their common ground. They were both so happy when the found out they were mates all that time ago. Now... it's painful to even think about. We still spent as much time as possible
Last Updated : 2023-05-05Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet What do we do?
Oakley POV I had sat beside my mates listening to the Luna and Beta Mate explain and honestly, I felt like I had been hit by a truck. Not only was I having to contend with my own feelings, but that of my mates also. These men were their fathers, and they just found out that they should have been siblings. They weren't... thank the Goddess, otherwise we wouldn’t be able to mate as a quad. They would be blood related, and the Goddess doesn't play incestuous games like that. Leo looked over at me as he played with my hair. We could both feel the inner turmoil in our mates, and it was starting to make us nervous. Would they want to make the same decision as their parents? I can feel a pain rising in my chest, and Leo places his hand firmly on my neck. I look at him, and he furrows his brows. ‘They won't. They love us. I won't let you go Oakley. If they make us chose, then we leave. I won't be accepting any rejection. I won't live like them. I want all my mates. That includes you’ he
Last Updated : 2023-05-15
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Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet Chewed out
Selene's POV I had created some stubborn wolves in my time, and I knew Aspen was one of them. She could be energetic and fun loving, but also demanding and headstrong. I love all my wolves equally, and they all hold a place in my heart, so when I paired her with Violet, I thought I was doing the right thing. Violet can be quick to shut herself off from others and can be equally as stubborn as Aspen. I thought they would grow together and bring out new aspects in each other. I had overlooked how selfish and fearful Violet can be. We all have some selfishness to our personalities, and that’s ok, but this young Were is going too far these days. I had to watch one of my wolves, my children, being locked away and punished for being who I created her to be. I watched her whimper in this void, alone, time and time again. Aspen will always hold a special place in my heart, as I had sat in here many times and held her as she wept. She could never understand why her human couldn’t accept her
Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet The Void
Violets POV That damn wolf locked me out. Is she shitting me? I am locked in the darkest recesses of my mind and cannot get out. I have tried. Pushing and slamming against the mental block she has me behind, but she's just too strong. The endless darkness is driving me crazy and being here naked isn't helping me much. I huff and slam my body down onto the floor... or what I assume is the floor, as it's all just bloody darkness. How could she do this to me? It's my bloody body and she knows that the human counterpart can get lost here forever if left for too long. I cross my arms across my chest and huff out a breath in tantrum. I don’t know what the benefit of that is, other than to just let this darkness around me know that I am pissed off. Why would she do this to me? Aspen cannot see past the mate bond and is letting it rule her. I won't allow that! We cannot sacrifice the lives of our pack, the future of our people, for the sake of one mate bond. And Goddess knows what this so
Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet Take a break
Leos POV I grip Aspen to me hard. Although Violet is being a pain in the ass, that doesn’t mean I want to lose her. So far, other than the ten minutes I had with my mates on the packhouse lawn, my mate bond has been sizzling with emotion and pain. I am physically and mentally exhausted, and I know my mates feel the same. “Are you sure about this Lilly? We could lose her.” I say to her with a crack in my voice. “I can't see any other way, Leo. She needs to realise what she has done. What she's doing and putting us through. None of us will mark her until she's back. That’s obviously something we need her to consent to.” she says with a loud sigh. I look at Oakley with pain in my eyes. I can't mark my mates? That fucking hurts. He holds Lilly tighter to his chest and can see he is struggling to maintain his composure right now. I know the feeling. Aspen wriggles her bare little ass on my legs where she's sat, and it takes all my control not to pull her up onto my crotch. I take a de
Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet Silencing Violet.
Lillys POV My mates fear and pain radiate through the bond to me. I haven't felt Violets for a while, so she's either numb, or has cut us off, and I am not sure which pisses me off more. I slammed her with my aura mainly to get her to stop hurting us. Hurting me. Oakley and Leo were boiling with pain, and I couldn’t take it. My Alpha blood responded to any one of my mates being in pain and even Willow is snarling at her. ‘Shes cut off Aspen’ Willow growls in anger. Shes slammed her wolf shut? Is she kidding? What right does she think she has to make decisions like this without her? “I always knew you could be fearful Violet, but I never knew you could be so selfish and cruel.” I growl out at her. I hear Leo and Oakley take a collective gasp, which would be funny if it weren't for the circumstances. “I... I'm not” she gasps out around her pain, and I don't let up. If I need to put her in her place, then I fucking will. “Yeah... then why are you hurting your mates? Why have you
Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet Let the cracks show
Violets POV I can't help it. When he gets all Alpha asshole on me it's fucking hilarious. This whole situation is hilarious. I feel like I woke up this morning down the rabbit hole and I am the only sane person left on the planet. But I am cracking. I can feel the splintering of it in my soul. I haven't been able to connect to my mates properly since I fled the office. I think my acceptance of this being temporary has allowed me to cut them off. They are letting each other's emotions rule how they feel. If they took a second to think rationally, and not with their damn hormones, they would know I am right. I can't breathe for laughing and my lungs start to ache. I place my hand on my chest and realise, I am still naked thanks to my shift earlier on. Sitting here on Lilly's leather sofa, stark naked, laughing my ass off while my mates glare at me, and all I can think is ‘They are staring at me sat here in my birthday suit... on my birthday’. Tears start leaking out of my eyes at that,
Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet Violet... STOP
Leo’s POV Things had just been getting fun when I felt Lillys emotions plummet. I haven't been feeling violet as strongly since her little escape, and I hadn't tried to tune into her. I am still too pissed that she has done that in the first place. I get that she needed time. I even somewhat understand she wanted space... but this girl has a knack for hurting us all. So far, she hurt Lilly when they met... Oakley when they met... me and my mates when we all met, with her fear when going to announce our mating to the Alpha... and again... by running. She didn’t even speak with us. Who does that? Lilly lets go of me and Oakley and goes to stand by Violet on the sofa. Me and Leo edge a little closer, supporting our mates in this confrontation. I see Lilly plant her feet and rest her hands on her fucking delicious hips. This raging hard on is going to kill me. These mates of mine need to get shit sorted so I can have my way with ALL of them, leaving my mark on everyone's neck, or I swear
Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet Time with my mates
Lillys POV “We need to stop my Alpha, or our mates will not like that we continued without them.” Leo growls at me. I am still pinned between his body and the wall, panting and wanton. He kissed the shit out of me, effectively ruining my underwear and any chance I had at sanity today. I know he is right, but that doesn’t make me anymore frustrated that he pulled away from me. With my legs wrapped tightly around his waist, I can feel the effect this little session has had on him, and he is just as affected as I am. It takes everything in me not to just tear his clothes from his perfect body and devour what's mine, but I know he's right. Violet and Oakley need to be here. “UGH. I know but it doesn’t mean I am happy about it.” I say, looking into his deep brown eyes. It's unfair of the goddess to bless a male with such perfect eyelashes. They are jet black and frame his deep eyes perfectly, splaying out over his undereye when he closes them. Any she-wolf would kill for those lashes. H
Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet Naughty Betas get spanked
Violets POV Every step he took jolted my stomach, and the closer we got to the pack house, the more anxiety I felt. I know running wasn’t ideal. I know I hurt my mates. My wolf Aspen wouldn’t let me forget it. It was hurting me too. The pain was slicing through my chest the entire time. It was worse for me, as I was the one causing the pain. I just needed to run. To think. To breath. To exist without their decisions and emotions playing with my mind. Today has taken everything out of me. My whole family was a lie. My mate bond could risk my pack. My parents and their mates have denied themselves their full bond because they did not want to face what was to come. The destiny that has been put upon me. If they were this scared, then how the hell would I deal with this? I couldn’t. I know I couldn’t. My mates are going to hate me, but I just don’t think I am strong enough. I am not even strong enough to stand as Lillys Beta. It should have always been Ce. ‘Would you shut the hell up
Her Alpha: Lilly & Violet Run River, Run
Oakley's POV I knew I had to be the one to go after Violet. The moment she fled, I had to do the maths. If Lilly goes... She was too mad to be able to chase her. That would have been a damn nightmare. Leo was needed for Lilly. She was emotionally spent, and I know she needed him right now. So, I chased after her, with my Wolf River barking at me to move faster. I bolt out of the office after her, hearing her sobbing as she flees. I know shes horrified by what's happening. It's hard on all of us. But she doesn’t get to bolt on us. The three of us have been seared with pain since she stood up and bolted, the pain still ripping through my chest as I try to chase her without falling three flights of stairs. Whoever put that damn office so high up in this building, did not think it all the way through. As I hit the bottom step, I see her. Shes stood outside the packhouse front door. Hesitating. Her tight leggings hugging her perfectly round ass, and her shoulders heaving from the run do
