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Helping Mr. Gang Leader deep seeded feelings of love
Helping Mr. Gang Leader .Chapter 85: deep seeded feelings of love.“Are you feeling okay?”Gianna, who had been stirring the ice in her water with a lazy swirl of spoon, looked up suddenly at the sound of her brother’s voice. “I’m sorry?”A concerned expression was laced across Giovanni’s face. “I asked if you were feeling okay. You look … I don’t know, off.”Gianna gave a glance across Dante’s grandmother’s noodle house. Hers and Giovanni’s father was set to come through the main doors at any second, their first official meeting as a family after learning of the man’s terminal illness. In fact, it was the first time they were all going to be together since Giovanni’s high school graduation.“Gia.”“It’s nothing,” She replied automatically.“It’s not nothing,” Giovanni pushed. “I’ve known you for eighteen years. I think I know when it’s something.”Gianna blew out a long breath. It wasn’t as if she could really tell Giovanni what had happened between herself and Rio. It still see
Last Updated : 2023-01-25Helping Mr. Gang Leader Family issues
Helping Mr. Gang Leader .Chapter 86: family issues .“I want to learn how to read and write music. I want to learn an instrument.”Gianna looked back to her father, some kind of pleading urge on her face for the man not to ruin things.After a second more, their father asked Giovanni , “I expect you’d want me to pay for this?”A stunned expression crossed Giovanni’s face. “I … I have some money. I …”Gianna told him firmly, “I’ll help you pay. Tuition fees are manageable for a few classes. The both of us will be able to afford it.”“You can’t,” their father broke in to her, “even afford all the things your clinic needs. How would you pay for his classes?”Gianna breathed out sharply through her nose.And Giovanni , eyes falling away, said quietly, “It was stupid anyway. I need to focus on the things I have now.”“No,” Gianna snapped, voice raising in anger. “It’s not stupid. And Giovanni , if you want to go to college to study music, even if it’s just a hobby, I’ll make sure you ge
Last Updated : 2023-01-26Helping Mr. Gang Leader first official meeting
Helping Mr. Gang Leader .Chapter 87: first official meeting.“I want to learn how to read and write music. I want to learn an instrument.”Gianna looked back to her father, some kind of pleading urge on her face for the man not to ruin things.After a second more, their father asked Giovanni , “I expect you’d want me to pay for this?”A stunned expression crossed Giovanni’s face. “I … I have some money. I …”Gianna told him firmly, “I’ll help you pay. Tuition fees are manageable for a few classes. The both of us will be able to afford it.”“You can’t,” their father broke in to her, “even afford all the things your clinic needs. How would you pay for his classes?”Gianna breathed out sharply through her nose.And Giovanni , eyes falling away, said quietly, “It was stupid anyway. I need to focus on the things I have now.”“No,” Gianna snapped, voice raising in anger. “It’s not stupid. And Giovanni , if you want to go to college to study music, even if it’s just a hobby, I’ll make sur
Last Updated : 2023-01-27Helping Mr. Gang Leader first official meeting
Helping Mr. Gang Leader .Chapter 87: first official meeting.“I want to learn how to read and write music. I want to learn an instrument.”Gianna looked back to her father, some kind of pleading urge on her face for the man not to ruin things.After a second more, their father asked Giovanni , “I expect you’d want me to pay for this?”A stunned expression crossed Giovanni’s face. “I … I have some money. I …”Gianna told him firmly, “I’ll help you pay. Tuition fees are manageable for a few classes. The both of us will be able to afford it.”“You can’t,” their father broke in to her, “even afford all the things your clinic needs. How would you pay for his classes?”Gianna breathed out sharply through her nose.And Giovanni , eyes falling away, said quietly, “It was stupid anyway. I need to focus on the things I have now.”“No,” Gianna snapped, voice raising in anger. “It’s not stupid. And Giovanni , if you want to go to college to study music, even if it’s just a hobby, I’ll make sur
Last Updated : 2023-01-28Helping Mr. Gang Leader Gianna and her pervert boyfriend
Helping Mr. Gang Leader .Chapter 88: Gianna and her pervert boyfriend.Dante put a thoughtful hand to his chin and said, “We don’t serve alcohol here, Granny says there’s too many high school kids during the day and she doesn’t want them to get any ideas. But there’s a bar about a block from here. If you want some alcohol, that’s the place to go.”Once more, Gianna repeated, not caring at all if she sounded like a doctor, “You should not be drinking alcohol right now.”Her father palmed a hand down on the table and said decisively, “I think, Gianna, for the next three or four months, I can do whatever I want.”That was how, against all likelihood, Gianna ended up in a bar with Dante, her father, and Giovanni, watching the father she’d never felt she pleased, become seriously inebriated.“This is weird,” Giovanni said quietly, his shoulder brushing Gianna’s as he leaned in closer to keep his voice low. Gianna, who wasn’t a big drinker because of the medication she took, had managed
Last Updated : 2023-01-29Helping Mr. Gang Leader off they went
Helping Mr. Gang Leader .Chapter 89: off they went.Her father gave Gianna a drunk wave and let Giovanni heave him out of his seat.“Dive safe,” Gianna called after them, watching with a concerned expression as the whole of her family disappeared from sight.“That,” Dante said, his arm coming around Gianna’s waist, “wasn’t as bad as I was picturing.”It was odd, to have Dante touching her so openly in public, but also nice. If it was the alcohol loosing Dante’s rigorous fears about them being tied romantically, Gianna vowed to ply him with alcohol more frequently.“How did you imagine it going?” Gianna tugged Dante towards the door and onto the street. She wondered where Dante had parked, and couldn’t see it from the front of the bar.Dante shrugged. “I don’t know. I mean, I know your father works for the government, and you’re super, super smart. I mean, you’re a doctor. And Giovanni doesn’t know how to apply himself, but he’s no louse either. I guess I imagined your dad being thi
Last Updated : 2023-01-30Helping Mr. Gang Leader shrill fire and incidents
Helping Mr. Gang Leader .Chapter 90: shrill fire and incidents .Gianna was jarred awake by the shrill ringing of Dante’s cell phone.Blinking against the darkness of the bedroom, Gianna groaned and tried to burrow her face further against Dante’s chest. She felt Dante’s arms tighten around her and held out hope for just a second, that whoever was inconsiderate enough to call at a time when the sun wasn’t up, would stop soon.The ringing didn’t stop.“Your phone,” Gianna huffed out, desperate to get back to sleep, comforted by Dante’s presence and the warmth of the heater blowing across them.“Ignore,” Dante grunted.The blanket slipped down Gianna’s naked back as she leaned over Dante’s body to glare at the clock. It was three in the morning. They’d only been asleep for a few hours and Gianna was going to murder whoever was calling.Heavy, frantic thumps echoed through the apartment and Dante sat up so fast he dislodged Gianna.“Is that the door?” Gianna asked, the banging continu
Last Updated : 2023-01-30Helping Mr. Gang Leader Where is the leader?
Helping Mr. Gang Leader .Chapter 91: where is the leader? .In the distance, Gianna heard screams.“What about Namjoon’s grandparents?” Gianna asked, gesturing to a member of Mariposa who was arriving, dragging a burned young man with him.“I don’t know anything,” Sal said, sounding defeated. “But I have to get back to the frontlines.”Ezekiel reached out for him before he could go, asking, “Do you know where Jovani is? If Gianna’s here, she can help these people, at least until the paramedics get here. I sent him to get some medical supplies.”Sal was already pulling free of the grip and jogging away when he called back, “I don’t know where he is, but if I see him, I’ll send him your way!”“Ezekiel ?” Gianna called out.Ezekiel turned to her, looking forlorn. “What can I do to help you?”.The fire seemed to be moving away from them, which was something, and the homes directly around them were only slightly damaged.“Okay,” Gianna said, getting to her feet, and telling Ezekiel, “I
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Helping Mr. Gang Leader . Chapter 108: Maddox .“Gia!”Gianna was jarred away from her conversation with Rio as Giovanni nearly barreled into her side, exclaiming, “This party is awesome!”“You just like it because of the food,” Gianna accused, but she gave Giovanni a playful nudge to the shoulder. “Go ahead and eat as much as you want. I hear that the person who’s supposed to be looking after your eating habits hasn’t been doing a good job.”Giovanni made a surprised squeak, damaged eyebrows going high. Rio scoffed.With the speeches over the floor was quickly becoming a small dancing area, music playing softly. It was a sure sign that the night was starting to conclude.Giovanni dashed back to the food table and Gianna turned to Rio, asking, “Do you want to dance?” She would have loved if Dante had been able to come. Truthfully, Gianna was a bit desperate to finally be able to show off the person who held her heart. But Dante had been extra busy with Axel lately, and she was tryi
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Helping Mr. Gang Leader . Chapter 105: a medical mystery .Gianna screamed. She screamed her throat raw until it was painful to even breathe, and then she kept screaming, eyes locked on Rio’s body.“Shut the fuck up!” Clyde demanded, stalking towards her, the gun still raised.No. Not Rio. There was no way Rio was dead. He couldn’t be.“I said shut the fuck up!”Gianna couldn’t. She couldn’t stop screaming. She wasn’t in control of her body anymore.Clyde fired off a second shot, inches from Gianna. The bullet imbedded into the ground and Gianna fell quiet maybe out of an inability to do anything else, more than the fear.“Christ! Finally.” Clyde let out a long breath.Gianna gasped out a sob, and then she was crying openly, reaching out trembling fingers for Rio.Blood was seeping out around Rio’s body at a slow crawl, but from the way he’d fallen Gianna couldn’t tell where the bullet had gone in. She couldn’t even properly address the injury. She couldn’t do anything but collapse
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Helping Mr. Gang Leader . Chapter 104: infinite bastards .The moment she injected the morphine into herself, feeling the buzz of the drug kick in, chasing away the pain, she sighed in relief. It made her a little loopy, relaxing back against the bed in a useless kind of way, but she was so thankful to be free of the pain she’d felt constantly for a day, that it was worth it.And it was hard, so terribly hard, with how exhausted she was, and lonely and scared, but after that Gianna forced herself to sit up and keep going.In the other syringe she loaded a likely lethal dose of sedative. It was hard to tell though, even for a doctor, as Infinite employed various sized people. The dose she’d filled would kill someone like Donald, put someone like Clyde into a coma, and likely only knock out someone Hagrid’s size.She wasn’t looking to kill anyone, but if they sent Hagrid after her, Gianna couldn’t take the chance that a smaller dose would barely have any effect. Hagrid was strong, in
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