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Interested in him

Author: Shin Sungmi
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

A man as keen as Alexandar— he had most likely early on noticed how she didn’t fancy him. But despite that, she was desperate to have him. Because of that, he tested her on every step, trying to see how deep these feelings of her would be taking her and much she was able to endure for their sake.

This made Seraphine feel dirty, disturbed. She hated how she had to be trampled over a countless times without being given any time to rest in between. Neither did he have any intentions of letting her go nor did he try keep her close as well. He maintained an ambiguous distance between them, controlling her with every gesture.

Seraphine knew this mess was something she had walked into knowingly, but that did nothing to ease her soul that only got drained further and further. It made her go weary of life even more than before.

Alexandar isolated her, gave her hope and only to break them later on, and maybe understanding how her family was her weakness, broug

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