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From the day she was born, Seraphine was well aware of how this wasn’t her first life. Before this, there was another life in the exactly same circumstances, but she managed to ruin that due to her reckless actions.
She recalled how she had been exiled and her entire family had been sentenced to death after being named as traitors. Thinking about all the incidents that led to that, she knew that no one could be blamed other than her. If it wasn’t for her wanting to live as she wanted, none of this would have happened. Due to her actions, she had lost her entire family; they suffered for a good-for-nothing like her.
Overcome with intense guilt, she was determined to be a strength to her family this time, not their weakest link or a burden. She recalled how her parents and brothers had worn out during the end of their lives. Thinking about everything they suffered because of her brought tears to her eyes. All due to her, they weren’t able to be happy to
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