The room goes quiet, and she walks back towards the door when she sees Keenan walks out of the opened door with a bottle of wine in his right hand.
His hair is looking shabby, and his eyes are red and dull and his steps wobbly and staggering. He’s drunk and, from what she sees, he’s probably been crying. Her heart squeezes in her chest as she imagines the torture he must go through.
His eyes go dim when they see the blurry image lurking around and his lips pause as he curiously stares at her.
“Taylor?” he slur, staggering towards her and missing a step and almost falling.
“No, it’s Vary.” she replies, still moving back and her heartbeat increasing with every passing second, “Why haven’t you gone home?”
Once he hears her name, he pauses and steps backwards, “Oh Varishaa.... Hey...” he hiccups and he pouts his mouth and blinks quickly. He walks back to the chair in front of the desk, takes a sit and majestically crosses his legs.
What is the name of all creation, made him drink this much? She wonders.
She doesn’t want to be so obvious, but she blurts out, “You are drunk, Sir.”
“Shh, don’t tell anyone that. We’ll need to keep that a secret or the news and gossip will also have that on the TV tomorrow.” He hisses and brings the bottle of wine to his lips and drinking it.
She cannot stand and watch him drink himself to a stupor because of pain and sorrow or rejection, so she walks to him and collects the bottle from his hand.
“Give it back,” he whines, his face angry and filled with demands, but yet not making a move to get up and take it back from her.
“No, I’m taking you home.” she bluntly tells him, before going over to the shelf where there are a few books and she drops it there. She knows it isn’t the right place to keep the wine, but she isn’t ready to look for where it belongs.
She walks back to where he is, still seated, and takes his hand and pulls him with her. “Where’s your car keys?”
“In my pocket,” he replies, without hesitation or argument.
She searches through the pockets of his trousers, up to the one of his chest in search of the keys and she only gets frustrated and asks. “Which?”
Instead of replying, he chuckles, and mumbles, “You’re cute when you’re angry.” he purrs and then puts his hand into the inn of his pocket and pulls out the keys.
He dangles them in her face for a while, grinning from cheek to cheek like a little kid playing hide and seek with his friends.
Varisha rolls her eyes, and she yanks the keys out of his hand, trying to ignore his words and the shiver his hot breath sends down her spine, “Let’s get you home.”
When she said that last word, she did not know how heavy the man called Keenan was, now she can barely drag Keenan without losing her stand on the ground, but slowly she does it and brings him out of the building into the parking lot. Her back hurts a lot as she does a quick stretch while Keenan stands on his own for the first time in almost fifteen minutes.
She looks around the parking lot and spots a black Lamborghini at the corner, and a red SUV in the other corner. “Which is yours, Mr Hilton?”
He looks up from the ground his eyes fixate on for a while and his eyes narrows and after a long concentration; he points to the red SUV, and she pulls him towards his car. She opens the door and helps him inside before closing the door.
When she enters the car, she sees him laughing, although tears stuck to his eyes threaten to spill any moment.
Don’t get mad Vary, he drank and probably won’t remember any of this in the morning. The voice in her head tells her and she takes a few quick breaths.
She turns and stares at him. “What’s funny?”
He gives her the most ridiculous eyes he can cook up. “Do you even know where I live?” is his only question before he continues laughing.
Damn it! She does not even know where he lives, so how is she planning on taking him home? His laughter increase louder and his hand holding his stomach from the pain the laughter seems to cause and she just glares at him in silence.
She knows the composed, in control Keenan Hilton scares her, but she would pick him over this heartbroken, laughing maniac!
She would never have guessed that love would break the all-powerful Hilton playboy. Talk about how the mighty falls.
“No, I don’t know where you live,” she agrees to his words. She needed his help, “but I’m guessing you know, right?”
He suddenly frowns and the laughter ceases and he crosses his arms over his chest like a stubborn kid unwilling to give out his priced possession.
He looks adorably cute!
“Tell me?” she prob in a mild voice.
“You will do something for me in return.” He bargains and her mouth pauses.
She can’t believe that after everything she’s done for him tonight, he still wants more in return.
“Okay, what is it?” she asks, even though she’s not ready to keep the promise, but hoping that by this time tomorrow he wouldn’t remember a thing.
She’s certain he’ll thank her for this.
He hiccups a little and looks at her with his eyes dim and mischievous immediately. “You stay with me tonight.”
She looks away from him when she feels herself consider his proposal.
What the hell is she even thinking?
Considering it would be madness! She’s got a boyfriend. What is he going to say if he finds out she’s spent the night at her boss’s place? Because she knows one way or another the world is going to know about tonight because come on, this is Keenan Hilton and she knows everything he does always ends up on the TV.
“I– I can’t.” she stutters with a vigorous shake of her head, “I don’t think Levi would be happy about this.”
His brow rises questionably, “Why not?”
She stares at him in surprise, “I wouldn’t want to give him any reason to doubt me.”
His raised brow doesn’t come down. “You think he’s going to think I’m fucking you?”
“Not exactly the words I’d like to use but,” she nods in concord with what he just said, “since it’s the way you put it, then yes.”
“Isn’t relationships supposed to be based on mutual trust?”
For a drunk person, he has a strong point for argument.
Her eyes dim a little and she asks, “Well, would you be understanding if your girlfriend stayed the night in her boss’s place?”
He contemplates the answer to her question and, not waiting for his answer, she starts the car and drives them off. He tells her the address of his house and tells me it’s a fifteen minutes’ drive to his house and we go into it in silence and awkwardness.
Silent because like she hoped for, he didn’t bring up any comeback or argument and awkward because he turned away from her so his back was to her and his face was pressed to the window, staring furiously as the streetlights and his he’d bobbing along with their rapid disappearance and once in a while he’d place his hand on the window as though he can feel the energy. If he was trying to ignore her, he was doing great.
She felt a little bad for him, as she watches him act childishly.
When we arrive at the address he’d told me, she pulls up in front of an elegant and magnificent mansion with creamed milk paint and from a far off the mansion stands out from the others around. It is more of a family house with fine flowers around it and has a relaxation corner set up at the side of the house, one she only gets to see in movies. The house probably must have cost a fortune.
Talk about class. Money talk.
Her eyes widen, and her jaw drops in amazement as she stares at the house. And she knows Keenan must have seen her because he chuckles and opens the door to his side, only to stumble face down on the ground.
He yells out in pain and breath out cuss word under his breath. She runs over to help him up, but he stubbornly shrugs her hands away. “Back off, I can help myself.”
She frowns as she watches him clutching on to his probably bruised knee with both hands, “Yes, of course, you can! What the hell was I thinking?” she sarcastically replies, more of shouts at him then she backs away from him.
“Don’t fucking make fun of me!” he snaps with a wounded look.
“Then stop acting like a little bitch and let me help you,” she says, pulling him up and although grumbling, he doesn’t reject his offer to help and he holds on to her shoulder for support while hers wraps around his waist.
She helps him into the house and she notices he lives alone. She wonders why he’d own such a big house if he was alone? But as if reading her mind, he says. “Taylor and Reign were supposed to live here with me if we were ever to get married. I should probably sell it and buy a smaller house, as it now looks like I’m going to be a bachelor for a long time.”
She knows why, but seeing him going through pain makes her heartache grievously
“Cheer up,” she pats his hip, and she feels his body tighten to her touch and she withdraws my hand from around him.
He looks down to look at her. The look on his face is obvious, and she’s seen it far too many times on the faces of needy and desperate men. “Stay with me,” he says and the strength his deep hoarse voice possesses she doesn’t expect.
She bites on her lips to keep herself from agreeing to the demands of the currently damaged man standing very close to her. She brings him to the couch and I help him down on it, but she loses her balance when his weight pulls her down with him.
Her face comes incredibly close to his and their lips are only a few inches away from each other. His rough breath brushes over her face and shivers rush down south. She can feel the tightening of the muscles of his stomach underneath the clothes as her hand move to his biceps, which seems large and firm, and she bites her lips hardly. She breathes in his thick, rich, masculine smell mixed with the smell of the alcohol as it engulfs her face and weakens my other senses of reasoning. When he ran his hand over her face, it sends paralysing shivers down her spine and she let him do it.
She’s so caught up with his full red lips purring as he stares at her like a hard puzzle he is about to solve and her eyes dreamily close.
He would not even remember this in the morning.
And you already have a boyfriend who is faithful to you, Vary, and what you’re about to do is what they call cheating.. her mind screams at her loudly.
Her eyes fly open and she scrambles to her feet and moves away from him. “I’m sorry, so, so sorry.” She covers her gaping mouth, not knowing why she almost kissed him.
What almost happened?!
“Apology accepted,” he replies, adjusting his position on the couch. He gives her a dirty smirk as he licks his lips.
“I should go.” She steps back towards the door which they came through earlier.
His eyes go dull and weary when he says this, “Please stay with me.” He practically begs as he sees me further back away. “The answer to your question is yes. I would understand if my girlfriend stays the night with her boss as long as she’s honest with me.”
That’s the problem now cause she is not sure she will survive this night and still be faithful to Levi.
She thought the feelings she had for him four years ago were gone, but this moment proves those feelings were still there.
“Please, I don’t want to be alone,” he mutters under his breath.
She does not know if she wants to stay anymore because what was about to happen about two minutes ago also told her she’s not safe around him and he might not realise it because he’s drunk, but she can because she’s not.
There’s only one way to go about this. “No funny business,” she warns with her finger and he nods like a kid being told the do (s) and don’t.
“Okay,” he says happily, “there’s a bottle of wine on the counter,” he says, pointing his hand to the counter of the minibar behind him.
She smiles and shakes her head, “Thanks, but I don’t drink.” She answers, clearly wanting to keep a clear head till the morning.
He rolls his eyes dramatically, “It’s not alcoholic.” he informs, “I know you don’t drink alcohol, you told me.” hiccups, “yesterday.”
Her cheeks heat of embarrassment, so he listened after all.
“Don’t be shy, Vary,” he urges, his blue eyes going soft as they land and stay on me. “we are two people in love with other people. What potential harm can we do to each other?”
“Get the wine,” he tells her in a voice she remembers is his bossy tone and she walks over to the counter and there is a bottle on the counter along with two glass cups.
“Were expecting someone?” she raises a brow at him and he nods.
“Taylor.” the single names seem to explain a lot. He probably had everything set, hoping Taylor would accept his proposal, but unfortunately for him, she didn’t.
She wouldn’t want to return to this house either if she was in his shoes.
“Okay,” she pours the drink into the two glass cups and she brings him his. “What are we toasting to?” I ask, handing him one.
He collects it from her hand, “To those we love.” and raises his glass for a toast.
She smiles widely. “To those we love,” I echo and tip my glass towards his before bringing it to my lips.
.............
She wakes up with a pounding head and painfully strained eyes, probably because of the sun shining directly on her face. Her hand goes to her aching head and rubs her hand on the temple and as she does this, the bedsheets fall away from her body and coldness embraces her skin and when she looks down; she realises that she’s in nothing on the massive white bed.
What the hell happened last night?!
Vary’s POV My stomach curls up in a panic and I look around the massive room looking for clues why I’m here and why am naked, but I see none and I see no trace of my clothes in sight. Daring myself to do the last thing left on my mind, I slowly lift the bedsheets and realise my panties are also gone. My head is hurting as the fear of the unknown settles in. Fear, pain and grief grip me to the core and I clench on the bedsheets and sob into it. How could I have gone so out of control last night? How could I have let things get out of hands last night? And how could I have given myself easily to someone who wouldn’t give me a second glance?! How could I have thrown away the rules I’ve lived by all my life in one night?! How could I have given up my virtue to someone who wasn’t my soulmate? Someone who wouldn’t even consider it valuable? “What’s wrong?” comes Keenan’s deep and confused voice from beside me a
My heart skips a beat as I watch him show me the certificate and I walk over to him to look at the paper certificate in his hand, which holds my name and my signature and Keenan's name and his signature on it. My ears are still ringing from the married he said a few minutes and my eyes are now painful from staring at the paper too long, hoping that it would finally become blank. How on earth did we get married? There was nothing that happened yesterday that even pointed to married so this makes no sense. My mind is rising with different thoughts, from how this is going to affect my work and career and my relationship. Nothing from now is the same. No one is going to believe this just happened without us wanting it to. How can so much happen in so little space gap? I look up at him, not knowing what to do next and needing to hear from him. “What do we do?” The look on his face just like he’s had since we saw each other this morni
Before I can understand what he said and get the reply, Keenan takes the phone away from my grasps. “Did you do this, Dad?” he asks through gritted teeth and I feel he’s angry even though his expression shows anything but that. “Calm down, son and come open the door for me, I’m outside.” the man on the other side of the phone says with a calm voice. Not bothered to answer his son’s question. Keenan tosses the phone and hastily walks to the door and when he opens it Patrick who is around his early mid-sixties with ginger and grey colour of hair walks in. His blue eyes, which are a striking resemblance to Keenan’s, meet mine and he gives me a warm-hearted smile. It is a genuine smile, but I do not smile back because a part of me feels like he’s the reason we are in this mess, to begin with. He must have read my thoughts because the smile on his face disappears and he walks further into the room. He’s wearing a three pieces black s
Flashback to two years ago.It was approximately six months since my breakup with Drew, after walking in on him with another girl, when I paid him a surprise visit at his law firm. It was supposed to be a surprise visit, and I was going to take us out after because I had gotten promoted to supervisor at the Hilton’s hotel and I couldn’t wait to tell him, but what I met at his office took that from my mouth.As it so happened, he told the lady that he was single and from what I heard; he had been dating the lady named Lilian for a few weeks before I discovered them together. The man I thought I knew was as fake as the word is, and I didn’t know him at all. I felt hurt and betrayed. Alian was right. He was no good and I should have seen him for what he was, but I didn’t because I loved him.I couldn’t let that stopped me from working or slow me down. This big promotion came from my good work and my boss Bethany was wai
“I’m so glad you’re okay, babe,” he mumbles into my hair and hugs me harder. There is so much comfort warm in his arm. I chuckle happily, and hug him tightly as well “Me too Levi, me too.” I reply, my hands rubbing his back slowly and he seems to relax even more at my touch. It’s been under twenty-four hours since we last saw each other and it already feels like forever and I don’t want to lose it again. He let go of me and takes my lips into his and kisses me deeply and desperately, and I kiss back giving as much as I am receiving. I wrap my arms around his neck and pulling him even closer to me. His arms pull me tighter against his body and I lean more into him as I let him take control of the kiss, accepting his tongue into my mouth. We pull away, trying to catch our breaths, and I bite down slowly on my lips, trying to control the feelings running through me as my eyes open to look at him
The phone line ends, leaving me torn and anxious about what to do next and I get too occupied that I do not expect the knock that comes to my door, causing me to jump, a bit startled almost immediately. An unpleasant feeling coils in my stomach as I debate whether to open the door for the stranger sent here by Keenan to pick me up. ‘What if Keenan's aim is to get you killed?!’ my pessimistic mind yells at me. ‘That way, he won’t have to go through the trouble of divorce. What then?’ I won’t say he’s not that kind of person, because he’s a man in love and people who are in love sometimes do crazy things like getting rid of anyone in the way of their happiness. I’ve seen how Keenan acts out when Taylor is discussion, and I know his love for that woman is too deep and he’ll move every mountain if it’ll help him get to her. I’m the number one person in the way of that. And never has my life been so endangered as it is now. Am I over
It has been a week since we began living together. Mentally feels like it’s more than a year already, as the days past have been the longest I’ve been in. It's been long. I’d say sixty-two hours a day felt more accurate. In the past week, Keenan had taken it upon himself to make us anything but close. He’s hired three maids, one of which is my helper and he said that like I was an invalid, two professional chefs, three gardeners, two drivers and four security men. He never for once did he ask for my consent to everything he did, well at first I didn’t want to give him any advice, but he didn’t listen when I tried to later on. He banned me from coming to the office, which is understandable because I hate the whole idea of working under my husband. But not only did he ban me from coming to the office, he also banned me from looking for another job and when I tried arguing with him, he told me it was part of the prenup I signed. I demanded to see
“Why would I ever want to screw myself, when I can always screw you instead?” And immediately he let me go and hands me the towel before walking out of the bathroom.I gasp and cover my mouth, panting as I watch the door closes behind him. I felt weakness all over my body, especially because he just left me undone and in need of release.How can he do this to me? He didn’t have any right to touch me, and yet he did.He’s trying to prove the point of what he’s capable of at my expense and I let him.I feel terrible, violated. Can we classify that as being violated? Cause and I didn’t complain or fight against it because I wanted it. I feel so weak and yet so turned on and unable to get back at me for what he’s done.Hell, this is bad, and it’s getting out of hand. I don’t think I have as much effect on him as he does on me and I think he knows that, too.I take three deep breaths af
My eyes open slowly to the noise coming from downstairs and I realise that Keenan no longer on the bed and as I look around I realise he isn’t in the room either. This morning is dull and Christmas mornings have never been that way for me before as it is one of my favourite holidays, but this morning is not like the others I’ve had. It’s freezing feverish and I’m also irritated at almost everything. It’s been happening these past few days and nausea feeling doesn’t help either. These are signs I get when I’m about to begin my period and but this time they are a little different. Christmas should be fun, but my mood isn’t making it easy. I want to close my eyes when the door opens and Keenan walks in wearing a black round neck polo and grey sweatpants. His hair is rough as expected, but his blue eyes are sharp, especially when they land on me. He smiles and walks over to me. “Good morning, sweetheart. Levi and Bethany are wondering if you would come down for b
“Vary?” He calls, a little surprised, and a little relieved as he shuts the door and tosses his keys on the counter. She’s wearing a white gown reaching a little below her thigh, displaying her toned long legs and it takes all Keenan’s might to not get distracted by them so he asks, “What are you doing here?”She gets up from the bed and walks towards him, “Trying to make amends.”Keenan looks puzzled. He does not interrupt her, he just listens.She pauses halfway towards him, “I shouldn’t have run away the way I did that night and I have blamed you for so long I forgot I also played a part in it.... the greatest part.”Keenan shakes his head. If there’s anything he has learnt in the past three months, is that passing blame helps no one. “Vary, that not true. We both played an equal part in everything that happened.” He says as he walks to her.She wanted h
Three months later.*** Keenan tosses and turns on the large, but lonely bed and after three hours of trying to convince himself why he needs to sleep, he pulls himself up and reaching for his phone on the lampstand beside his bed he picks it and dials the motel Christel’s line. He waits a moment and in less than three seconds later, the call is picked and a feminine voice comes through at the end of the line after the first ring. “Hello Christel motel customer service line, always open for services. How may I help you?” The polite voice asks. He clears his suddenly choked up throat to ask, “Hello, I wanted to ask if room 43 is still being occupied?” “Hold on, let me check.” The line is quiet and a minute later, the voice speaks. “Yes, sir, it is still being occupied. But our other rooms are available and of equal standard, if you would like to check in there.” He shakes his head,
One week later, “Why am I hacking into their system again?” Rory asks Keenan with a curious tone of voice as he opens and accesses some information on the computer screen. Keenan, who realises Rory has accessed the bank security information, moves closer to him. “Because it’s one week and two days since Vary left and I have to find out where she is that way. I’ll be okay.” He answers with honesty in his voice. After Vary disappeared from the hospital a week ago and Keenan had no other choice but to try looking for her, the best way he can. He pays a visit to Alian, Vary’s good friend, but she told him she hadn’t seen Vary since the birthday party and Keenan went to meet with Levi, but he also said he hadn’t seen her, but would also be on the lookout for her. After a long unyielding search, Keenan returned home that day, and as he walks over to the
Vary's consciousness a few days later and her blurry eyes open and as she searches around, she realises that she’s in a strange and empty room. Panic ceases her being as she struggles to move, but she’s is impaled to the bed. Her head is still fuzzy and her body is weak and she cannot do much but struggle to get free. The door opens, and she hears a footstep in the room. Coming close to her bedside, she continues to struggle to get free and run away, but just like it has been since she woke up, it is still impossible.The man is in a long white lab coat with a stethoscope hanging around his neck, and Vary knows he’s a doctor. He’s tall, probably around six feet, masculine and with dirty blonde hair and blue eyes and thin lips. He looks to be in his mid-thirties, but he looks very fit for his age.“You are finally awake,” comes the cheerful voice of the doctor as he smiles down at her warmly.She is afraid as she star
Tobi turns around to look at them and Varisha sees the devilish smile he always had, which she had always hated. “What is this?” Vary demands, her voice low and weary as she stares at Tobi in horror. There is fear and panic in her eyes and the last thing she wants right now is him anywhere near her or Keenan, but here he is, standing in her home. Keenan wraps his arms around her waist and she slowly looks up at him, wondering why on earth he would bring him to her? Why would he do this to her? Keenan is oblivious to what’s going on in her head, but he notices the tension that has built within her, and so he smiles. “I know you think what happened in the past is your fault, but your father is already past that and he has also forgiven you and only wishes you to forgive yourself.” A bitter taste grows in her mouth and she wonders what lie her father has fed to her husband. “Forgiven me?” Vary asks ridiculously, and squeaki
“What happened, Keenan?” Rory asks, as he walks down to meet him in the waiting room. “Is Varisha okay? Where is she?” Keenan is pacing around aimlessly when he sees Rory close by. He goes over and wraps his arms around him in a tight hug. Rory puts his arms around Keenan for strength and support and pats his shoulder gently. Keenan pulls away and sits down and Rory bends down beside him, “You sounded so worried on the phone.” He begins, sounding concerned about his friend. More tears roll down Keenan’s eyes, and he buries his face in his hands. “Vary had an accident and the doctor told me I would have to choose because so far they can only save one. I told them to do all they can, but also to save my wife.” “What happened?” He asks, not expecting that. When Keenan called him and told him he was at the general hospital, Rory didn’t think it was a serious issue because Keenan said little, and now he understands why he is so torn
“There she is!” Announces Patrick happily. I force myself to put on a smile, walking down to where he and Keenan are having a discussion. “I knew this day would surely come.” He tells Keenan with confidence. “Are we supposed to believe that, Dad?” Keenan asks, with a raised brow, clearly not believing in what his father just said. The old man shrug indifferently. “From the first day I saw the two of you together, I knew you were meant to be.” He points out in a convinced tone of voice, “although that was four years ago and you were still much in love with Taylor, I knew there was something about Vary that made her the ideal woman for you.” Keenan drinks a little from his glass of wine. “And you never told me any of that.” Keenan pointed out to him. “I knew it wouldn’t be clear, so I let fate lead both of you to your destiny.” The man just responds, still much convinced
Five Months Earlier. Vary’s POV “I’m fine, Keenan, it’s bad you made me quit my job, but I’m not an invalid, I’m only pregnant” I lament as Keenan carries me in a bridal style up the stairs and into our bedroom and when he gets in, he walks to the bed and carefully lowers me down on it. He pecks my lips before sitting down and putting my legs in his lap and helping me pull off my shoes. “You are my responsibility because we are expecting our first baby.” He replies, massaging my feet and my eyes close slowly as I enjoy what he is doing. For the past two and half month Keenan has made it his duty and responsibility to treat me like a Regina (queen) as he’d call out when we argue. I can’t say I don’t love the affection and tenderness he’s showering on me. I’m just not happy when he does everything alone. “You know we still have six to seven and a half months till the delivery day. Think you can keep up?” I cock a bro