~Raina~I licked the tip of my finger which was covered in the spice of Cheetos. I dreamily look at Emily's white skirt with red hearts knitted on. A sigh escapes from my lips. There was a time when I used to wear cute little clothes. This was my philosophy that 'The short the better'. But now I only wear these silk or cotton long boring dresses. Because I can't afford to provoke male species with my clothing. I continued watching my episode of Emily in Paris while eating Cheetos. Alfie is super hot but I will always be in the team Gabriel. He is so handsome and gives the sweet boy next door vibes which he is. I was so immersed in watching that I didn't even hear the footsteps. The lights of the hall turned on and he plugged out the wire, causing the television to turn off.I sat uptight and frowned at him,"Why would you do that?" I ask. "Have you seen the time, it's five in the morning". He says, and his voice hard and raspy. This is the first time he talked to me first after wa
Raina~ His hazels bored into mine, burning with passion and the need to burn me with him, my heartbeat was running a marathon and sweat rolled from my head as I was feeling so hot. His huge tanned body, naked precisely hovered above me, without breaking our eye contact, "I want to ravish, you" that's what he said before leaning down and capturing my aroused nipple between his teeth and pulling it. I yelped, with a sudden sting but sighed as he licked my nipple, soothing it with his wet mouth. My core throbbed and I felt wetness gushing out from my throbbing hole and burning hole as he took my whole boob in his mouth and sucked on it hard. I arched my back and a moan escaped from my lips, as he played, pinched, and rolled my other nipple while sucking and biting on my boob like a baby. I grabbed his hair as he gave a good suction to my tits, making me a hot mess, I yanked his hair up, making him look at me "I want you, please" I whispered and a smirk formed on his lips, his hand t
Raina~His body stiffens and his hold tightens around my body. "Fuck" he cursed under his breath and kissed my temple while smoothing my hair and dress. I inhaled a deep breath, and the smell of my arousal still lingered in the kitchen. I grab the counter cloth and tuck it inside his scrubs, hiding his still hard-on and the wet patch. A low chuckle escapes from his lips and I huffed. No one should blame me, I am very protective of my husband, and it's my responsibility to protect his dignity from some random woman. I jumped down from the slab and look at the woman in the same scrubs as Agastya. Her black orbs traveled over my body and a pained expression flashed across her face. Her chin quivered and a loud sob escapes from her lips, she ran to my husband and wrapped her arms around him and sobbed. I gritted my teeth, as anger started to build up inside me. I know I shouldn't be bothered by this, they seem like a colleagues but, how dare she?My heart clenched, and I bit my lip,
Raina~I gaze in awe from the balcony at the couple who are playing badminton in the colony. I know them, Shreya and Amit. They are new in States, came here to complete their further education from India. They are the most adorable couple, living in the nearby home.A chuckle escapes from my lips as I watch the kids play, and fought. Older people meander on the street. I love to come at night in the balcony and see people having a good time in our nearby community park. I huffed and fanned my face. It was extremely hot today. I grab my hair and tied them into a high bun. I stiffened as the familiar scent hit my nostrils."Here" I heard the soft feminine voice and I rolled my head to see her. Soft brown eyes already grazing into mine. A soft smile played on her beautiful thin lips. I took the glass of mango juice from her and bring it to my mouth, diverting my attention to the commotion. No matter what, one thing is clear, she is a good cook. She has magic in her hands."So, how it's
Agastya~"Umm, first of all, thanks to all of you for considering me worthy enough of this award. Thank you very much and I will try my best to serve my patients my best. And secondly, I want to dedicate this award to my wife, because she is my lucky charm. I think it's because of her commence into my life, I got this opportunity.Thank you".*I tried to keep the polite smile plastered on my face, as I climbed down the stairs attached to the stage. My longing eyes searched for my wife, but she was not there. Everyone today here came with their family and those who are married came with their spouses. I confidently walked to my table where Divya was sitting, she politely smiled at me. No one from my family was here. I sighed in sadness and rolled my head to face Divya who just squeezed my hand gently and I smiled at her.My best friend is here but still, I wanted my wife to cheer for me. "Why didn't Mrs. Murad come? We wanted to meet her." Dr. Kyle asks while sipping on his drink
Raina~Fuck, I looked down at my injured finger which has formed a slight cut on it, with little blood oozing out. I sighed and took my finger in my mouth to stop the blood. Ughhh. I open the first aid box and applied ointment to it. Thank God it's my left hand's finger. I can still do my work. I sighed and went back to chop the vegetables with a new knife.I did as the lady from YouTube instructed. Today, I the Raina Aaron now Raina Murad for the second time in her life is cooking something. Today, I decided to cook my husband's favorite meal. I have already made kheer and Chole. Just have to fry puris.This is my first step in atonement. Last night I crossed all the boundaries of immatureness. Well, I did that years ago, too. But last night I disrespected my husband. How could I do that? How can I come into another woman's trick? The woman I didn't even know existed a week ago. How can I accuse my husband whom I have known for years? His brown pools filled with sadness still haun
Raina~I flipped the pages of "The Seven Husbands Of Evelyn Hugo" and reread the phrase trust is intimacy said by Evelyn dedicating to her lover Celia St. James. I closed the book and rested my head on the bedpost as I think about the relationship I share with Agastya. Is it good? I don't think so, but it's getting better day by day. But I know we both still have a long way to go. And I want to have trust as the key intimacy of our relationship. I know I am not perfect but worse but I want to try, I want to try this with him and for him. He is the most understanding person I have ever come across in my whole life, the way he understands my every dilemma is just extraordinary, though he has his flaws but still, he is the best man in front of my eyes. And I want to be the same, I don't want him to be just my husband, I want him to be my everything. I blinked back the tears which threatened to fall, but can I be his everything too?The mistakes I have made, I know he has forgiven me
Raina~ I kept pacing back and forth, chewing my nails, as the mere thought of seeing my mother-in-law filled my insides with anxiety. I finally changed into different clothes, white trousers and a white halter neck top along with pair of white stilettos, and diamond studs. My luxury outfit of the day that my husband bought for me right now.Before I could take one more step I was dragged and made to sit on the chair. Agastya leans down and grabs my shoulders, I look up at him, his hazels boring into mine already. He bent down and pecked on my lips, and on my cheeks and to my nose to all over my face, and just like that I relaxed, under his touch, he has this power to calm me down. "My mom, is not that bad, she is just overprotective of me," he said and I rolled my eyes at him. "Yeah, alright" I muttered because I know what that woman is. He squeezed my shoulder and bit on my nose, making me yelp. "love, she wants to make things good with you, why don't you try also". Everything h
Agastya~ (Period when Agastya and Raina were separated )I walked inside my cabin and sighed. I feel tired, my muscles feel sore, and I am sleep-deprived. I walked toward my chair and sat on it. I opened my laptop and started reading the file of the patient I was treating. Someone knocked on the door "Come in--" I said and heard the footsteps walking inside of my cabin. "Good morning, son--" I craned my neck up and saw Dr. Mihir Aaron my father-in-law standing with a box in his hand. He smiled at me, his eyes warm and smile radiating positivity. That is what I needed. He sat on the chair in front of me and opened the lid of the container. "I thought why not have dinner with my favorite person," he says and I smile at him in gratitude because he said what he meant. Even though I and his daughter are together, we both have gotten closer over the past three years. He served plme the sprouts and a glass of mango juice and forwarded the plate toward me. I thanked him and took the spo
♡Agastya♡Three Years Later I rested my head on the cold tile wall, as my heart pounded against my chest with trepidation. How can I do this to my wife? I at the age of 33 and she at the age of 28, are having a baby and she is in the operation theater, bringing our baby into this world. I should have gotten my vasectomy done. Instead of depending on contraceptive pills. Her pregnancy is delicate and fragile. Her body is not strong enough for pregnancy but still, she insisted on keeping the baby. And here we are, delivering our baby, prematurely. And if something happens to her, I will never be able to forgive myself, heck I will die if she won't survive. While being together for three years after five year long gap , we never once thought of babies, because we never desired them. We were more focused on our careers me being a cardiologist and her being a literature professor. Apart from our professional life, we indulged ourselves in traveling around the world, this was the life
Raina~"But I thought you love me, like love me kind of love me" I whined, a deep jealousy surged into my veins. I rubbed my temple and heard her sigh. "I still love you, Raina. Like love you kind of love you. And I think I will always will, but it feels so alone here. When you were here, it did not irk me, but now that you are back with your husband I feel so alone. So, I guess it is the right decision." she says over the other side of the phone, from London. "But you are lesbian, then why are you doing this, Susannah?" I ask, this time confused and more irritatingly. Because she can't ruin someone's life just because she is alone and feels lonely. I heard a teary chuckle and I frowned. I do not think if I said anything funny. "B is not a silent letter, Raina. Just because I love you it does not mean I do not like men. They swell at the places where a woman does not." she says, in a trying sexy voice. "But you will forget me, Susannah, if you marry". I say and my eyes are sprink
♡Raina♡I pushed the bell button again and again, desperately until it was jerked open, followed by a curse " Why the fuck, you can't wait?" He opened the door, shirtless, giving me a wonderful view of his olive skin. "Raina, what are you doing here?" He asks, frowning. I shivered as his eyes raked over my body and gulped. I pushed him inside and slammed the door behind me. "what is wrong with you?" He asks, there was a slight tremor in his voice."Why did you tell that man, that I am your wife?" I ask, I need answers. I need to know what is he thinking about me. " What? " His lips parted but he opens and closes them like a fish. Is he hiding something from me? "What, what Agastya? Tell me why would you say something like that? I signed those divorce papers, we are not husband and wife anymore." As much as I want to be his again, I need to know if he still feels the same for me. He stared at me, boring his brown pools into my hazelnut ones. He steps closer and closer until we ar
Two years later A girl around 25, with short hair reaching an inch above her shoulder, in a short, sky-blue denim skirt reaching just below her hips, paired with a pink floral cami top, holding a luxury bag in her hand walked out of the airport. A sigh of contentment escaped from her lips, as she took a long breath, inhaling the air of her homeland, after five years.She glance around and smiled, her country, her people, everywhere. Her gaze struck at a tall man, with grey hair, standing there with open arms. She squealed and ran towards him and jumped into his arms. Tears flowed from the eyes father and daughter duo, they stayed in each other's embrace for some minutes before withdrawing themselves. The old man shuffled his daughter's hair and hold her hands, leading her towards their car. Soon the other man, who was standing far away, smiled sadly and sank inside his car. She has changed, her body got mature, with big tits, and juicy thighs. Moreover, her old charm has returned,
Raina~ Three years later~ I sighed and gave fake smile to Joe. I want to stuff his mouth with Taco Bell so that he shuts up with his mouth. God, he is so annoying. Always bragging about his fucking achievements and how much wealth he has made in such a nickel of time. Trust, me this junk should meet my husband once. Then he will know what real hard-working money is called. I face-palmed myself, fuck I once again call Agastya my husband. When will I stop addressing him as my husband? I must not forget that I divorced him. We are divorced now. And we have not contacted with each other for over three years now. I am pretty much sure that he must have found some pretty woman by now. I just hope she ain't good looking as me, she ain't good in giving him butterflies as me. Even though Agastya has moved on, I still want to be the in his mind all the time. I want to be the one who he imagined while running himself. I grabbed the glass of wine and chugged it down my throat in one gulp.
Raina~A Year LaterPair of lips, skimmed down on my neck, sucking on my sweet spot, licking it, biting and nibbling on it. One hand groped my breast, twiddling my hard nipples, through my cloth. And one hand traveled under my skirt, cupping my ass cheek. His slender fingers slid my thong aside and ran his fingers over my wet folds. "Oh, Agastya" I moaned out loud and tug on his soft locks. His fingers stopped and he withdrew himself away from me and stared at me in disbelief. My heart hammered in my chest as I met with the fierce blue eyes, instead of brown ones, of my batchmate Leo. I bit my lip, shit I did it again. "Did you just take another man's name, Raina? While I am touching you. What the fuck? He yelled, his eyes blazing with anger. I tried to form an excuse or any lie but nothing came out. He shook his head and walked away, I let out a deep breath. Fuck men and fuck me.I walked out of the club and started walking toward my home, down the street. Soon I reached in fron
Raina~ My heart feels heavy, very heavy. Every now and then my eyes would tear up and I have to blink them back. This stupid fucking heart, it is making me weak. But I have to do it. For a whole week, I have thought about this and I have finally concluded. To make my life better, to make myself better I have to do it. I applied the last coat of my lip gloss and smiled heavily. For the sake if our happiness, I have to do it.I grab my YSL purse and walk out of my room. I climbed down my stairs and saw Tara doing something on her laptop. I walk toward her and ruffle her hair, causing her to groan in annoyance. "I will be home early, make my favorite pasta. Please" I say and walk toward the big mahogany gate of our home. My Mercedes was already parked in front of the gate. I walked toward it and opened the door I ducked my body inside and sat on the driver's seat.Even though I am not allowed to drive, but I still will. No one knows that I am the driving to meet to Agastya. I pul
Raina~ I look at my face and cringed. Though it was healing but it still looked ugly as hell. I applied my ointment and went toward my bed to sleep. Where my best friend was already lying, staring at the ceiling wall of my old room. I slid my body inside the comforter and wrapped my arms around her. "What are you thinking about?" I ask, while she was deeply lost in her thoughts. She sighed and looked at me "Tomorrow. Tomorrow all of them will be in the jail, Raina. We will get justice" . I sighed and I felt happy. Tomorrow our culprits will get the punishments they deserve. And there will be no one to save them. Jason, already divorced Anna, without our knowing. He said that the woman had been snatching him from his family and he was tired of doing whatever she wanted. My poor brother got his heart broken. But it is okay. He is out of that woman's claws. And thank God that they don't have any kids. Otherwise, it would have been difficult for the family and the kids. I have come