“He was war, and I was peace,
He was disaster, and I was flourishing,
He was sorrow, and I was happiness,
He was my destruction, and I was his salvation,
We were opposites, but we couldn’t be apart because where there is death, there is always life.”
Chapter 1
Willow,
“Aaaaah, I did it again. I’m late and Joseph will kill me.”
I screamed the moment I opened my eyes and jumped out of bed, running around like a headless chicken.
The damn alarm rang, and I didn’t hear it again for the millionth time. I mean, the damn thing is just a few inches away from my ear. How come I don’t hear it ever?
Even the dogs in the street bark each time it rings and my neighbors complain about how noisy it is and still, I sleep like the dead.
I shook my head and ran to the bathroom and took care of my business, then jumped under the shower, opening the water.
I winced when the cold water touched my still warm skin, but I couldn’t afford to wait to adjust the temperature, so I just brushed my teeth as I washed my body. Multitasking at its finest.
It took me five minutes to finish everything, put on some clean clothes, and just run outside, heading to the restaurant.
It was a fifteen minute walk from here, but I could make it only in ten. I just needed to be careful about the traffic because it was on a busy street.
God, he will kill me this time after making me clean everything tonight alone by myself, which I can’t do. I thought, groaning as I waited for the light to turn red so I could cross the street.
And I blinked when I found out I was daydreaming still and I almost missed my chance, so I just bit my lip and began to run like crazy.
The restaurant was on the other side and I could see him clearly standing there with his arms wrapped around his chest as he glared at me. Yes, I’m doomed.
This was the last thought that crossed my mind before everything changed in mere seconds. As I was running crossing the street, and saw her.
A beautiful little girl in her cute pink dress ran toward me with her arms open and crying. She didn’t look anywhere and her entire attention was focused on me.
They say when you are faced with a situation of life and death, your body reacts before your mind processes anything.
And even though this has nothing to do with me, it just happened and my body reacted before I could even comprehend what I was doing when I saw the speeding car.
All I saw was the crying girl and the car coming from my right that was about to hit her. I threw everything I was holding in my hands.
My phone, my bag, and the bottle of water I remembered to bring with me so I could drink through the day which I always forget to do.
My feet dug into the harsh ground as I tried to push my legs to move faster. I watched the girl smile at me the moment she saw me running toward her with my arms open.
She said something; I said something, someone in the background said something and I might have heard my name shouted from somewhere.
But I ignored all of that and just kept my eyes on the little girl who was a few feet away from me. I ate the small distance separating us and she jumped as well, opening her arms wider for me.
I hugged her tightly to my chest, then I tried to sidestep the speeding car, but I was smacked on the side and we both went flying, so I just wrapped my arms tighter around her and tried to cover her entire body.
In that moment, so many emotions ran through my mind and the only thing that was clear was gratitude because I knew that I protected her. I was sure of it.
I cried out in pain when I hit the ground harshly and landed on my back with the little girl shaking in fear in my arms.
I gasped for air for a few moments because something hard pushed against my lungs and for a second I couldn’t breathe, but then I heard the girl’s cries and wails.
“You are ok, don’t worry I got you.”
I said in a choking voice as I began to stroke her back soothingly and she raised her head up from where she was hiding it in my chest. And her teary blue eyes stared at me in horror.
I frowned, and then I grinned, trying to ease her mind. She must have been shocked after all of this, but then her lower lip wobbled and she began to cry loudly and hid her face in my chest again.
I took a deep breath, then the hold I had on her eased a little and now the pain from the hit and the harsh fall began to register after the adrenaline faded from my system.
“Angela! Are you ok? What the hell were you thinking?”
An angry gruff voice growled and the girl in my arms wails rose higher. And her shaking began to affect me as well, so I opened my eyes to glare at that asshole who was chastising her instead of comforting her.
But then I felt some harsh hands trying to separate us and the girl shook her head and refused to leave my arms.
I opened my mouth to tell him to fuck off, but then the little girl shouted at the top of her lungs and said one word that made me freeze.
“MAMA.”
Angela said, then she wrapped her arms and legs around my body, making me whimper from the new wave of pain that assaulted me.
But then something dropped hard on the ground startled me and I stared at the angry bull that was glaring at me with ice cold blue eyes similar to the little girl. But I swallowed my words when I was about to give him a piece of my mind.
“Sir, we need to go to the hospital to check on the little miss as well as the miss who saved her.”
Some other man said as he regarded the scene, then looked around him with a deep frown as if he didn’t like the commotion this thing caused.
“Willow? Are you out of your mind? You might have been killed. Christ.”
I heard Joseph give an angry growl similar to the man that was still kneeling beside me and glaring and I winced because I knew what was coming.
My boss eyed the scene and after giving Angela a skeptical look, he just gave me his attention and began to check on me.
“You look like a mess. Can you move your arms and legs? Do you think you broke something? I called for help already and it is on the way.”
He said, then he put something against my forehead, making me close my eyes when something stung there. Yeah, I think I might have a cut there. Oh, so this is what freaked her out.
I thought as I resumed stroking the girl’s back and her sniffling and crying eased a little and I was able to see her beautiful blue eyes peeking at me.
“There is no need. I will take them both to the nearest hospital in my car.”
The angry man said as he stood up and talked to Joseph, who also stood up and the both of them had one of those manly staring contests.
So I ignored them and began to check on my body, trying to figure out how much damage did my little stunt cause.
Luckily all my limbs were fine, the only problem was my side. It hurts when I breathe or even move. I might have a big bruise blooming right now.
“You can’t just move her. We don’t know if she broke something or maybe she might be bleeding eternally. But you can take your little girl with you and leave.”
“She risked her life to save MY DAUGHTER and I’m not an ungrateful bastard who would just leave like this. I will take both to the hospital to make sure that they are fine.”
The two men kept growling at each other and I sighed as I slowly sat with Angela safely on my lap, still wrapped around me like a monkey.
I opened my mouth to shout at them both. But then I saw the other man in the suit shake his head in warning, and I shut my mouth again and kept watching the two men huff and puff like two angry birds.
The girl’s father looked intimidating, with his height and build. And even though he looked neat and clean in his tailored suit, he for sure looked like he could hold his own.
But when his eyes regarded me from now and then, I shuddered in fear. They were distant and cold even though they held fiery anger in them, especially with that mask covering his lower face. He was scary.
I can see why his daughter was afraid to go to him and just clung to me as if her life depended on it. I thought, chuckling, then I coughed a little when another wave of pain hit me.
The man gave me a sneer, then he closed his eyes, breathing, trying to calm himself. How do I know?! Because again his eyes are very expressive.
“Your father is so mean to my friend. Is he always like that?”
I said softly to Angela, and she raised her head a little and blinked at me. And after I gave her a couple of encouraging smiles, she stared at her father, then back at me without answering.
“C’mon, I’m trying to talk to you here. Don’t be mean as well.”
I said pouting, and she opened her mouth and closed it a couple of times, then looked down, evading my eyes, and I tilted my head to the side in confusion.
“The little miss don’t speak.”
Someone said from the side and I almost jumped because he was so close, but the other man in a suit gave me an awkward smile, apologizing for startling me.
“But you heard her right. She just called me Mama!”
I said in confusion and he was about to answer me but then he was cut off when Angela’s father spoke addressing us.
“The ambulance is here.”
Chapter 2Elijah,It was like I was sucked back to that day three years ago. The only difference was that I was on the other side watching it happen.I saw my little girl open the car’s door and just run. To where, to whom, or why, I had no idea. I just froze in my seat and kept watching.I watched her as she pushed people away as she cried and pushed forward. Her cute little pink dress swirled around as her little feet ate the distance to her goal.She was crying and wailing, but her face was smiling as she focused on something or someone. The scene was something ethereal.This was the first time in years I saw her this happy, even though tears were flooding her face. This was the first time I saw her vibrant and showing any kind of emotion.And all of this made me freeze even though I saw the danger that was lurking in the distance and was about to harm her.But I was taken aback by her smile as well as her tears. I called her name softly, then louder when I saw someone running towa
Chapter 3Willow,I sat as I collected Angela’s sleeping body against my chest. She went to sleep soon after she said those gut clenching words, and I didn’t know how to answer her. All I did was give her a tight hug, and she just relaxed and went to sleep soundly.I looked down at her still flushed face and her little fingers that were holding my t-shirt tightly, painfully tight that her knuckles were white.“This can’t keep going, Will. The doctor said that you can be discharged and go back home.”Joseph said, and I sighed as I kept looking at the little angel’s face and just smiled without noticing. She is beautiful. When she grows up, she will break some hearts, but I guess her beast father will chase them all away. I thought, laughing a little and Joseph stomped the floor, making me wince silently.“I know, but please tell me what should I do? They tried to take her away from me a couple of times and she raised hell. I couldn’t even do my MRI. You weren’t there to see it. She mig
Chapter 4Elijah,My hands tightened around the sleeping body in my arms. I took the high steps slowly, afraid that I might wake her even though she was injected with something powerful in the hospital.I stopped in front of the closed room door and looked down at her restless face and the deep frown between her eyebrows.A thought popped up in my head and I got the urge to soften this frown, but I just gritted my teeth and looked away.“I will help you with the door, Papa.”Angela said from behind me, and I almost flinched in surprise. I had forgotten that she followed me all the way from the hospital.After that damn fight broke out and both Willow and her had a mental breakdown that they were put to sleep and I have been feeling lost and uncertain.I watched my daughter and this strange woman sleep beside each other and hand in hand as if their bodies were drawn together.It was a weird thing to watch, like how come they both fought to get back to each other and how their absent mi
Chapter 5Willow,I groaned, then closed my eyes when the light almost blinded me.I raised my arm which felt like lead, then covered my eyes for a moment and groaned again. Why do I feel so tired and drained?It is like I have been to one of those severe Muay Thai practices and I have tired my entire muscles, but I’m sure today isn’t the day for my practice, so what happened?I took a couple of deep breaths and screamed in pain when something japed my side and a burning sensation started to crawl through my entire body.“Mama, are you awake?”A small voice said hesitantly, and I froze, but then I jumped sitting on the bed and the same excruciating pain hit me again, making me now scream loudly. It felt like someone or something was stabbing my middle and it hurt so much.I heard some shuffling beside me and my tightly shut eyes opened slowly and I saw a small face watching me carefully, concerned. Then I remembered everything.The entire day rushed to my mind quickly, and it felt lik
Chapter 6Willow,I hoisted Angela up and winced inwardly when my entire middle spasmed. Walking was hurting me. Imagine holding a big girl like Angela while doing it as well.But when I saw and heard her pitiful wailing, I couldn’t stop myself. I just couldn’t leave her, even for the moments I might take to speak with my boss.And I think I did the right thing too, because even though he was about to bite my head off, Elijah now relaxed a little as he followed my limping self.I walked slowly, following who I’m guessing was his secretary, and we went outside and he was right. Joseph was standing by the foyer, fuming.His eyes lit the moment he saw me, but then a snarl took over his handsome face and I sighed softly as kept stroking Angela’s back after she settled down a little.“Willow,….I told yo…..”He started to say, but I gave him one of my don’t you dare stare silently and he bit off the rest of his words and clenched his jaws, averting his gaze.“You can go, I will talk to him
Chapter 7Elijah,I stood in the middle of my office looking through the wall length window; I saw the busy streets and felt the urgency and the need for people to reach their destination.I saw how frustrated and depressed they were and how some of them were about to give up. I saw it all even though I was so many stories above them.It might be because I was feeling the same or maybe because I was feeling miserable and wanted the rest of the people to be the same.It has been a week since Willow came to stay with us and right in front of my eyes, my daughter blossomed.It was as if she was a wilting flower and this woman was this divine rain that nourished her back to health.The house was filled with voices and cries of happiness and the bleak cloud that always threatened to rain above our heads turned into a comforting drizzle.I pinched the bridge of my nose tiredly. Sleep was still evading me and even though I should feel better watching Angela get back to her old self, I was mo
Chapter 8Willow,“MAMA…….MAMA.”I heard a little voice shout frantically, and I opened my eyes slowly, then shut them again. This little action made my head throb, and I frowned slowly, trying to remember what happened to cause this.Yesterday I kept tossing and turning from the pain, so I just left the bed and thought about making a sandwich. Maybe eating will take my mind off of this nasty pain.But then I found Elijah bent over the fridge searching for something to eat and his stomach was rumbling like an angry sky.A small smile stretched on my face when I remembered how startled he was to see me standing behind him, grumpy and ready to snap his neck.I haven’t slept for days, and it was getting into my head. I can tolerate pain, hunger, thirst, anything really but not sleep and lack of caffeine in my system. God, I felt miserable.But then I winced silently when I remembered what had happened soon after. Me on the damn floor holding my middle and hissing in pain.But honestly, y
Chapter 9Elijah,I kept clicking my fingers on my knee as I listened to the chitchat between Angela and Willow. These two looked like good buddies at the moment. If I were someone else, I would have thought that they knew each other long ago. Even a daughter mother relationship binds them too.It was eerie and made me mildly uncomfortable because, at moments like this, I always dreaded what would happen next.I know that my daughter will lose her shit and she will be worse than before, but what can I do? It felt like choosing between drowning or dying from the lack of oxygen. Different, but still the same.Robb, Alan, and even the always silent Henry talked about it, and I knew. God, I really knew that they were right, but I couldn’t bring myself to shatter this fake world Angela created.She was so young when it happened and she saw it all. She saw the pain and anguish on her mother’s face when she took her last breath.She saw the light fading away from her eyes and her shivering,
Chapter 24,willow,I stared at my reflection in the mirror and just couldn’t believe what I was seeing.I looked so….different, all dolled and glammed up. I looked like I was sparkling. Even the air around me was sparkling as well.The dress Elijah chose for me was so beautiful even though it made me feel a little uncomfortable because at first glance you might think that it was very conservative.But in truth, it is nothing like that. The entire thing was black lace with something beneath it covering the entire skin. Even half of my neck was covered. Just the shoulders were showing from the lace.It flowed beautifully until it reached the floor. It was so moderate and gorgeous, but then if I turned round to show my back, you would find this huge gap showing my entire back. It even reached my ass, almost.I mean if I lean a little it will show, and it is hard to wear an underwear beneath it because it will show and ruin everything.I really loved the dress and Elijah’s taste is super
Chapter 23Willow,I sighed as I sat on the kitchen counter, then looked around me. The place was quiet and gloomy even though I had some people around me.“Miss William, if you need anything, please go to the living room and I will get it to you. There is no need for you to stay like this in the kitchen.”Henry said respectfully, even though I could feel his annoyance and basically everyone else in the kitchen as well.I have been moping around for a couple of hours, maybe three or even more. But I felt alone and depressed without Angela.She had left to see her grandfather and even though she begged me to go with her, I couldn’t do it. Why would I meet the man, I’m not part of the family.But I got that she didn’t like those kinds of visits and she wanted some emotional support, though I asked her if her grandpa was harsh to her but she said no. I was still confused by her reaction, to be honest.So here I am sitting in the kitchen, which felt familiar to me, and looking at the same
Chapter 22,Elijah,“Papa, I want to go home to Mama. I don’t want to see Grandpa. I don’t like it there.”Angela said in a small voice as the car drove us to the mansion where the rest of my family lived. And honestly, I wanted to turn around and go back home, too.I don’t have the mental and physical power to face my father at the moment, especially when I know that he will open that topic again. Marriage.But I can’t refuse to go or just have some excuses because then he will come to the villa and he will see Willow and I’m not ready to tell him anything about her yet, or ever.I know how will he react when he knows about the entire situation and why we are staying together and I know his opinion about it.He won’t like it or like Willow. He never liked Diana, which was one of the reasons I left the mansion and married her away from everyone.The car stopped in front of the huge iron gates and the guards opened them for us and our SUV just stopped in front of the huge stairs.“Ange
Chapter 21Willow,“Miss William, Willow, Mr Lance told me specifically to send you home. He doesn’t want you to follow him.”“I’m not his slave or working for him to order me around. I will go with you, Robb, and if you don’t take me with you, then I will find someone else who would.”“Just look at the little miss. She is tired and scared. This was too much for her. She needs to go back home.”“And I will take her after I make sure that her father is okay. Now move and let me in.”I snarled at the man who was staring at me, fed up and just angry with my stubbornness. But I won’t back down, I must go to Elijah.At first, I was confused and I won’t lie. I was scared a little; I have been trying to stay away from angry men and to me; he was the opposite of that.He was always sweet and kind to me in his own way, and there was this tenderness in his eyes that I thought was only preserved for his daughter, but after a while of living there with them I saw it aimed at me as well.And this
Chapter 20Elijah,I stayed in the car for half an hour, fidgeting and basically afraid to get out.I have promised Angela to come and get her and forgot that she is here with Willow and I will have to face her.And honestly, I still wasn’t ready to do it, yes I’m a cowardly man and I should be embarrassed with my antics but still, I couldn’t gather the courage to get out of the car and tell Willow that I was here to collect them.“Is something wrong? Do you want me to go inside and get them myself?”Robb said from where he was sitting and I shook my head silently before taking a deep breath and just got out of the car and walked toward the restaurant’s door.The place was eerily silent, and I was confused about why because there were customers sitting at the tables and had their food in front of them, but they weren’t eating. They were watching something with interest.Just when I was about to look that way, I heard a man shouting at someone and his voice was menacing, and my frown
Chapter 19Willow, “Mama.”“Mama.”“Mama.”Angela called my name for the millionth time today, and I turned around to look at her as she sat on top of a small table at the end of the kitchen.Today I decided to visit the restaurant, and she cried and threw a tantrum so I had to take her with me, of course, after her father allowed it.“Yes, angel. What is it?”I asked her patiently as I put what I was doing on a counter and went to where she was sitting, fidgeting. I knew that this would happen, but she insisted on coming with me.“When are you going to be done here? I want to go home. Papa said he would come and take us back when he was done with his work, but you two are taking so long.”The little girl whined and sighed, so I kissed her face and hugged her a little. She seemed so tired and bored at the same time.“Do you want to go to my apartment for a little nap? I will send your guards with you, too.”I asked hopefully, and she shook her head against my chest, then pushed me aw
Chapter 18Elijah,“Who the fuck wrote this and how it got published?”I snarled as I kept staring at what was written on the screen of the tablet and each time I felt my blood boil.The reclusive billionaire had finally found love and the woman he chose was someone insignificant.I read the title again and smacked my desk harshly, rattling everything on top of it as I stood up to snarl at Robb, who was pissed the same as me.“I don’t know him as well. He is just some writer in that e-magazine, no one famous. From what I heard, he used to cover business and such. This was the first time he wrote something like this.”Robb said as he stared at his phone and I kept reading the rest of the article. It wasn’t invasive, but I can see that the man did some digging.He knew Willow’s real identity, but he chose not to reveal it in his first article and promised to tell the rest in his next one.“The fucker is toying with me, it seems. He knows everything but chose to not write it. What does h
Chapter 17Willow,“Mama, MAMA.”Angel cried out, calling for me and I sighed as I went to her walk in closet to check on her. She has been there for over fifteen minutes and so far she hasn’t settled on a single outfit.The girl was so excited to go out with her father and she couldn’t stay calm at all. But she is facing a problem with what to wear.God, girls these days are scary. I just put on some old jeans jumpsuit and called it a day already, but she has been throwing clothes left and right.“You will wear that?!”She said cocking her head to the side, frowning, and I felt self conscious now. I mean, it’s big, loose and comfortable. I thought it would be perfect for this, but now seeing those judgemental eyes, I wasn’t sure anymore.“Yes, I think I will be comfortable in them. Are…..do I look horrible?”I asked her fidgeting, and the girl looked up at me, my face, and my hair. My small tank top, then my jeans, and I wanted to run away.“No, this is perfect actually, you know wha
Chapter 16Elijah,I groaned softly, then I threw my head above my face when I felt the sunlight bright through my closed eyes.I tried to go back to sleep, but then I felt a soft movement beside me and I tensed up. I have forgotten about last night. When the hell did I fall asleep without even putting my mask back on?I opened my eyes slowly looking around, then beside me and found Angela was still asleep, but her hands and legs are outside the covers and she was sprawled like a starfish on the bed.My eyes moved slowly and landed on Willow’s peaceful face, and I winced silently when I remembered the shit I have done last night.I have cried like a little kid in front of her, sniffling and wailing. I was so ashamed of myself that I wanted to jump out the window.But then I narrowed my eyes at her and found her breathing quickly, which indicated that she was awake, and I pulled the covers up to hide half of my face.“Before you start accusing me of anything, yes I am awake for a while