Paula pov
“Uuuhhh look at me I'm so flawless and I don't eat any fat" Olivia mocked Clara as soon as we got into the apartment. I laughed lightly as I followed behind her."Let's just stop talking about clara , I'm still tensed about the job" I placed our shopping bags on the chair and then headed for the orange juice in the fridge."I know, but she's just so annoying, swaying her annoying figure in our faces " oliva grabbed the glasses and I poured her a glass."I know but clara will always be clara and we know better. " She nodded.We talked for a while and I finally retired to my room. I grabbed my laptop to check for any feedback , I was shaking as I made my way through my mail. you got this paula , don't cry , don't cry.I couldn't believe my eyes immediately I saw the mail from andreas enterprise, blinking twice and cleaning my eyes but the message was still there , I almost fainted. I screamed for oliva and she came running in with a dildo in her hands."Eww, oliva , what is wrong with you?" I closed my eyes at her naked form and dildo in her hands.She quickly grabbed my towel and wrapped it around herself whilst holding her dildo. She rolled her eyes at me while I made faces staring at the dildo in her hands."Stop giving me that look, I was pleasing myself when I heard your scream, I had to rush all the way here to you, I thought you got hurt" she fired at me."I'm sorry," i turned my laptop so she can see the message and she almost dropped her dildo. "Oh my God! I'm so happy for you girl!!"She rushed in my arms and we hugged."Eww," I remembered the dildo in her hands."Oh shut up and let's celebrate , I'm going to go take a shower and then we'll have a little fun , just a little so you can make it to work early. I love you girl""I love you too." I screamed after her as she made her way to her room.I fell on the bed, staring at the ceiling. I don't even know what I'm feeling right now. I'm going through so much emotions I'm about to loose my senses.Why did he give me the job?, My grades are good yes, but I lacked in the experience department .Did he by chance remember me?Hell no, Ethan.The Ethan I remember will never give me the job because he remembers me if anything; he wouldn't even give me.Why then?, well let's just say he bullies girls that looks like me. So I don't understand how I got the job. Throughout highschool i ignored him , actually anyone who's not in his squad ignored his squad .They are fulll of blondes , hot guys and of course Ethan , I feel so annoyed just remembering how they would humiliate me in front of the whole school.Do I even want this job?Would he treat women like me right?Well I have evolved from the naive girl in highschool , and I hope he has matured over the years."Paula get out of that room let's party" Olivia screamed."Coming bow!"We had our little party, Danced and Danced and literally eye fucked hot guys on the internet. I know , we are perverts.I couldn't fall asleep , my mind kept drifting back to a particular hot man. Ethan......I woke up early, I was too excited I couldn't sleep.I used that to my advantage.Dressed in a white body con straight gown, reaching my knees with pink bamboo heels to compliment my pink suit jacket hanging on my shoulders. Olivia helped pick my outfit.I walked into Andreas company trying to be confident but I was shaking uncontrollably.Everyone was staring at me and I couldn't understand why. Did Olivia over do the dressing?It was her idea for me to dress like this. I'm going to kill her, I'm going to kill her.I walked into the elevator filled with people and by people I mean, the exact type of women that talked down to me all my life.I breathed in and tried to remain calm."Ouuu, it seems someone is dressed to impress. The new secretary yeah? The boss doesn't go for women twice his mother size" a brown haired petite lady said. The group laughed.I tried to remain calm , ignoring usually works right?why do people think they can just bully people randomly. This isn't high school. Grow up!" save your strength darling and do what you're here for , this is not a fashion house" they laughed again."Ding"The elevator doors opened and they walked out and I was alone, or so I thought.I breathed out in relieve , some bitches can be so nasty. I mean I just started working here and I've met the bullies. Such grown dummies.I tried to adjust myself by turning;I jumped not expecting the blonde petite woman standing at the back."Oh my, God! You startled me " I calmed myself waiting for her to spit some nasty things to me, but she just smiled."I'm sorry, I'm Anne and I didn't mean to scare you" she said.I was shocked but I didn't show it."Paula, paula rayes. I'm new here" I pulled out my hands to her and she accepted and smiled.I turned to face the door."Don't listen to them, they talk down to anyone that's not them. Besides rejection can be a bitch. The boss will never look at any of them. They will be intimidated by a pretty woman; that gets to be beside him everyday."The doors opened again and we both walked out. The last floor. She left me and immediately i looked away from her I was out of breathe.This place was just magnificent.A lot of offices with its secretary in front with their frontal desks.I looked and I was shocked beyond words.A roll pattern stairs leading to the biggest office in view. It was sited at the center of the place. People moved around working but it was just 6:46 am . Jesus this people really don't sleep.I asked around and I was directed to the only office with big transparent glass doors.Ignoring the stares I made my way up to my new working area.I dropped my bag on a desk I assumed to be mine. It was a nice looking desk with an office chair . it was at a corner , everyone down stairs can't see me at this corner neither will I see them and I liked it.The only issue is sitting at my desk, I can't hide from ethan. He will see me from any area he is seated in his office;I hated it. How will I work like this?Thank God the doors can be made opaque , hopefully he would close them all the time.I got to work, arranging the few papers reading and trying to get the hang of things.its not easy but I can definitely kill it around here.The last secretary really kept it simple and planned for some weeks , His meetings and appointments all properly drafted out. I don't even need training I can get around just fine.Looking at the schedule he has a meeting by 9 am today and it says I'm going to go with him. we are going together. I looked into the details.You are here to work paula , get it together.After much arrangement , I looked at my watch. 7:30am.I guess the high and mighty doesn't keep to time. I was so highly warned about punctuality and here my boss is thirty minutes late and he hasn't even showed up.I continued with my work, some minutes later. I heard some noise down stairs. Like people are trying to collect themselves to order.I heard someone lightly working up the stairs. My ears are really great. I'm far from the stairs.I looked up and he came into view. Thank Goodness i was sitting, i would definitely fall on my ass. Ethan in all his glory.He was dressed in a blue suit , hugging every inch of his slender toned muscular arms, His jet black hair styled to perfection. He was stunning like he walked out of a magazine.I quickly got my big butt off my chair to greet him." Good morning , Mr Andres "He just stared at me for a while and walked into his office. His cologne so muscular , I almost wet my panties.Get it together.Rude much he didn't even reply , he could have at least nodded. Damn you ethan.I sat down and continued working in pain because every time i looked up , I locked eyes with ethan and he was staring at me with an unreadable expression on his face.I'm I irritating him? Honestly I just bent my head and continued my work. Curse those glass doors. I sighed but didn't look up.The glass doors turned opaque instantly and I let out the breathe I was holding.I breathed out in relieve. Only for it to be short lived.The telephone on my desk rang out stealing me from my joy, today every thing startled me. I'm jumpy and its all because of this company and him.I picked up the phone."Hello, you've reached Mr Andreas office, how may I help you?""Its your boss paula , get in my office now" I felt my cheeks heat up at his velvet voice. God it has matured since highschool.I breathed out. Control yourself paula , damn it!His office now?What am I going to do?I silently stood up and walked over to the door. I knocked on the door."Come in" his voice was soft and hard at the same time.What did I do ?Hello lovelies ❤, hope you love this chapter.Paula POVI entered his office and kept my head down , the magnitude of the whole decor screams dark, evil master lord. His huge mahogany desk was so dark and full of arranged papers. I could see some of this things from my desk because of the glass doors but this; this is a whole different feeling. Standing inside of his office is a whole experience.There is a huge black colored leather couch placed at the center of the office, opposite it, is a huge tv on the wall. The wallpaper surrounding the office was also dark colored. The only thing I loved about this office is the great view behind my boss. Who by the the way was staring at me like I killed his cat some years back. Ethan always had this intense eyes that made me shrink, I shook the thought out of my head;steadied my breathe."Sir, you sent for me?" Oh Paula of course he sent for you. "I know, miss rayes. First off congratulations on getting the job" I smiled widely and I hated it, don't appear to enthusiastic paula. "Th
Paula pov I looked up and saw the same guy I met at the interview. "Oh my, Mr Daniel. Its such a surprise to see you here." I smiled at him. " same here , so you got the job" he said with a warm smile. " well yeah , obviously. But how and why are you here? I mean. It was only one spot we all applied for,” I took a sip of my coffee. he puts his hands in his pockets and was grinning at me. "I got offered another job in my field of study. It turns out the bad boss isn't as bad as they make him out to be." "Ah, I'll disagree there, I work for him. He is as bad as they say and this is my first day." he chuckles. I noticed he is really boyishly handsome. I could get used to his smiles, damn it "Well, you work for him. And you have the final say I can't argue with you" he said helping himself to a cup of coffee. "Well, Mr Daniel. What's your first name? That day at the interview I didn't catch it" I turned to him with my coffee in hand. " Cole milady, Cole Daniels" he reached out
Paula POVHonestly, If I don't get rex to sign this papers. I might just kill my boss if he fires me. This is totally stupid. I had to go all the way to the Bronx and in this unpredictable weather. Thank God I got my umbrella it might just decide to pour at any time. I got to Mr, Rex apartment or so I think. After much running around I think I got it. It was a tall building with apartments , much like the one me and Olivia occupy in Brooklyn. I got in and headed to the front desk. "Morning , can I please know the apartment Mr rex is staying in. I'm here to give him some papers" I said. I made it seem like I knew rex. Well you have to make it seem that way or else, she's going to ring him and I might just be thrown out." She smiled. "Fifth floor , the first door to your right." I smiled back. "Thank you kate" she looked surprised. I pointed at her chest at her ID card. Realization washed on her face and she nodded with a smile. I took the elevator to the fifth door. My palm was
Paula POVIts been two weeks working for Ethan. I managed to ignore him all through, but it didn't stop my heart from jumping whenever he's close to me. My heart flutters Evey time I stare at him and it's unhealthy. We've been frequenting the site for over a week now. It turns out they are planning on opening a mall. The car ride with him is just unbearable, I can tell even the workers can't wait to get him out of their hairs. A crazy incident happened last week and it left the workers scared of Ethan. The engineer was flirting with me during work hours, it was so little; just hinting I was beautiful and Ethan tagged it as inappropriate. Fired him on the spot. He was willingly to pay money to buy the engineer out of the contract. I felt guilty because he was fired because he was complimenting me. For a chubby girl that is like catching lightening. Someone getting fired for admiring you; crazy. Olivia travelled to Spain for a movie shoot leaving me all alone at home with my thou
Paula POVI woke up extremely early which is actually a first for me, thoughts of Ethan made me restless all night. I hate the jerk for affecting me so much. Every thick girl has to have a thick skin. But with Ethan I don't think I got any skin at all.What was his trauma, curiosity almost killed me because I landed the worst headache; after thinking for so long. Ethan was perfect, I mean he appeared to be, so what is it? I decided to video call Olivia, I missed her so much , it gets lonely around here. I don't have friends anyway except from Clara and I don't need a gym instructor right now. I grabbed my laptop and made my way to the kitchen counter. I ringed her up a few times and she finally answered. She was holding her bed sheet up her body and slightly running with the laptop. "You hooked up with someone right?" I giggled. She just kept running like a ninja and nodded mischievously. "The dildo wasn't doing the trick anymore, I needed the real deal" she winked and I fake gagg
Ethan's POV I thought I could handle working with Paula, I thought I could control myself but its impossible. Everything about her turns me on. Her walk, her smell, her sexy eyes. I have to push her away and I feel terrible. I didn't care what anyone thought of me before , I still don't care but with Paula I care. I left her in one of my rooms, totally wet and inviting. She was so delicious to look at . I imagine myself fucking her every time I see her, feelings never change. Everything I felt for her in highschool just got intensified. I grabbed my sweatpants and a shirt. This should fit her. I walked back in the room and knocked on the door.A faint voice invited me in. Oh Paula how that voice would sound screaming my name or moaning. I shook my head getting rid of those dirty thoughts as I opened the door. She was standing staring at me with her hands by her side. She was like a little girl who was caught doing something wrong. I loved how I towered her. I affected her I know
Paula POV"Honestly it was crazy oli, my lady was really wet and he just bolted away from me. Like, like I was some kind of disease" I sighed sitting on the couch. I had a long night thinking about yesterday. A long shower and now dressed for work I'm still talking about Ethan. "This is some juicy news, Ethan kissed you?, romanced you and all. I think the world is coming to an end!!!!" Oli screamed through the phone. I shifted the phone away from my ears while she continued talking gibberish. "He totally likes you," " slow down oli, he doesn't like me, maybe he just needed a way to pass time, or maybe he was high on drugs. He was sick after all. " "Well true, and he left after the make out. He is a total douche bag " oli fired. "I know right, and I have decided to stop my heart from racing so hard when he is near. He can't treat me like a slut. I will try to shut him out." I grabbed my bag and left the apartment. "Ouu, my baby is in love" oli mocked me. "Oh please its not love
Paula POV "Oh please , she will look good in anything. Paula is a queen.”Olivia shouted. "I am not saying she’s not ;what is wrong with you Olivia? What is your problem?" Clara fired back. "You. you are the problem, my problem. She can attend the party with a bikini, its a pooool partyyyyyy" oliva stressed. I sighed watching the both of them go back and forth picking the clothes I'm going to wear to the party. Its exhausting, this past few days has been terrible. I have bags under my eyes. Literally. At home I had to deal with this two and at work I avoided Ethan like a plague but it still didn't help I wanted him in every way. "Okay okay, let's say she doesn't wear the bikini but then this sexy white dress should do" Olivia held up a dress she bought for me recently. Clara sighed in victory and nodded. Smirking Olivia picked up a black jacket she wanted me to wear " then she'll top it up with this" she wriggled her brows at me , earning a smile from me. Clara nodded in appro
Ethan POV“I am not letting my trauma rule me!” I screamed for the third time. “Are you sure? You seem to angrily yell at any slight discomfort. You still have episodes.” My therapist adjusted her her glasses around her big brown eyes. “I must say; you are the slowest patient I have ever encountered.” I slammed my hands on her big mahogany desk. “Are you trying to piss me off?” I screamed running my hands through my hair. “You seem to be catching on mr Andreas.” She dropped her pen and book. “Do you see how easy it is? You haven’t been doing what I asked you to do. If you had, they would have been some improvements by now.” “Or maybe you’re not doing your job well. I payed you to fix me!” I snarled at her “Fix you? I can’t fix what doesn’t want to be fixed. You are hiding your trauma ethan.” She poured a cup of coffee and pushed it my way. “I signed up for this lady, it clear I need to fix whatever causes the episodes I have.” I said between clenched fists. “ then communica
Paula POV Never in my whole twenty two years of existence have I seen mom like this, she was so furious and so was Mrs Andreas. I stilled after hearing the voice, all turned to Ethan's sister Dorothy, I haven't met her in person neither have I had a conversation with her. I have only seen her in one of their family’s photo and her name on some documents in the office. Ethan calls her dolly which suits her as she looks innocent and cute. "What is going on here?" She asked tiredly. She looked exhausted with bags under her eyes and her hunched posture. The office is taking a toll on her, I mean she just graduated highschool. Ethan's job in the company is very vital and even with the help of a skilled secretary its still going to maim her. Everyone stilled returning to a more pleasant posture. She tilted her head to me and knotted her brows. "Paula?" I didn't know what to say , it sounded like a question so I simply nodded. I wasn't expecting the beautiful smile she gave me. "Hello, I'v
Paula POV The next day swung by so quickly I hated it. I was so nervous I didn't want to get out of bed. The thought of going to his parents scares the shit out of me, but mom came and made me go shower. Mom said it would be better to go in the evening that way the chances of meeting both parents will be higher. So here I am slumped on the couch watching N*****x. The series I was watching is so alluring and erotic ' Bridgerton' I find myself wishing I was fucked. I got more sexual cravings as the months go by___ and indeed I needed to be touched, loved and worshipped. Ethan is the only man I'll allow touch me especially in my state. He is the father so it's natural to allow him___ I would not allow other man close to me, violating me and my baby. After watching episode six my panties where so soaked I had to take another shower. I made lunch for dad because mom went to work. Dad owns a small bookstore and it was doing so good and I loved Esther his employee, she held it down when da
Paula POV Staring directly at an unapologetic Olivia was breathe taking. She wasn't sorry for what she did to Ethan and honestly I'm not mad. I would do the same for my friends but the crazy thing is, Ethan went through hell and I watched it all. Shivers went through my spine when I think of his bloody body, when he was being beaten. I forced Clara to tell me about it and on getting to the room Olivia didn't deny and wasn't sorry. "Its fine baby, thanks for sticking up for me" I smiled and her eyes lit up and she nodded like a cute little rascal. “I honestly didn’t mean to scare him, if he is man enough then he’ll come back.” “You and I know Ethan is every bit of a man” I said proudly before catching myself. Clara looked at me, she was smirking. I bit my lips. “We know, he got you pregnant didn’t he?” Clara said. “Only a man , a real strong man can” Olivia added I blushed at their indecent remark. “Stop it both of you!” They kept raising their brows and making faces. My face
Ethan POV I was running through the halls clueless as to where Paula was, I felt my body boil and the heat come up my skin. She has to be okay, i cant loose her and the baby or either of them!. I'd forever blame myself. I couldn't turn back to ask Olivia and Clara where she was, the fear made me run like a raging beast. I stopped a few nurses to ask and finally one directed me to her room. I stalked the room preparing myself for whatever news I was to hear. I couldn't help it as I badged into the room. I found a sleeping Paula. The machines where aiding her and she didn't seem to have woken up. I knotted my brows in confusion as realization dawned on me. Olivia! I turned and saw olivia watching me with venom in her eyes. "How does it feel huh?" She barked out. I stared blankly at her. "How does what feel?" I asked irritated."How does it feel to be helpless, does it feel good ? Tell me you sumbag! That's how she felt every time you called for her. She runs with no break, desperatel
Ethan POV My heart left my body when I saw what happened next...Regina fell from Paula's body while Paula raised her upper body and blood painted her face. I was scared was she the one hurt? I couldn’t really tell. Mr delvon let out a huge ugly cry running over to Regina's body on the floor who I just noticed isn't moving. "Wake up baby, common for daddy" he cried aloud. He continued shaking Regina while placing his head on her chest. Paula crawled away from them with her mouth opened wide. At least my baby is moving. Regina was bleeding from the mouth, Paula had a clean shot to her gut. "Shoot that girl!" Delvon screamed over to one of his men. What! I struggled with everything I had but it was useless. I was held down by four men and was already beaten to a pulp. I have never felt this helpless. I've never felt this way. Vulnerability is something I never felt till now. And like when I was kidnapped, my chest stopped moving, I was having a panic attack, not now! I scold myse
Ethan POV Panicking was something I never did, but with the gunshots and having Paula here;I panicked. She is trying so hard so avoid me and she keeps pushing me away with no emotions in her eyes. It scares me, I'm scared that she means everything she's said; about me just being only her baby father. I almost had to force her to stay the night in my room, I knew a time She would have quietly slept with me and moaned for me. She's too cold I could feel her cold stare on my back itching my skin even after the hot bath I just had. I dragged myself away from her after giving her a fore head night kiss. I wasn't fully happy but I was excited to have the woman I love and my baby beside me. I have to win her over before our child is born. I have to keep her safe but the gunshots had me panicking. I jerked from the bed and so did Paula with tears already streaming down her face. "Shuuu, its okay it going to be okay." I hugged her and quickly pulled her to her feet. I pushed her into my wa
Paula POV Ethan drove me to my studio. After hearing about Regina’s father my whole body shook with fear. I was a crying mess to drive. Leaning over to Ethan and sobbing on his shirt earlier made his cologne cloud my senses. It seems it's all I want to smell, it was like a craving and I know I shouldn't blame the baby hormones all the time, but this , this is totally the baby. I couldn't concentrate and I was scared. I haven’t been to the studio since it’s decoration, Olivia and Clara decorated the studio When we walked in the double glass doors. I stopped holding ethan and walked to the center of the studio. wow was the only word to describe it. I finally got it, my fashion studio. It was looking all perfect and I cried over it. It was finally here and I loved it. Clara and Olivia are indeed heaven sent. Red and white was the main color. It looked so sharp and mature. Ethan sat watching me as I checked out every detail in the studio. Clara and Olivia really did a number on th
Ethan POV Paula was avoiding me for weeks, and finally dropped a bomb on me that she is pregnant. There are no words to describe how shocked I was, I was on my way to the white house but hell I was too shocked and excited to keep going. I went to her apartment and her friends dismissed me rudely. I will see to it that olivia and her sharp mouth is dealt with. One passionate evening with her and I get a baby already. Incredible. I only find myself adoring her more and more each day.I thought she ran away from me, so i tracked her down to her parent's house. Paula the mother of my baby, I'm too excited it irritates me. I know right now she believes she can keep herself away from me, but I know a lot about pregnant women and having self control is something they don’t technically have; especially with their raging hormones. I chuckled just think about the irony of everything. I was currently in front of Paula's house, I don't want to miss a moment, I want to be with her every step of