CHAPTER 08

CHAPTER 8

SASKIA POV

 

“Hazel are you okay ?” kaiden said as he held my wrist. Just by looking at him made me furious, he had no rights to come here and make me feel stuff I’m not suppose to feel.

 

“Don’t you dare call me hazel and don’t you dare touch me kaiden” I said as I yanked my hand away from him.

 

“Fine Saskia, what’s wrong??”he asked looking straight into my eyes.

 

“You wanna know what’s wrong kaiden?”I spat out which made him wince.

 

“Yes “he said softly as he gulped,for a minute he looked somewhat worried.

 

“okay I will tell you what’s wrong , why are you here? Are you here to make my life a living hell just like you promised back in school” I said staring at him. He looked confused but his expression changed as soon as he figured out what I was talking about.

 

“Saskia what are you talking about?” He blurted out. “ You know exactly what I’m talking about!!!” I spat. “It was all because of you!!!” I said trying not to cry.

 

“Oh really Saskia it’s all because of me? Tell me what I did?” He spat I could see he was trying not to get angry but his eyes said everything, he was seething.

 

“ I hate you so much” I said in between my sobs. “ I hate you for ruining my life” I cried out as I run my hands through my hair in frustration.

 

“oh I ruined your life Saskia !!!” He screamed at me and I flinched, he sounded just like how he was 3 years ago. “ I didn’t ruin your life , you ruined it yourself” he shouted.

 

“how the hell did I ruin it!!! Just tell me how I ruined it” I said softly as the tears ran down my face. I was a messed. “ you really wanna know how you ruined it? Fine I will tell you!!! You ruined it by sleeping with Tyler!!!” He screamed and I jerked back at his tone, right now he was extremely pissed off.

 

Wait did he just say that I slept with Tyler as in Tyler Harrison? “ what??” I said extremely Confused and shocked. “ do you really think I would stoop so low and sleep with your best friend Kade? “ I said softly I was totally hurt by what he said , he didn’t trust me at all.

 

“ yes, you slept with my best friend , I saw everything that night” his facial expression mirrored mines.

 

I guess it’s time to tell him the truth I can’t take this anymore he actually thought I slept with Tyler.  “I can’t believe what you are actually saying Kaiden, you humiliated me in front of the whole school , you spoke so low about my family all because you thought I had sex with Tyler. Well let me tell you something Kade” I spat I was full of rage. “ let me tell you what happened that night , that same night where your so called best friend tried to Rape me!!!” I shouted as I step closer to him .

 

When I looked up to see  his whole expression has changed and he had a confused look on his face but it soon turned blank with rage. “ stop fucking lying to me m!!! I’m sick of you always lying to me. For once just once speak the truth, just admit that you lost your Virginity to Tyler” he shouted at me.

 

I could see the pain in his eyes as he looked at me. “ why would I lie to you kaiden? Which girl would lie about almost been raped?” I said between my sobs. “ that night I was drunk which I regret , I was walking upstairs to look for you so that I could tell you to take me home when suddenly Tyler found me and said that you was in the room , me being drunk followed him in that room. Once I entered the room Tyler pinned me on the wall and started kissing me on my neck yes I’m gonna admit that I did moan because I wasn’t in my right mind sense. But once I realised what he was doing I tried stopped him but he didn’t he started kissing my next right down to my collarbone that’s when I kicked him and ran out of the room looking for you but when I saw you you was busy sucking maddison face off that’s when I knew you wasn’t gonna leave her so I ran out of his house and called a taxi to take me home!!! See that's my story kaiden I didn’t sleep with anyone in fact I’m still a virgin kaiden “ I shouted. Kaiden just stood there shocked and hurt.

 

“ Hazel I’m sor-“ I cut him off before he could finish that sentence. I didn’t want his Pity, I had enough of that. I just wanted him to know the truth. “since you know the truth Kaiden you are the one that ruined my life by spreading rumors about me to the whole school , that’s same day when you humiliated , the same day you broke me Kaiden , the same day you left maddison to slap me in front of the whole school. It was the same day I lost all hopes for living , the same damn day I started hating you and I still hate you I want nothing to do with you absolutely nothing I-“

 

I was cut off by been pinned on the wall by him. He had one of his hands on my waist and  other was behind my neck as he brought he lips onto mines. 

 

As his lips moved on my lips I closed my eyes and kissed him back.  I threw my hand on his hair and I heard him groan. He then bit my lips asking for permission but I refused so his hands went down my back and he grabbed my butt which made me to grasp he took that has an opportunity to put his tongue into my mouth. As he deepened the kiss with his tongue I let out a loud moan and I could feel him smirking as he kissed me.

 

That’s when I pulled away from him. His lips looks swollen and pink I guess my lips looks the same. He then put his forehead on mines and looked straight into my eyes. I then pushed him away from me so hard that he almost fell. He then looked at me with those sad doe eyes. “ Hazel I’m sorry” he pleaded and I shook my head as I took couple steps away from him “ I told you too never call me that “ I whispered “and don’t you ever ever kiss me again, you have no right” I cried I basically looked like train wreck right now but I don’t care. “ and stay away from me Kaiden “ I said as I walked away from him.

 

We both needed this, we both knew that our friendship was done for and he should know I’m not the same person I was before. I’m much stronger now.