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He Loved Me as His Life
He Loved Me as His Life
Author: Dawn Moonlight

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Author: Dawn Moonlight
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56
I found out about Wynn's affair on our third wedding anniversary.

As our company grew larger, Wynn became increasingly busy and grew thinner.

I had deliberately signed up for a cooking course a month ahead, with the exclusive aim of crafting an extravagant dinner for him on our third anniversary.

Concerned that I wouldn't be able to balance home and work, and not wanting me to give up my beloved career for the sake of our family, we hired a housekeeper. This way, even when Wynn was too busy to come home and cook for me, I could still enjoy delicious meals.

I couldn't even remember the last time I cooked.

I put in dedicated effort, from regularly burning myself in kitchen disasters to becoming proficient. Only heaven knows what I've been through.

On our anniversary day, I went out early to buy ingredients and prepare for dinner. I worked diligently all evening, turning the empty dining table into a feast for the eyes.

When the delicious dishes were ready, I sat on the couch, anticipating Wynn's expression when he walked in.

But I waited from dawn until it was pitch dark outside, and Wynn still hadn't returned.

I picked up my phone to call him, and someone answered. It was a girly voice, "Hello? Is there something you need, Miss?

"Wynn is in the shower right now. I'll have him call you back when he's done."

From the voice, it was clear that she was a young girl.

Though that's what she said, her words carried a certain arrogance, blatantly displayed before my eyes.

She exuded an unmistakable sense of ownership, as if everything was her exclusive domain, not to be peered into by anyone else.

Without saying anything, I simply hung up the phone.

When I was eighteen, facing admirers who pursued Wynn, I acted the same way.

At the teacher appreciation banquet after our college entrance exams, a girl came to confess her feelings to Wynn in a coy manner.

He was drunk at the time, leaning on my back and complaining about feeling dizzy.

"Wynn, I like you," she said, handing over a pink envelope.

Seeing someone so blatantly ignoring my presence, I immediately turned around and hugged Wynn. "Sorry, but you can only have unrequited love. Wynn already has me as his girlfriend.”

Wynn silently agreed to my declaration of sovereignty.

He held my hand and proudly stood on stage, announcing to everyone, " Allow me to formally introduce you all to my girlfriend, Suzy Hall.

"In the times ahead, we will undoubtedly get married, and she'll be my one and only wife.”

Wynn's eyes at that moment were filled with deep affection and unwavering devotion, entirely focused on me.

I went from shock to feeling completely detached, losing track of time. All I was aware of was that I had remained seated in that same spot, enduring the harsh sunlight that seemed to stab at my eyes.

As soon as Wynn entered the room, he saw me sitting motionless on the couch.

"Suzy, didn't you say you were preparing for an art exhibition recently? Why are you sitting at home today?"

Without receiving a response from me, Wynn initially thought I was upset because he hadn't spent much time with me recently.

He took off his coat, which was filled with the scent of perfume, and casually glanced at the table filled with delicacies. His gaze froze.

It seemed like he realized something and hurriedly came over, kneeling in front of me and looking up at me.

"Suzy, I'm sorry. I was busy with work at the company yesterday, and I completely forgot about this important day."

"Suzy, don't be mad, please talk to me."

My gaze shifted downward, and I stared at this man, transfixed.

My eyes slowly swept over every inch of his skin, trying to find something different.

Nothing, there was nothing.

Everything about him was normal, with rosy cheeks, and his gaze was terrifyingly calm.

It was as if his affair was all a product of my imagination.

Seeing that I hadn't responded for a long time, he stood up and embraced me, his palm gently patting my back to comfort me.

"Suzy, don't be angry. It's my fault. Since we're both at home today, how about I make you a delicious meal?

"Consider it my way of making up for my mistake."

The warmth of his body and the faint scent of unfamiliar perfume were all so undeniably real.

So, indeed, Wynn had truly been unfaithful.

I moved my lips slightly, and tears suddenly fell.

"...Hungry, I'm so hungry."

"All right, I'll make something for you right away."

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    When Wynn heard I was hungry, Xu Yan would set aside his current work and get busy in the kitchen.Watching his bustling figure, everything remained just as it had been before.We've known each other for many years.I've always had complete trust in him.And he did the same way with me.Even though I never checked or snooped around, he never guarded against me.He didn’t even put a password on his phone.I retrieved his phone from the coat pocket he left on the couch.The screen lit up, and with a swipe, I was on the phone interface.As the CEO of the company, no one would dare to touch his phone.So, when it came to this affair, he didn't think about concealing anything.The chat records were glaringly evident before my eyes, filled with the ambiguous traces between him and that girl.The young girl's name was Lucy Lane. She majored in dance at a prestigious art academy, and she was a whole eight years younger than me.Because of a family disagreement, she left home, and Wynn kindly a

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    Without much effort, I easily found Lucy by following Wynn's Facebook account. There were hundreds of Facebook posts, documenting every little detail of her life with Wynn. She didn't hide anything, almost wanting the whole world to know."Dancing hurt my leg, and it's tough to move around. I was all by myself in that empty room, but fortunately, Wynn came to my rescue, setting aside his work just to be with me. It's what it feels like to be looked after."I checked the posting time. On that same day, I was admitted to the hospital due to stomach bleeding, enduring excruciating pain to the point of passing out. Despite it all, I believed Wynn had a lot on his plate with work and toughed it out, spending an entire night alone with an IV in the hospital.Afterwards, when Wynn found out about it, he even asked me somewhat angrily why I didn't call him.I casually brushed it off, saying, "I'm not a child, and it's not something I can't handle on my own. There’s no need to disturb you."

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