I am supposed to enjoy this.
I usually enjoyed it in the past whenever Melissa and I were together. But here I laid on my back as she rode me yet, my mind was not here. She had noticed and took both my hands which she guided carefully around her waist but I still was not having it. I was lost in my own world and suddenly she stopped. It took me a couple of seconds to notice that she had stopped humping me as I turned to face her but being careful to avoid her eyes and its glare.
"What? Why did you stop?" I asked her, sounding less concerned about it.
"Is something wrong?" She asked as she searched my face for answers.
"No. Of course not, babe. It's football training today. It was really tough on me but let's not stop now." I said to her and I needed no one to point out to me, the hollow in my voice.
She got off instead as she turned over and started to wear her underwear. I lifted myself as I made support with my elbow.
"You're leaving?"
"Yes. You're clearly not interested and we have school in two hours. I should go get ready." She said as she dragged over her jeans.
"Aww, come on babe." I said to her,
She turned to face me with a smile on her face that did not reach her eyes. Then she came over to kiss me on the forehead before pulling her top from underneath me. I watched as she quickly put it over her head and in a few minutes, she was done.
"See you, babe." She said to me as she made her way out my door.
The moment she left, I laid back on my bed as I stared at the ceiling. It was all seeping from the night of the school welcoming party when I had rejected Clara openly as my mate. Seeing her looking broken apart left a hollow in my chest that bore through my heart like a torn. She had been so pitiable and I had to break her apart which had led to a number of negative things happening these days to her.
She had accepted the fact that I had rejected her and had not come to question me over my decision as she went on with her life.
But her life had changed drastically as she was no longer being bullied by just Melissa and her cronies. It would turn out to seem that the entire school had decided to make sport of her predicament, as she suggested unprecedented bullying at the hands of everyone.
Day in and day out at school, I was forced to watch on as people made fun of Clara, with Melissa standing firmly behind as the lead perpetrator of all of these onslaughts.
Perhaps I should explain. I didn't reject Clara out of hatred or contempt. I actually had better reasons as to why I had made that decision.
Being an Alpha of one of the strongest packs was not something one would survive without the support of their members of the pack, especially one of the strongest families. My family and Melissa's had been in a long term friendship and I needed her as my Luna because her father's support mattered.
Countering Beta Benson now by picking a traitor over his daughter, was more or less like I was instigating a coup in their hearts against my family, which was definitely not something that I wanted. I would not be the reason for the ruin of my own family hence, I decided to relinquish my bond with Clara for a brighter future.
I got out of bed eventually as it was nearly time for school. I hurriedly made my way out riding on my motorbike. I arrived just in time to witness Melissa and her friends sprinkling saw dust all over Clara's hair. The latter sat down on the floor as everyone laughed to their hearts fill.
The moment they noticed my presence made it seem auspicious as they all went silent but I already knew my stance. I went over and kissed Melissa on the lips amidst cheers. I could not do anything as I watched Clara sob from her pain.
Sometimes I wondered if she ever tried to stand up for herself or would she always be this weakling.
Classes ran on until it was time for combat classes and we all went to the hall where we had our practice.
"Now everyone, listen up!!! I shouldn't be here but would be standing in as a substitute." The teacher said to us and we glanced at each other in confusion.
"A substitute? Whatever does that mean?" I asked to speak for everyone as we were quite used to our teacher.
"I'm going away on a sabbatical but there has been arranged a guest professor that would be taking you to combat class when I am gone. He should have been here today but for some reason, he is running late." He said to us.
"Who's this professor? Is he someone we know?" Another student asked right before I spoke.
"You'll see him in a week but I expect you treat him with respect as you do with me. Now, you all should pair up and let us begin." He said.
Instantly, everyone ran over to their friends but no one approached Clara. I was about to go over when I stopped myself. Melissa was already coming to her and demanded that she be paired with Clara.
I saw their plan the moment her friends came over to stand beside them and Melissa looked up at me. I could see clearly that this was all in bid to get a reaction from me. This was going to be Melissa's way of ascertaining why I had been aloof earlier that morning.
It all began the moment the teacher explained what we should do before rushing out to attend to something. Right there, Melissa and her friends started beating Clara. I stood there watching and doing nothing to stop them.
Each time when Melissa looked up at me to check my reaction, I had an encouraging smile for her which pleased her even more.
CLARA'S POV Fate is always cruel to those of us at a disadvantage and I had come to accept my fate. The moon goddess had decided to add a bag of salt to my injuries the moment she decided that Kent was to be my mate. It could have been anyone else but she had to choose him of all persons who was already in a relationship with Melissa. I had found myself going off to my comfort zone, after receiving a series of beating from Melissa and her cronies. while my estranged mate looked on. I sat right down there by the corner, looking around to make sure no one was approaching. It was the school's backyard, my very own safe zone where I could freely express my broken hearted emotions in tears. I thought about the pain of every humiliation I had gone through which included the most recent assault on me during our supposed combat class. I had run away from them after they had their satisfaction fulfilled. Suddenly, a shadow hovered over me.Ate the same time, I felt a strange gust of wind se
ALPHA DERRICK'S POV I could not believe that I was beginning to feel the wakefulness of emotions within me as I sat close to her. From the moment I had seen her, I had myself drawn to her and eventually observed her from afar. I learnt of her name. Clara Silver, who seemed to be the one suffering from the entire school's torture, both physically and emotionally. I had been trying my hardest to keep away from her as I could, not make it seem like I was trying to interfere with her life and activities. But it was impossible because of something. My wolf, Reid. I had never felt him this restless with the desire to mark a woman. he clearly had declared Clara as his mate. Being around her was really tough and I found self restraint the hardest thing anyone would be subjected to. As I sat down in front of her, it felt like I was running out of breath. It had been this way, heightened emotions and all from the moment I picked her up. I could feel the restlessness of Reid as he sought for
CLARA'S POVI had left him while he was reading. I knew that I could not stand another moment of awkwardness between us both.It felt really worrisome. I decided to try and avoid him which prompted me to call in sick for two days in a row. I could not face him, certainly not with the kind of thoughts that I had been having, when he had been trying to treat me in the medical room.I had to return to class eventually the next morning, when it came to notice that I should have gotten better off whatever at this point. My thoughts were already centered on the fact that I would be getting recompense for getting Melissa yelled at.Well, that was to be expected as she would find a way of making me pay for every inch of humiliation she had been exposed to.I got into school and made for the locker area. The moment I entered through the door, there was a sudden stillness as everyone went mute. I could not understand why and what the problem was this time but I knew better than let my guard do
CLARA'S POV I woke up this morning and discovered that I had a high fever. I asked my roommate to help me request a sick leave, and then I lay in my dorm room. So many things have been happening recently, and I feel extremely exhausted. In a drowsy state, I drifted into a dream.I dreamed about that fateful night, the night that changed the course of my life."He deserted us!" Beta Benson, still a Beta at that time, exclaimed excitedly, waving his battered right hand. "I called out to him, as warriors, we cannot betray our pack."He paced around the room, his shadow swaying in the flickering fire of the wobbling fireplace. Everyone had a serious expression, their gaze fixed on him."He pretended not to hear me, hunched over like a featherless chicken and ran deep into the forest." Benson continued, "I was worried he would fall into the enemy's trap, and guess what! Oh, boy, he fell right into it, blinded by fear!""It's not true!" I, an eight-year-old, screamed at the edge of the cro
ALPHA DERRICK'S POV It was the night class for the special werewolves and basically, one of the reasons I had agreed to come to this school for this program. The combat class was one thing but the ongoing training for the newest elite werewolves that would be joining my ranks at the borders was one important program. "We must never underestimate the enemy and should always be ten times ahead of them." I said as I showed samples of vampires to them with the aid of the projector. "Excuse me sir, but I have a question." A student was talking to me and I wanted to entertain his questions. "Go on." I said to him, "What other threats lie there?" He asked. "There might be others but our basic concern is the vampires. We must pay attention to the core area of concentration which is defeating them... They are our mortals..." I was saying when suddenly I felt a little lightheaded and staggered a little. Beads of sweat had begun forming suddenly on my forehead and it ran all the way throu
CLARA'S POVI had heard the voices from the distance as clearly, students were making their way around and I could see the light crossing the skies. It would soon be morning and I was stark naked.I heard voices approaching where I was and my eyes fell on the pond by the corner and quickly, I dove in, scaring a frog on a water weed in the process. I knew already from the weakness I was feeling that there was absolutely no point in trying to revert back to my wolf form as clearly, my first shift had drained me of every ounce of strength.I could only hide and hope they do not come to the pond.Suddenly, their voices began to draw closer and I knew they were walking right beside the pond. "Moments like this and I seriously wish I am a witch. I'll just morph to invisibility with magic." I thought to myself as I started to get a feel of the cold around my stomach.Clover noticed how hard it was for me to keep hanging on when she decided to keep me company with her words."It seems someon
KENT'S POVI needed to get myself in order but it would seem that I had lost control. The restless feeling was quite unlike me and suddenly, a wave of horniness swept all over me as I felt a rise in my hormones. I needed to cool off as I rose up from my room and dashed in a haste towards the girls dormitory.It was not the first time I had been here as being the heir had given me certainly privileges. I made straight for Melissa's bedroom and pushed it open. She was there, chattering with her entourage and I would have to admit to the fact that they seemed really excited.I glanced around at the darkness in both my thoughts and my eyes."Out! All of you!" I yelled at them."Is everything okay, Kent?" Melissa asked me, looking like a puppy soaked in the rain."I want them out, this instant!" I yelled again.Whatever she would have said to me was caught up in her chest as she looked at her friends and nodded. They clearly could read clearly that I was in no mood for their gimmicks as th
ALPHA DERRICK'S POVI had found my way to the pond where I found Clara hiding. It was more or less like I had been enchanted by a siren as she peered at me, our eyes met sending me nearly overboard with desire. I wanted her but I had to restrain myself.It was hard not to look at her when she had stated that she was naked. My wolf was unsettled as he seemed to act out the moment I turned away. Had she not suggested that I use the stick, I was very much ready to forget all about dignity, get into the water and carry her right in my arms."What are you doing?" He asked me as I looked away."Being a gentleman." Was the response I gave him in my head."Gentleman? We should take a sneak peak." He said to me,"No. We are looking away and that's final." I said to him barely holding back from the strong urge sweeping all over me.I desired her right now and badly too. Her nearness and the scent of her body was overwhelming as I felt the tingling sensation spread all the way down to my waist a
CHAPTER 135 CLARA'S POV "What's happening? I'm seeing you..." I heard my own words voiced out in amazement. The moon goddess simply stood there and would not make a move. It was then I looked up at her and noticed that she looked sad still in the eyes. Oh well, so much for wishful thinking. "You still do not get the point, Clara." She said to me, "What point? That I should not even be allowed to see my father? That's a huge point you made." I looked at her spitefully. "No, child and trust me, you're beginning to test me." She responded. "Of course. You're the moon goddess and as a pawn in your games, I shall only shut up and take it all like a champ. No complaints, eh?" I said to her, jutting out my jaw stubbornly. "You're really something, Clara Silver. You try to get on my nerves but I find you amusing." She responded. "Of course. Every blind wolf out there is amusing. No complaints." I responded. I saw her bite down hard as she could before approaching me. Perhaps, my ton
CLARA'S POVIt was quite...Oddly so.I had been hoping that Arlene would at the very least try and check on us but I never saw him. There was no sign of him and neither was there any of Derrick.Fear gripped me as I found myself wondering if everything was okay with him (Derrick).I needed someone to talk to.I needed to share my fears right now but Derrick was nowhere to be found."Clara, you need to rest." I heard Clover say to me."Oh, Clover! I feel so alone and lost." I said with a sigh.That was the honest truth. I felt bitter and really worked up right now but was there anything I could do?I doubt so."You'll be fine." She responded."I don't even know where Derrick is. I'm so worried. Are you not worried? What if the vamps took him?" I asked her.She let out a long drawn exhale."I am worried too, Clara. But even more than Derrick, I am worried about you. You're hurting and you have a lot on your shoulder." She said to me,"You shouldn't worry one bit about me. I'll be fine
CLARA'S POVI felt really excited as I caught onto the scent of the man that had been once announced dead. My dear father and I knew now that I had never been able to forget his scent.It was just as I remembered, so different yet so great."Dad." I called him as I traced to a standing position, where his head was."Who are you? Why do you call me father? I'm yet to find myself a woman." He said to me suddenly and I felt shattered."Father, you don't remember me?" I asked him as tears formed in my eyes.How could he do this to me? It might have been a long time but I who had lost him at eight had not forgotten him. Yet, he had such effrontery to forget me in such a short while."Come now girl, I don't know who you are. I believe I had a crush at my pack but we were just kids before I lost my way." He said to me, breaking my heart further."I'm your daughter. I'm your baby." I said to him,"How old are you then because you look so old." He said to me,"I'm only eighteen." I said to him
ALPHA DERRICK'S POV"What about him?" Randall asked as he nudged his jaw towards Kent who was still knocked out and tied up.I looked at him inquisitively before responding."The vampire said to follow him. We would follow him. You bring the boy."I said to him."Why do I get to do the hard stuff? You knocked him out, don't you think it is part of your responsibility now to..." He was still speaking when I cast him. "Fine. You don't need to look at me like I'll be next. I'll bring him." He sighed heavily as he went to Kent. Trust Randall to always make a show of how angry he gets. He made certain to land a kick to Kent's butt before struggling to pick him up while grumbling."Alpha Derrick, walk with me." Arlene said to me.Well, I guess he was back to his twelve year old vampire mode. To think a few minutes ago, this adorable looking young boy had been so intense with his glare that I nearly forgot how to breathe. I would recommend that anyone picking a fight with him should have mad
BETA BENSON'S POVI have been waiting at the pack house for this good news.Alright, bad guy here and I totally agree but you would have done the same to have some aspects of relevance attached to your name.This has always been my game plan.It is too bad I have not had the chance to introduce myself properly but I am the one who's supposed to be leading this pack.I had a strung out rivalry with Todd Silver and it was not a thing today. It was an old strife, maybe one he was not sure had such strong genesis.Could we say I always hated him and his guts from the moment my childhood dream girl had developed a friendship with him when Todd was newly transferred to our school.Everyone was all over him. He slowly took over everything and seemed like he was the saint of our time. It did not make any sense and when I tried to talk him into joining us, he had turned me down.He wanted nothing to do with my silly games and made me feel the first insult of my life. I overlooked him and decid
ALPHA DERRICK'S POV"Clara!" I called out to her as she fell off my arms.Clara sure did know how to get everyone on the edge. Right here in the vampire territory which we had encountered and she was clearly unfazed. She had suddenly left my arms to the ground and was sniffing her way further deep.I have never seen anything like that in my life. The way she moved faster and sniffed around, it was something from the human sniffing dogs.I wanted to go after her but a couple of vampires deterred me as they hissed right into our faces."Clara!" Grace even called out to her but I doubt she could hear either of us.I glared at Arlene, especially when a vampire seemed to want to threaten Clara."Arlene, are you going to let them hurt her? Us? We're not harming anyone!" I said to him as my eyes kept following her."Friends, let us all be calm. These ones mean no harm to us. At least, that much I can assure you." Arlene said to the snarling vampires."We cannot trust them in the heart of our
CLARA'S POVI had been through hell and back.It was all the fault of the damned moon goddess. Why on earth would she curse me with blindness? Could she see now the havoc she was causing?For crying out loud, I nearly drowned!"But you didn't." Clover said to me."Shut it, Clover." I said to her,"Clara, anything could be taken lightly but blasphemy against the mood goddess is evil. She sees and knows everything." She said to me,"Oh and I hope she's seeing this now." I responded to Clover.This was my thoughts right before I had been plunged into water and was drowning.I had awakened sometime when Derrick was speaking to Beta Benson's men and it was not even up to a minute when I found myself drowning.I had been so weak that I could not move at all. Eventually, I lost it all. It would be best to just drown and die than be humiliated further.The water started to get into my nostrils and I found that I was beginning to struggle to breathe too. I thought to myself, what did it matter
ALPHA DERRICK'S POVI had heard stories of Arlene and his community of non-human blood drinking vampires. We believed it to be a myth as it was clear to everyone of us that a vampire cannot claim not to drink human blood.They were supposedly evil and dark creatures from our opposite kind. The dark brother to our moon goddess had been believed to sire them.Dracula and Selene used to be siblings. Whilst Selene saw only the beauty and pureness, Dracula was believed to have experimented on the lives of humans, leading the great god to cast him down on earth and curse him.He became the sire of vampires.This was the story we had grown up to.However, the wild spread fanatic was how some of these doomed ones failed to live up to expectations and would rather feed on animals than hurt a human.This seemed strange at the time. Tell me about Arlene a few minutes ago and I would have laughed at what myth one was playing at.From the vastness of this empty landscape, I could swear there are n
ARLENE'S POVIt has been five good centuries and eleven moons since I turned.My name is Arlene and some would call me the vampire old kid.I had been human until that day when I had allowed my disobedience to get the better of me.A group of strangers had come to our little yet peaceful village. These people were pale looking and I actually believed they were ill.They had arrived while we were celebrating our annual festival. Five of them. Two women and three men. They had been so friendly and soon, we learnt to accept them.All but one wise woman I hope sometimes when I lose people I love - my mother.She found them really weird and she called me every other time."Arlene, stay away from those strangers. Something is off about them." She said to me,But being the kind of child I had been, I found it weird that my mother would not want to mingle with them. I mean, they started assisting the villages with different things.I grew fond of the older woman among them. She seemed to be i