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Hating to love you chapter 91: Spencer Weston
Aneesa's point of view." I need a good lawyer" I say immediately I walked into Brielle's office. It was a day after I had met Xander at the coffee shop and I knew I needed to act fast if it was going to be a court battle, as the last thing I wanted was to let Xander have any access what so ever to my child." okay can we take a minute to calm down,so you can take a deep breath and tell me who the hell you need a lawyer for and what crime the person has committed " I hear her say as I take my sit trying to catch my breath before I went ahead to tell her what was going on with me." it's Xander" i say through a released breath." what did he do this time around? " she said while looking at me,and I could tell she was already getting angry without even getting to hear what he had done." He found out about Spencer " I say as I see her her eyes widen at what he said." how? When ? Where? And what his reaction that makes you think you need a lawyer? " I hear him say all at once, as it ma
Hating to love you Meeting Spencer.....
Xander's point of view I was constantly patting my legs repeatedly against my marble floor as I could not help but feel nervous about the fact that I got to see my son today.I mean who would have thought that Aneesa would finally allow me meet him and also very easily,considering the fact that she had vowed to do everything in her power to keep him far away from me.I suddenly hear the elevator bell ring as I could not help but take deep breath as I suddenly felt nervous of the fact that I was officially going to stare at my son directly in the eyes,being that the last time I had seen him Aneesa had made sure to get him to avoid me at every way possible. I stood up on my feet still nervous as I saw the elevator open up to one of the two most precious people to me in the world."Hey..yy how a..re you" I say stuttering lightly,looking at the one woman in the world that that made me very nervous no matter how much I try to avoid it." I'm good" she told me with her face clearly ice c
Hating to love you chapter 93: A date
Xander's point of view." heyyy mommy,I had a very nice time with daddy. You should have come with is too" he said happily while grinning from ear to ear,totally oblivious of the growing tension between his mother and I." I suppose you did" she said while smiling and kneeling to his level as she ruffled his hair." of course! dad said we would go out again one of this days,tell me you would come along too. Pretty please " I hear him say to his mother, and I almost laughed because I knew quite well that he was putting Anessa in such a difficult situation and the last thing she wanted at the moment was being in the same space with me." of course darling " I hear her reply through gritted teeth and at that moment I wanted to jump up in the air with joy,I mean it was not my intention to use my son as a ploy to get what I wanted,but that seemed to be the only weak point Anessa seemed to have at the moment. " Thank you momma!" he said while smiling so happily at her" you are welcome. So
Hating to love you Chapter 94: i love you so much
Aneesa's point of view" you look very beautiful mummy " I hear my son's tiny voice say from behind me as I look at his direction to see him smiling at me.I was still trying so hard to understand why I had agreed to go on a date with him in the first place,but then it was not like I was giving any choice at the moment. " Thank you so much darling " I say while smiles in his direction as I look at the mirror, hoping that I was not looking so overdressed. I heard my subconscious mind speak to me while telling me why I was trying so hard to impress someone I claim to have no liking towards, but I decided to shake the feeling away while trying so hard to ignore it.I hear my phone beep as I look towards it to see xanders annoying name plastered across the screen of my phone." heyyy" I hear his voice say the moment I pick up the phone." I'm on my way" I say simply before hanging up the call,not at all giving him the chance to conclude what he had started to say.I move toward the door
Hating to love you chapter 95: what the fuck is this!
Xander's point of view. I woke up smiling as I look at the very beautiful Aneesa that was currently sleeping peacefully beside me at the moment. I could not help but feel fulfilled that I finally had her all to myself and that there was no restriction hindering us from being together,and then something suddenly hit me as I remembered what I had done to get her to pathner with me to begin with.I knew the last thing I wanted her to do was finding that out,so I knew I needed to do something to urgently stop her from finding that out,and I needed to do that really fast.I felt her stir from beside me,as I watch her beautiful eyes slowly open up as she smiled sweetly at me,which made me remember the events of last night.My eyes travelled down to her nipples which was already stiff from probably being arose and I could not help myself, as I dipped my head down and took them into my mouth,while she moaned beneath me." okay I know what you are up to this morning, but I'm sorry to burst
Hating to love you chapter 96: the kidnap
Aneesa's point of viewI could not help the continous tears that kept streaming down my face as I tried so hard to get as far away from xander as I could.How could I have been so stupid? How did I even let him get to me. I should have know a leopard never changes it's spot right?. So how the fuck could I have been such a fool to let him deceive me yet again. I suddenly felt a car trying so hard to overtake me,and I could not help but get infuriated as I wondered what on earth was making the driver drive with so much speed and recklessness, I suddenly stop my vehicle preparing to give whoever it was a piece of my mind,as I get down from my car." what the fuck is wrong with you" I say shouting at the top of my voice,and even a blind man could tell it was merely a wrong transfer of aggression. I was suddenly startled when I saw two men with mask covering there faces and also along with very huge physical build moving towards my direction as I prepared to get into my car and run away
Hating to love you chapter 97: the kidnap (2)
Xander's point of view " fuck!" I exclaimed as I punched my hand right into the glass frame in my office thereby drawing blood.I could not believe that I had been so stupid by letting Williams cajole me into manipulating a whole company and to think it had to be Anessa's company of all company there where in the world. I knew I had to do something and I had to do it as fast as possible, but I honestly did not know what it was,cause what could I possibly say or do that would want to make her see me any longer.I just had to mess things up when it just started getting better.I move out of the office in a haste catch up with aneesa to see if there is anything I could do to try to make her listen to me to begin with. Not like I had any reasonable explanation though, but I did not want her to leave me just like that.I go to her office but I did not see any sign of her there any longer,as I moved to her assistants desk."Good day sir. Is there a problem? " I hear her say while smiling
Hating to love you chapter 98: somebody please help me!
Xander's point of view " Williams?" I ask unable to believe the fact that my brother had been responsible for the kidnap in the first place." yes brother " he answered while smiling evily at me." what the fuck is the meaning of this!" I shout at the top of my voice at the moment as all I could see was red." ohhh please shut the fuck up Xander. What do you expect? That I stand and let you take what I want again like you do every fucking time?" I hear him say with total anger.Hell, if I was angry at the moment then he seemed to be in a rage for some reason I do not even seem to understand. " what the fuck do you even mean?" " So now you would pretend like you don't know right? Way to go Xander " he said while laughing sacarastically as he saw the obvious confusion in my eyes at the moment. " okay fine I would make it clear to you. Since we have been brothers, all you have done successfully is take. You fucking take and you just expect me to be happy with it every fucking time. Y
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Aneessa's point of view.What the fuck just happened?Why did I chicken out all of a sudden?I thought I was so happy that he made it back alive,so why do I still feel this uneasy with him around me.What exactly is the problem with me?I mean it is still obvious the chemistry is there,I can feel it like a burning flame which is ready to burn anything that comes into its part.But then why was I reluctant to have sex with him,why does my mind still call me back even though it is obvious that my heart still loves for him?I stay at the balcony while looking through thin air and asking myself series of questions as I could not bring myself to understand why I had suddenly chicken out and ran out on him just like that,but it helped me to realise one thing. Eventhough I badly wanted to forgive him,eventhough my heart was calling out for him and I could not thing of a world without him in it,I was still too scared to be in any sort of romantic relationship with Xander,because no matter ho
Hating to love you chapter 99: I'm not in the mood for this
Aneesa's point of view. I could not help but feel my heart suddenly tighten at the sight before me at the moment. I saw xander along with a lot of tubes connected to his body,almost looked like he was hanging on them for his dear life.No matter how I tried to reason that it was not my fault, I still could not bring my innermost mind from accusing me causing what had happened to him some moments ago." I'm so sorry, I did not mean for this to happen. I'm sorry for only thinking about myself and not even giving the chance to explain things" I say through sobs as I take my hand in his." But please do not dare die on me like this,cause I do not think I would be able to live with myself if you do" I say again, hoping he would hear me even though I was not sure how it would have been possible for him to do that." it's fine,take it easy on yourself okay?" I hear a voice say from behind me and I look back to see it was Brielle, and i could not help but wonder how long that I had been cryi
Hating to love you chapter 98: somebody please help me!
Xander's point of view " Williams?" I ask unable to believe the fact that my brother had been responsible for the kidnap in the first place." yes brother " he answered while smiling evily at me." what the fuck is the meaning of this!" I shout at the top of my voice at the moment as all I could see was red." ohhh please shut the fuck up Xander. What do you expect? That I stand and let you take what I want again like you do every fucking time?" I hear him say with total anger.Hell, if I was angry at the moment then he seemed to be in a rage for some reason I do not even seem to understand. " what the fuck do you even mean?" " So now you would pretend like you don't know right? Way to go Xander " he said while laughing sacarastically as he saw the obvious confusion in my eyes at the moment. " okay fine I would make it clear to you. Since we have been brothers, all you have done successfully is take. You fucking take and you just expect me to be happy with it every fucking time. Y
Hating to love you chapter 97: the kidnap (2)
Xander's point of view " fuck!" I exclaimed as I punched my hand right into the glass frame in my office thereby drawing blood.I could not believe that I had been so stupid by letting Williams cajole me into manipulating a whole company and to think it had to be Anessa's company of all company there where in the world. I knew I had to do something and I had to do it as fast as possible, but I honestly did not know what it was,cause what could I possibly say or do that would want to make her see me any longer.I just had to mess things up when it just started getting better.I move out of the office in a haste catch up with aneesa to see if there is anything I could do to try to make her listen to me to begin with. Not like I had any reasonable explanation though, but I did not want her to leave me just like that.I go to her office but I did not see any sign of her there any longer,as I moved to her assistants desk."Good day sir. Is there a problem? " I hear her say while smiling
Hating to love you chapter 96: the kidnap
Aneesa's point of viewI could not help the continous tears that kept streaming down my face as I tried so hard to get as far away from xander as I could.How could I have been so stupid? How did I even let him get to me. I should have know a leopard never changes it's spot right?. So how the fuck could I have been such a fool to let him deceive me yet again. I suddenly felt a car trying so hard to overtake me,and I could not help but get infuriated as I wondered what on earth was making the driver drive with so much speed and recklessness, I suddenly stop my vehicle preparing to give whoever it was a piece of my mind,as I get down from my car." what the fuck is wrong with you" I say shouting at the top of my voice,and even a blind man could tell it was merely a wrong transfer of aggression. I was suddenly startled when I saw two men with mask covering there faces and also along with very huge physical build moving towards my direction as I prepared to get into my car and run away
Hating to love you chapter 95: what the fuck is this!
Xander's point of view. I woke up smiling as I look at the very beautiful Aneesa that was currently sleeping peacefully beside me at the moment. I could not help but feel fulfilled that I finally had her all to myself and that there was no restriction hindering us from being together,and then something suddenly hit me as I remembered what I had done to get her to pathner with me to begin with.I knew the last thing I wanted her to do was finding that out,so I knew I needed to do something to urgently stop her from finding that out,and I needed to do that really fast.I felt her stir from beside me,as I watch her beautiful eyes slowly open up as she smiled sweetly at me,which made me remember the events of last night.My eyes travelled down to her nipples which was already stiff from probably being arose and I could not help myself, as I dipped my head down and took them into my mouth,while she moaned beneath me." okay I know what you are up to this morning, but I'm sorry to burst
Hating to love you Chapter 94: i love you so much
Aneesa's point of view" you look very beautiful mummy " I hear my son's tiny voice say from behind me as I look at his direction to see him smiling at me.I was still trying so hard to understand why I had agreed to go on a date with him in the first place,but then it was not like I was giving any choice at the moment. " Thank you so much darling " I say while smiles in his direction as I look at the mirror, hoping that I was not looking so overdressed. I heard my subconscious mind speak to me while telling me why I was trying so hard to impress someone I claim to have no liking towards, but I decided to shake the feeling away while trying so hard to ignore it.I hear my phone beep as I look towards it to see xanders annoying name plastered across the screen of my phone." heyyy" I hear his voice say the moment I pick up the phone." I'm on my way" I say simply before hanging up the call,not at all giving him the chance to conclude what he had started to say.I move toward the door
Hating to love you chapter 93: A date
Xander's point of view." heyyy mommy,I had a very nice time with daddy. You should have come with is too" he said happily while grinning from ear to ear,totally oblivious of the growing tension between his mother and I." I suppose you did" she said while smiling and kneeling to his level as she ruffled his hair." of course! dad said we would go out again one of this days,tell me you would come along too. Pretty please " I hear him say to his mother, and I almost laughed because I knew quite well that he was putting Anessa in such a difficult situation and the last thing she wanted at the moment was being in the same space with me." of course darling " I hear her reply through gritted teeth and at that moment I wanted to jump up in the air with joy,I mean it was not my intention to use my son as a ploy to get what I wanted,but that seemed to be the only weak point Anessa seemed to have at the moment. " Thank you momma!" he said while smiling so happily at her" you are welcome. So
Hating to love you Meeting Spencer.....
Xander's point of view I was constantly patting my legs repeatedly against my marble floor as I could not help but feel nervous about the fact that I got to see my son today.I mean who would have thought that Aneesa would finally allow me meet him and also very easily,considering the fact that she had vowed to do everything in her power to keep him far away from me.I suddenly hear the elevator bell ring as I could not help but take deep breath as I suddenly felt nervous of the fact that I was officially going to stare at my son directly in the eyes,being that the last time I had seen him Aneesa had made sure to get him to avoid me at every way possible. I stood up on my feet still nervous as I saw the elevator open up to one of the two most precious people to me in the world."Hey..yy how a..re you" I say stuttering lightly,looking at the one woman in the world that that made me very nervous no matter how much I try to avoid it." I'm good" she told me with her face clearly ice c
