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Hating to love you chapter 63: Blonde coffee man
Aneesa's point of view. "Ohhh my God,this has been an hell of a day" I mutter under my breath as I grabbed a chair from the side of the coffee maker, which i have been standing next to for quite sometime now.In general the week had been very busy for me, as I had engaged in nothing but tedious work ever since the week had started earlier on,starting from moving out earlier in the week and up ontill this very moment.However, I just prayed and hoped that it does not affect my baby in any way possible as the doctor had made emphasy on the fact that I did not engage in a rigorous task,in other to not put my baby in harms way.Earlier this week,I had been able to get a house which was not to far from the coffee shop and I had considered because I could not bear getting an apartment which would only do as much as stress me put.It was not a house which looked all that big and cozy, but it was enough for me to manage until I got enough money to get myself a much better place,and asides th
Last Updated : 2023-03-24Hating to love you chapter 64: Mr Valentino or Mr westbay?.....
Aneesa's point of view I groan while stretching my hand feeling stressed up from the usual days work,I frowned as I looked to my watch to see that it was past three in the afternoon already. It has Been exactly a week since the last time Mr Valentino came to get his usual coffee order,and I was becoming quite worried cause he was no longer usual at the coffee shop as he used to be,especially from the fact that he hadn't looked too good the last time I had seen himDeciding to put a call across to him,I picked up my phone to dial out his number, however I groaned inwardly when I realised that I had not taking his number earlier on,I decided to ask Brielle for his contact, but furrowed my brows as I was welcomed with a very angry looking Brielle. " Hello,hello " I say Tring to snap her back into reality,as I saw that she seemed to be far away from reality as she seemed to be pondering on something, which seemed to only helped in getting her more angrier than she already was as the se
Last Updated : 2023-03-26Hating to love you chapter 65: Finding out Mr Westbay
"Anessa point of view "" Is Mr westbay okay?" I hear the driver ask once again since we got into the car.It was actually confusing though and I had the urge to correct him that his name was Mr Valentino and not westbay to begin with,but I did not also want to make myself sound so insensitive as I believed that it was not the time for that at the moment, when there where other important things to attend to." I don't know" I hear my own voice tremble, as the fear of loosing Mr Valentino suddenly consumed me." check his pulse please, let's see if he his still breathing fine" I hear him say again, as I could also tell from the sound of his voice that je was also very frightened from the recent happenings at the moment. " I don't know how" I say not at all knowing how to go about it,while looking at him to check if it was possible to discover how to check his pulse just out of the blues. " okay check if he is at all breathing " I hear him say one more time,and I could tell by the sou
Last Updated : 2023-03-29Hating to love you chapter 66: calm down you say?
I did not know what to do after getting the information,I could not help but feel truamutised at the feeling that Mr Valentino was dying,or should i say ( Mr westbay),it made me feel like everyone that had the opportunity to get acquainted with me either betrayed me,or left me because of unforeseen circumstances. First was my mother, then xander and now Mr westbay,I suddenly felt my legs shaking and giving out,that was when I noticed that I had began tremble slightly,feeling like my legs would soon give out due to too much trembling. " it's fine" I hear a voice say from the distance which I acknowledged to be the voice of the driver that had conveyed us to the hospital, which made me suddenly realise that I had started sobbing gradually. "Are you okay?" I hear him say again,probably after noticing the fact I did not pay any attention to him when he had tried to console me earlier on." honestly I do not know" I answer him simply,as I felt very horrified within me at the moment and
Last Updated : 2023-04-02Hating to love you chapter 67: All hope is not lost
Aneesa's point of view I walked into the room and I could not lie about the fact that i felt like breaking down just by the sight in front of me, I would not lie about the fact that it was heart breaking just seeing him in that position with all the tubes inserted into his mouth and nose,it was indeed a very painful sight to behold. " he would be okay" I suddenly hear a voice say from behind me,as I turned behind me to see the driver behind me,trying to assure me that everything was going to be okay. " I hope he would" I say as I felt tears come out from my eyes once again. " I'm okay, you do not have to start crying like it's a funeral over here" I hear a voice say from a distance with a little bit of laugh and cough accompanied with it,which made me look to the direction it came from to notice that it was from Mr westbay. " you are awake" I say sniffing over my words,as I walked hurriedly on instincts to the direction in which the man was,while suddenly feeling happy at the fa
Last Updated : 2023-04-04Hating to love you chapter 68: Asking the doctors permission....
Aneesa's point of view "Thank you....would mean a whole lot to me" I hear Mr Westbay say after a long period of staring at me,and not failing to make it obvious that he totally appreciated the fact that I was ready to stay by him.I could not help but feel bad about the fact that he had always been lonely with no one around to care for him,especially now that he was battling a disease as bad as cancer,which happened to be the time that he could get all the love that he needed to avoid him from always being sad about his current situation. "Anytime....you are family" I say while smiling and taking his hands in mine,still trying to reassure him. " so do you stay in the hospital like this,for your chemotherapy regularly and not go home? " I ask him trying to create a conversation,as I did not want the previous silence that filled the room to continue, eventhough I was not sure if it was in my place to ask that kind of question. " well yes partly..." I hear him say and I could hear th
Last Updated : 2023-04-05Hating to love you chapter 69: Mr westbay's daughter
Aneessa's point of view" so what was his reply?" I head him ask the moment I steeped into the room,not stopping for one second to try to hide the fact that he was obviously very nervous at the outcome of my little visit to the doctor a while ago." he said he approved of it" I say while sending him a smile since I got into a room some moments ago,while Behaving like I was not satisfied with outcome of the meeting. " wheew,that was nice....you almost gave me an attack with that look on your face some minutes ago" I hear him say and could still hear the sign of relief in his voice has he spoke some minutes ago." I know right....wanted to catch you by surprise " I say why slightly giggling at the fact that the fake expression that I had gotten on my face some moments ago actually seemed to get to him." you sure did" I hear him say while giggling me lightly,and I could not help but feel happy that I was able to make him smile Willingly, cause I knew very well that he was always unhapp
Last Updated : 2023-04-06Hating to love you chapter 70: will you be my daughter?
Aneesa's point of view I stared through the car window in awe,as I could not still bring myself to believe that the house we were about to pull into belonged to Mr Valentino or should I rather say Mr westbay. It was all so crazy and strange to me, cause I never once suspected Mr westbay to be rich, as all I could read through him or rather what he came off as, was a poor old man who wanted some company and attention for himself,but now I got to realise that he was very rich and infact super rich for that matter. Shock....Surprise.....Baffled.....Those were the three words that constantly consumed my head again as I tilted my head up to check how high the house seemed to be,and it was like a freaking mansion, but then again I still felt those words would have not still been able to comprehend how I had felt.The driver manoeuvred his way into the compound, after which we highlighted in order to go into the main building of the house. However, I could not help but look so lost aro
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