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chapter 39: leaving behind all hurt
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Hating to love you chapter 40: Goodbye....
Anessa's point of view" It is just crazy and overwhelming the mixed feelings i am getting for this trip I am about to embark....I know I should leave and I am going to leave, cause this country has caused me more heartache than love on all my years of existence" I said hurriedly while I had the courage to do so, before I could stop my self from saying it out loud." How is it even possible,that my heart still yearns for a man, that treated me nothing like a human being with feelings,but just like a pun in some game of chess he had been playing with his friends" I continue, with pain in my eyes and hurt very obvious in my voice." And now about to get on this plane which is nothing more than an hour away, I find that I wish to see him again, even though it was just for a mili second, I know I am crazy right?" I hear myself say while chuckling lightly without any form of humor laced within it. " No you are not....infact it is only normal, you loved this man with every fiber of your be
Hating to love you chapter 41: Building hopes
Xander's point of view"Get the hell out of my office" I screamed obviously very pissed off at the man currently in front of me at the moment.My mind flashed to when I had seen his call earlier in the morning, I remember how happiness had surged through me just at the thinking of the fact that I had finally been able to trace or locate where Anessa had been hiding exactly.*FlashbackI groaned when I heard my phone suddenly buzz from the top of my coffee table, hissing as regards the fact that I could not help but get ticked off at the fact that I was awoke with another hang over, I moved my hand sleeping across the table to try to get phone from the table." Hello?" I inquired as I checked the wall to see the time on the wall to see that It was 5am in the morning, wondering who exactly it was that had the guts to call me as early as that time, I answered the call." Good morning, may I be into Mr Weston?" I heard the person inquire from the other side of the phone which made me squi
Hating to love you chapter 42: Get the hell out of my office
Xander's point of view"Good day Mr Xander Weston and Mr Andrew....How do you do today?" I heard the blonde haired private investigator inquire from me moments after he had stepped into my office, with a huge smile plastered across his face, which suddenly made me feel a feeling of relief at the built up tension that had been inside me just a few moments ago.I mean who the hell would be smiling so wide if the had not accomplished the task he was sent for right?Or so I thought......" Good day to you too.....but not to sound rather rude or anything, but I really do think pleasantries should not be one on the agenda right now....I mean can we just get to reason why this meeting was ever called upon in the first place already?" I inquired while continuously tapping my fingers repeatedly on my glass desk, as the last thing I wanted was for him trying to prolong the discussion with the least of unnecessary things." Seriously Xander?" I heard Andrew say why shaking his head and laughing
Hating to love you chapter 43: Starting all over
Aneesa's point of view" All passengers be ready to land...I repeat all passengers get ready to land" I hear the pilot suddenly say from a distance which seemed to snap me out of my little train of thought,as I suddenly became conscious of the fact that we might have finally arrived at our destination.It was crazy though cause it looked like just it was just minutes ago when I boarded the plane.But then again,who was I decieving right?It was not as if I was even conscious about my environment to begin with,as the only thoughts that seemed to parade my brains were thoughts of Xander,which no matter how I had tried hard to avoid kept up coming back into my tiny little head.Snapping back again into reality,as I realized that I was already slipping back into my train of thoughts once again, I sat up against the chair which I was currently sitting in the plane as I patiently waited for the plan to land at the airport."All passengers can now exit the plane" I hear the pilot say again a
Hating to love you chapter 44: what do you mean I'm missing?
Anessa's point of view"So what would be your next plan of action Anessa?" I ask myself out loud as I lay down on the king sized bed that was presently in the hotel I had louged into.The thing is when I had taken the plane,the only thing on my mind was leaving the city which had done nothing but bring me pain,I did not even stop to think about how I was going to fend for myself in this city where I knew no one at all.I cannot stay in a hotel for the rest of my life right?I mean hell I do not even have enough money on me to sustain me through that kind of expenses.Or I would probably just go out to find a job the next day.Heck where do I even start from. I continued thinking internally while made me chuckle out dryly when I suddenly hear my phone buzz in which I squinted my eye to check who it could be and found out that it was miss willer." Heyyy Anessa....how have you been holding up,and how was your flight?" I hear her ask immediately I pick up the call." Ohhh it was okay,at
Hating to love you chapter 45:who the let you in?
Xander's point of view" So what do you plan on doing now?" I hear Andrew say from the umpteenth time today since I had invited his over to my office.I had invited Andrew over earlier into my office to get me distracted as the only thing that seemed to invade my thoughts were the the thoughts on how to find Anessa and the feeling of guilt that continued to eat me up as the minute passed by,but that only seemed to worsen the situation as it looked like Andrew was also bent on not giving me any form of breathing space." I really do not know" I answered sincerely as I breathed in heavily.I also knew I was decieving myself to think that I could get myself a distracted even though it was for a single minute.I mean, how did I even think that possible when the only thing that consumed my thoughts of was the possible things that may have befallen Anessa wherever she was at the moment,also I just had the feeling that if did not find her anytime soon I was definitely going to loose my mind.
Hating to love you chapter 46: setup interview
Xander's point of view " Are you seriously sure you want to go on with this absurd plan of yours" I hear Andrew ask for the umpteenth time today which made me roll my eyes skywards. It's been few day after I had told Andrew about what I had plan to do to find Aneesa and he did not fail to let me know how crazy and absurd he thought the plan to be.I mean,who wouldn't right?I also thought it very crazy but hear I was about to try out one of the most craziest thing in the world yet again. " yes I am...and honestly I would really appreciate it if you stop this annoying complaint of yours and just support me on my quest" I reply wanting so hard for Andrew to support me despite knowing it was another one of my crazy plans yet again. " you really should start taking my advice you know?" I hear him continue almost like he did not hear anything I had just said some moments ago. "Ohhh not again Andrew" I say rolling my eyes as I was not ready to hear one of his Countless advices today, I
Hating to love you chapter 46: Getting a new look
Aneesa's point of view "Are you sure you would want to do that Nessa?"I hear Miss willer ask me again over the phone and I almost rolled my eyes. I was currently in front of salon and I was actually there because I was planning to get a new hair cut.It's not like It was something I was also excited to do though,i mean really did love the look of my brunette hair and the last thing i wanted to do was change the colour as well as the length,but then if would help serve a bit of disguise cause every one was on the look out for me after the interview Xander gave onlineAnd if this would help me gey some kind of privacy back,then i almost do not have any choice at the moment as i was in a very tight position." Yeah I am sure....it's not like I got a better option right?" I ask her instead over the phone firmly,making it obvious in my tone that I had already made up my mind and I was not backing down."Ohk....I mean at the end of the day its your choice right?.....not like I can change
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